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Chapter 1
I felt vaguely uneasy, though I couldn't say why. It did not seem all
that unusual to be drinking with a White Rabbit, a short guy who
resembled Bertrand Russell, a grinning Cat, and my old friend Luke
Raynard, who was singing Irish ballads while a peculiar landscape shifted
from mural to reality at his back. Well, I was impressed by the huge blue
Caterpillar smoking the hookah atop the giant mushroom because I know how
hard it is to keep a water pipe lit. Still, that wasn't it. It was a
convivial scene, and Luke was known to keep pretty strange company on
occasion. So why should I feel uneasy?
The beer was good and there was even a free lunch. The demons tormenting
the red-haired woman tied to the stake had been so shiny they'd hurt to
look at. Gone now, but the whole thing had been beautiful. Everything was
beautiful. When Luke sang of Galway Bay it had been so sparkling and
lovely that I'd wanted to dive in and lose myself there. Sad, too.
Something to do with the feeling.... Yes. Funny thought. When Luke
sang a sad song I felt melancholy. When it was a happy one I was greatly
cheered. There seemed an unusual amount of empathy in the air. No matter,
I guess. The light show was superb....
I sipped my drink and watched Humpty teeter, there at the end of the bar.
For a moment I tried to remember when I'd come into this place, but that
cylinder wasn't hitting. It would come to me, eventually. Nice
party....
I watched and listened and tasted and felt, and it was all great.
Anything that caught my attention was fascinating. Was there something
I'd wanted to ask Luke? It seemed there was, but he was busy singing and
I couldn't think of it now, anyway.
What had I been doing before I'd come into this place? Trying to recall
just didn't seem worth the effort either. Not when everything was so
interesting right here and now.
It seemed that it might have been something important, though. Could that
be why I felt uneasy? Might it be there was business I had left
unfinished and should be getting back to?
I turned to ask the Cat but he was fading again, still seeming vastly
amused. It occurred to me then that I, too, could do that. Fade, I mean,
and go someplace else. Was that how I had come here and how I might
depart? Possibly. I put down my drink and rubbed my eyes and my temples.
Things seemed to be swimming inside my head, too.
I suddenly recalled a picture of me. On a giant card. A Trump. Yes. That
was how I'd gotten here. Through the card....
A hand fell upon my shoulder and I turned. It belonged to Luke, who
grinned at me as he edged up to the bar for a refill.
Great party, huh? he said.
Yeah, great. How'd you find this place? I asked him.
He shrugged. I forget. Who cares?
He turned away, a brief blizzard of crystals swirling between us. The
Caterpillar exhaled a purple cloud. A blue moon was rising.
What is wrong with this picture? I asked myself.
I had a sudden feeling that my critical faculty had been shot off in the
war, because I couldn't focus on the anomalies I felt must be present. I
knew that I was caught up in the moment, but I couldn't see my way
clear.
I was caught up...
I was caught....
How?
Well.... It had all started when I'd shaken my own hand. No. Wrong.
That sounds like Zen and that's not how it was. The hand I shook emerged
from the space occupied by the image of myself on the card that went
away. Yes, that was it.... After a fashion.
I clenched my teeth. The music began again. There came a soft scraping
sound near to my hand on the bar. When I looked I saw that my tankard had
been refilled. Maybe I'd had too much already. Maybe that's what kept
getting in the way of my thinking. I turned away. I looked off to my
left, past the place where the mural on the wall became the real
landscape. Did that make me a part of the mural? I wondered suddenly.
No matter. If I couldn't think here.... I began running...to
the left. Something about this place was messing with my head, and it
seemed impossible to consider the process while I was a part of it. I had
to get away in order to think straight, to determine what was going on.
I was across the bar and into that interface area where the painted rocks
and trees became three-dimensional. I pumped my arms as I dug in. I heard
the wind without feeling it.
Nothing that lay before me seemed any nearer. I was moving, but Luke
began singing again.
I halted. I turned, slowly, because it sounded as if he were standing
practically beside me. He was. I was only a few paces removed from the
bar. Luke smiled and kept singing.
What's going on? I asked the Caterpillar.
You're looped in Luke's loop, it replied.
Come again? I said.
It blew a blue smoke ring, sighed softly, and said, Luke's locked
in a loop and you're lost in the lyrics. That's all.
How'd it happen? I asked.
I have no idea, it replied.
Uh, how does one get unlooped?
Couldn't tell you that either.
I turned to the Cat, who was coalescing about his grin once again.
I don't suppose you'd know, I began.
I saw him come in and I saw you come in later, said the
Cat, smirking. And even for this place your arrivals were
somewhat...unusualleading me to conclude that at least one of
you is associated with magic.
I nodded.
Your own comings and goings might give one pause, I
observed.
I keep my paws to myself, he replied. Which is more
than Luke can say.
What do you mean?
He's caught in a contagious trap.
How does it work? I asked.
But he was gone again, and this time the grin went too.
Contagious trap? That seemed to indicate that the problem was Luke's, and
that I had been sucked into it in some fashion. This felt right, though
it still gave me no idea as to what the problem was or what I might do
about it.
I reached for my tankard. If I couldn't solve my problem, I might as well
enjoy it. As I took a slow sip I became aware of a strange pair of pale,
burning eyes gazing into my own. I hadn't noticed them before, and the
thing that made them strange was that they occupied a shadowy comer of
the mural across the room from methat, and the fact that they
weremovingdrifting slowly to my left.
It was kind of fascinating, when I lost sight of the eyes but was still
able to follow whatever it was from the swaying of grasses as it passed
into the area toward which I had been headed earlier. And far, far off to
my rightbeyond LukeI now detected a slim gentleman in a
dark jacket, palette and brush in hand, who was slowly extending the
mural. I took another sip and returned my attention to the progress of
whatever it was that had moved from flat reality to 3-D. A gunmetal snout
protruded from between a rock and a shrub; the pale eyes blazed above it;
blue saliva dripped from the dark muzzle and steamed upon the ground. It
was either quite short or very crouched, and I couldn't make up my mind
whether it was the entire crowd of us that it was studying or me in
particular. I leaned to one side and caught Humpty by the belt or the
necktie, whichever it was, just as he was about to slump to the side.
Excuse me, I said. Could you tell me what sort of
creature that is?
I pointed just as it emergedmany-legged, long-tailed, dark-scaled,
undulating, and fast. Its claws were red, and it raised its tail as it
raced toward us.
Humpty's bleary eyes moved toward my own, drifted past.
I am not here, sir, he began, to remedy your
zoological ignorMy God! It's
It flashed across the distance, approaching rapidly. Would it reach a
spot shortly where its running would become a treadmill
operationor had that effect only applied to me on trying to get
away from this place?
The segments of its body slid from side to side, it hissed like a leaky
pressure cooker, and steaming slaver marked its trail from the fiction of
paint. Rather than slowing, its speed seemed to increase.
My left hand jerked forward of its own volition and a series of words
rose unbidden to my lips. I spoke them just as the creature crossed the
interface I had been unable to pierce earlier, rearing as it upset a
vacant table and bunching its members as if about to spring.
A Bandersnatch! someone cried.
A frumious Bandersnatch! Humpty corrected.
As I spoke the final word and performed the ultimate gesture, the image
of the Logrus swam before my inner vision. The dark creature, having just
extended its foremost talons, suddenly drew them back, clutched with them
against the upper left quadrant of its breast, rolled its eyes, emitted a
soft moaning sound, exhaled heavily, collapsed, fell to the floor, and
rolled over onto its back, its many feet extended upward into the air.
The Cat's grin appeared above the creature. The mouth moved.
A dead frumious Bandersnatch, it stated.
The grin drifted toward me, the rest of the Cat occurring about it like
an afterthought.
That was a cardiac-arrest spell, wasn't it? it inquired.
I guess so, I said. It was sort of a reflex. Yeah, I
remember now. I did still have that spell hanging around.
I thought so, it observed. I was sure that there was
magic involved in this party.
The image of the Logrus which had appeared to me during the spell's
operation had also served the purpose of switching on a small light in
the musty attic of my mind. Sorcery. Of course.
IMerlin, son of Corwinam a sorcerer, of a variety seldom
encountered in the areas I have frequented in recent years. Lucas
Raynardalso known as Prince Rinaldo of Kashfais himself a
sorcerer, albeit of a style different than my own. And the Cat, who
seemed somewhat sophisticated in these matters, could well have been
correct in assessing our situation as the interior of a spell. Such a
location is one of the few environments where my sensitivity and training
would do little to inform me as to the nature of my predicament. This,
because my faculties would also be caught up in the manifestation and
subject to its forces, if the thing were at all self consistent. It
struck me as something similar to color blindness. I could think of no
way of telling for certain what was going on, without outside help.
As I mused over these matters, the King's horses and men arrived beyond
the swinging doors at the front of the place. The men entered and
fastened lines upon the carcass of the Bandersnatch. The horses dragged
the thing off. Humpty had climbed down to visit the rest room while this
was going on. Upon his return he discovered that he was unable to achieve
his former position atop the barstool. He shouted to the King's men to
give him a hand, but they were busy guiding the defunct Bandersnatch
among tables and they ignored him.
Luke strolled up, smiling.
So that was a Bandersnatch, he observed. I'd always
wondered what they were like. Now, if we could just get a Jabberwock to
stop by
Sh! cautioned the Cat. It must be off in the mural
somewhere, and likely it's been listening. Don't stir it up! It may come
whiffling through the tulgey wood after your ass. Remember the jaws that
bite, the claws that catch! Don't go looking for troub
The Cat cast a quick glance toward the wall and phased into and out of
existence several times in quick succession. Ignoring this, Luke
remarked, I was just thinking of the Tenniel illustration.
The Cat materialized at the far end of the bar, downed the Hatter's
drink, and said, I hear the burbling, and eyes of flame are
drifting to the left.
I glanced at the mural, and I, too, saw the fiery eyes and heard a
peculiar sound.
It could be any of a number of things, Luke remarked.
The Cat moved to a rack behind the bar and reached high up on the wall to
where a strange weapon hung, shimmering and shifting in shadow. He
lowered the thing and slid it along the bar; it came to rest before
Luke.
Better have the Vorpal Sword in hand, that's all I can
say.
Luke laughed, but I stared fascinated at the device which looked as if it
were made of moth wings and folded moonlight. .
Then I heard the burbling again.
Don't just stand there in uffish thought! said the Cat,
draining Humpty's glass and vanishing again.
Still chuckling, Luke held out his tankard for a refill. I stood there in
uffish thought. The spell I had used to destroy the Bandersnatch had
altered my thinking in a peculiar fashion. It seemed for a small moment
in its aftermath that things were beginning to come clear in my head. I
attributed this to the image of the Logrus which I had regarded briefly.
And so I summoned it again.
The Sign rose before me, hovered. I held it there. I looked upon it. It
seemed as if a cold wind began to blow through my mind. Drifting bits of
memory were drawn together, assembled themselves into an entire fabric,
were informed with understanding. Of course....
The burbling grew louder and I saw the shadow of the Jabberwock gliding
among distant trees, eyes like landing lights, lots of sharp edges for
biting and catching....
And it didn't matter a bit. For I realized now what was going on, who was
responsible, how and why.
I bent over, leaning far forward, so that my knuckles just grazed the toe
of my right boot.
Luke, I said, we've got a problem.
He turned away from the bar and glanced down at me.
What's the matter? he asked.
Those of the blood of Amber are capable of terrific exertions. We are
also able to sustain some pretty awful beatings. So, among ourselves,
these things tend to cancel out to some degree. Therefore, one must go
about such matters just right if one is to attend to them at
all....
I brought my fist up off the floor with everything I had behind it, and I
caught Luke on the side of the jaw with a blow that lifted him above the
ground as it turned him and sent him sprawling across a table which
collapsed, to continue sliding backward the length of the entire serving
area where he finally came to a crumpled halt at the feet of the quiet
Victorian-looking gentlemanwho had dropped his paintbrush and
stepped away quickly when Luke came skidding toward him. I raised my
tankard with my left hand and poured its contents over my right fist,
which felt as if I had just driven it against a mountainside. As I did
this the lights grew dim and there was a moment of utter silence.
Then I slammed the mug back onto the bartop. The entire place chose that
moment in which to shudder, as if from an earth tremor. Two bottles fell
from a shelf; a lamp swayed, the burbling grew fainter. I glanced to my
left and saw that the eerie shadow of the Jabberwock had retreated
somewhat within the tulgey wood. Not only that, the painted section of
the prospect now extended a good deal farther into what had seemed normal
space, and it looked to be continuing its advance in that direction,
freezing that corner of the world into flat immobility. It became
apparent from whiffle to whiffle that the Jabberwock was now moving away,
to the left, hurrying ahead of the flatness. Tweedledum, Tweedledee, the
Dodo, and the Frog began packing their instruments.
I started across the bar toward Luke's sprawled form. The Caterpillar was
disassembling his hookah, and I saw that his mushroom was tilted at an
odd angle. The White Rabbit beat it down a hole to the rear, and I heard
Humpty muttering curses as he swayed atop the bar stool he had just
succeeded in mounting.
I saluted the gentleman with the palette as I approached.
Sorry to disturb you, I said. But believe me, this
is for the better.
I raised Luke's limp form and slung him over my shoulder. A flock of
playing cards flew by me. I drew away from them in their rapid passage.
Goodness! It's frightened the Jabberwock! the man remarked,
looking past me.
What has? I asked, not really certain that I wished to
know.
That, he answered, gesturing toward the front of the bar.
I looked and I staggered back and I didn't blame the Jabberwock a bit.
It was a twelve-foot Fire Angel that had just
enteredrusset-colored, with wings like stained-glass
windowsand, along with intimations of mortality, it brought me
recollections of a praying mantis, with a spiked collar and thorn-like
claws protruding through its short fur at every suggestion of an angle.
One of these, in fact, caught on and unhinged a swinging door as it came
inside. It was a Chaos beastrare, deadly, and highly intelligent.
I hadn't seen one in years, and I'd no desire to see one now; also, I'd
no doubt that I was the reason it was here. For a moment I regretted
having wasted my cardiac-arrest spell on a mere Bandersnatchuntil
I recalled that Fire Angels have three hearts. I glanced quickly about as
it spied me, gave voice to a brief hunting wail, and advanced.
I'd like to have had some time to speak with you, I told
the artist. I like your work. Unfortunately
I understand.
So long.
Good luck.
I stepped down into the rabbit hole and ran, bent far forward because of
the low overhead. Luke made my passage particularly awkward, especially
on the turns. I heard a scrabbling noise far to the rear, with a
repetition of the hunting wail. I was consoled, however, by the knowledge
that the Fire Angel would actually have to enlarge sections of the tunnel
in order to get by. The bad news was that it was capable of doing it. The
creatures are incredibly strong and virtually indestructible.
I kept running till the floor dipped beneath my feet.
Then I began falling. I reached out with my free hand to catch myself,
but there was nothing to catch hold of. The bottom had fallen out. Good.
That was the way I'd hoped and half expected it would be. Luke uttered a
single soft moan but did not stir.
We fell. Down, down, down, like the man said. It was a well, and either
it was very deep or we were falling very slowly. There was twilight all
about us, and I could not discern the walls of the shaft. My head cleared
a bit further, and I knew that it would continue to do so for as long as
I kept control of one variable: Luke. High in the air overhead I heard
the hunting wail once again. It was followed immediately by a strange
burbling sound. Frakir began pulsing softly upon my wrist again, not
really telling me anything I didn't already know. So I silenced her
again.
Clearer yet. I began to remember.... My assault on the Keep of the
Four Worlds and my recovery of Luke's mother, Jasra. The attack of the
werebeast. My odd visit with Vinta Bayle, who wasn't really what she
seemed.
My dinner in Death Alley.... The Dweller, San Francisco, the crystal
cave.... Clearer and clearer.
...And louder and louder the hunting, wail of the Fire Angel above
me. It must have made it through the tunnel and be descending now.
Unfortunately, it possessed wings, while all I could do was fall.
I glanced upward. Couldn't make out its form, though. Things seemed
darker up that way than down below. I hoped this was a sign that we were
approaching something in the nature of a light at the end of the tunnel,
as I couldn't think of any other way out. It was too dark to view a Trump
or to distinguish enough of the passing scene to commence a shadow
shift.
I felt we were drifting now, rather than falling, at a rate that might
permit us to land intact. Should it seem otherwise when we neared the
bottom, then a possible means of further slowing our descent came to
mindan adaptation of one of the spells I still carried with me.
However, these considerations were not worth much should we be eaten on
the way downa distinct possibility, unless of course our pursuer
were not all that hungry, in which case it might only dismember us.
Consequently, it might become necessary to try speeding up to stay ahead
of the beastwhich of course would cause us to smash when we hit.
Decisions, decisions.
Luke stirred slightly upon my shoulder. I hoped he wasn't about to come
around, as I didn't have time to mess with a sleep-spell and I wasn't
really in a good position to slug him again. That pretty much left
Frakir.
But if he were borderline, then choking might serve to rouse him rather
than send him backand I did want him in decent shape. He knew too
many things I didn't, things I now needed.
We passed through a slightly brighter area, and I was able to distinguish
the walls of the shaft for the first time and to note that they were
covered with graffiti in a language that I did not understand. I was
reminded of a strange short story by Jamaica Kincaid, but it bore me no
clues for deliverance. Immediately following our passage through that
band of illumination, I distinguished a small spot of light far below. At
almost the same moment I heard the wail once again, this time very near.
I looked up in time to behold the Fire Angel passing through the glow.
But there was another shape close behind it, and it wore a vest and
burbled. The Jabberwock was also on the way down, and it seemed to be
making the best time of any of us. The question of its purpose was
immediately prominent; as it gained, the circle of light grew and Luke
stirred again. This question was quickly answered, however, as it caught
up with the Fire Angel and attacked.
The whiffling, the wailing, and the burbling suddenly echoed down the
shaft, along with hissing, scraping, and occasional snarls. The two
beasts came together and tore at each other, eyes like dying suns, claws
like bayonets, forming a hellish mandala in the pale light which now
reached them from below. While this produced a round of activity too near
at hand for me to feel entirely at ease, it did serve to slow them to the
point where I felt I need not risk an ill-suited spell and an awkward
maneuver to emerge from the tunnel in one piece.
Argh! Luke remarked, turning suddenly within my grasp.
I agree, I said. But lie still, will you? We're
about to crash
and burn, he stated, twisting his head upward to
regard the combatant monsters, then downward when he realized that we
were falling, too. What kind of trip is this?
A bad one, I answered, and then it hit me: That was exactly
what it was.
The opening was even larger now, and our velocity sufficient for a
bearable landing. Our reaction to the spell that I called the Giant's
Slap would probably slow us to a standstill or even propel us backward.
Better to collect a few bruises than become a traffic obstruction at this
point.
A bad trip indeed. I was thinking of Random's words as we passed through
the opening at a crazy angle, hit dirt, and rolled.
We had come to rest within a cave, near to its mouth. Tunnels ran off to
the right and the left. The cave mouth was at my back. A quick glance
showed it as opening upon a bright, possibly lush, and more than a little
out-of-focus valley. Luke was sprawled unmoving beside me. I got to my
feet immediately and caught hold of him beneath the armpits. I began
dragging him back away from the dark opening from which we had just
emerged. The sounds of the monstrous conflict were very near now.
Good that Luke seemed unconscious again. His condition was bad enough for
any Amberite, if my guess were correct. But for one of sorcerous ability
it represented a highly dangerous wild card of a sort I'd never
encountered before. I wasn't at all certain how I should deal with it.
I dragged him toward the right-hand tunnel because it was the smaller of
the two and would theoretically be a bit easier to defend. We had barely
achieved its shelter when the two beasts fell through the opening,
clutching and tearing at each other. They commenced rolling about the
floor of the cave, claws clicking, uttering hisses and whistles as they
tore at each other. They seemed to have forgotten us entirely, and I
continued our retreat until we were well back in the tunnel.
I could only assume Random's guess to be correct. After all, he was a
musician and he'd played all over Shadow. Also, I couldn't come up with
anything better.
I summoned the Sign of the Logrus. When I had it clear and had meshed my
hands with it, I might have used it to strike at the fighting beasts. But
they were paying me no heed whatsoever, and I'd no desire to attract
their attention. Also, I'd no assurance that the equivalent of being hit
by a two-by-four would have much effect on them. Besides, my order was
ready, and filling it took precedence.
So I reached.
It took an interminable time. There was an extremely wide area of Shadow
to pass though before I found what I was looking for. Then I had to do it
again. And again. There were a number of things I wanted, and none of
them near.
In the meantime, the combatants showed no sign of slackening, and their
claws struck sparks from the cave's walls. They had cut each other in
countless places and were now covered with dark gore. Luke had awakened
during all of this, propped himself, and was staring fascinated at the
colorful conflict. How long it might hold his attention I could not tell.
It would be important for me to have him awake very soon now, and I was
pleased that he had not started thinking of other matters yet.
I was cheering, by the way, for the Jabberwock. It was just a nasty beast
and need not have been homing in on me in particular when it was
distracted by the arrival of its exotic nemesis. The Fire Angel had been
playing an entirely different game. There was no reason for a Fire Angel
to be stalking about this far from Chaos unless it had been sent. They're
devilish hard to capture, harder to train, and dangerous to handle. So
they represent a considerable expense and hazard. One does not invest in
a Fire Angel lightly. Their main purpose in life is killing, and to my
knowledge no one outside the Courts of Chaos has ever employed one.
They've a vast array of sensessome of them, apparently,
paranormaland they can be used as Shadow bloodhounds. They don't
wander through Shadow on their own, that I know of. But a Shadowwalker
can be tracked, and Fire Angels seem to be able to follow a very cold
trail once they've been imprinted with the victim's identity. Now, I had
been trumped to that crazy bar, and I didn't know they could follow a
Trump jump, but several other possibilities occurred to
meincluding someone's locating me, transporting the thing to my
vicinity, and turning it loose to do its business. Whatever the means,
though, the attempt had the mark of the Courts upon it. Hence, my quick
conversion to Jabberwock fandom.
What's going on? Luke asked me suddenly, and the walls of
the cave faded for a moment and I heard a faint strain of music.
It's tricky, I said. Listen, it's time for your
medicine.
I dumped out a palmful of the vitamin B12 tabs I had just brought in and
uncapped the water bottle I had also summoned.
What medicine? he asked as I passed them to him.
Doctor's orders, I said. Get you back on your feet
faster.
Well, okay.
He threw all of them into his mouth and downed them with a single big
drink.
Now these.
I opened the bottle of Thorazine. They were 200 milligrams each and I
didn't know how many to give him, so I decided on three. I gave him some
tryptophan, too, and some phenylalanine.
He stared at the pills. The walls faded again, the music returned. A
cloud of blue smoke drifted past us. Suddenly the bar came into view,
back to whatever passed for normal in that place. The upset tables had
been righted, Humpty still teetered, the mural went on.
Hey, the club! Luke exclaimed. We ought to head
back. Looks like the party's just getting going.
First, you take your medicine.
What's it for?
You got some bad shit somewhere. This is to let you down
easy.
I don't feel bad. In fact, I feel real good
Take it!
Okay! Okay!
He tossed off the whole fistful.
The Jabberwock and the Fire Angel seemed to be fading nowand my
latest exasperated gesture in the vicinity of the bartop had encountered
some resistance, though the thing was not fully solid to me yet.
Suddenly, then, I noticed the Cat, whose games with substantiality
somehow at this point made it seem more real than anything else in the
place.
You coming or going? it asked.
Luke began to rise. The light grew brighter, though more diffuse.
Uh, Luke, look over there, I said, pointing.
Where? he asked, turning his head.
I slugged him again.
As he collapsed, the bar began to fade. The walls of the cave phased back
into focus. I heard the Cat's voice. Going... it
said.
The noises returned full blast, only this time the dominant sound was a
bagpipelike squeal. It was coming from the Jabberwock, who was pinned to
the ground and being slashed at. I decided then to use the Fourth of July
spell I had left over from my assault on the citadel. I raised my hands
and spoke the words. I moved in front of Luke to block his view as I did
so, and I looked away and squeezed my eyes shut as I said them. Even
through closed eyes I could tell there followed a brilliant flash of
light. I heard Luke say, Hey! but all other sounds ceased
abruptly. When I looked again I saw that the two creatures lay as if
stunned, unmoving, toward the far side of the small cave.
I grabbed hold of Luke's hand and drew him up and over my shoulders in a
fireman's carry. Then I advanced quickly into the cave, slipping only
once on monster blood as I edged my way along the nearest wall, heading
for the cave mouth. The creatures began to stir before I made it out, but
their movements were more reflexive than directed. I paused at the
opening where I beheld an enormous flower garden in full bloom. All of
the flowers were at least as tall as myself, and a shifting breeze bore
me an overpowering redolence.
Moments later I heard a more decisive movement at my back and I turned.
The Jabberwock was drawing itself to its feet. The Fire Angel was still
crouched and was making small piping noises. The Jabberwock staggered
back, spreading its wings, then suddenly turned, beat the air, and fled
back up the high hole in the cleft at the rear of the cave. Not a bad
idea, I decided, as I hurried out into the garden.
Here the aromas were even stronger, the flowers, mostly in bloom, a
fantastic canopy of colors as I rushed among them. I found myself panting
after a short while, but I jogged on nevertheless. Luke was heavy, but I
wanted to put as much distance as I could between ourselves and the cave.
Considering how fast our pursuer could move, I wasn't sure there was
sufficient time to fool with a Trump yet.
As I hurried along I began feeling somewhat woozy, and my extremities
seemed extremely distant. It occurred to me immediately that the flower
smells might be a bit narcotic. Great. That was all I needed, to get
caught up in a drug high while trying to bring Luke back from one. I
could make out a still, slightly elevated clearing in the distance,
though, and I headed for it. Hopefully, we could rest there for a bit
while I regained my mental footing and decided what to do next. So far, I
could detect no sounds of pursuit.
Rushing on, I could feel myself beginning to reel. My equilibrium was
becoming impaired. I suddenly felt a fear of falling, almost akin to
acrophobia. For it occurred to me that if I fell I might not be able to
rise again, that I might succumb to a drugged sleep and be discovered and
dispatched by the creature of Chaos while I dozed. Overhead, the colors
of the flowers ran together, flowing and tangling like a mass of ribbons
in a bright stream. I tried to control my breathing, to take in as little
of the effluvia as possible. But this was difficult, as winded as I was
becoming.
But I did not fall, though I collapsed beside Luke at the center of the
clearing after I'd lowered him to the ground. He remained unconscious, a
peaceful expression on his face. A wind swept our hillock from the
direction of its far side, where nasty-looking, spiked plants of a
nonflowering variety grew. Thus, I no longer smelled the seductive odors
of the giant flower field, and after a time my head began to clear. On
the other hand, I realized that this meant that our own scents were being
borne back in the direction of the cave. Whether the Fire Angel could
unmask them within the heady perfumes, I did not know, but providing it
with even that much of an opportunity made me feel uncomfortable.
Years ago, as an undergraduate, I had tried some LSD. It had scared me so
badly that I'd never tried another hallucinogen since. It wasn't simply a
bad trip. The stuff had affected my shadow-shifting ability. It is kind
of a truism that Amberites can visit any place they can imagine, for
everything is out there, somewhere, in Shadow. By combining our minds
with motion we can tune for the shadow we desire. Unfortunately, I could
not control what I was imagining. Also unfortunately, I was transported
to those places. I panicked, and that only made it worse. I could easily
have been destroyed, for I wandered through the objectified jungles of my
subconscious and passed some time in places where the bad things dwell.
After I came down I found my way back home, turned up whimpering on
Julia's doorstep, and was a nervous wreck for days. Later, when I told
Random about it, I learned that he had had some similar experiences. He
had kept it to himself at first as a possible secret weapon against the
rest of the family, but later, after they'd gotten back onto decent terms
with each other, he had decided to share the information in the interest
of survival. He was surprised to learn then that Benedict, Gerard, Fiona,
and Bleys knew all about itthough their knowledge had come from
other hallucinogens and, strangely, only Fiona had ever considered its
possibility as an in-family weapon. She'd shelved the notion, though,
because of its unpredictability. This had been sometime back, however,
and in the press of other business in recent years it had slipped his
mind; it simply had not occurred to him that a new arrival such as myself
should perhaps be cautioned.
Luke had told me that his attempted invasion of the Keep of the Four
Words, by means of a glider-borne commando team, had been smashed. Since
I had seen the broken gliders at various points within the walls during
my own visit to that place, it was logical to assume that Luke had been
captured. Therefore, it seemed a fairly strong assumption that the
sorcerer Mask had done whatever had been done to him to bring him to this
state. It would seem that this simply involved introducing a dose of a
hallucinogen to his prison fare and turning him loose to wander and look
at the pretty lights. Fortunately, unlike myself, his mental travelings
had involved nothing more threatening than the brighter aspects of Lewis
Carroll. Maybe his heart was purer than mine. But the deal was weird any
way you looked at it. Mask might have killed him or kept him in prison or
added him to the coatrack collection. Instead, while what had been done
was not without risk, it was something which would wear off eventually
and leave him chastened but at liberty. It was more a slap on the wrist
than a real piece of vengeance. This, for a member of the House which had
previously held sway in the Keep and would doubtless like to do so again.
Was Mask supremely confident? Or did he not really see Luke as much of a
threat?
And then there is the fact that our shadow-shifting abilities and our
sorcerous abilities come from similar rootsthe Pattern or the
Logrus. It had to be that messing with one also messed with the other.
That would explain Luke's strange ability to summon me to him as by a
massive Trump sending, when in actuality there was no Trump. His
drug-enhanced abilities of visualization must have been so intense that
the card's physical representation of me was unnecessary. And his skewed
magical abilities would account for all of the preliminary byplay, all of
the odd, reality-distorting experiences I'd had before he actually
achieved contact. This meant that either of us could become very
dangerous in certain drugged states. I'd have to remember that. I hoped
he wouldn't wake up mad at me for hitting him, before I could talk to him
a bit. On the other hand; the tranquilizer would hopefully keep him happy
while the other stuff worked at detoxing him.
I massaged a sore muscle in my left leg and rose to my feet. I caught
hold of Luke beneath the armpits and dragged him about twenty paces
farther along into the clearing. Then I sighed and returned to the spot
where I had rested. There was not sufficient time to flee farther. And as
the wailing increased in volume and the giant flowers swayed in a line
heading directly toward meglimpses of a darker form becoming
visible amid the stalksI knew that with the Jabberwock fled the
Fire Angel was back on the job, and since this confrontation seemed
inevitable, this clearing was as good a place to meet it as any, and
better than most.
Chapter 2
I unfastened the bright thing at my belt and began to unfold it. It made
a series of clicking noises as I did so. I was hoping that I was making
the best choice available to me rather than, say, a bad mistake.
The creature took longer than I'd thought to pass among the flowers. This
could mean it was having trouble following my trail amid its exotic
surroundings. I was hoping, though, that it meant it had been
sufficiently injured in its encounter with the Jabberwock that it had
lost something of its strength and speed.
Whatever, the final stalks eventually swayed and were crushed. The
angular creature lurched forward and halted to stare at me with
unblinking eyes. Frakir panicked, and I calmed her. This was a little out
of her league. I had a Fire Fountain spell left, but I didn't even bother
with it. I knew it wouldn't stop the thing, and it might make it behave
unpredictably.
I can show you the way back to Chaos, I shouted, if
you're getting homesick!
It wailed softly and advanced. So much for sentimentality.
It came on slowly, oozing fluids from a dozen wounds. I wondered if it
were still capable of rushing me or if its present pace were the best it
could manage. Prudence dictated I assume the worst, so I tried to stay
loose and ready to match anything it attempted.
It didn't rush, though. It just kept coming, like a small tank with
appendages. I didn't know where its vital spots were located. Fire Angel
anatomy had not been high on my list of interests back home. I gave
myself a crash course, however, in the way of gross observation as it
approached. Unfortunately, this gave me to believe that it kept
everything important well protected. Too bad.
I did not want to attack in case it was trying to sucker me into
something. I was not aware of its combat tricks, and I did not care to
expose myself unduly in order to learn them. Better to stay on the
defense and let it make the first move, I told myself. But it just kept
moving nearer and nearer. I knew that I'd be forced to do something soon,
even if it were only to retreat....
One of those long, folded front appendages flashed out toward me, and I
spun to the side and cut. Snicker-snack! The limb lay on the ground,
still moving. So I kept moving, also. One-two, one-two! Snicker-snack!
The beast toppled slowly to its left, for I had removed all of the limbs
on that side of its body.
Then, overconfident, I passed too near in racing to round its head to
reach the other side and repeat the performance while it was still
traumatized and collapsing. Its other extensor flashed out. But I was too
near and it was still toppling: Instead of catching me with its clawed
extremity, it hit me with the equivalent of shin or forearm. The blow
struck me across the chest and I was knocked backward.
As I scrambled away and drew my feet beneath me to rise, I heard Luke
say, groggily, Now what's going on?
Later, I called, without looking back.
Then, Hey! You hit me! he added.
All in good fun, I answered. Part of the
cure, and I was up and moving again.
Oh, I heard him say.
The thing was on its side now and that big limb struck wildly at me,
several times. I avoided it and was able to gauge its range and striking
angle.
Snicker-snack. The limb fell to the ground and I moved in.
I swung three blows which passed all the way through its head from
different angles before I was able to sever it. It kept making clicking
noises, though, and the torso kept pitching and scrabbling about on the
remaining limbs.
I don't know how many times I struck after that. I just kept at it until
the creature was literally diced. Luke had begun shouting
Old! each time that I struck. I was perspiring somewhat by
then, and I noticed that heat waves or something seemed to be causing my
view of the distant flowers to ripple in a disturbing fashion. I felt
foresighted as all hell, thoughthe Vorpal Sword I'd appropriated
back in the bar had proved a fine weapon. I swung it through a high arc,
which I'd noted seemed to cleanse it entirely, and then I began folding
it back into its original compact form. It was as soft as flower petals,
and it still gave off a faint dusty glow....
Bravo! said a familiar voice, and I turned until I saw the
smile followed by the Cat, who was tapping his paws lightly together.
Callooh! Callay! he added. Well done, beamish
boy!
The background wavering grew stronger, and the sky darkened. I heard Luke
say Hey! and when I glanced back I saw him getting to his
feet, moving forward. When I looked again I could see the bar forming at
the Cat's back, and I caught a glimpse of the brass rail. My head began
to swim.
There's normally a deposit on the Vorpal Sword, the Cat was
saying. But since you're returning it intact
Luke was beside me. I could hear music again, and he was humming along
with it. Now it was the clearing, with its butchered Fire Angel, that
seemed the superimposition, as the bar increased in solidity, taking on
nuances of color and shading.
But the place seemed somehow smallerthe tables closer together,
the music softer, the mural more compressed and its artist out of sight.
Even the Caterpillar and his mushroom had retreated to a shadowy nook,
and both seemed shrunken, the blue smoke less dense. I took this as a
vaguely good sign, for if our presence there were a result of Luke's
state of mind then perhaps the fixation was losing its hold on him.
Luke? I said.
He moved up to the bar beside me.
Yeah? he answered.
You know you're on a trip, don't you?
I don't.... I'm not sure what you mean, he said.
When Mask had you prisoner I think he slipped you some
acid, I said. Is that possible?
Who's Mask? he asked me.
The new head honcho at the Keep.
Oh, you mean Sharu Garrul, he said. I do remember
that he had on a blue mask.
I saw no reason to go into an explanation as to why Mask wasn't Sharu.
He'd probably forget, anyway. I just nodded and said, The
boss.
Well...yes, I guess he could have given me something,
he replied. You mean that all this...? He gestured
toward the room at large.
I nodded.
Sure, it's real, I said. But we can transport
ourselves into hallucinations. They're all real somewhere. Acid'll do
it.
I'll be damned, he said.
I gave you some stuff to bring you down, I told him.
But it may take a while.
He licked his lips and glanced about.
Well, there's no hurry, he said. Then he smiled as a
distant screaming began and the demons started in doing nasty things to
the burning woman off in the mural. I kind of like it
here.
I placed the folded weapon back upon the bartop. Luke rapped on the
surface beside it and called for another round of brews. I backed away,
shaking my head.
I've got to go now, I told him. Someone's still
after me, and he just came close.
Animals don't count, Luke said.
The one I just chopped up does, I answered. It was
sent.
I looked at the broken doors, wondering what might come through them
next. Fire Angels have been known to hunt in pairs.
But I've got to talk to you.... I continued.
Not now, he said, turning away.
You know it's important.
I can't think right, he answered.
I supposed that had to be true, and there was no sense trying to drag him
back to Amber or anywhere else. He'd just fade away and show up here
again. His head would have to clear and his fixation dissipate before we
could discuss mutual problems.
You remember that your mother is a prisoner in Amber? I
asked.
Yes.
Call me when you've got your head together. We have to
talk.
I will.
I turned away and walked out the doors and into a bank of fog. In the
distance I heard Luke begin singing again, some mournful ballad. Fog is
almost as bad as complete darkness when it comes to shadow-shifting. If
you can't see any referents while you're moving, there is no way to use
the ability that allows you to slip away. On the other hand, I just
wanted to be alone for a time to think, now my head was clear. If I
couldn't see anybody in this stuff, nobody could see me either. And there
were no sounds other than my own footfalls on a cobbled surface.
So what had I achieved? When I was awakened from a brief nap to attend
Luke's unusual sending to Amber, I'd been dead tired following
extraordinary exertions. I was transported into his presence, learned
that he was tripping, fed him something I hoped would bring him off it
sooner, hacked up a Fire Angel, and left Luke back where he had started.
I'd gotten two things out of it, I mused, as I strolled through the
cottony mist: I'd stalemated Luke in any designs he might still have upon
Amber. He was now aware that his mother was our prisoner, and I couldn't
see him bringing any direct action against us under the circumstances.
Aside from the technical problems involved in transporting Luke and
keeping him in one place, this was the reason I was willing to leave him
as I just had. I'm sure Random would have preferred him unconscious in a
cell in the basement, but I was certain he would settle for a defanged
Luke at large; especially so, when it was likely that Luke would be
getting in touch with us sooner or later regarding Jasra. I was willing
to let him come down and come around in his own good time. I had problems
of my own in the waiting room, like Ghostwheel, Mask, Vinta...and
the new specter which had just taken a number and a seat.
Maybe it had been Jasra who had been using the homing power of the blue
stones to send assassins after me. She had the ability as well as a
motive. It could also have been Mask, though, who I'd judge had the
abilityand who seemed to have a motive, though I didn't understand
it. Jasra was out of the way now, however; and while I intended to have
things out with Mask eventually, I believed that I had succeeded in
detuning myself from the blue stones. I also believed that I might have
scared Mask somewhat in our recent encounter at the Keep. Whatever, it
was extremely unlikely that Mask or Jasra, whatever their powers, would
have had access to a trained Fire Angel. No, there's only one place Fire
Angels come from, and shadow-sorcerers aren't on the customer fist.
A puff of wind parted the fog for a moment and I caught sight of dark
buildings. Good. I shifted. The fog moved again almost immediately, and
they were not buildings but dark rock formations. Another parting and a
piece of dawn or evening sky came into view, a foam of bright stars
spilled across it. Before too long a wind whipped the fog away and I saw
that I walked in a high rocky place, the heavens a blaze of starry light
bright enough to read by. I followed a dark trail leading off to the edge
of the world....
The whole business with Luke, Jasra, Dalt, and Mask was somehow of a
piececompletely understandable in some places and clouded in
others. Given some time and legwork it would all hang together. Luke and
Jasra seemed to be nullified now. Mask, an enigma of sorts; seemed to
have it in for me personally but did not appear to represent any
particular threat to Amber. Dalt, on the other hand, did, with his fancy
new weaponrybut Random was aware of this situation and Benedict
was back in town. So I was confident that everything possible was being
done to deal with this.
I stood at the edge of the world and looked down into a bottomless rift
full of stars. My mountain did not seem to grace the surface of a planet.
However, there was a bridge to my left, leading outward to a dark,
star-occluding shapeanother floating mountain, perhaps. I strolled
over and stepped out onto the span. Problems involving atmosphere,
gravitation, temperature, meant nothing here, where I could, in a sense,
make up reality as I went along. I walked out onto the bridge, and for a
moment the angle was right and I caught a glimpse of another bridge on
the far side of the dark mass, leading off to some other darkness.
I halted in the middle, able to see along it for a great distance in
either direction. It seemed a safe and appropriate spot. I withdrew my
packet of Trumps and riffled through them until I located one I hadn't
used in a long, long time.
I held it before me and put the others away, studying the blue eyes and
the young, hard, slightly sharp features beneath a mass of pure white
hair. He was dressed all in black, save for a bit of white collar and
sleeve showing beneath the glossy tight-fitting jacket. He held three
dark steel balls in his gloved hand.
Sometimes it's hard to reach all the way to Chaos, so I focused and
extended, carefully, strongly. The contact came almost immediately. He
was seated on a balcony beneath a crazily stippled sky, the Shifting
Mountains sliding to his left. His feet were propped on a small floating
table and he was reading a book. He lowered it and smiled faintly.
Merlin, he said softly. You look tired.
I nodded.
You look rested, I said.
True, he answered, as he closed the book and set it on the
table. Then, There is trouble? he asked.
There is trouble, Mandor.
He rose to his feet.
You wish to come through?
I shook my head. If you have any Trumps handy for getting back,
I'd rather you came to me.
He extended his hand.
All right, he said.
I reached forward, our hands clasped; he took a single step and stood
beside me on the bridge. We embraced for a moment and then he turned and
looked out and down into the rift.
There is some danger here? he asked.
No. I chose this place because it seems very safe.
Scenic, too, he replied. What's been happening to
you?
For years I was merely a student, and then a designer of certain
sorts of specialized machinery, I told him. Things were
pretty uneventful until fairly recently. Then all hell broke
loosebut most of it I understand, and much of it seems under
control. That part's complicated and not really worth your
concern.
He rested a hand on the bridge's side-piece: And the other
part? he asked.
My enemies up until this point had been from the environs of
Amber. But suddenly, when it seemed that most of that business was on its
way to being settled, someone put a Fire Angel on my trail. I succeeded
in destroying it just a little while ago. I've no idea why, and it's
certainly not an Amber trick.
He made a clicking noise with his lips as he turned away, paced a few
steps, and turned back.
You're right, of course, he said. I'd no idea it had
come anywhere near this, or I'd have spoken with you some time ago. But
let me differ with you as to orders of importance before I indulge in
certain speculations on your behalf. I want to hear your entire
story.
Why?
Because you are sometimes appallingly naive, little brother, and I
do not yet trust your judgment as to what is truly important.
I may starve to death before I finish, I answered. Smiling
crookedly, my step-brother Mandor raised his arms. While Jurt and Despil
are my half brothers, borne by my mother, Dara, to Prince Sawall the Rim
Lord, Mandor was Sawall's son by an earlier marriage. Mandor is
considerably older than I, and as a result he reminds me much of my
relatives back in Amber. I'd always felt a bit of an outsider among the
children of Dara and Sawall. In that Mandor wasin a more stable
sensenot part of that particular grouping either, we'd had
something in common. But whatever the impulse behind his early
attentions, we'd hit it off and become closer, I sometimes think, than
full blood brothers. He had taught me a lot of practical things over the
years, and we had had many good times together.
The air was distorted between us, and when Mandor lowered his arms a
dinner table covered with embroidered white linen came into sudden view
between us, soundlessly, followed a moment later by a pair of facing
chairs. The table bore numerous covered dishes, fine china, crystal,
silverware; there was even a gleaming ice bucket with a dark twisted
bottle within it.
I am impressed, I stated.
I've devoted considerable time to gourmet magic in recent
years, he said. Pray, be seated.
We made ourselves comfortable there on the bridge between two darknesses.
I muttered appreciatively as I tasted, and it was some minutes before I
could begin a summary of the events that had brought me to this place of
starlight and silence.
Mandor listened to my entire tale without interruption, and when I'd
finished he nodded and said, Would you care for another serving of
dessert?
Yes, I agreed. It's quite nice.
When I glanced up a few moments later, I saw that he was smiling.
What's funny? I asked.
You, he replied. If you recall, I told you before
you left for that place to be discriminating when it came to giving your
trust.
Well? I told no one my story. If you're going to lecture me on
being friendly with Luke without learning his, I've already heard
it.
And what of Julia?
What do you mean? She never learned....
Exactly. And she seems like one you could have trusted. Instead,
you turned her against you.
All right! Maybe I used bad judgment there, too.
You designed a remarkable machine, and it never occurred to you it
might also become a potent weapon. Random saw that right away. So did
Luke. You might have been saved from disaster on that front only by the
fact that it became sentient and didn't care to be dictated to.
You're right. I was more concerned with solving technical
problems. I didn't think through all the consequences.
He sighed.
What am I going to do with you, Merlin? You take risks when you
don't even know you're taking risks.
I didn't trust Vinta, I volunteered.
I think you could have gotten more information out of her,
he said, if you hadn't been so quick to save Luke, who already
appeared to be out of danger. She seemed to be loosening up considerably
at the end of your dialogue.
Perhaps I should have called you.
If you encounter her again, do it, and I'll deal with her.
I stared. He seemed to mean it.
You know what she is?
I'll unriddle her, he said, swirling the bright orange
beverage in his glass. But I've a proposal for you, elegant in its
simplicity. I've a new country place, quite secluded, with all the
amenities. Why not return to the Courts with me rather than bouncing
around from hazard to hazard? Lie low for a couple of years, enjoy the
good life, catch up on your reading. I'll see that you're well-protected.
Let everything blow over, then go about your business in a more peaceful
climate.
I took a small sip of the fiery drink.
No, I said. What happened to those things you
indicated earlier that you knew and I didn't?
Hardly important, if you accept my offer.
Even if I were to accept, I'd want to know.
Bag of worms, he said.
You listened to my story. I'll listen to yours.
He shrugged and leaned back in his chair, looked up at stars.
Swayvill is dying, he said.
He's been doing that for years.
True, but he's gotten much worse. Some think it has to do with the
death curse of Eric of Amber. Whatever; I really believe he hasn't much
longer.
I begin to see....
Yes, the struggle for the succession has become more intense.
People have been falling over left and rightpoison, duels,
assassinations, peculiar accidents, dubious suicides. A great number have
also departed for points unknown. Or so it would seem.
I understand, but I don't see where it concerns me.
One time it would not have.
But?
You are not aware that Sawall adopted you, formally, after your
departure?
What?
Yes. I was never certain as to his exact motives. But you are a
legitimate heir. You follow me but take precedence over Jurt and
Despil.
That would still leave me way in hell down on the list.
True, he said slowly. Most of the interest lies at
the top....
You say `most.'
There are always exceptions, he answered. You must
realize that a time such as this is also a fine occasion for the paying
off of old debts. One death more or less hardly rouses an eyebrow the way
it would have in more placid times. Even in relatively high
places.
I shook my head as I met his eyes.
It really doesn't make sense in my case, I said. He
continued to stare untll I felt uncomfortable. Does it? I
finally asked.
WeIl... he said. Give it some thought.
I did. And just as the notion came to me, Mandor nodded as if he viewed
the contents of my mind. Jurt, he said, met the
changing times with a mixture of delight and fear. He was constantly
talking of the latest deaths and of the elegance and apparent ease with
which some of them were accomplished. Hushed tones interspersed with a
few giggles. His fear and his desire to increase his own capacity for
mischief finally reached a point where they became greater than his other
fear
The Logrus....
Yes. He finally tried the Logrus, and he made it through.
He should be feeling very good about that. Proud. It was something
he'd wanted for years.
Oh, yes, Mandor answered. And I'm sure he felt a
great number of other things as well.
Freedom, I suggested. Power, and as I studied
his half amused expression, I was forced to add, and the ability
to play the game himself.
There may be hope for you, he said. Now, would you
care to carry that through to its logical conclusion?
Okay, I responded, thinking of Jurt's left ear as it
floated away following my cut, a swarm of blood-beads spreading about it.
You think Jurt sent the Fire Angel.
Most likely, he replied. But would you care to
pursue that a little further?
I thought of the broken branch piercing Jurt's eyeball as we wrestled in
the glade....
All right, I said. He's after me. It could be a part
of the succession game, because I'm slightly ahead of him on that front,
or just plain dislike and revengeor both.
It doesn't really matter which, Mandor said, in
terms of results. But I was thinking of that crop-eared wolf that
attacked you. Only had one eye, too, it seemed....
Yes, I said. What does Jurt look like these
days?
Oh, he's grown about half the ear back. It's pretty ragged and
ugly-looking. Generally, his hair covers it. The eyeball is regenerated,
but he can't see out of it yet. He usually wears a patch.
That might explain recent developments, I said. Hell
of a time for it, though, with everything else that's been going on.
Muddies the waters considerably.
It's one of the reasons I suggest you simply drop out and let
everything cool down. Too busy. With as many arrows as there seem to be
in the air, one may well find your heart.
I can take care of myself, Mandor.
You could have fooled me.
I shrugged, got up, walked over to the rail, and looked down at the
stars.
After a long while he called out to me, Have you got any better
ideas? but I didn't answer him because I was thinking about that
very matter. I was considering what Mandor had said about my tunnel
vision and lack of preparedness and had just about concluded that he was
right, that in nearly everything that had happened to me up to this
pointwith the exception of my going after JasraI had mainly
been responding to circumstance. I had been far more acted upon than
acting. Admittedly, it had all happened very quickly. But still, I had
not formed any real plans for covering myself, learning about my enemies
or striking back. It seemed that there were some things I might be
doing....
If there is that much to worry about, he said, you
are probably better off playing it safe.
He was probably right, from the standpoints of reason, safety, caution.
But he was strictly of the Courts, while I possessed an additional set of
loyalties in which he did not participate. It was possibleif only
through my connection with Lukethat I might be able to come up
with some personal course of action that would further the security of
Amber. So long as such a chance existed, I felt obliged to pursue
matters. And beyond this, from a purely personal standpoint, my curiosity
was too strong to permit me to walk away from the unanswered questions
which abounded when I could be actively seeking some answers.
As I was considering how I might best phrase these matters in my reply to
Mandor, I was again acted upon. I became aware of a faint feeling of
inquiry, as of a cat scratching at the doors of my mind. It grew in
force, thrusting aside other considerations, until I knew it as a Trump
sending from some very distant place. I guessed that it might be from
Random, anxious to discover what had transpired since my absence from
Amber. So I made myself receptive, inviting the contact.
Merlin, what's the matter? Mandor asked, and I raised my
hand to indicate I was occupied. At that, I saw him place his napkin upon
the tabletop and rise to his feet.
My vision cleared slowly and I beheld Fiona, looking stern, rocks at her
back, a pale green sky above her.
Merlin, she said. Where are you?
Far away, I answered. It's a long story. What's
going on? Where are you?
She smiled bleakly.
Far away, she replied.
We seem to have chosen very scenic spots, I observed.
Did you pick the sky to complement your hair?
Enough! she said. I did not call you to compare
travel notes.
At that moment Mandor came up aside me and placed his hand upon my
shoulder, which was hardly in keeping with his character, as it is
considered a gauche thing to do when a Trump communication is obviously
in progresson the order of intentionally picking up an extension
phone and breaking in on someone's call. Nevertheless....
My! My! he said. Will you please introduce me,
Merlin?
Who, Fiona asked, is that?
This is my brother Mandor, I told her, of the House
of Sawall in the Courts of Chaos. Mandor, this is my Aunt Fiona, Princess
of Amber.
Mandor bowed.
I have heard of you, Princess, he said. It is indeed
a pleasure.
Her eyes widened for a moment.
I know of the house, she replied, but I'd no idea of
Merlin's relationship with it. I am pleased to know you.
I take it there's some problem, Fi? I asked.
Yes, she answered, glancing at Mandor.
I will retire, he said. Honored to have met you,
Princess. I wish you lived a bit nearer the Rim.
She smiled.
Wait, she said. This does not involve any state
secrets. You are an initiate of the Logrus?
I am, he stated.
...And I take it you two did not get together to fight a
duel?
Hardly, I answered.
In that case, I would welcome his view of the problem, also. Are
you willing to come to me, Mandor? He bowed again, which I thought
was hamming it a bit.
Anyplace, Madam, he responded.
She said, Come then, and she extended her left hand and I
clasped it. Mandor reached out and touched her wrist. We stepped
forward.
We stood before her in the rocky place. It was breezy and a bit chill
there. From somewhere distant there came a muted roar, as of a muffled
engine.
Have you been in touch with anyone in Amber recently? I
asked her.
No, she stated.
Your departure was somewhat abrupt.
There were reasons.
Such as your recognizing Luke?
His identity is known to you now?
Yes.
And to the others?
I told Random, I answered, and Flora.
Then everyone knows, she said. I departed quickly
and took Bleys with me because we had to be next on Luke's list. After
all, I tried killing his father and almost succeeded. Bleys and I were
Brand's closest relatives, and we'd turned against him.
She turned a penetrating gaze upon Mandor, who smiled.
I understand, he stated, that right now Luke drinks
with a Cat, a Dodo, a Caterpillar, and a White Rabbit. I also understand
that with his mother a prisoner in Amber he is powerless against
you.
She regarded me again.
You have been busy, she said.
I try.
...So that it is probably safe for you to return,
Mandor continued.
She smiled at him, then glanced at me.
Your brother seems well informed, she observed.
He's family, too, I said, and we've a life-long
habit of looking out for each other.
His life or yours? she asked.
Mine, I replied. He is my senior.
What are a few centuries this way or that? Mandor offered.
I thought I felt a certain maturity of spirit, she noted.
I've a mind to trust you further than I'd intended.
That's very sporting of you, he replied, and I
treasure the sentiment....
...But you'd rather I didn't overdo it?
Precisely.
I've no intention of testing your loyalties to home and
throne, she said, on such short acquaintance. It does
concern both Amber and the Courts, but I see no conflict in the
matter.
I do not doubt your prudence. I merely wanted to make my position
clear.
She turned back toward me.
Merlin, she said then, I think you lied to
me.
I felt myself frowning as I tried to recall an occasion when I might have
misled her about something. I shook my head.
If I did, I told her, I don't remember.
It was some years ago, she said, when I asked you to
try walking your father's Pattern.
Oh, I answered, feeling myself blush and wondering whether
it was apparent in this strange light.
You took advantage of what I had told youabout the
Pattern's resistance, she continued. You pretended it was
preventing you from setting your foot upon it. But there was no visible
sign of the resistance, such as there was when I tried stepping onto
it.
She looked at me, as if for confirmation. So? I said.
So, she replied, it has become more important now
than it was then, and I have to know: Were you faking it that
day?
Yes, I said.
Why?
Once I took one step upon it, I explained, I'd have
been committed to walking it. Who knows where it might have led me and
what situation might have followed? I was near the end of my holiday and
in a hurry to get back to school; I didn't have time for what might have
turned into a lengthy expedition. Telling you there were difficulties
seemed the most graceful way of begging off.
I think there's more to it than that, she said.
What do you mean?
I think Corwin told you something about it that the rest of us do
not knowor that he left you a message. I believe you know more
than you let on concerning the thing.
I shrugged.
Sorry, Fiona. I have no control over your suspicions, I
said. Wish I could be of more help.
You can, she replied.
Tell me how.
Come with me to the place of the new Pattern. I want you to walk
it.
I shook my head.
I've got a lot more pressing business, I told her,
than satisfying your curiosity about something my dad did years
ago.
It's more than just curiosity, she said. I told you
once before that I think it's what is behind the increased incidence of
shadow storms.
And I gave you a perfectly good reason for something else being
the cause. I believe it's an adjustment to the partial destruction and
recreation of the old Pattern.
Would you come this way? she asked, and she turned from me
and began to climb.
I glanced at Mandor, shrugged, and followed her. He came along.
We mounted toward a jagged screen of rock. She reached it first and made
her way onto a lopsided ledge which ran partway along it. She traversed
this until she came to a place where the rock wall had broken down into a
wide V-shaped gap. She stood there with her back to us then, the light
from the green sky doing strange things to her hair.
I came up beside her and followed the direction of her gaze. On a distant
plain, far below us and to the left, a large black funnel spun like a
top. It seemed the source of the roaring sound we had been hearing. The
ground appeared to be cracked beneath it. I stared for several minutes,
but it did not change in form or position. Finally, I cleared my throat.
Looks like a big tornado, I said, not going
anyplace.
That's why I want you to walk the new Pattern, she told me.
I think it's going to get us unless we get it first.
Chapter 3
If you had a choice between the ability to detect falsehood and the
ability to discover truth, which one would you take? There was a time
when I thought they were different ways of saying the same thing, but I
no longer believe that. Most of my relatives, for example, are almost as
good at seeing through subterfuge as they are at perpetrating it. I'm not
at all sure, though, that they care much about truth. On the other hand,
I'd always felt there was something noble, special, and honorable about
seeking trutha thing I'd attempted with Ghostwheel. Mandor had
made me wonder, though. Had this made me a sucker for truth's opposite?
Of course, it's not as cut and dried as all that. I know that it is not a
pure either/or situation with the middle excluded, but is rather a
statement of attitude. Still, I was suddenly willing to concede that I
might have gone to an extremeto the point of
foolhardinessand that I had let certain of my critical faculties
doze for far too long.
So I wondered about Fiona's request.
What makes it such a threat? I asked her.
It is a shadow storm in the form of a tornado, she said.
There have been such things before, I answered.
True, she responded, but they tend to move through
Shadow. This one does have extension through an area of Shadow, but it is
totally stationary. It first appeared several days ago, and it has not
altered in any way since then.
What's that come to in Amber-time? I asked.
Half a day, perhaps. Why?
I shrugged. I don't know. Just curious, I said. I
still don't see why it's a threat.
I told you that such storms had proliferated since Corwin drew the
extra Pattern. Now they're changing in character as well as frequency.
That Pattern has to be understood soon.
A moment's quick reflection showed me that whoever gained control of
Dad's Pattern could become master of some terrible forces. Or mistress.
So, Supposing I walk it, I said. Then what? As I
understand it from Dad's story, I'd just wind up in the middle, the same
as with the Pattern back home. What's to be learned from that?
I studied her face for some display of emotion, but my relatives tend to
have too much control for such simple self-betrayal.
As I understand it, she said, Brand was able to
trump in when Corwin was at the middle.
That's the way I understand it, too.
...So, when you reach the center, I can come in on a
Trump.
I suppose so. Then there will be two of us standing at the middle
of the Pattern.
...And from there we will be in a position to go someplace we
could not reach from any other point in existence.
That being? I asked.
The primal Pattern which lies behind it.
You're sure there is one?
There must be. It is in the nature of such a construct to be
scribed at a more basic level of reality as well as the mundane.
And our purpose in traveling to that place?
That is where its secrets dwell, where its deepest magics might be
learned.
I see, I told her. Then what?
Why, there we might learn how to undo the trouble the thing is
causing, she answered.
That's all?
Her eyes narrowed.
We will learn whatever we can, of course. Power is power, and
represents a threat until it is understood.
I nodded slowly.
But right now there are a number of powers that are more pressing
in the threat department, I said. That Pattern is going to
have to wait its turn.
Even if it may represent the forces you need to deal with your
other problems? she asked.
Even so, I said. It might turn into a lengthy
enterprise, and I don't believe I have the time for that.
But you don't know that for certain.
True. But once I set foot on it, there's no turning back.
I did not add that I'd no intention of taking her to the primal Pattern,
then leaving her there on her own. After all, she had tried her hand at
king-making once. And if Brand had made it to the throne of Amber in
those days, she would have been standing right behind him, no matter what
she had to say about it now. I think she was about to ask me to deliver
her to the primal Pattern then but realized that I'd already considered
it and rejected it. Not wanting to lose face by asking and being refused,
she returned to her original argument.
I suggest you make time now, she said, if you do not
wish to see worlds torn up about you.
I didn't believe you the first time you told me that, I
answered, and I don't believe you now. I still think the increased
shadow-storm activity is probably an adjustment to the damage and repair
of the original Pattern. I also think that if we mess around with a new
Pattern we don't know anything about, we stand a chance of making things
worse, not better
I don't want to mess around with it, she said. I
want to study
The Sign of the Logrus flashed between us suddenly. She must have seen it
or felt it somehow, too, because she drew back at the same instant I
did.
I turned my head with sure knowledge as to what I would see.
Mandor had mounted the battlement-like wall of stone. He stood as still
as if he were a part of it, his arm, upraised. I suppressed my first
impulse, which was to shout to him to stop. He knew what he was doing.
And I was certain that he would not pay me the slightest heed, anyway.
I advanced to the notch in which he had taken his position, and I looked
past him at the swirling thing on the cracked plain far below. Through
the image of the Logrus, I felt the dark, awful rush of power that Suhuy
had revealed to me in his final lesson. Mandor was calling upon it now
and pouring it into the shadow-storm. Did he not realize that the force
of Chaos he was unleashing must spread until it had run a terrible
course? Could he not see that if the storm were indeed a manifestation of
Chaos then he was turning it into a truly monstrous thing?
It grew larger. Its roaring increased in volume. It became frightening to
watch it.
From behind me, I heard Fiona gasp.
I hope you know what you're doing, I called to him.
We'll know in about a minute, he replied, lowering his
arms.
The Sign of the Logrus winked out before me.
We watched the damned thing spin for some time, bigger and noisier.
Finally, What have you proved? I asked him.
That you have no patience, he answered.
There was nothing particularly instructive to the phenomenon, but I
continued to watch it anyway.
Abruptly, the sound became a stutter. The dark apparition jerked about
suddenly, shaking off bits of accumulated debris as it contracted. Soon
it was restored to its former size, and it hit its earlier pitch and the
sound grew steady once more.
How did you do that? I asked him.
I didn't, he said. It adjusted itself.
It shouldn't have, Fiona stated.
Exactly, he replied.
You've lost me, I said.
It should have gone roaring right on, stronger than ever, after
he'd augmented it that way, Fiona said. But whatever is
controlling it had other plans. So it was readjusted.
...And it is a Chaos phenomenon, Mandor continued.
You could see that in the way it drew upon Chaos when I provided
the means. But that pushed it past some limit, and there was a
correction. Someone is playing with the primal forces themselves out
there. Who or what or why, I cannot say. But I think it's strong
testimony that the Pattern isn't involved. Not with Chaos games. So
Merlin is probably correct. I think that this business has its origin
elsewhere.
All right, Fiona conceded. All right. What does that
leave us with?
A mystery, he said. But hardly, I think, an imminent
threat.
A faint firefly of an idea flitted through my mind. It could easily be
dead wrong, though that was not the reason I decided against sharing it.
It led into an area of thought I could not explore in an instant, and I
don't like giving away pieces of things like that.
Fiona was glaring at me now, but I maintained a bland expression.
Abruptly then, seeing that her cause was fruitless, she decided to change
the subject:
You said that you left Luke under somewhat unusual circumstances.
Just where is he now?
The last thing I wanted to do was to get her really mad at me. But I
couldn't see turning her loose on Luke in his present condition. For all
I knew, she might actually be up to killing him, just as a form of life
insurance. And I did not want Luke dead. I'd a feeling he might be
undergoing something of a change of attitude, and I wanted to give him
every break I could. We still owed each other a few, even though it was
hard keeping score; and there is something to be said for old times'
sake. Considering what I'd judged his condition to be when I'd left him,
it was going to be a while before he was in decent shape again. And then
I had a number of things I wanted to talk to him about.
Sorry, I said. He's my province at the
moment.
I believe I have some interest in the matter, she replied
levelly.
Of course, I said, but I feel that mine is greater
and that we may get in each other's ways.
I can judge these things for myself, she said.
Okay, I told her. He's on an acid trip. Any
inforormation you'd get out of him might be colorful, but it would also
be highly disappointing.
How did this happen? she asked.
A wizard named Mask apparently slipped him some chemicals when he
had him prisoner.
Where was this? I've never heard of Mask.
A place called the Keep of the Four Worlds, I told her.
It's been a long time since I heard the Keep mentioned, she
said. A sorcerer named Sharu Garrul used to hold it.
He's a coatrack now, I stated.
What?
Long story; but Mask has the place these days.
She stared at me, and I could tell she was just realizing that there was
a lot she didn't know in the way of recent developments. I'd judge she
was deciding which of several obvious questions to ask next when I
decided to beat her to the punch while she was still off balance.
So how's Bleys? I asked.
He's much improved. I treated him myself and he's recovering
quickly.
I was about to ask her where he was, which I knew she would refuse to
answer, and hopefully we would both smile when she saw what I was driving
at: no address for Bleys, no address for Luke; we keep our secrets and
stay friends.
Hello! I heard Mandor say, and we both turned in the
direction he was facingback out through the notch.
The dark tornado-form had collapsed to half its former size, and even as
we watched, it continued to diminish. It fell steadily in upon itself,
shrinking and shrinking, and in about a half minute it was gone,
completely.
I could not suppress a smile, but Fiona did not even notice. She was
looking at Mandor.
Do you think it was because of what you did? she asked
him.
I have no way of knowing, he replied, but it may
well be.
But does it tell you anything? she said.
Perhaps whoever was responsible did not like having me tinker with
his experiment.
You really believe there's an intelligence behind it?
Yes.
Someone from the Courts?
It seems more likely than someone from your end of the
world.
I suppose so.... she agreed. Have you any
guesses as to the person's identity?
He smiled.
I understand, she said quickly. Your business is
your business. But a general threat is everybody's business. That's what
I was really getting at.
True, he acknowledged. This is why I propose
investigating it. I'm at loose ends at the moment. It might be
amusing.
It is awkward asking you to communicate your findings to
me, she said, when I do not know what interests might be
involved.
I appreciate your position, he replied, but to the
best of my knowledge the treaty provisions still hold and no one in the
Courts is promoting any special designs against Amber. In fact....
If you like, we might pursue the matter together, at least part of the
way.
I've got the time, she said.
I don't, I injected quickly. I've some pressing
business to attend to.
Mandor shifted his attention to me.
About my offer.... he said.
I can't, I told him.
Very well. Our conversation is not concluded, however. I'll be in
touch later.
Okay.
Fiona looked my way then, also.
You will keep me posted on Luke's recovery, and his
intentions, she stated.
Of course.
Good day, then.
Mandor gave me a small half-salute and I returned it.
I began walking then, and as soon as I was out of sight I began
shifting.
I found my way to a rocky slope, where I halted and withdrew my Trump for
Amber. I raised it, focused my awareness, and transported myself as soon
as I felt my way through. I was hoping the main hall would be empty, but
at this point I didn't really care that much.
I came through near Jasra, who was holding an extra cloak over her
outstretched left arm. I ducked out the doorway to my left into an empty
corridor and made my way to the back stair. Several times I heard voices
and I detoured to avoid the speakers. I was able to make it to my rooms
without being discovered.
The only rest I had had in what seemed an age and a half had been a
fifteen-minute nap before Luke's spaced-out sorcerous faculty had caused
him to summon me to the Looking Glass Bar via a hallucinatory Trump.
When? For all I knew, it could have been yesterdaywhich had been a
very full day before that incident.
I barred the door and staggered to the bed, flinging myself down upon it
without even removing my boots. Sure, there were all sorts of things I
should be doing, but I was in no condition for any of them. I'd returned
home because I still felt safest in Amber; despite the fact that Luke had
reached me here once.
Someone with a high-powered subconscious might have had a brilliantly
revelatory dream following as much crap as I'd been through recently, and
then have awakened with a wonderful series of insights and answers
detailing appropriate courses of action. I didn't. I woke once, in a
small panic, not knowing where I was. But I opened my eyes and satisfied
myself on that count, then went back to sleep. Latermuch later, it
seemedI returned by degrees, like some piece of flotsam being
pushed higher and higher onto a beach by wave following wave, until
finally I was there. I saw no reason for going any further until I
realized that my feet hurt. Then I sat up and pulled my boots off, which
might have been one of the six greatest pleasures in my life. I removed
my socks in a hurry then and threw them into the corner of the room. Why
doesn't anyone else in my line of work seem to get sore feet? I filled
the basin and soaked them for a time, then resolved to go barefoot for
the next few hours.
Finally I rose, stripped, cleaned up, and put on a pair of Levi's and a
purple flannel shirt of which I am fond. The hell with swords, daggers,
and cloaks for a time. I opened the shutters and looked outside. It was
dark. Because of clouds, I couldn't even guess from the stars whether it
might be early evening, late night, or almost morning.
It was very quiet in the hall, and there were no sounds as I made my way
down the back stair. The kitchen was deserted also, the big fires banked
and smoldering low. I didn't want to stir things up beyond hanging a pot
of water to warm for tea while I located some bread and fruit preserves.
I turned up a jug of something like grapefruit juice, too, in one of the
walk-in ice boxes.
As I sat warming my feet and working my way through the loaf, I began to
feel uneasy. I was sipping my tea before I realized what it was. There
seemed a great necessity that I be doing something, yet I had no idea
what. Now I had something of a breather, and it felt strange. So I
decided to start thinking again.
By the time I'd finished eating, I had a few small plans. The first thing
I did was to make my way to the main hall, where I removed all of the
hats and cloaks form Jasra and swept her off her feet. Later, as I was
bearing her stiff form along the upstairs hallway in the direction of my
room, a door opened partway and a bleary-eyed Droppa watched me go by.
Hey, I'll take two! he called after me.
Reminds me of any first wife, he added then, and closed the
door.
Once I had her installed in my quarters, I drew up a chair and seated
myself before her. Garishly clad as part of a savage joke, her hard sort
of beauty was not really diminished. She had placed me in extreme peril
on one occasion, and I had no desire to free her at a time like this for
a possible repeat performance. But the spell that held her claimed my
attention for more than one reason and I wanted to understand it fully.
Carefully then, I began exploring the construct which held her. It was
not overcomplicated, but I could see that tracing all of its byways was
going to take a while. All right. I wasn't about to stop now. I pushed on
ahead into the spell, taking mental notes as I went.
I was busy for hours. After I had solved the spell, I decided to hang
some more of my own, times being what they were. The castle came awake
about me as I worked. I labored steadily as the day progressed, until
everything was in place and I was satisfied with my work. I was also
famished.
I moved Jasra off into a corner, pulled on my boots, departed my
quarters, and headed for the stair. In that it seemed about lunchtime I
checked out the several dining rooms in which the family generally ate.
But all of them were deserted and none of them were set up for a meal yet
to come. Nor did any of them show signs of a meal having recently been
dispatched.
I suppose it was possible my time sense was still skewed and I was much
too late or too early; but it did seem that it had been daylight long
enough to bring me into the vicinity of the proper hour. Nobody, however,
seemed to be eating, so something had to be wrong with this
assumption....
Then I heard itthe faint click of cutlery upon plate. I headed in
the apparent direction of the sound. Obviously, the meal was taking place
in a less frequented setting than usual. I turned right, then left. Yes,
they had decided to set up in a drawing room. No matter.
I entered the room, where Llewella was seated with Random's wife, Vialle,
on the red divan, dinner laid on a low table before them. Michael, who
worked in the kitchen, stood nearby behind a cart loaded with dishes. I
cleared my throat.
Merlin, Vialle announced with a sensitivity that always
gives me a small chillshe being completely blind. How
pleasant!
Hello, Llewella said. Come and join us. We're
anxious to hear what you've been doing.
I drew a chair up to the far side of the table and seated myself. Michael
came over and laid a fresh setting before me. I thought about it quickly.
Anything Vialle heard would doubtless get back to Random. So I gave them
a somewhat edited version of recent eventsleaving out all
references to Mandor, Fiona, and anything having to do with the Courts.
It made for a considerably shorter story and let me get to my food
sooner.
Everybody's been so busy lately, Llewella remarked when I'd
finished talking. It almost makes me feel guilty.
I studied the delicate green of her more-than-olive complexion; her full
lips, her large catlike eyes.
But not quite, she added.
Where are they all, anyway? I asked.
Gerard, she said, is down seeing to harbor
fortifications, and Julian is in command of the army, which has now been
equipped with some firearms and is set to defend the approaches to
Kolvir.
You mean Dalt has something in the field already? Coming this
way?
She shook her head. No, it was a precautionary measure, she
replied, because of that message from Luke. Dalt's force had not
actually been sighted.
Does anyone even know where he is? I asked.
Not yet, she answered, but we're expecting some
intelligence on that soon. She shrugged. Then, Perhaps
Julian already has it, she added.
Why is Julian in command? I asked between nibbles.
I'd have thought Benedict would take charge of something like
this.
Llewella looked away, glancing at Vialle, who seemed to feel the shifting
of focus.
Benedict and a small force of his men have escorted Random to
Kashfa, Vialle said, softly.
Kashfa? I said. Why would he want to do that? In
fact, Dalt usually hangs out around Kashfa. The area could be dangerous
right now.
She smiled faintly.
That is why he wanted Benedict and his guard for escort,
she said. They may even be the intelligence- gathering expedition
themselves, though that's not their reason for going right now.
I don't understand, I said, why the trip should be
necessary at all.
She took a sip of water.
A sudden political upheaval, she replied. Some
general had taken over in the absence of the queen and the crown prince.
The general was just assassinated recently, and Random has succeeded in
obtaining agreement for placing his own candidatean older
noblemanon the throne.
How'd he do that?
Everyone with an interest in the matter was even more interested
in seeing Kashfa admitted to the Golden Circle of privileged trade
status.
So Random bought them off to see his own man in charge, I
observed. Don't these Golden Circle treaties usually give us the
right to move troops through a client kingdom's territory with very
little in the way of preliminaries?
Yes, she said.
I suddenly recalled that tough-looking emissary of the Crown I'd met at
Bloody Bill's, who had paid his tab in Kashfan currency. I decided I did
not really want to know how close in point of time that was to the
assassination that had made this recent arrangement possible. What struck
me with more immediate force was the picture that now emerged. It looked
as if Random had just blocked Jasra and Luke from recovering their
usurped thronewhich, to be fair, I guess Jasra had usurped
herself, years ago. With all that usurping going on, the equities of the
thing were more than a little hazy to me. But if Random's ethics were no
better than those which had gone before, they were certainly no worse. It
looked now, though, as if any attempt on the part of Luke to regain his
mother's throne would be met by a monarch who possessed a defense
alliance with Amber. I suddenly felt willing to bet that the terms of the
defense provisions of the alliance included Amber's assistance in
internal troubles as well as help against outside aggressors.
Fascinating. It sounded as if Random were going to an awful lot of
trouble to isolate Luke from his power base and any semblance of
legitimacy as a head of state. I supposed the next step could be to get
him outlawed as a pretender and a dangerous revolutionary, and to put a
price on his head. Was Random overreacting? Luke didn't seem all that
dangerous now, especially with his mother in our custody. On the other
hand, I didn't really know how far Random intended to go. Was he just
foreclosing all of the threatening options, or was he actually out to get
Luke? The latter possibility bothered me in that Luke seemed on halfway
good behavior at the moment and possibly in the throes of reconsidering
his position. I did not want to see him needlessly thrown to the wolves
as a result of overkill on Random's part.
So, I suppose this has a lot to do with Luke, I said to
Vialle.
She was silent for a moment, then replied, It was Dalt that he
seemed concerned about.
I shrugged mentally. It seemed that it would come down to the same thing
in Random's mind, since he would see Dalt as the military force Luke
would turn to to recover the throne. So I said, Oh, and
went on eating.
There were no new facts to be had beyond this, and nothing to clarify
Random's thinking any further, so we lapsed into small talk while I
considered my position once again. It still came down to a feeling that
urgent action was necessary and uncertainty as to what form it should
take. My course was determined in an unexpected fashion sometime during
dessert.
A courtier named Randeltall, thin, dark, and generally
smilingcame into the room. I knew something was up because he was
not smiling and he was moving faster than usual. He swept us with his
gaze, fixed upon Vialle, advanced quickly and cleared his throat.
M'lady Majesty...? he began.
Vialle turned her head slightly in his direction:
Yes, Randel? she said. What is it?
The delegation from Begma has just arrived, he answered,
and I find myself without instructions as to the nature of their
welcome and any special arrangements that would be suitable.
Oh dear, Vialle said, laying aside her fork. They
weren't due until the day after tomorrow, when Random will be back. He's
the one they'll be wanting to complain to. What have you done with
them?
I seated them in the Yellow Room, he replied, and
told them I would go and announce their arrival.
She nodded.
How many of them are there?
The prime minister, Orkuz, he said, his secretary,
Naydawho is also his daughterand another daughter, Coral.
There are also four servantstwo men and two women.
Go and inform the household staff, and be sure that appropriate
quarters are made ready for them, she directed, and alert
the kitchen. They may not have had lunch.
Very good, Your Highness, he said, beginning to back away.
...Then report to me in the Yellow Room, to let me know it's
been done, she continued, and I'll give you additional
instruictions at that time.
Consider it done, he replied, and he hurried off.
Merlin, Llewella, Vialle said, beginning to rise,
come help me entertain them while arrangements are being
made.
I gulped my last bite of dessert and got to my feet. I did not really
feel like talking to a diplomat and his party, but I was handy and it was
one of life's little duties.
Uh.... What are they here for, anyway? I asked.
Some sort of protest over what we've been doing in Kashfa,
she replied. They've never been friendly with Kashfa, but I'm not
sure now whether they're here to protest Kashfa's possible admission to
the Golden Circle or whether they're upset about our interfering in
Kashfa's domestic affairs. It could be they're afraid they'll lose
business with such a close neighbor suddenly enjoying the same preferred
trade status they have. Or it may be they had different plans for
Kashfa's throne and we just foreclosed them. Maybe both.
Whatever.... We can't tell them anything we don't know.
I just wanted to know what subjects to avoid, I said.
All of the above, she answered.
I was wondering the same thing myself, Llewella said.
I was also wondering, though, whether they might have any useful
information on Dalt. Their intelligence service must keep a close eye on
doings in and about Kashfa.
Don't pursue that topic, Vialle said, moving toward the
door. If they let something slip or want to give something away,
fine. Bring it home. But don't show them you'd like to know.
Vialle took my arm and I guided her out, heading toward the Yellow Room.
Llewella produced a small mirror from somewhere and inspected her
features. Obviously pleased, she put it away, then remarked, Lucky
you showed up, Merlin. An extra smiling face is always useful at times
like this.
Why don't I feel lucky? I said.
We made our way to the room where the prime minister and his daughters
waited. Their servants had already retired to the kitchen for
refreshments. The official party was still hungry, which says something
about protocol, especially since it seemed to take a long while before
some trays of provender could be attractively assembled. Orkuz was of
medium stature and stocky, his black hair tastefully streaked, the lines
on his broad face seeming to indicate that he did a lot more frowning
than smilinga practice in which he indulged most of the while that
afternoon. Nayda's was a more pleasingly sculpted version of his face,
and though she showed the same tendency toward corpulence, it was held
firmly in check at an attractive level of roundedness. Also, she smiled a
lot and she had pretty teeth. Coral, on the other hand, was taller than
either her father or sister, slender, her hair a reddish brown. When she
smiled it seemed less official. Also, there was something vaguely
familiar about her. I wondered whether I had met her at some boring
reception years before. If I had, though, I felt I might have
remembered.
After we had been introduced and wine had been poured, Orkuz made a brief
comment to Vialle about recent distressing news concerning
Kashfa. Llewella and I quickly moved to her side for moral support, but
she simply said that such matters would have to be dealt with fully upon
Random's return, and that for the moment she wished merely to see to
their comfort. He was completely agreeable to this, even to the point of
smiling. I had the impression he just wanted the purpose of his visit on
the record immediately. Llewella quickly turned the conversation to the
matter of his journey, and he graciously allowed the subject to be
changed. Politicians are wonderfully programmed.
I learned later that the Begman ambassador wasn't even aware of his
arrival, which would seem to indicate that Orkuz had come so quickly he
had preceded any notification to their embassy. And he hadn't even
bothered dropping in there, but had come straight to the palace and had a
message sent over. I leanned this a little later, when he asked to have
the message delivered. Feeling somewhat supernumerary to Llewella's and
Vialle's graceful cascades of neutral talk, I dropped back a pace to plan
my escape. I was not at all interested in whatever game was being set
up.
Coral backed off also and sighed. Then she glanced at me and smiled,
surveyed the room quickly and came closer.
I've always wanted to visit Amber, she said then.
Is it the way you imagined it? I asked.
Oh, yes. So far. Of course, I haven't seen that much of it
yet....
I nodded, and we withdrew a little farther from the others.
Have I met you somewhere before? I asked.
I don't think so, she said. I haven't traveled that
much, and I don't believe you've been out our way. Have you?
No, though I've grown curious about it recently.
I do know something of your background, though, she went
on, just from general gossip. I know you're from the Courts of
Chaos; and I know you went to school on that Shadow world you Amberites
seem to visit so frequently. I've often wondered what it was
like.
I took the bait and I began telling her about school and my job, about a
few places I'd visited and things I'd enjoyed doing. We made our way to a
sofa across the room as I spoke, and we got more comfortable. Orkuz,
Nayda, Llewella, and Vialle didn't seem to miss us, and if I had to be
here I found talking with Coral more enjoyable than listening to them.
Not to monopolize things, though, I asked her about herself.
She began telling me of a girlhood spent in and around Begma, of her
fondness for the outdoorsof horses and of boating on the many
lakes and rivers in that regionof books she had read, and of
relatively innocent dabblings in magic. A member of the household staff
came in just as she was getting around to a description of some
interesting rites performed by members of the local farming community to
insure the fertility of the crops, and she approached Vialle and told her
something. Several more staff members were in view outside the doorway.
Vialle then said something to Orkuz and Nayda, who nodded and moved
toward the entrance. Llewella departed the group and came our way.
Coral, she said, your suite is ready. One of the
staff will show you where it is. Perhaps you'd like to freshen up or rest
after your journey.
We got to our feet.
I'm not really tired, Coral said, looking at me rather than
Llewella, a hint of a smile at the corners of her mouth.
What the hell. I suddenly realized I had been enjoying her company, so,
If you'd care to change into something simpler, I said,
I'll be glad to show you a bit of the town. Or the palace.
It became a full smile worth seeing.
I'd much rather do that, she said.
Then I'll meet you back here in about half an hour, I told
her.
I saw her out, and accompanied her and the others as far as the foot of
the big stairway. In that I still had on my Levi's and purple shirt, I
wondered whether I should change into something more in keeping with
local fashion. The hell with it, I decided then. We were just going to be
knocking around. I'd simply add my swordbelt and weapons, a cloak, and my
best boots. Might trim my beard, though, since I had a little time. And
maybe a quick manicure....
Uh, Merlin....
It was Llewella, her hand on my elbow, steering me toward an alcove. I
allowed myself to be steered.
Then, Yes? I said. What's up?
Hm.... she said. Kind of cute, isn't
she?
I suppose so, I replied.
You got the hots for her?
Jeez, Llewella! I don't know. I just met the lady.
...And made a date with her.
Come on! I deserve a break today. I enjoyed talking with her. I'd
like to show her around a bit. I think we'd have a good time. What's
wrong wish that?
Nothing, she answered, so long as you keep things in
perspective.
What perspective did you have in mind?
It strikes me as faintly curious, she said, that
Orkuz brought along his two good-looking daughters.
Nayda is his secretary, I said, and Coral's wanted
to see the place for some time.
Uh-huh, and it would be a very good thing for Begma if one of them
just happened to latch onto a member of the family.
Llewella, you're too damned suspicious, I said.
It comes of having lived a long time.
Well, I hope to live a long time myself, and I hope it doesn't
make me look for an ulterior motive in every human act.
She smiled. Of course. Forget I said anything, she told me,
knowing I wouldn't. Have a good time. I growled politely
and headed for my room.
Chapter 4
And so, in the midst of all manner of threats, intrigues, menaces, and
mysteries, I decided to call a holiday and stroll about town with a
pretty lady. Of all possible choices I might have made, it was certainly
the most attractive. Whoever the enemy, whatever the power I faced, the
ball was now in its court. I had no desire to hunt for Jurt, duel with
Mask, or follow Luke about until he came down and told me whether or not
he still wanted the family's scalps. Dalt was not my problem, Vinta was
me, Ghostwheel was silent, and the matter of my father's Pattern could
await my leisure. The sun was shining and the breeze was gentle, though
these could change quickly at this season. It was a shame to waste what
could well be the year's last good day on anything less than enjoyment. I
hummed as I repaired myself, and I headed downstairs early for our
meeting.
Coral had moved more quickly than I'd guessed, however, and was waiting
for me. I approved of her sensible dark green breeches, heavy coppery
shirt, and warm brown cloak. Her boots looked fine for walking, and she
had on a dark hat that covered most of her hair. There were gloves and a
dagger at her belt.
All ready, she said when she saw me.
Great, I replied, smiling, and I led her out into the
hallway.
She started to turn in the direction of the main doorway, but I led her
off to the right, then later to the left.
Less conspicuous to use one of the side doors, I said.
You people are certainly secretive, she said.
Habit, I replied. The less that outsiders know of
your business the better.
What outsiders? What are you afraid of?
Just now? A great number of things. But I don't really want to
spend a nice day like this making lists.
She shook her head in what I took to be a mixture of awe and disgust.
It's true what they say then? she asked. That your
affairs are so complex you all carry scorecards?
Haven't had time for any affairs recently, I told her,
or even a simple score. Then, Sorry, I added,
when I saw her blush. Life has been a bit complicated for me
lately.
Oh, she said, glancing at me, clearly asking for
elaboration.
Some other time, I said, forcing a laugh, flipping my
cloak, and greeting a guard.
She nodded and, diplomatically, changed the subject:
I guess I came at the wrong time of year to see your famous
gardens.
Yeah, they've pretty much had it for the season, I said,
except for Benedict's Japanese garden which is kind of far out
back. Perhaps we can go and have a cup of tea there one day, but I
thought we'd go into town now.
Sounds fine, she agreed.
I told the postern guard to tell Henden, Amber's steward, that we were
heading into town and weren't sure when we'd be back. He said that he
would as soon as he got off duty, which would be pretty soon. My
experience at Bloody Bill's had taught me the lesson of leaving such
messagesnot that I thought we were in any danger; or that
Llewella's knowing wouldn't be sufficient.
Leaves crunched beneath our feet as we took one of the walks toward a
side gate. With only a few strands of cirrus high overhead, the sun shone
brightly. To the west, a flock of dark birds flapped its way toward the
ocean, south.
It's already snowed back home, she told me. You're
lucky.
There's a warm current that gives us a break, I said,
remembering something Gerard had once told me. It moderates the
climate considerably; compared to other places at equal latitude.
You travel a lot? she asked me.
I've been traveling more than I care to, I said,
recently. I'd like to sit down and go to seed for about a
year.
Business or pleasure? she asked me, as a guard let us out
the gate and I quickly surveyed the environs for lurkers.
Not pleasure, I answered as I took her elbow for a moment
and steered her toward the way I had chosen. When we reached civilized
precincts, we followed the Main Concourse for a time. I pointed out a few
landmarks and notable residences, including the Begman Embassy. She
showed no inclination to visit the latter, though, saying she'd have to
see her countrymen officially before she left, anyway. She did stop in a
shop we found later, however, to buy a couple of blouses, having the bill
sent to the embassy and the garments to the palace.
My father promised me some shopping, she explained.
And I know he'll forget. When he hears about this, he'll know that
I didn't.
We explored the streets of the various trades and stopped for a drink at
a sidewalk cafe, watching pedestrians and horsemen pass. I had just
turned toward her to relate an anecdote concerning one of the riders when
I felt the beginning of a Trump contact. I waited for several seconds as
the feeling grew stronger, but no identity took shape beyond the
reaching. I felt Coral's hand upon my arm.
What's the matter? she asked.
I reached out with my mind, attempting to assist in the contact, but the
other seemed to retreat as I did so. It was not the same as that lurking
scrutiny when Mask had regarded me at Flora's place in San Francisco,
though. Could it just be someone I knew trying to reach me and having
trouble focusing? Injured, perhaps? Or
Luke? I said. Is that you?
But there was no response and the feeling began to fade. Finally, it was
gone.
Are you all right? Coral asked.
Yeah, it's okay, I said. I guess. Someone tried to
reach me and then decided otherwise.
Reach? Oh, you mean those Trumps you use?
Yes.
But you said `Luke' . . she mused. None of your
family is named
You might know him as Rinaldo, Prince of Kashfa, I said.
She chuckled.
Rinny? Sure I know him. He didn't like us to call him Rinny,
though....
You really do know him? Personally, I mean?
Yes, she replied, though it's been a long time.
Kashfa's pretty close to Begma. Sometimes we were on good terms,
sometimes not so good. You know how it is. Politics. When I was little
there were long spells when we were pretty friendly. There were lots of
state visits, both ways. We kids would often get dumped together.
What was he like in those days?
Oh, a big, gawky, red-haired boy. Liked to show off a
lothow strong he was, how fast he was. I remember how mad he got
at me once because I beat him in a footrace.
You beat Luke in a race?
Yes. I'm a very good runner.
You must be.
Anyway, he took Nayda and me sailing a few times, and on some long
hikes. Where is he now, anyway?
Drinking with a Cheshire cat.
What?
It's a long story.
I'd like to hear it. I've been worried about him since the
coup.
Mm.... I thought quickly about how to edit this so as not to tell
the daughter of the Begman prime minister any state secrets, such as
Luke's relationship to the House of Amber.... So, I've known
him for quite some time, I began. He recently incurred the
wrath of a sorcerer who drugged him and saw him banished to this peculiar
bar....
I went on for a long while then, partly because I had to stop and
summarize Lewis Carroll. I also had to promise her the loan of one of the
Thari editions of Alice from the Amber library. When I finally finished,
she was laughing.
Why don't you bring him back? she said then.
Ouch. I couldn't very well say that his shadow-shifting abilities would
work against this until he came down. So, It's part of the spell;
it's working on his own sorcerous ability, I said. He can't
be moved till the drug wears off.
How interesting, she observed. Is Luke really a
sorcerer himself?
Uh...yes, I said.
How did he gain that ability? He showed no signs of it when I knew
him.
Sorcerers come by their skills in various ways, I
explained. But you know that, and I suddenly realized that
she was smarter than that smiling, innocent expression indicated. I'd a
strong feeling she was trying to steer this toward an acknowledgment of
Pattern magic on Luke's part, which of course would say interesting
things about his paternity. And his mother, Jasra, is something of
a sorceress herself.
Really? I never knew that.
Damn! Coming and going.... Well, she'd learned it
somewhere:
What about his father?
I can't really say, I replied.
Did you ever meet him?
Only in passing, I said.
A lie could make the matter seem really important if she had even a small
idea as to the truth. So I did the only other thing I could think of.
There was no one seated at the table behind her, and there was nothing
beyond the table but a wall. I wasted one of my spells, with an
out-of-sight gesture and a single mutter.
The table flipped over as it flew back and crashed against the wall. The
noise was spectacular. There were loud exclamations from several other
patrons, and I leaped to my feet.
Is everyone all right? I said, looking about as if for
casualties.
What happened? she asked me.
Freak gust of wind or something, I said. Maybe we'd
better be moving on.
All right, she said, regarding the debris. I'm not
looking for trouble.
I tossed some coins onto our table, rose, and headed back outside,
talking the while of anything I could think of to put some distance
between us and the subject. This had the desired effect, because she did
not attempt to retrieve the question.
Continuing our stroll, I headed us in the general direction of West Vine.
When we reached it I decided to head downhill to the harbor, recalling
her fondness for sailing. But she put her hand on my arm and halted me.
Isn't there a big stairway up the face of Kolvir? she
asked. I believe your father once tried to sneak troops up it and
got caught and had to fight his way along.
I nodded. Yes, that's true, I said. Old thing. It
goes way back. It's not used very much these days. But it's still in
decent shape.
I'd like to see it.
All right.
I turned to the right and we headed back, uphill, toward the Main
Concourse. A pair of knights wearing Llewella's livery passed us, headed
in the other direction, saluting as they went by. I could not help but
wonder whether they were on a legitimate errand or were following some
standing order to keep an eye on my movements. The thought must have
passed through Coral's mind, also, because she quirked an eyebrow at me.
I shrugged and kept going. When I glanced back a bit later, they were
nowhere to be seen.
We passed people in the garb of a dozen regions as we strolled, and the
air was filled with the smells of cooking from open stalls, to satisfy a
multitude of tastes. At various points in our career up the hill, we
stopped for meat pies, yogurts, sweets. The stimuli were too overpowering
for any but the most sated to ignore.
I noticed the lithe way she moved about obstacles. It wasn't just
gracefulness. It was more a state of beingpreparedness, I guess.
Several times I noticed her glancing back in the direction from which we
had come. I looked myself, but there was nothing unusual to see. Once,
when a man stepped suddenly from a doorway we were approaching, I saw her
hand flash toward the dagger at her belt, then drop away.
There is so much activity, so much going on here....
she commented after a time.
True. Begma is less busy, I take it?
Considerably.
Is it a pretty safe place to stroll about?
Oh, yes.
Do the women as well as the men take military training
there?
Not ordinarily. Why?
Just curious.
I've had some training in armed and unarmed combat though,
she said.
Why was that? I asked.
My father suggested it. Said it could come in handy for a relative
of someone in his position. I thought he might be right. I think he
really wanted a son.
Did your sister do it, too?
No, she wasn't interested.
You planning on a diplomatic career?
No. You're talking to the wrong sister.
A wealthy husband?
Probably stodgy and boring.
What then?
Maybe I'll tell you later.
All right. I'll ask if you don't.
We made our way southward along the Concourse, and the breezes picked up
as we neared Land's End. It was a winter ocean that came into view across
the distance; slate-gray and white-capped. Many birds wheeled far out
over the waves, and one very sinuous dragon.
We passed through the Great Arch and came at last to the landing and
looked downward. It was a vertiginous prospect, out across a brief, broad
stairthe steep drop to the tan-and-black beach far below. I
regarded the ripples in the sand left by the retreating tide, wrinkles in
an old man's brow. The breezes were stronger here, and the damp, salty
smell, which had been increasing as we approached, seasoned the air to a
new level of intensity. Coral drew back for a moment, then advanced
again.
It looks a little more dangerous than I'd thought, she
said, after a time. Probably seems less so once you're on
it.
I don't know, I replied.
You've never climbed it?
Nope, I said. Never had any reason to.
I'd think you'd have wanted to, after your father's doomed battle
along it.
I shrugged. I get sentimental in different ways.
She smiled. Let's climb down to the beach. Please.
Sure, I said, and we moved forward and started. The broad
stair took us down for perhaps thirty feet, then terminated abruptly
where a much narrower version turned off to the side. At least the steps
weren't damp and slippery: Somewhere far below, I could see where the
stair widened again, permitting a pair of people to go abreast. For now,
though, we moved single file, and I was irritated that Coral had somehow
gotten ahead of me.
If you'll scrunch over, I'll go past, I told her.
Why? she asked. .
So I can be ahead of you in case you slip.
That's all right, she replied. I won't.
I decided it wasn't worth arguing and let her lead.
The landings where the stairway switched back were haphazard affairs,
hacked wherever the contours of the rock permitted such a turning.
Consequently, some descending stretches were longer than others and our
route wandered all over the face of the mountain. The winds were much
stronger now than they were above, and we found ourselves staying as
close to the mountain's side as its contours permitted. Had there been no
wind, we probably would have done the same. The absence of any sort of
guard railing made us shy back from the edge. There were places where the
mountain's wall overhung us for a cavelike effect; other places, we
followed a bellying of the rock and felt very exposed. My cloak blew up
across my face several times and I cursed, recalling that natives seldom
visit historical spots in their own neighborhoods. I began to appreciate
their wisdom. Coral was hurrying on ahead, and I increased my pace to
catch up with her. Beyond her, I could see that there was a landing which
signaled the first turning of the way. I was hoping she'd halt there and
tell me she'd reconsidered the necessity for this expedition. But she
didn't. She turned and kept right on going. The wind stole my sigh and
bore it to some storybook cave reserved for the plaints of the
imposed-upon.
Still, I couldn't help but look down upon occasion, and whenever I did I
thought of my father fighting his way up along these steps. It was not
something I'd care to tryat least, not until I'd exhausted all of
the more sneaky alternatives. I began to wonder how far we were below the
level of the palace itself....
When we finally came to the landing from which the stairway widened, I
hurried to catch up with Coral so that we could walk abreast. In my
haste, I snagged my heel and stumbled as I rounded the turn. It was no
big deal. . I was able to reach out and stabilize myself against the
cliff s face as I jolted forward and swayed. I was amazed, though, at
Coral's perception of my altered gait just on the basis of its sound, and
by her reaction to it. She cast herself backward suddenly and twisted her
body to the side. Her hands came in contact with my arm as she did this,
and she thrust me to the side, against the rock.
All right! I said, from rapidly emptying lungs. I'm
okay.
She rose and dusted herself off as I recovered.
I heard she began.
I gather. But I just caught my heel. That's all.
I couldn't tell.
Everything's fine. Thanks.
We started down the stair side by side, but something was changed. I now
harbored a suspicion I did not like but could not dispel. Not yet,
anyway. What I had in mind was too dangerous, if I should prove correct.
So instead, The rain in Spain stays mainly in the plain, I
said.
What? she asked. I didn't
understand....
I said, `It's a fine day to be walking with a pretty
lady.'
She actually blushed.
Then, What language did you say it in...the first
time.
English, I replied.
I've never studied it. I told you that when we were talking about
Alice.
I know. Just being whimsical, I answered.
The beach, nearer now, was tiger-striped and shiny in places. A froth of
foam retreated along its slopes while birds cried and dipped to examine
the waves' leavings. Sails bobbed in the offing, and a small curtain of
rain rippled in the southeast, far out at sea. The winds had ceased their
noise-making, though they still came upon us with cloak-wrapping force.
We continued in silence until we had reached the bottom. We stepped away
then, moving a few paces onto the sand.
The harbor's in that direction, I said, gesturing to my
right, westward, and there's a church off that way, I
added, indicating the dark building where Caine's service had been held
and where seamen sometimes came to pray for safe voyages.
She looked in both directions and also glanced behind us and upward.
More people headed down, she remarked.
I looked back up and saw three figures near the top of the stairway, but
they were standing still, as if they'd only come down a short distance to
try the view. None of them wore Llewella's colors....
Fellow sightseers, I said.
She watched them a moment longer, then looked away. Aren't there
caves along here somewhere? she asked.
I nodded to my right.
That way, I answered. There's a whole series. People
get lost in them periodically. Some are pretty colorful. Others just
wander through darkness. A few are simply shallow openings.
I'd like to see them, she said.
Sure, easily done. Let's go.
I began walking. The people on the stair had not moved. They still
appeared to be looking out to sea. I doubted they were smugglers. It
doesn't seem like a daytime occupation for a place where anyone might
wander by. Still, I was pleased that my faculty for suspicion was
growing. It seemed appropriate in light of recent events. The object of
my greatest suspicion, of course, was walking beside me, turning
driftwood with the toe of her boot, scuffing bright pebbles,
laughingbut there was nothing I was ready to do about it at the
moment. Soon....
She took my arm suddenly.
Thanks for bringing me, she said. I'm enjoying
this.
Oh, I am, too. Glad we came. You're welcome.
This made me feel slightly guilty, but if my guess were wrong no harm
would be done.
I think I would enjoy living in Amber, she remarked as we
went along.
Me, too, I replied. I've never really done it for
any great length of time.
Oh?
I guess I didn't really explain how long I'd spent on the shadow
Earth where I went to school, where I had that job I was telling you
about.... I began, and suddenly I was pouring out more
autobiography to hera thing I don't usually do. I wasn't certain
why I was telling it at first, and then I realized that I just wanted
someone to talk to. Even if my strange suspicion was correct, it didn't
matter. A friendly-seeming listener made me feel better than I had in a
long while. And before I realized it, I was telling her about my
fatherhow this man I barely knew had rushed through a massive
story of his struggles, his dilemmas, his decisions, as if he were trying
to justify himself to me, as if that were the only opportunity he might
have to do it, and how I had listened, wondering what he was editing,
what he had forgotten, what he might be glossing over or dressing up,
what his feelings were toward me....
Those are some of the caves, I told her, as they
interrupted my now embarrassing indulgence in memory. She started to say
something about my monologue, but I simply continued; I've only
seen them once.
She caught my mood and simply said I'd like to go inside
one.
I nodded. They seemed a good place for what I had in mind.
I chose the third one. Its mouth was larger than the first two, and I
could see back into it for a good distance. Let's try that one. It
looks well lighted, I explained. We walked into a shadow-hung
chill. The damp sand followed us for a while, thinning only slowly to be
replaced by a gritty stone floor. The roof dipped and rose several times.
A turn to the left joined us with the passage of another opening, for
looking back along it I could see more light. The other direction led
more deeply into the mountain. We could still feel the echoing pulse of
the sea from where we stood.
These caves could lead back really far, she observed.
They do, I replied. They twist and cross and wind. I
wouldn't want to go too far without a map and a light. They've never been
fully charted, that I know of.
She looked about, studying areas of blackness within the darkness where
side tunnels debouched into our own.
How far back do you think they go? she inquired.
I just don't know.
Under the palace?
Probably, I said, remembering the series of side tunnels
I'd passed on my way to the Pattern. It seems possible they cut
into the big caves below it somewhere.
What's it like down there? .
Under the palace? Just dark and big. Ancient....
I'd like to see it.
Whatever for?
The Pattern's down there. It must be pretty colorful.
Oh, it isall bright and swirly. Rather intimidating,
though.
How can you say that when you've walked it?
Walking it and liking it are two different things.
I'd just thought that if it were in you to walk it, you'd feel
some affinity, some deep resonant kinship with it.
I laughed, and the sounds echoed about us.
Oh, while I was walking it I knew it was in me to do it, I
said. I didn't feel it beforehand, though. I was just scared then.
And I never liked it.
Strange.
Not really. It's like the sea or the night sky. It's big and it's
powerful and it's beautiful and it's there. It's a natural force and you
make of it what you will.
She looked back along the passageway leading inward.
I'd like to see it, she said.
I wouldn't try to find my way to it from here, I told her.
Why do you want to see it, anyhow?
Just to see how I'd respond to something like that.
You're strange, I said.
Will you take me when we go back? Will you show it to me?
This was not going at all the way I'd thought it would. If she were what
I thought, I didn't understand the request. I was half tempted to take
her to it, to find out what she had in mind. However, I was operating
under a system of priorities, and I'd a feeling she represented one
concerning which I'd made myself a promise and, some elaborate
preparations.
Perhaps, I mumbled.
Please. I'd really like to see it.
She seemed sincere. But my guess felt near-perfect.
Sufficient time had passed for that strange body-shifting spirit, which
had dogged my trail in many forms, to have located a new host and then to
have zeroed in on me again and be insinuating itself into my good graces
once more. Coral was perfect for the role, her arrival appropriately
timed, her concern for my physical welfare manifest, her reflexes fast.
I'd have liked to keep her around for questioning, but I knew that she
would simply lie to me in the absence of proof or an emergency situation.
And I did not trust her. So I reviewed the spell I had prepared and hung
on my way home from Arbor House, a spell I had designed to expel a
possessing entity from its host. I hesitated a moment, though. My
feelings toward her were ambivalent. Even if she were the entity, I might
be willing to put up with her if I just knew her motive.
So, What is it that you want? I asked.
Just to see it. Honestly, she answered.
No, I mean that if you are what I think you really are, I'm asking
the big question: Why?
Frakir began to pulse upon my wrist.
Coral was silent for the space of an audible deep breath, then,
How could you tell?
You betrayed yourself in small ways discernible only to one who
has recently become paranoid, I responded.
Magic, she said. Is that it?
It's about to be, I replied. I could almost miss
you, but I can't trust you.
I spoke the guide words to the spell, letting them draw my hands smoothly
through the appropriate gestures. There followed two horrible shrieks,
and then a third.
But they weren't hers. They came from around the corner in the passageway
we had recently quitted.
What? she began.
the hell! I finished; and I rushed past her and
rounded the corner, drawing my blade as I went.
Backlighted by the distant cavemouth I beheld three figures on the floor
of the cave. Two of them were sprawled and unmoving. The third was seated
and bent forward, cursing. I advanced slowly, the point of my weapon
directed toward the seated one. His shadowy head turned in my direction,
and he climbed to his feet, still bent forward. He clutched his left hand
with his right, and he backed away until he came into contact with the
wall.
He halted there, muttering something I could not quite hear. I continued
my cautious advance, all of my senses alert. I could hear Coral moving at
my back, then I glimpsed her accompanying me on my left when the passage
widened. She had drawn her dagger, and she held it low and near to her
hip. No time now to speculate as to what my spell might have done to
her.
I halted as I came to the first of the two fallen forms. I prodded it
with the toe of my boot, ready to strike instantly should it spring into
an attack. Nothing. It felt limp, lifeless. I used my foot to turn it
over, and the head rolled back in the direction of the cavemouth. In the
light that then fell upon it I beheld a half-decayed human face. My nose
had already been informing me that this state was no mere illusion. I
advanced upon the other one and turned him, also. He, too, bore the
appearance of a decomposing corpse. While the first one clutched a dagger
in his right hand, the second was weaponless. Then I noted another
daggeron the floor, near the live man's feet. I raised my eyes to
him. This made no sense whatsoever. I'd have judged the two figures upon
the floor to have been dead for several days, at least, and I had no idea
as to what the standing man had been up to.
Uh.... Mind telling me what's going on? I inquired.
Damn you, Merlin! he snarled, and I recognized the voice.
I moved in a slow arc, stepping over the fallen ones. Coral stayed near
to my side, moving in a similar fashion. He turned his head to follow our
progress, and when the light finally fell upon his face, I saw that Jurt
was glaring at me out of his one good eyea patch covered the
otherand I saw, too, that about half of his hair was missing, the
exposed scalp covered with welts or scars, his half-regrown ear-stub
plainly visible. From this side I could also see that a bandana suitable
for covering most of this damage had slipped down around his neck. Blood
was dripping from his left hand, and I suddenly realized that his little
finger was missing.
What happened to you? I asked.
One of the zombies hit my hand with his dagger as he fell,
he said, when you expelled the spirits that animated them.
My spellto evict a possessing spirit.... They had been within
range of it....
Coral, I asked, are you all right?
Yes, she replied. But I don't
understand....
Later, I told her.
I did not ask him about his head, as I recalled my struggle with the
one-eyed werewolf in the wood to the east of Amberthe beast whose
head I had forced into the campfire. I had suspected for some time that
it had been Jurt in a shape-shifted form, even before Mandor had offered
sufficient information to confirm it.
Jurt, I began, I have been the occasion of many of
your ills, but you must realize that you brought them on yourself. If you
would not attack me, I would have no need to defend myself
There came a clicking, grinding sound. It took me several seconds to
realize that it was a gnashing of teeth. My adoption by your
father meant nothing to me, I said, beyond the fact that he
honored me by it. I was not even aware until recently that it had
occurred.
You lie! he hissed. You tricked him some way, to get
ahead of us in the succession.
You've got to be kidding, I said. We're all so far
down on the list that it doesn't matter.
Not for the Crown, you fool! For the House! Our father isn't all
that well!
I'm sorry to hear that, I said. But I'd never even
thought of it that way. And Mandor's ahead of all of us, anyhow.
And now you're second.
Not by choice. Come on! I'll never see the title. You know
that!
He drew himself upright, and when he moved I became aware of a faint
prismatic nimbus that had been clinging to his outline.
That isn't the real reason, I continued. You've
never liked me, but you're not after me because of the succession. You're
hiding something now. It's got to be something else, for all this
activity on your pan. By the way, you did send the Fire Angel, didn't
you?
It found you that fast? he said. I wasn't even sure
I could count on that. I guess it was worth the price after all.
But.... What happened?
It's dead.
You're very lucky. Too lucky, he replied.
What is it that you want, Jurt? I'd like to settle this once and
for all.
Me, too, he answered. You betrayed someone I love,
and only your death will set things right.
Who are you talking about? I don't understand.
He grinned suddenly.
You will, he said. In the last moments of your life
I'll let you know why.
I may have a long wait, then, I answered. You don't
seem to be very good at this sort of thing. Why not just tell me now and
save us both a lot of trouble?
He laughed, and the prism effect increased, and it occurred to me in that
instant what it was.
Sooner than you think, he said, for shortly I will
be more powerful than anything you ever met.
But no less clumsy, I suggested, both to him and to
whomever held his Trump, watching me through it, ready to snatch him away
in an instant....
That is you, Mask, isn't it? I said. Take him back.
You don't have to send him again either and watch him screw up. I'll
promote you on my list of priorities and come calling soon, if you'll
just give me an assurance that it's really you.
Jurt opened his mouth and said something, but I couldn't hear it because
he faded fast and his words went away with him. Something flew toward me
as this occurred; there was no need to parry it, but I couldn't stop the
reflex.
Along with two moldering corpses and Jurt's little finger, a dozen or so
roses lay scattered on the floor at my feet, there at the rainbow's end.
Chapter 5
As we walked along the beach in the direction of the harbor, Coral
finally spoke.
Does that sort of thing happen around here very often?
You should come by on a bad day, I said.
If you don't mind telling me, I'd like to hear what it was all
about.
I guess I owe you an explanation, I agreed, because
I wronged you back there, whether you know it or not.
You're serious.
Yep,
Go on. I'm really curious.
It's a long story.... I began again.
She looked ahead to the harbor, then up to Kolvir's heights.
...A long walk, too, she said.
...And you're a daughter of the prime minister of a country
with which we have somewhat touchy relations at the moment.
What do you mean?
Some of the things that are happening may represent kind of
sensitive information.
She put her hand on my shoulder and halted. She stared into my eyes.
I can keep a secret, she told me. After all, you
know mine.
I congratulated myself on having finally learned my relatives' trick of
controlling facial expression even when puzzled as all hell. She had said
something back in the cave when I had addressed her as if she were the
entity, something that sounded as if she believed I had discovered a
secret concerning her.
So I gave her a wry smile and nodded.
Just so, I said.
You're not planning on ravaging our country or anything like that,
are you? she asked.
To my knowledge, no. And I don't think it likely either.
Well, then. You can only speak from your knowledge, can't
you?
True, I agreed.
So let's hear the story.
All right.
As we walked along the strand and I spoke, to the accompaniment of the
waves' deep notes, I could not help but remember again my father's long
narrative. Was it a family trait, I wondered, to go autobiographical at a
time of troubles if the right listener turned up? For I realized I was
elaborating my telling beyond the bounds of necessity. And why should she
be the right listener, anyhow?
When we reached the port district, I realized I was hungry, anyway, and I
still had a lot of telling to do. In that it was still daylight and
doubtless considerably safer than when I'd made my nighttime visit, I
found my way over to Harbor Roadwhich was even dirtier in strong
lightand, having learned that Coral was hungry, too, I took us on
around to the rear of the cove, pausing for a few minutes to watch a
many-masted vessel with golden sails round the sea wall and head in. Then
we followed the curving way to the western shore, and I was able to
locate Seabreeze Lane without any trouble. It was still early enough that
we passed a few sober sailors. At one point a heavy, black-bearded man
with an interesting scar on his right cheek began to approach us, but a
smaller man caught up with him first and whispered something in his ear.
They both turned away.
Hey, I said. What did he want?
Nothin', the smaller man said. He don't want
nothin'. He studied me for a moment and nodded. Then, I saw
you here the other night, he added.
Oh, I said, as they continued to the next corner, turned
it, and were gone.
What was that all about? Coral said.
I didn't get to that part of the story yet.
But I remembered it vividly when we passed the place where it had
occurred. No signs of that conflict remained.
I almost passed what had been Bloody Bill's, though, because a new sign
hung above the door. It read Bloody Andy's, in fresh green
letters. The place was just the same inside, however, except for the man
behind the counter, who was taller and thinner than the shaggy, cragfaced
individual who had served me last time. His name, I learned, was Jak, and
he was Andy's brother. He sold us a bottle of Bayle's Piss and put in our
order for two fish dinners through the hole in the wall. My former table
was vacant and we took it. I laid my sword belt on the chair to my right,
with the blade partly drawn, as I had been taught etiquette required
here.
I like this place, she said.
It's...different.
Uh...yes, I agreed, glancing at two passed-out
drunksone to the front of the establishment, one to the
rearand three shifty-eyed individuals conversing in low voices off
in one corner. A few broken bottles and suspicious stains were upon the
floor, and some not-too-subtle artwork of an amorous nature hung on the
far wall. The food's quite good, I added.
I've never been in a restaurant like this, she continued,
watching a black cat, who rolled in from a rear room, wrestling with an
enormous rat.
It has its devotees, but it's a well-kept secret among
discriminating diners.
I continued my tale through a meal even better than the one I remembered.
When the door opened much later to admit a small man with a bad limp and
a dirty bandage about his head I noticed that daylight was beginning to
wane. I had just finished my story and it seemed a good time to be
leaving.
I said as much, but she put her hand on mine.
You know I'm not your entity, she said, but if you
need any kind of help I can give you, I'll do it.
You're a good listener, I said. Thanks. We'd better
be going now.
We passed out of Death Alley without incident and made our way along
Harbor Road over to Vine. The sun was getting ready to set as we headed
upward, and the cobbles passed through a variety of bright earth tones
and fire colors. Street and pedestrian traffic was light. Cooking smells
drifted on the air; leaves rattled along the road; a small yellow dragon
rode the air currents high overhead; curtains of rainbow light rippled
high in the north beyond the palace. I kept waiting, expecting more
questions from Coral than the few she had asked. They never came. If I'd
just heard my story, I think I'd have a lot of questions, unless I were
totally overpowered by it or somehow understood it thoroughly.
When we get back to the palace...? she said then.
Yes?
...You will take me to see the Pattern, won't you?
I laughed.
...Or unless something else were occupying my mind.
Right away? First thing in the door? I asked.
Yes.
Sure, I said.
Then, that off her mind, Your story changes my picture of the
world, she said, and I wouldn't presume to advise
you....
But I continued.
...If seems that the Keep of the Four Worlds holds the
answers you want. Everything else may fall into place when you learn
what's going on there. But I don't understand why you can't just do a
card for it and trump in.
Good question. There are parts of the Courts of Chaos to which no
one can trump because they change constantly and cannot be represented in
a permanent fashion. The same applies to the place where I situated
Ghostwheel. Now, the terrain around the Keep fluctuates quite a bit, but
I'm not positive that's the reason for the blockage. The place is a power
center, and I think it possible that someone diverted some of that power
into a shielding spell. A good enough magician might be able to drill
through it with a Trump, but I've a feeling that the force required would
probably set off some psychic alarm and destroy any element of
surprise.
What does the place look like, anyway? she asked.
Well.... I began. Here. I took my
notebook and Scripto from my shirt pocket and sketched. See, all
of this area is volcanic. I scribbled in a few fumaroles and wisps
of smoke. And this part is Ice Age. More scribbles.
Ocean here, mountains here....
Then it sounds as if your best bet is to use the Pattern
again, she said, studying the drawing and shaking her head.
Yes.
Do you think you'll be doing it soon?
Possibly.
How will you attack them?
I'm still working on that.
If there's any sort of way that I can help you, I meant what I
said.
There isn't.
Don't be so sure. I'm well trained. I'm resourceful. I even know a
few spells.
Thanks, I said. But no.
No discussion?
Nope.
If you change your mind....
I won't.
...Let me know.
We reached the Concourse, moved along it. The winds grew more blustery
here and something cold touched my cheek. Then again....
Snow! Coral announced, just as I realized that a few
middle-sized flakes were drifting past us, vanishing immediately when
they hit the ground.
If your party had arrived at the proper time, I observed,
you might not have had your walk.
Sometimes I'm lucky, she said.
It was snowing fairly hard by the time we reached the palace grounds. We
used the postern gate again, pausing on the walkway to gaze back down
over the light-dotted town, half screened by falling flakes. I knew she
kept looking longer than I did, because I turned to gaze at her. She
appearedhappy, I guessas if she were pasting the scene in a
mental scrapbook. So I leaned over and kissed her cheek, because it
seemed like a good idea.
Oh, she said, turning to face me. You surprised
me.
Good, I told her. I hate to telegraph these things.
Let's get the troops in out of the cold.
She smiled and took my arm.
Inside, the guard told me, Llewella wants to know whether you two
will be joining them all for dinner.
When is dinner? I asked him.
In about an hour and a half, I believe.
I glanced at Coral, who shrugged.
I guess so, I said.
Front dining room, upstairs, he told me. Shall I
pass the word to my sergeanthe's due by soonand have him
deliver it? Or do you want to
Yes, I said. Do that.
Care to wash up, change clothes...? I began, as we
walked away.
The Pattern, she said.
It would involve a lot more stairs, I told her.
She turned toward me, her face tightening, but saw that I was smiling.
This way, I said, leading her to the main hall and through
it.
I didn't recognize the guard at the end of the brief corridor that led up
to the stair. He knew who I was, though, glanced curiously at Coral,
opened the door, found us a lantern, and lit it.
I'm told there's a loose step, he remarked as he passed me
the light.
Which one is it? He shook his head.
Prince Gerard's reported it several times, he said,
but no one else seems to notice it.
Okay, I said. Thanks.
This time Coral didn't object to my going first. Of the two, this was
more intimidating than the stairway on the cliff face, mainly because you
can't see bottom and after a few paces you can't see much of anything
beyond the shell of light within which you move as you wind your way
down. And there's a heavy sense of vastness all about you. I've never
seen the place illuminated, but I gather that the impression is not
incorrect. It's a very big cavern, and you go round and round and down in
the middle of it, wondering when you'll reach the bottom.
After a time, Coral cleared her throat, then, Could we stop for a
minute? she asked.
Sure, I said, halting. Out of breath?
No, she said. How much farther?
I don't know, I replied. It seems a different
distance each time I come this way. If you want to go back and have
dinner, we can see it tomorrow. You've had a busy day.
No, she answered. But I wouldn't mind your holding
me for a minute.
It seemed an awkward place to get romantic, so I cleverly deduced that
there was another reason, said nothing, and obliged.
It took me a long while to realize that she was crying.
She was very good at concealing it.
What's the matter? I finally asked.
Nothing, she replied. Nervous reaction, maybe.
Primitive reflex. Darkness. Claustrophobia. Like that.
Let's go back.
No.
So we started down again.
About a half minute later I saw something white near the side of a lower
step. I slowed. Then I realized that it was only a handkerchief. A little
nearer, however, and I saw that it was held in place by a dagger. Also,
there were markings upon it. I halted, reached out, flattened it, and
read. THIS ONE, DAMN IT! -GERARD, It said.
Careful here, I said to Coral.
I prepared to step over it, but on an impulse I tested it lightly with
one foot. No squeaks. I shifted more weight onto it. Nothing. It felt
fine. I stood on it. The same. I shrugged.
Careful, anyway, I said.
Nothing happened when she stepped on it either, and we kept going. A
little later, I saw a flicker in the distance below. It was moving, and I
guessed someone was doing a patrol. What for? I wondered. Were there
prisoners to be tended and watched? Were certain cave mouths considered
vulnerable points? And what about the business of locking the chamber of
the Pattern and hanging the key on the wall near the door? Was there some
possible danger from that quarter? How? Why? I realized that I ought to
pursue these questions one of these days.
When we reached the bottom the guard was nowhere in sight, however. The
table, the racks, and a few foot lockerswhich constituted the
guard stationwere illuminated by a number of lanterns, but the
guard was not at his post. Too bad. It would be interesting to ask what
the orders called for in the event of an emergencyhopefully also
specifying the possible natures of various emergencies. For the first
time, though, I noticed a rope hanging down from the darkness into the
dimness beside a weapons rack. I drew upon it ever so gently and it
yielded, to be followed a moment later by a faint metallic sound from
somewhere high overhead. Interesting. Obviously, this was the alarm.
Which...way? Coral asked.
Oh, come on, I said, taking her hand, and I led her off to
the right.
I kept waiting for echoes as we moved, but none came. Periodically, I
raised the light. The darkness would recede a bit then, but nothing came
into view beyond an additional area of floor.
Coral seemed to be slowing now, and I felt a certain tension in her arm
as she hung back. I plodded on and she kept moving, however.
Finally, It shouldn't be too much longer, I said, as the
echoes began, very faintly.
Good, she replied, but she did not increase her pace. At
last the gray wall of the cavern came into view, and far off to my left
was the dark opening of the tunnel mouth I sought. I changed course and
headed toward it. When we finally reached it and entered, I felt her
flinch.
If I'd known it would bother you this much I began.
I'm really all right, she answered, and I do want to
see it. I just didn't realize that getting there would be
this...involved.
Well, the worst of it is over. Soon now, I said.
We came to the first side passage to the left fairly quickly and went on
by. There was another shortly thereafter, and I slowed and extended the
lantern toward it.
Who knows? I commented. That could take you through
some strange route back to the beach.
I'd rather not check it out.
We walked for some time before we passed the third opening. I gave it a
quick glance. There was a vein of some bright mineral partway back in
it.
I speeded up and she kept pace, our footsteps ringing loudly now. We
passed the fourth opening. The fifth.... From somewhere, it seemed I
heard faint strains of music.
She glanced at me inquiringly when we neared the sixth passageway, but I
just kept going. It was the seventh that I wanted, and when we finally
came to it I turned, took a few paces, halted, and raised the lantern. We
stood before a big metal-bound door.
I took the key down from the hook on the wall to my right, inserting it
in the lock, turned it, withdrew it, and rehung it. Then I put my
shoulder against the door and pushed hard. There followed a long moment
of resistance, then slow movement accompanied shortly by a complaint from
a tight hinge. Frakir tightened upon my wrist, but I kept pushing till
the door was opened wide. Then I stood to the side and held it for
Coral.
She moved a few steps past me into that strange chamber and halted. I
stepped away and let the door swing shut, then came up beside her.
So that's it, she remarked.
Roughly elliptical, the intricately wound oval form of the Pattern glowed
blue-white within the floor. I set the lantern aside. It wasn't really
necessary, the glow from the Pattern providing more than sufficient
illumination. I stroked Frakir, calming her. A jet of sparks rose at the
far end of the great design, subsided quickly, occurred again nearer to
us. The chamber seemed filled with a half familiar pulsing I had never
consciously noted before. On an impulseto satisfy a long-held
point of curiosityI summoned the Sign of the Logrus.
This was a mistake.
Immediately the image of the Logrus flared before me, sparks erupted
along the entire length of the Pattern, and a high-pitched banshee wail
rose from somewhere. Frakir went wild, my ears felt as if icicles had
been driven into them, and the brightness of the writhing Sign hurt my
eyes. I banished the Logrus in that instant, and the turmoil began to
subside.
What, she asked me, was that?
I tried to smile, didn't quite manage it.
A little experiment I'd always meant to try, I told her.
Did you learn anything from it?
Not to do it again, perhaps, I answered.
Or at least not till the company's left, she said.
That hurt.
She moved nearer to the edge of the Pattern, which had calmed itself
again.
Eerie, she observed. Like a light in a dream. But
it's gorgeous. And all of you have to walk it to come into your
heritage?
Yes. She moved slowly to the right, following its
perimeter. I followed her as she strolled, her gaze roving across the
bright expanse of arcs and turns, short straight lines, long sweeping
curves.
I assume it is difficult?
Yes. The trick is to keep pushing and not to stop trying even if
you stop moving, I replied.
We walked on, to the right, circling slowly around to the rear. The
design seemed to be within the floor rather than upon it, seen as through
a layer of glass. But nowhere was the surface slippery.
We paused for a minute or so while she took its measure from a new
angle.
So how are you responding to it? I finally asked.
Esthetically, she said.
Anything else?
Power, she said. It seems to radiate
something.
She leaned forward and waved her hand above the nearest line. It's
almost a physical pressure, she added then.
We moved farther, passing along the back length of the grand design. I
could see across the Pattern, to the place where the lantern glowed on
the floor near to the entranceway. Its light was negligible beside the
greater illumination we regarded now.
Shortly, Coral halted again. She pointed.
What is this single line, which seems to end right here?
she asked.
It's not the end, I said. It's the beginning. That
is the place where one commences the walking of the Pattern.
She moved nearer, passing her hand above it also.
Yes, she said after a moment. I can feel that it
starts here.
For how long we stood there, I am uncertain. Then she reached out, took
hold of my hand and squeezed it.
Thanks, she said, for everything.
I was about to ask her why that had such a final sound about it, when she
moved forward and set her foot upon the line.
No! I cried. Stop!
But it was too late. Her foot was already in place, brightness outlining
the sole of her boot.
Don't move! I said. Whatever you do, stay
still! She did as I said, holding her position. I licked my lips,
which suddenly seemed very dry.
Now, try to raise the foot you placed upon the line and draw it
back. Can you do it?
No, she replied.
I knelt beside her and studied it. Theoretically, once you'd set foot
upon the Pattern there was no turning back. You had no choice but to
continue and either make it through or be destroyed somewhere along the
way. On the other hand, she should already be dead. Theoretically, again,
anyone not of the blood of Amber shouldn't be able to set foot upon it
and live. So much for theory.
Hell of a time to ask, I said. But why'd you do it?
You indicated to me back in the cave that my guess was correct.
You said that you knew what I was.
I recalled what I'd said, but that was with reference to my guess at her
being the body-shifting entity. What could she have taken it to mean that
had to do with the Pattern? But even as I sought after a spell that might
free her from the Pattern's hold, the obvious answer to things drifted
into my mind.
Your connection with the House...? I said softly.
King Oberon supposedly had an affair with my mother before I was
born, she said. The timing would have been right. It was
only a rumor, though. I couldn't get anyone to provide details. So I was
never certain. But I dreamed of it being true. I wanted it to be true. I
hoped to find some tunnel that would bring me to this place. I wanted to
sneak in and walk the Pattern and have the shadows unfold before me. But
I was afraid, too, because I knew that if I were wrong I would die. Then,
when you said what you said, you answered my dream. But I did not stop
being afraid. I am still afraid. Only now I'm afraid that I won't be
strong enough to make it.
That sense of familiarity I had felt when I first met her.... I
suddenly realized that it was a general family resemblance that had
caused it. Her nose and brow reminded me a bit of Fiona, her chin and
cheekbones something of Flora. Her hair and eyes and height and build
were her own, though. But she certainly did not resemble her nominal
father or sister.
I thought again of a faintly leering portrait of my grandfather which I
had often studied, in an upstairs hallway, to the west. The lecherous old
bastard really got around. Giving him his due, though, he was a very
good-looking man....
I sighed and rose to my feet. I laid a hand upon her shoulder.
Listen, Coral, I said. All of us were well briefed
before we tried it. I am going to tell you about it before you take
another step, and while I speak you may feel energy flowing from me into
you. I want you to be as strong as possible. When you take your next step
I do not want you to stop again until you have reached the middle. I may
call out instructions to you as you move along, also. Do whatever I say
immediately, without thinking about it.
First I will tell you about the Veils, the places of
resistance....
For how long I spoke, I do not know.
I watched as she approached the First Veil.
Ignore the chill and the shocks, I said. They can't
hurt you. Don't let the sparks distract you. You're about to hit major
resistance. Don't start breathing rapidly.
I watched her push her way through.
Good, I said, as she came onto an easier stretch, deciding
against telling her that the next Veil was far worse. By the way,
don't think that you're going crazy. Shortly, it will begin playing head
games with you
It already has, she responded. What should I
do?
It's probably mostly memories. Just let them flow, and keep your
attention on the path.
She continued, and I talked her through the Second Veil. The sparks
reached almost to her shoulders before she was out of it. I watched her
struggle through arc after arc, then tricky curves and long, sweeping
ones, turns, reversals. There were times when she moved quickly, times
when she was slowed almost to a standstill. But she kept moving. She had
the idea, and it seemed she had the will. I did not think that she really
needed me now. I was certain that I had nothing left to offer, that the
outcome was entirely in her own hands.
So I shut up and watched, irritated with but unable to prevent my own
leaning and turning, shifting and pressing, as if I were out there
myself, anticipating, compensating.
When she came to the Grand Curve she was a living flame. Her progress was
very slow, but there was a relentless quality to it. Whatever the
outcome, I knew that she was being changed, had been changed already,
that the Pattern was inscribing itself upon her, and that she was very
near to the end of its statement. I almost cried out as she seemed to
stop for a moment, but the words died in my throat as she shuddered once,
then continued. I wiped my brow on my sleeve as she approached the Final
Veil. Whatever the outcome, she had proved her suspicions. Only a child
of Amber could have survived as she had.
I do not know how long it took her to pierce the last Veil. Her effort
became timeless, and I was caught up in that protracted moment. She was a
burning study in extreme slow motion, the nimbus that enshrouded her
lighting up the entire chamber like a great blue candle.
And then she was through and onto that final short arc, the last three
steps of which may well be the most difficult part of the entire Pattern.
Some sort of psychic surface tension seems joined with the physical
inertia one encounters just before the point of emergence.
Again, I thought she had stoppped, but it was only an appearance. It was
like watching someone doing tai chi, the painful slowness of that trio of
paces. But she completed it and moved again. If the final step didn't
kill her, then she was home free. Then we could talk....
That final moment went on and on and on. Then I saw her foot move forward
and depart the Pattern. Shortly, the other foot followed and she stood
panting at the center. Congratulations! I shouted.
She waved weakly with her right hand while slowly raising her left to
cover her eyes. She stood thus for the a better part of a minute, and one
who has walked the Pattern understands the feeling. I did not call out
again, but let her recover, giving her the silence in which to enjoy her
triumph.
The Pattern seemed to be glowing more brightly just then, as it often
does immediately after being traversed. This gave a fairyland quality to
the grottoall blue light and shadowand made a mirror of
that small, still pool in the far corner where blind fish swim. I tried
to think ahead to what this act might mean, for Coral, for Amber....
She straightened suddenly.
I'm going to live, she announced.
Good, I replied. You have a choice now, you
know.
What do you mean? she asked.
You are now in a position to command the Pattern to transport you
anywhere, I explained. So you could just have it deposit
you back here again, or you could save yourself a long walk by having it
return you to your suite right now. As much as I enjoy your company, I'd
recommend the latter since you're probably pretty tired. Then you can
soak in a nice warm bath and take your time dressing for dinner. I'll
meet you in the dining room. Okay?
I saw that she was smiling as she shook her head.
I'm not going to waste an opportunity like this, she said.
Listen, I know the feeling, I told her. But I think
you should restrain yourself. Rushing off someplace weird could be
dangerous, and coming back could be tricky when you haven't had any
training in shadow walking.
It's just sort of a will and expectation thing, isn't it?
she asked. You kind of impose images on the environment as you go
along, don't you?
It's trickier than that, I said. You have to learn
to capitalize on certain features as points of departure. Normally, one
is accompanied on one's first shadow walk by someone with
experience
Okay, I get the idea.
Not enough, I said. Ideas are fine, but there's
feedback, too. There's a certain feeling you get when it begins working.
That can't be taught. It has to be experiencedand until you're
sure of it, you should have someone along for a guide.
Seems like trial and error would do.
Maybe, I answered. But supposing you wound up in
danger? That'd be a hell of a time to start learning. Kind of
distracting
All right. You made your point. Fortunately, I'm not planning on
anything that would put me in such a position.
What are you planning?
She straightened and gestured widely.
Ever since I learned about the Pattern, there's been something I
wanted to try if I got this far, she said.
What might that be?
I'm going to ask it to send me where I should go.
I don't understand.
I'm going to leave the choice up to the Pattern.
I shook my head.
It doesn't work that way, I told her. You have to
give it an order to transport you.
How do you know that?
It's just the way it works.
Have you ever tried what I'm saying?
No. Nothing would happen.
Has anyone you know of ever tried it?
It would be a waste of time. Look, you're talking as if the
Pattern is somehow sentient, is capable of coming to a decision on its
own and executing it.
Yes, she replied. And it must know me real well
after what I've just been through with it. So I'm just going to ask its
advice and
Wait! I said.
Yes?
On the off chance that something happens, how do you plan on
getting back?
I'll walk, I guess. So you're admitting that something
could happen?
Yes, I said. It's conceivable that you have an
unconscious desire to visit a place, and that it will read that and take
you there if you give a transport order. That won't prove that the
Pattern is sentient, just that it's sensitive. Now, if it were me
standing there, I'd be afraid to take a chance like that. Supposing I
have suicidal tendencies I'm not aware of? Or
You're reaching, she answered. You're really
reaching.
I'm just counseling you to play it safe. You have your whole life
to go exploring. It would be silly to
Enough! she said. My mind's made up, and that's it.
It feels right. See you later, Merlin.
Wait! I cried again. All right. Do it if you must.
But let me give you something first.
What?
A means of getting out of a tight spot in a hurry. Here.
I withdrew my Trumps, shuffled out my own card. Then I unfastened my
dagger and sheath from my belt. I wrapped my card around the haft and
tied it there with my handkerchief.
You have an idea how to use a Trump?
You just stare and think of the person till there's contact, don't
you?
That'll do, I said. Here's mine. Take it with you.
Call me when you want to come home, and I'll bring you back.
I tossed it out across the Pattern, underhand. She caught it easily and
hung it on her belt on the side opposite her own.
Thanks, she said, straightening. I guess I'll give
it a try now.
Just in case it really works, don't stay long. Okay?
Okay, she answered, and she closed her eyes.
An instant later she was gone. Oh, my.
I moved to the edge of the Pattern and held my hand above it until I
could feel the forces stirring there.
You'd better know what you're doing, I said. I want
her back.
A spark shot upward and tickled my palm.
You trying to tell me you're really sentient?
Everything swirled about me. The dizziness passed in an instant, and the
first thing I noticed then was that the lantern was beside my right foot.
When I looked about I realized that I was standing on the other side of
the Pattern from where I had been and was now near the door.
I was within your field and I'm already attuned, I said.
It was just my unconscious desire to get out.
Then I hefted the lantern, locked the door behind me, and hung the key
back on its hook. I still didn't trust the thing. If it had really wanted
to be helpful, it would have sent me directly to my quarters and saved me
all those stairs.
I hurried along the tunnel. It was by far the most interesting first date
I'd ever had.
Chapter 6
As I passed out of the main hall and headed along the back hallway which
would take me to any of a number of stairs, a fellow in black leathers
and various pieces of rusty and shiny chain emerged from a corridor to my
right, halted, and stared at me. His hair was of an orange Mohawk cut and
there were several silver rings in his left ear near what looked like an
electrical outlet of some sort.
Merlin? he said. You okay?
For the moment, I replied as I drew nearer, trying to place
him, there in the dimness.
Martin! I said. You're...changed.
He chuckled.
I'm just back from a very interesting shadow, he said.
Spent over a year thereone of those places where time runs
like hell.
I'd judgejust guessingthat it was high-tech,
urban....
Right.
I thought you were a country boy.
I got over it. Now I know why my dad likes cities and
noise.
You a musician, too?
Some. Different sounds, though. You going to be at dinner?
I was planning on it. As soon as I get cleaned up and
changed.
See you there, then. We've a lot of things to talk about.
Sure thing, Cousin.
He clasped my shoulder and released it as I passed. His grip was still
strong.
I walked on. Before I'd gone very far, I felt the beginning of a Trump
contact. I halted and reached quickly, figuring it was Coral wanting to
return. Instead, my eyes met those of Mandor, who smiled faintly.
Ah, very good, he said. You are alone and apparently
safe.
As things came clearer I saw that Fiona was standing beside him, standing
very close as a matter of fact.
I'm okay, I said. I'm back in Amber. You all
right?
Intact, he said, looking past me, though there was not much
to see beyond wall and a bit of tapestry. Would you care to come
through? I asked.
I'd love to see Amber, he replied. But that pleasure
will have to await another occasion. We are somewhat occupied at the
moment.
You've discovered the cause of the disturbances? I asked.
He glanced at Fiona, then back at me.
Yes and no, he said. We've some interesting leads
but no certainty at the moment.
Uh, what can I do for you then? I asked.
Fiona extended her index finger and suddenly became much clearer. I
realized that she must have reached out and touched my Trump for better
contact.
We've had an encounter with a manifestation of that machine you
built, she said. Ghostwheel.
Yes? I said.
You're right, it's sentientsocial AI as well as
technical.
I was already certain it could pass the Turing test.
Oh, no doubt about that, she responded, since by
definition the Turing test requires a machine capable of lying to people
and misleading them.
What are you getting at, Fiona? I asked.
It's not just social AI. It's downright antisocial, she
replied. I think your machine is crazy.
What did it do? I asked. Attack you?
No, nothing physical. It's wacky and mendacious and insulting, and
we're too busy to go into details right now. I'm not saying it couldn't
get nasty, though. I don't know. We just wanted to warn you not to trust
it.
I smiled.
That's it? End of message? I said.
For now, she answered, lowering her finger and growing
dim.
I shifted my gaze to Mandor and was about to explain that I had built a
host of safeguards into the thing, so that not just anybody could access
it. Mainly, though, I wanted to tell him about Jurt. But our
communication was suddenly severed, as I felt another presence reaching
toward me.
I was intrigued by the sensation. I had occasionally wondered what would
occur if someone tried for a Trump contact when I was already in touch
with someone else via a Trump. Would it turn into a conference call?
Would someone get a busy signal? Would it put the other party on hold?
I'd doubted I'd ever find out, though. It just seemed statistically
unlikely. However....
Merlin, baby. I'm okay.
Luke!
Mandor and Fiona were definitely gone. I'm really okay now,
Merle.
You sure?
Yeah, as soon as I started coming down I switched to a fast lane.
In this shadow it's been several days since I've seen you.
He was wearing sunglasses and green swim trunks. He was seated at a small
table beside a swimming pool in the shade of a great umbrella, the
remains of a large lunch spread before him. A lady in a blue bikini dived
into the pool and passed from my line of sight.
Well, I'm glad to hear about that and
So what happened to me, anyhow? I remember you said something
about someone slipping me some acid when I was a prisoner back at the
Keep. Is that how it went?
It seems very likely.
I guess that's what happens when you drink the water, he
mused. Okay. What's been going on while I've been out of
it?
Knowing how much to tell him was always a problem. So, Where do we
stand? I asked.
Oh. That, he said.
Yeah.
Well, I've had a chance to do a lot of thinking, he
replied, and I'm going to call it quits. Honor has been satisfied.
It's pointless to keep pushing this thing against everybody else. But I'm
not about to put myself in Random's hands for a kangaroo trial. Now it's
your turn: Where do I stand so far as Amber's concerned? Should I be
looking over my shoulder?
Nobody's said anything yet, one way or the other. But Random is
out of town now and I just got back myself. I haven't really had a chance
to learn what the others' feelings might be on this thing.
He removed his sunglasses and studied me. The fact that Random's
out of town....
No, I know he's not after you, I said, because he's
in Kash and I tried to stop it just a syllable too late.
Kashfa?
So I understand.
What the hell's he doing there? Amber was never interested in the
place before.
There's been a...death, I explained. Some kind
of shake-up going on.
Ha! Luke remarked. That bastard finally bought it.
Good! But.... Hey! Why's Amber moving in so sudden-like,
huh?
Don't know, I said.
He chuckled. Rhetorical question, he said. I can see
what's going on. I've got to admit Random's got style. Listen, when you
find out who he puts on the throne let me know, will you? I like to keep
abreast of doings in the old hometown.
Oh, sure, I said, trying unsuccessfully to determine
whether such information could be harmful. It would become public
knowledge very soon, if it wasn't already.
So what else is going on? That other person who was Vinta
Bayle...?
Gone, I said. I don't know where.
Very strange, he mused. I don't think we've seen the
last of her. She was Gail, too. I'm sure. Let me know if she comes back,
will you?
Okay. You want to ask her out again?
He shrugged, then smiled. I could think of worse ways to spend
some time.
You're lucky she didn't try to take you out, literally.
I'm not so sure she would've, he replied. We always
got along pretty well. Anyhow, none of this is the main reason I
called....
I nodded, having already guessed as much.
How's my mother doing? he asked.
Hasn't stirred, I answered. She's safe.
That's something, he said. You know, it's kind of
undignified for a queen to be in that position. A coatrack. Jeez!
I agree, I agreed. But what's the
alternative?
Well, I'd sort of like to...get her freed, he said.
What'll it take?
You raise a very thorny issue, I stated.
I sort of figured that.
I've a strong feeling she's the one behind this revenge business,
Luke, that she's the one who put you up to going after everybody. Like
with that bomb. Like encouraging you to set up that private army with
modern weapons, to use against Amber. Like trying for a hit on me every
spring. Like
Okay, okay. You're right. I don't deny it. But things have
changed
Yeah. Her plans fell through and we've got her.
That's not what I meant. I'm changed. I understand her now, and I
understand myself better. She can't push me around that way
anymore.
Why is that?
That trip I was on.... It shook loose my thinking quite a
bit. About her and me. I've had several days now to mull over what some
of it meant, and I don't think she can pull the same crap on me that she
used to.
I recalled the red-haired woman tied to the stake, tormented by demons.
There was a resemblance, now I thought of it.
But she's still my mother, he went on, and I don't
like leaving her in the position she's in. What kind of deal might be
possible for turning her loose?
I don't know, Luke. I answered. The matter hasn't
come up yet. .
Well, she's your prisoner, actually.
But her plans were directed against all of us.
True, but I won't be helping her with them anymore. She really
needs someone like me for carrying them out.
Right. And if she doesn't have you to help, what's to prevent her
from finding someone like you, as you put it? She'd still be dangerous if
we let her go.
But you know about her now. That would crimp her style quite a
bit.
It might just make her more devious.
He sighed. I suppose there's some truth in that, he
admitted. But she's as venal as most people. It's just a matter of
finding the right price.
I can't see Amber buying someone off that way.
I can.
Not when that person is already a prisoner here.
That does complicate matters a little, he acknowledged.
But I hardly think it's an insurmountable barrier. Not if she's
more useful to you free than as a piece of furniture.
You've lost me, I said. What are you
proposing?
Nothing yet. I'm just sounding you out.
Fair enough. But offhand, I can't see a situation such as you
describe arising. More valuable to us free than a prisoner.... I
guess we'd go where the value lies. But these are just words.
Just trying to plant a seed or two while I work on it. What is
your greatest concern right now?
Me? Personally? You really want to know?
You bet.
Okay. My mad brother Jurt has apparently allied himself with the
sorcerer Mask back at the Keep. The two of them are out to get me. Jurt
made an attempt just this afternoon, but I can see it's really a
challenge from Mask. I'm going to take them on soon.
Hey, I didn't know you had a brother!
Half-brother. I have a couple of others, too. But I can get along
with them. Jurt's been after me for a long time.
That's really something. You never mentioned them.
We never talked family. Remember?
Yeah. But you've got me puzzled now. Who's this Mask? I seem to
remember your mentioning him before. It's really Sharu Garrul, isn't
it?
I shook my head.
When I brought your mother out of the citadel she left the company
of a similarly stricken old guy with RINALDO carved on his leg. I was
trading spells with Mask at the time.
Most strange, Luke said. Then he's a usurper. And
he's the one slipped me the acid?
That seems most likely.
Then I have a score to settle with him, tooapart from what
he did to my mother. How tough is Jurt?
Well, he's nasty. But he's kind of clumsy, too. At least, he's
screwed up whenever we've fought and left a piece of himself
behind.
He could also be learning from his mistakes, you know.
That's true. And he said something kind of cryptic today, now you
mention it. He talked as if he were about to become very
powerful.
Uh-oh, Luke said. Sounds as if this Mask is using
him as a guinea pig.
For what?
The Fount of Power, man. There's a steady, pulsing source of pure
energy inside the Citadel, you know. Inter-Shadow stuff. Comes from the
four worlds jamming together there.
I know. I've seen it in action.
I've got a feeling that this Mask is still in the process of
getting a handle on it.
He had a pretty good grip when we met.
Yeah, but there's more to it than plugging into a wall outlet.
There are all sorts of subtleties he's probably just becoming aware of
and exploring.
Such as?
Bathing a person in it will, if he's properly protected, do
wonders for strength, stamina, and magical abilities. That part's easy
for a person with some training to learn. I've been through it myself.
But old Sharu's notes were in his lab, and there was something more in
thema way of replacing part of the body with energy, really
packing it in. Very dangerous. Easily fatal. But if it works you get
something special, a kind of superman, a sort of living Trump.
I've heard that term before, Luke....
Probably, he replied. My father undertook the
process, with himself as the subject
That's it! I said. Corwin claimed that Brand had
become some sort of living Trump. Made it almost impossible to nail
him.
Luke gritted his teeth.
Sorry, I said. But that's where I heard about it. So
that was the secret of Brand's power....
Luke nodded.
I get the impression this Mask thinks he knows how it was done and
is getting ready to try it on your brother.
Shit! I observed. That's all I need. Jurt as a
magical being or a natural forceor whatever the hell. This is
serious. How much do you know about the process?
Oh, I know most of it, in theory. I wouldn't mess with it, though.
I think it takes away something of your humanity. You don't much give a
shit about other people or human values afterward. I think that's part of
what happened to my father.
What could I say? Maybe that part was true and maybe it wasn't. I was
sure Luke wanted to believe in some external cause for his father's
treachery. I knew I'd never contradict him on it, even if I learned
differently. And so I laughed.
With Jurt, I said, there'd be no way of telling the
difference.
Luke smiled. Then, You could get dead going up against a guy like
that, along with a sorcerer, on their own turf.
What choice have I got? I asked. They're after me.
Better to move now. Jurt hasn't had the treatment yet. Does it take
long?
Well, there are fairly elaborate preliminaries, but the subject
doesn't have to be present for some of them. It all depends on how far
along Mask is with the work.
I'd better move pretty fast then.
I won't have you going in there alone, he said. It
could be suicide. I know the place. I also have a small force of mercs
bivouacked in Shadow and ready for action on short notice. If we can get
them in, they can hold off the guards, maybe even take them out.
Will that fancy ammo work there?
No. We tried it when I pulled the glider attack. It'll have to be
hand to hand. Body armor and machetes, maybe. I'll have to work it
out.
We could use the Pattern to get in, but the troops
can't...and Trumps aren't reliable for that place.
I know. I'll have to work on that, too.
Then it would be you and me against Jurt and Mask. If I tell any
of the others here, they'll try to stop me till Random gets back, and
that may be too late.
He smiled. You know, my mother would really be useful in
there, he said. She knows more about the Fount than I
do.
No! I said. She tried to kill me.
Easy, man. Easy, he said. Hear me out.
Besides, she lost to Mask last time they met. That's why she's a
coatrack.
All the more reason for her to be wary now. Anyway, it had to be
trickery, not skill. She's good. Mask must have surprised her. She'd be a
real asset, Merle.
No! She wants all of us dead!
Details, he explained. After Caine, the rest of you
are just symbolic enemies. Mask is a real one, who took something away
from her and still has it. Given the choice, she'll go after
Mask.
And if we're successful, she'll turn on Amber afterward.
Not at all, he said. That's the beauty of my
plan.
I don't want to hear about it.
Because you already know you'll agree, right? I just figured a way
to solve all your problems. Give her the Keep after it's liberated, as a
kind of peace offering, to forget her differences with you guys.
Just hand her this terrible power?
If she were going to use it against you, she'd have done it a long
time ago. She's afraid to employ it in the extreme. With Kashfa down the
tubes, she'll grab at the chance to salvage something. That's where the
value lies.
You really think so?
Better Queen of the Keep than a coatrack in Amber.
Damn you, Luke. You always make the stupidest things sound sort of
attractive.
It's an art, he replied. What do you say?
I've got to think about it, I said.
Better think fast, then. Jurt may be bathing in that glow right
now.
Don't pressure me, man. I said I'll think about it. This is only
one of my problems. I'm going to eat dinner now and mull things
over.
Want to tell me about your other problems, too? Maybe I can work
them into the package some way.
No, damn it! I'll call you back...soon. Okay?
Okay. But I'd better be around when you snap Mom out of it, to
kind of smooth things over. You have figured out how to break the spell,
haven't you?
Yes.
Glad to know that. I wasn't sure how to do it, and I can stop
working on it now. I'm going to finish here and go shape up the
troops, he said, eyeing the lady in the bikini who had just
emerged from the pool. Call me.
Okay, I said, and he was gone.
Damn. Amazing. No wonder Luke kept winning those sales awards. I had to
admit it was a good pitch, despite my feelings about Jasra. And Random
had not ordered me to keep her a prisoner. Of course, he had not had much
opportunity to tell me anything the last time we had been together. Would
she really behave as Luke said, though? It made a sort of sense, but then
people seldom keep company with rationality at times when they should.
I passed along the hallway and decided to use the back stair. As I made
the turn, I saw that there was a figure standing near the top. It was a
woman, and she was looking the other way. She had on a full-length
red-and yellow gown. Her hair was very dark and she had lovely
shoulders....
She turned when she heard my tread, and I saw that it was Nayda. She
studied my face.
Lord Merlin, she said, can you tell me where my
sister is? I understand she went off with you earlier.
She was admiring some art, and then she had a little errand she
wanted to run afterward, I replied. I'm not sure exactly
where she was going, but she gave the impression she'd be back pretty
soon.
All right, she said. It's just that it's getting
near to dinnertime, and we'd expected her to be joining us. Did she enjoy
her afternoon?
I believe she did, I said.
She's been a bit moody recently. We were hoping this trip would
cheer her up. She was looking forward to it quite a bit.
She seemed pretty cheerfull when I left her, I admitted.
Oh, where was that?
Near here, I said.
Where all did you go?
We had a long walk in and about town, I explained. I
showed her a bit of the palace, also.
Then she's in the palace right now?
She was the last time I saw her. But she might have stepped
out.
I see, she said. I'm sorry I didn't really get to
talk to you at any length earlier. I feel as if I've known you for a long
while.
Oh? I said. Why is that?
I read through your file several times. It's kind of
fascinating.
File?
It's no secret that we keep files on people we're likely to
encounter in our line of work. There's a file on everyone in the House of
Amber, of course, even those who don't have much to do with
diplomacy.
I'd never thought about it, I said, but it
figures.
Your early days are glossed over, of course, and your recent
troubles are very confusing.
They're confusing to me, too, I said. You trying to
update the file?
No, just curious. If your problems have ramifications that may
involve Begma, we have an interest in them.
How is it that you know of them at all?
We have very good intelligence sources. Small kingdoms often
do.
I nodded.
I won't press you on your sources, but we're not having a fire
sale on classified data.
You misunderstand me, she said. I'm not trying to
update that file either. I was trying to discover whether I might be able
to offer you assistance.
Thank you. I appreciate that, I told her. I can't
really think of any way you could help me, though.
She smiled, showing what seemed a set of perfect teeth.
I can't be more precise without knowing more, she said.
But if you decide that you do want helpor if you just want
to talkcome and see me.
Well taken, I said. I'll see you at dinner.
Later, too, I hope, she said, as I passed her and turned
down the hall.
What had she meant by that last bit? I wondered. Was she talking
assignation? If so, her motives seemed awfully transparent. Or was she
merely expressing her desire for information? I was not certain.
As I passed along the hallway in the direction of my rooms I noted an odd
lighting phenomenon ahead of me: A bright white band about six or eight
inches in width ran up both walls, across the ceiling, and over the
floor. I slowed as I neared it, wondering whether someone had introduced
a new method of illuminating the place in my absence.
As I stepped over the band on the floor, everything disappeared, except
for the light itself, which resolved into a perfect circle, flipped once
about me and settled on a level with my feet, myself at its center. The
world appeared beyond the circle, suddenly, and it looked as if it were
made of green glass formed into a dome. The surface on which I stood was
reddish, irregular and moist in the pale light. It was not until a large
fish swam by that I realized I might be underwater, standing on a ridge
of coral.
This is pretty as all hell, I said, but I was trying
to get to my apartment.
Just showing off a bit, came a familiar voice which sounded
eerily all about my magic circle. Am I a god?
You can call yourself whatever you want, I said.
Nobody will disagree with you.
It might be fun being a god.
Then what does that make me? I asked.
That's a difficult theological question.
Theological, my ass. I'm a computer engineer, and you know I built
you, Ghost.
A sound like a sigh filled my submarine cell.
It's hard to get away from one's roots.
Why try? What's wrong with roots? All of the best plants have
them.
Pretty bloom above, mire and muck below.
In your case it's metal and an interesting cryogenic
setupand quite a few other thingsall of them very
clean.
Maybe it's mire and muck that I need, then.
You feeling all right, Ghost?
I'm still trying to find myself.
Everyone goes through phases like that. It'll pass.
Really?
Really.
When? How? Why?
It would be cheating to tell. Besides, it's different for
everyone.
A whole school of fish swam bylittle black-and-red-striped guys.
I can't quite swing the omniscience business... Ghost
said after a time.
That's okay. Who needs it? I said.
...And I'm still working on omnipotence.
That one's hard, too, I agreed.
You're very understanding, Dad.
I try. You got any special problems?
You mean, apart from the existential?
Yeah.
No. I brought you here to warn you about a fellow named Mandor.
He's
He's my brother, I said. There was silence.
Then, That would make him my uncle, wouldn't it?
I guess so.
How about the lady with him? She
Fiona's my aunt.
My great-aunt. Oh, my!
What's wrong?
It's bad form to speak ill of relatives, isn't it?
Not in Amber, I said. In Amber we do it all the
time.
The circle of light flipped again. We were back in the hallway.
Now that we're in Amber, he said, I want to speak
ill of them. I wouldn't trust them if I were you. I think they're a
little crazy. Also insulting and mendacious.
I laughed. You're becoming a true Amberite.
I am?
Yes. That's the way we are. Nothing to worry about. What came down
between you, anyhow?
I'd rather work it out on my own, if you don't mind.
Whatever you think is best.
I don't really need to warn you about them?
No.
Okay. That was my main concern. I guess I'll go and try the mire
and muck bit now
Wait.
What?
You seem pretty good at transporting things through Shadow these
days.
I seem to be improving, yes.
What about a small band of warriors and their leader?
I think I could manage that.
And me.
Of course. Where are they and where do you want go?
I fished in my pocket, found Luke's Trump, held it before me.
But...He's the one you warned me not to trust, Ghost
said.
It's okay now, I told him. Just for this matter.
Nothin else though. Things have changed a bit.
I don't understand. But if you say so.
Can you run him down and set things up?
I should be able to. Where do you want to go?
Do you know the Keep of the Four Worlds?
Yes. But that's a dangerous place, Dad. Very tricky coming and
going. And that's where the red-haired lady tried to lay a power lock on
me.
Jasra.
I never knew her name.
She's Luke's mother, I explained, waving his Trump.
Bad blood, Ghost stated. Maybe we shouldn't have
anything to do with either of them.
She might be coming with us, I said.
Oh, no. That's a dangerous lady. You don't want her along.
Especially not in a place where she's strong. She might try to grab me
again. She might succeed.
She'll be too occupied with other matters, I said,
and I may need her. So start thinking of her as part of the
package.
Are you sure you know what you're doing?
I'm afraid so.
When do you want to go there?
That depends in part on when Luke's troops will be ready. Why
don't you go and find out?
All right. But I still think you might be making a mistake, going
into that place with those people.
I need someone who can help, and the die is damned well
cast, I said.
Ghost coalesced to a point and winked out.
I drew a deep breath, changed my mind about sighing, and moved on toward
my nearest door, which was not that much farther up the hall. As I was
reaching for it I felt the movement of a Trump contact. Coral?
I opened myself to it. Mandor appeared before me again.
Are you all right? he asked immediately. We were cut
off in such an odd fashion.
I'm fine, I told him. We were cut off in a
once-in-a-lifetime fashion. Not to worry.
You seem a trifle agitated.
That's because it's an awfully long walk from downstairs to
upstairs with all the powers of the universe converging to slow
me.
I don't understand.
It's been a rough day, I said. See you
later.
I did want to talk with you some more, about those stones and the
new Pattern and
Later, I said. I'm waiting on an incoming
call.
Sorry. No rush. I'll check back.
He broke the contact and I reached for the latch. I wondered whether it
would solve everybody's problems if I could turn Ghost into an answering
service.
Chapter 7
I hung my cloak on Jasra and my weapons belt on the bedpost. I cleaned my
boots, washed my hands and face, hunted up a fancy ivory shirtall
ruffled, brocaded, froggedand put it on, along with a pair of gray
trousers. Then I brushed off my deep purple jacket, the one on which I'd
once laid a spell to make the wearer seem a little more charming, witty,
and trustworthy than is actually the case. It seemed a good occasion for
getting some use out of it.
As I was brushing my hair there came a knock on the door.
Just a minute, I called.
I finished upwhich left me ready to go and also, probably, running
latethen went to the door, unbarred it, and opened it.
Bill Roth stood there in browns and reds, looking like an aging
condottiere.
Bill! I said, clasping his hand, arm, and shoulder and
leading him in. Good to see you. I'm just back from some troubles
and about to take off after more. I didn't know whether you were here in
the palace now or what. I was going to look you up again as soon as
things slowed a bit.
He smiled and punched my shoulder lightly.
I'll be at dinner, he replied, and Hendon said you'd
be there, too. I thought I'd come up and walk over with you, though,
since those Begman people will be there.
Oh? You got some news?
Yes. Any fresh word on Luke?
I was just talking to him. He says the vendetta's off.
Any chance of his wanting to justify himself at that hearing you
asked me about?
Not from the way he sounded.
Too bad. I've bean doing a lot of research, and there are some
good precendents for the vendetta defenselike, there was your
uncle Osric, who took on the whole House of Karen over the death of a
relative on his mother's side. Oberon was particularly friendly with
Karen in those days, too, and Osric offed three of them. Oberon acquitted
him at a hearing, though, basing his decision on earlier cases, and he
even went further by stating a kind of general rule
Oberon also sent him off to the front lines in a particularly
nasty war, I interrupted, from which he did not
return.
I wasn't aware of that part, Bill said, but he did
come off well in court.
I'll have to mention it to Luke, I said.
Which part? he asked.
Both, I answered.
That wasn't the main thing I came to tell you, he went on.
There's something going on at a military level.
What are you talking about?
It's even easier to show you, he explained. It
should only take a minute.
Okay. Let's go, I agreed, and I followed him out into the
hall.
He led the way down the back stair and turned left at its foot. We moved
on past the kitchen and followed another hallway which turned off toward
the rear. As we did, I heard some rattling sounds from up ahead. I
glanced at Bill, who nodded.
That's what I heard earlier, he told me, when I was
passing by. That's why I took a walk up this way. Everything around here
makes me curious.
I nodded, understanding the feeling. Especially when I knew that the
sounds were coming from the main armory. Benedict stood in the midst of
activity, peering at his thumbnail through a rifle barrel. He looked up
immediately and our eyes met. Perhaps a dozen men moved about him,
carrying weapons, cleaning weapons, stacking weapons.
I thought you were in Kashfa, I said.
Was, he replied.
I gave him a chance to continue, but nothing was forthcoming. Benedict
has never been noted for loquacity.
Looks like you're getting ready for something close to
home, I remarked, knowing that gunpowder was useless here and that
the special ammo we had only worked in the area of Amber and certain
adjacent kingdoms.
Always best to be safe, he said.
Would you care to elaborate on that? I asked.
Not now, he answered, a reply twice as long as I'd
anticipated and holding out hope of future enlightenment.
Should we all be digging in? I asked. Fortifying the
town? Arming ourselves? Raising
It won't come to that, he said. Just go on about
your business.
But
He turned away. I'd a feeling the conversation was over. I was sure of it
when he ignored my next several questions. I shrugged and turned back to
Bill.
Let's go eat, I said.
As we walked back up the hall, Bill said softly, Any idea what it
means?
Dalt's in the neighborhood, I told him.
Benedict was in Begma with Random. Dalt could be causing trouble
there.
I've a feeling he's nearer.
If Dalt were to capture Random....
Impossible, I said, feeling a slight chill at the idea.
Random can trump back here anytime he wants. No. When I talked
about defending Amber, and Benedict said, `It won't come to that,' I got
the impression he was talking about something close at hand. Something he
feels he can control.
I see what you mean, he agreed. But then he told you
not to bother fortifying.
If Benedict feels we don't need to fortify, then we don't need to
fortify.
Waltz and drink champagne while the cannons boom?
If Benedict says it's okay.
You really trust that guy. What would you do without him?
Be more nervous, I said.
He shook his head. Excuse me, he said. I'm not used
to being acquainted with legends.
You don't believe me?
I shouldn't believe you, but I do believe you. That's the
trouble. He was silent as we turned the corner and headed back
toward the stair. Then he added, It was that way whenever I was
around your father, too.
Bill, I said, as we began to climb. You knew my dad
back before he regained his memory, when he was just plain old Carl
Corey. Maybe I've been going about this thing wrong. Is there anything
you can recall about that phase of his life which might explain where he
is now?
He halted a moment and looked at me.
Don't think I haven't thought about that angle, Merle. Many a time
I've wondered whether he might have been involved in something as Corey
that he'd have felt obliged to follow through on once his business here
was finished. But he was a very secretive man, even in that incarnation.
Paradoxical, too. He'd done a lot of hitches in a lot of different
varieties of military, which seems logical enough. But he sometimes wrote
music, which goes against that hard-ass image.
He'd lived a long time. He'd learned a lot, felt lot.
Exactly, and that's what makes it hard to guess why he might have
been involved in. Once or twice when he'd had a few drinks he'd mention
people in the arts and sciences I'd never have guessed him to be
acquainted with. He was never just plain Carl Corey. He had a few
centuries worth of Earth memory when I knew him. That makes for a
character too complex to be easily predictable. I just don't know what he
might have gone back toif he went back.
We continued on up the stairway. Why did I feel that Bill knew more than
he was telling me?
I heard music as we neared the dining room, and when we entered, Llewella
gave me a nasty look. I saw that food was being kept warm at a serving
table off against the far wall, and no one was seated yet. People stood
about talking, drinks in hand, and most of them glanced in our direction
as we entered. Three musicians were playing, off to my right. The dining
table was to my left, near the big window in the south wall, providing a
glorious view across the town below. It was still snowing lightly,
casting a spectral veil over the entire bright prospect.
Llewella approached quickly.
You've kept everybody waiting, she whispered.
Where's the girl?
Coral?
Who else?
I'm not sure where she's gotten off to, I said. We
parted company a couple of hours ago.
Well, is she coming or isn't she?
I'm not sure.
We can't keep things waiting any longer, she said.
And now the seating arrangement's screwed. What did you do, wear
her out?
Llewella....
She muttered something I didn't understand in some lisping Rebman
dialect. Just as well, probably. She turned away then and moved off
toward Vialle.
You in a heap of trouble, boy, Bill commented at my side.
Let's hit the bar while she's reassigning places.
But the wine steward was already approaching with a couple of drinks on a
tray.
Bayle's Best, he observed as we took them.
I sipped and saw that he was right, which heartened me a bit.
I don't recognize all of these people, Bill said.
Who's that fellow with the red sash, over by Vialle?
That's Orkuz, the Begman prime minister, I told him,
and the rather attractive lady in the yellow-and-red dress who's
talking to Martin is his daughter Nayda. Coralthe one I just got
chewed out aboutis her sister.
Uh-huh. And who's the husky blond lady batting her eyes at
Gerard?
I don't know, I said. And I don't know that lady and
the guy over to the right of Orkuz either.
We drifted inward, and Gerard, looking perhaps a trifle uncomfortable in
layers of ruffled finery, introduced us to the lady he was with as Dretha
Gannell, assistant to the Begman ambassador. The ambassador, it turned
out, was the tall lady standing near Orkuzand her name, I
gathered, was Ferla Quist. The fellow with her was her secretary, whose
name sounded something like Cade. While we were looking in that
direction, Gerard tried slipping off and leaving us with Ferla. But she
caught his sleeve and asked him something about the fleet. I smiled and
nodded and moved away. Bill came along.
Goodness! Martin's changed! he announced suddenly.
He Looks like a one-man rock video. I almost didn't recognize him.
Just last week
It's been over a year, I said, for him. He's been
off finding himself on some street scene.
I wonder if he's finished?
Didn't get a chance to ask him that, I replied, but a
peculiar thought occurred to me. I shelved it.
The music died just then, and Llewella cleared her throat and indicated
Hendon, who announced the new seating arrangement. I was at the foot of
the table, and I learned later that Coral was to have been seated to my
left and Cade to my right. I also learned later that Llewella had tried
to get hold of Flora at the last minute to sit in Coral's place, but
Flora wasn't taking any calls.
As it was, Vialle, at the head, had Llewella seated to her right and
Orkuz to her left, with Gerard, Dretha, and Bill below Llewella, and
Ferla, Martin, Cade, and Nayda below Orkuz. I found myself escorting
Nayda to the table and seating her to my right, while Bill settled
himself at my left.
Fuss, fuss, fuss, Bill muttered softly, and I nodded, then
introduced him to Nayda as counsel to the House of Amber. She looked
impressed and asked him about his work. He proceeded to charm her with a
story about once having represented the interests of a dog in an estate
settlement, which had nothing to do with Amber but was a good story. Got
her to laughing a bit, and also Cade, who was listening in.
The first course was served and the musicians began playing again,
softly, which shortened the distance our voices carried and reduced
conversation to a more intimate level. At this, Bill signaled he had
something he wanted to tell me, but Nayda had beaten him by a second or
two and I was already listening to her.
About Coral, she said softly. Are you sure she's all
right? She wasn't feeling ill when you partedor anything like
thatwas she?
No, I answered. She seemed healthy enough.
Strange, she said. I had the impression she was
looking forward to things like this dinner.
She's obviously taking longer than she'd intended in whatever
she's about, I observed.
What exactly was she about? Nayda asked. Where did
you part?
Here in the palace, I replied. I was showing her
around. She wanted to spend more time with certain features of the place
than I could spare. So I came on ahead.
I don't think she could have forgotten dinner.
I think she got caught up by the power of an artistic
piece.
So she's definitely on the premises?
Now, that's hard to say. As I said before, a person can always
step out.
You mean you're not sure exactly where she is? I nodded.
I'm not certain where she is at this moment, I said.
She could well be back in her room changing her clothes.
I'll check after dinner, she said, if she hasn't
shown up by then. If that should be the case, will you help me find
her?
I was planning on looking for her anyway, I answered,
if she doesn't put in an appearance soon.
She nodded and continued eating. Very awkward.
Beyond the fact that I didn't want to distress her, I couldn't very well
tell her what had happened without its becoming apparent that her sister
was indeed an illegitimate daughter of Oberon. At a time such as this,
when I had been cautioned about saying anything that might strain
relations between Amber and Begma, I was not about to confirm to the
daughter of the Begman prime minister the rumor that her mother had had
an affair with the late king of Amber. Maybe it was an open secret back
in Begma and nobody gave a damn. But maybe it wasn't. I didn't want to
disturb Random for advice, partly because he might be extremely occupied
in Kashfa just now, but mainly because he might also start asking me
about my own immediate plans and problems, and I would not lie to him.
That could get me into too much trouble. Such a conversation might well
also result in his forbidding my attack on the Keep. The only other
person I could tell about Coral and get some sort of official response
from as to how far I might go in informing her family, was Vialle.
Unfortunately, Vialle was completely occupied as hostess at the moment.
I sighed and returned to my dinner.
Bill caught my attention and leaned a little in my direction. I leaned a
little, too.
Yes? I said.
There were some things I wanted to tell you, he began.
I was hoping for some leisure, some quiet, and some privacy,
though.
I chuckled.
Exactly, he continued. I believe this is the best
we're going to get for a time. Fortunately, voices don't seem to be
carrying if one keeps them down. I couldn't make out what you and Nayda
were talking about. So it's probably okay, so long as the musicians keep
playing.
I nodded, took a few more bites.
Thing is, the Begmans shouldn't hear about it, on the one hand.
But on the other, I feel that perhaps you ought to know, because of your
involvement with Luke and Jasra. So what's your schedule? I'd rather tell
you later, but if you're going to be tied up, I can give you the gist of
it now.
I glanced at Nayda and Cade. They seemed totally occupied with their
food, and I didn't think they could overhear us. Unfortunately, I didn't
have any sort of sheltering spells hung.
Go ahead, I whispered from behind my wine glass.
First, he said, Random sent me a whole slew of
papers to go over. They're the draft of an agreement whereby Amber will
grant Kashfa privileged trade status, the same as Begma. So they'll
definitely be coming into the Golden Circle.
I see, I said. That doesn't come as a complete
surprise. But it's good to know for sure what's going on.
He nodded.
There's a lot more to it, though, he said.
Just then the musicians stopped playing and I could hear voices from all
around the table again. I glanced off to the right and saw that a steward
had just taken the players a food tray and some wine. They were setting
their instruments aside and taking a break. They had probably been
playing for some time before I'd arrived and were doubtless due a rest.
Bill chuckled. Later, he said.
Right. There followed a funny little fruit dish with an
amazing sauce. As I spooned it away, Nayda caught my attention with a
gesture and I leaned toward her again.
So what about tonight? she whispered.
What do you mean? I said I'd look for her if she doesn't show
up.
She shook her head. I wasn't referring to that, she said.
I meant later. Will you have time to stop by and talk?
About what?
According to your file you've been in a bit of trouble recently,
with someone trying to get you.
I began wondering about that damned file. But, It's out of
date, I said. Whatever's in there has already been cleared
up.
Really? Then nobody's after you just now?
I wouldn't say that, I replied. The cast of
characters keeps changing.
So somebody still has you marked?
I studied her face.
You're a nice lady, Nayda, I said, but I've got to
ask, What is it to you? Everybody has problems. I just have more than
usual at the moment. I'll work them out.
Or die trying?
Maybe. I hope not. But what's your interest?
She glanced at Cade, who seemed busy with his food,. It is
possible that I could help you.
In what fashion?
She smiled.
A process of elimination, she stated.
Oh? That refers to a person or persons?
Indeed.
You have some special means of going about this sort of
business?
She continued to smile.
Yes, it's good for removing problems caused by people, she
continued. All I'll need are their names and locations.
Some sort of secret weapon?
She glanced at Cade again, since I had raised my voice a bit.
You might call it that, she answered.
An interesting proposal, I said. But you still
haven't answered my first question.
Refresh my memory.
We were interrupted by the wine steward, who came around topping off
goblets, and then by another toast. The first had been to Vialle, led by
Llewella. This one was proposed by Orkuz, to the ancient alliance
between Amber and Begma. I drank to that, and I heard Bill mutter,
It's going to get a bit more strained.
The alliance? I said.
Yep.
I glanced at Nayda, who was staring at me, clearly expecting a resumption
of our sotto voces. Bill noted this, too, and turned away. Just then Cade
began talking to Nayda, however, so I finished what was on my plate and
took a sip of wine while I waited. In a little while the plate was
whisked away, to be replaced shortly by another.
I glanced at Bill who glanced at Nayda and Cade, then said, Wait
for the music.
I nodded. In a sudden moment of silence I overheard Dretha say, Is
it true that King Oberon's ghost is sometimes seen? Gerard grunted
something that sounded like an affirmative just as they were drowned out
again. My mind being a lot fuller than my stomach, I kept eating. Cade,
trying to be diplomatic or just conversational, turned my way a little
later, addressed me and asked my views on the Eregnor situation. He
jerked suddenly then and looked at Nayda. I'd a strong feeling she'd just
kicked him under the table, which was fine with me because I didn't know
what the hell the Eregnor situation was. I mutterred something about
there being things to be said for both sides of most matters, which
seemed diplomatic enough for anything. If it were something barbed, I
supposed I could have countered with an innocent-sounding observation
about the Begman party's early arrival, but Eregnor might actually be
some tedious conversation piece that Nayda didn't want to get into
because it would cut off our own discussion. Also, I'd a feeling that
Llewella might suddenly materialize and kick me under the table.
A thought hit suddenly then. Sometimes I'm a little slow. Obviously, they
had known Random wasn't here, and from what I already knew and from what
Bill had just said, they weren't too happy with whatever Random was about
in the neighboring kingdom. Their early arrival seemed intended to
embarrass us in some fashion. Did that mean that whatever Nayda was
offering me was part of some scheme that fitted in with their general
diplomatic strategy on this matter? If so, why me? I was a very poor
choice, in that I had no say whatsoever concerning Amber's foreign
policy. Were they aware of this? They must be, if their intelligence
service were as good as Nayda had indicated. I was baffled, and I was
half tempted to ask Bill his views on the Eregnor situation. But then he
might have kicked me under the table.
The musicians, having finished snacking, resumed the entertainment with
Greensleeves, and Nayda and Bill both leaned toward me
simultaneously, then glanced up, their gazes meeting. Both smiled.
Ladies first, Bill said loudly.
She nodded to him.
Then, Have a chance to think about my offer? she asked me.
Some, I said, but I had a question. Remember?
What was it?
It's kind of you to want to do me a favor, I said,
but at times such as this, one must be excused for checking the
price tag.
What if I were to say that your good will would be
sufficient?
What if I were to say that my good will isn't worth much at the
policy level here?
She shrugged. Small price for a small return. I already knew that.
But you're related to everybody in this place. Nothing may ever happen,
but it's conceivable that someone might ask your opinion of us. I'd like
you to know you have friends in Begma and to feel kindly disposed toward
us if that occurred.
I studied her very serious expression. There was more to it than that,
and we both knew it. Only I didn't know what might be on the horizon, and
she obviously did.
I reached out and stroked her cheek once with the back of my hand.
I am expected to say something nice about you folks if someone
should ask me, that's all, and for this you will go out and kill someone
for me if I just supply the particulars. Right?
In a word, yes, she replied.
It makes me wonder why you think you can manage an assassination
better than we could. We're old hands at it.
We have, as you put it, a secret weapon, she said.
But I was thinking that this is a personal matter for you, not a
state matterand that you might not want any of the others
involved. Also, I can provide a service that will not be
traceable.
Bag of worms time again. Was she implying that she thought I did not
trust all of the others hereor that I should not? What did she
know that I didn't? Or was she just guessing, based on Amber's history of
intrigue within the family? Or was she intentionally trying to stir up a
generational conflict? Would that suit Begma's purpose in some fashion?
Or.... Was she guessing that such a situation existed and offering
to remove a family member for me? And if so, did she think I'd be stupid
enough to get someone else to do the job? Or even to discuss such a
notion and thereby give Begma a shot at sufficient evidence to have some
kind of hold over me? Or....
I drew back from the view. It pleased me that my thought processes were
finally working properly for the company my family keeps. (Both my
families, actually.) It had taken me a long while to get the hang of it.
It felt good.
A simple refusal would foreclose all of the above. But, on the other
hand, if I were to string her along a bit, she might prove a tantalizing
source of information.
So, Would you go after anyone I would name? I said.
Anyone?
She studied my face very carefully. Then, Yes, she
answered.
You must excuse me again, I responded, but doing it
for such an intangible as my good will causes me to wonder about your
good faith.
Her face reddened. Whether it was a simple blush or anger I could not be
certain, because she looked away immediately. This didn't bother me,
though, because I was certain it was a buyer's market.
I returned my attention to my food and was able to put away several
mouthfuls before she was back again. Does this mean you won't be
stopping by tonight? she asked.
I can't, I said. I am going to be completely
occupied.
I can believe you are very busy, she said. But does
that mean we will not be able to talk at all?
It depends entirely on how things break, I said. I
have an awful lot going on just now, and I may be leaving town
soon.
She started slightly. I was certain she considered asking me where I was
going, but thought better of it.
Then, This is awkward, she said. Have you refused my
offer?
Is the deal only good for this evening? I asked.
No, but it was my understanding you were in some peril. The sooner
you move against your enemy, the sooner your sleep is untroubled.
You feel I am in danger here in Amber?
She hesitated a moment, then said, No one is safe, anywhere, from
an enemy of sufficient determination and skill.
Do you feel the threat to be a local one? I inquired.
I asked you to name the party, she stated. You are
in the best position to know.
I drew back immediately. It was too simple an entrapment, and obviously
she'd already smelled it.
You've given me much to think about, I answered, and I
returned to my food.
After a time, I saw that Bill was looking at me as if he wanted to say
something. I gave him a minuscule shake of my head, which he seemed to
understand.
Breakfast, then? I heard her say. This trip you
spoke of could represent a time of vulnerability. It would be good to
settle this before you depart.
Nayda, I said, as soon as I had swallowed, I would
like to be clear on the matter of my benefactors. If I were to discuss
this with your father
No! she interrupted. He knows nothing about
it!
Thank you. You must admit my curiosity as to the level at which
this plan originates.
There is no need to look any further, she stated. It
is entirely my idea.
Some of your earlier statements cause me to infer that you have
special connections within the Begman intelligence community.
No, she said, only the ordinary ones. The offer is
my own.
But someone would have to...effectuate this design.
That is the province of the secret weapon.
I would have to know more about it.
I've offered you a service and I've promised you total discretion.
I will go no further as to means.
If this idea is wholly your own, it would seem that you stand to
benefit from it personally. How? What's in it for you?
She looked away. She was silent for a long time. Your file,
she said at last. It was...fascinating reading it. You're one
of the few people here close to my own age, and you've led such an
interesting life. You can't imagine how dull most of the things I have to
read areagricultural reports, trade figures, appropriations
studies. I have no social life whatsoever. I am always on call. Every
party I attend is really a state function in one form or another. I read
your file over and over and I wondered about you. I...I have
something of a crush on you. I know it sounds silly, but it's true. When
I saw some of the recent reports and realized that you might be in great
danger, I decided I would help you if I could. I have access to all sorts
of state secrets. One of them would provide me with the means of helping
you. Using it would benefit you without damaging Begma, but it would be
disloyal of me to discuss it further. I've always wanted to meet you, and
I was very jealous of my sister when you took her out today. And I still
wish you'd stop by later.
I stared at her. Then I raised my wineglass to her and took a drink.
You are...amazing, I said. I couldn't think of
anything else to say. It was either an on-the-spot fabrication or it was
true. If it were true, it was somewhat pathetic; if not, I thought it a
rather clever bit of quick thinking, calculated to hit me in that
wonderfully vulnerable place, the ego. She deserved either my sympathy or
my wariest admiration. So I added, I'd like to meet the person who
wrote the reports. There may be a great creative talent going to waste in
a government office.
She smiled, raised her own glass and touched it to mine.
Think about it, she said.
I can honestly say I won't forget you, I told her.
We both returned to our food, and I spent the next five minutes or so
catching up. Bill decently allowed me to do this. Also, I think, he was
waiting to be certain that my conversation with Nayda was finally
concluded.
At last he winked at me.
Got a minute? he asked.
Afraid so, I said.
I won't even ask whether it was business or pleasure going on on
the other side.
It was a pleasure, I said, but a strange business.
Don't ask or I'll miss dessert.
I'll summarize, he said. The coronation in Kashfa
will take place tomorrow.
Not wasting any time, are we?
No. The gentleman who will be taking the throne is Arkans, Duke of
Shadburne. He's been in and out of various Kashfan governments in fairly
responsible positions any number of times over the years. He actually
knows how things work, and he's distantly related to one of the earlier
monarchs. Didn't get along well with Jasra's crowd and pretty much stayed
at his country place the whole time she was in power. He didn't bother
her and she didn't bother him.
Sounds reasonable.
In fact, he actually shared her sentiments on the Eregnor
situation, as the Begmans are well aware
Just what, I asked, is the Eregnor
situation?
It's their Alsace-Lorraine, he said, a large, rich
area between Kashfa and Begma. It has changed hands back and forth so
many times over the centuries that both countries make
reasonable-sounding claims to it. Even the inhabitants of the area aren't
all that firm on the matter. They have relatives in both directions. I'm
not even sure they care which side claims them, so long as their taxes
don't go up. I think Begma's claim might be a little stronger, but I
could argue the case either way,
And Kashfa holds it now; and Arkans says they'll damn well keep
it.
Right. Which is the same thing Jasra said. The interim ruler,
howeverJaston was his name, military manwas actually
willing to discuss its status with the Begmans, before his unfortunate
fall from the balcony. I think he wanted to repair the treasury and was
considering ceding the area in return for the settlement of some ancient
war damage claims. Things were actually well along and headed in that
direction.
And...? I said.
In the papers I got from Random, Amber specifically recognizes
Kashfa as including the area of Eregnor. Arkans had insisted that go into
the treaty. Usuallyfrom everything I've been able to find in the
archivesAmber avoids getting involved in touchy situations like
this between allies. Oberon seldom went looking for trouble. But Random
seems to be in a hurry, and he let this guy drive a hard bargain.
He's over-reacting, I said, not that I blame him. He
remembers Brand too well.
Bill nodded.
I'm just the hired help, he said. I don't want to
have an opinion.
Well, anything else I should know about Arkans?
Oh, there are lots of other things the Begmans don't like about
him, but that's the big oneright when they thought they were
making some headway on an issue that's been a national pastime for
generations. They've even gone to war over the matter in the past. Don't
doubt that that's why they came rushing to town. Govern yourself
accordingly.
He raised his goblet anr took a drink.
A little later Vialle said something to Llewella, rose to her feet, and
announced that she had to see to something, that she'd be right back.
Llewella started to get up also but Vialle put a hand on her shoulder,
whispered something, and departed.
Wonder what that could be? Bill said.
Don't know, I answered.
He smiled.
Shall we speculate?
My mind's on cruise control, I told him.
Nayda gave me a long stare. I met it and shrugged.
Another little while, and plates were cleared and more were coming.
Whatever it was looked good. Before I could find out for certain, though,
a member of the general house staff entered and approached.
Lord Merlin, she said, the queen would like to see
you.
I was on my feet immediately. Where is she?
I'll take you to her.
I excused myself from my companions, borrowing the line that I'd be right
back, wondering if it were true. I followed her out and around the corner
to a small sitting room, where she left me with Vialle, who was seated in
an uncomfortable-looking high-backed chair of dark wood and leather, held
together with cast iron studs. If she'd wanted muscle, she'd have sent
for Gerard. If she'd wanted a mind full of history and political
connivance, Llewella would be here. So I was guessing it involved magic,
since I was the authority in residence.
But I was wrong.
I'd like to speak to you, she said, concerning a
small state of war in which we seem about to become engaged.
Chapter 8
After a pleasant time with a pretty lady, a series of stimulating hallway
conversations, and a relaxing dinner with family and friends, it seemed
almost fitting that it be time for something different and distracting.
The idea of a small war seemed, at least, better than a big one, though I
did not say that to Vialle. A moment's careful thought, and I shaped the
query:
What's going on?
Dalt's men are dug in near the western edge of Arden, she
said. Julian's are strung out facing them. Benedict has taken
Julian additional men and weapons. He says he can execute a flanking
movement that will take Dalt's line apart. But I told him not to.
I don't understand. Why not?
Men will die, she said.
That's the way it is in war. Sometimes you have no choice.
But we do have a choice, of sorts, she said, one
that I don't understand. And I do want to understand it before I give an
order that will result in numerous of deaths.
What is the choice? I asked.
I came here to respond to a Trump message from Julian, she
said. He had just spoken with Dalt under a flag of truce. Dalt
told him that his objective was not, at this time, the destruction of
Amber. He pointed out that he could conduct an expensive attack, though,
in terms of our manpower and equipment. He said he'd rather save himself
and us the expense, however. What he really wants is for us to turn two
prisoners over to himRinaldo and Jasra.
Huh? I said. Even if we wanted to, we can't give him
Luke. He's not here.
That is what Julian told him. He seemed very surprised. For some
reason, he believed we had Rinaldo in custody.
Well, we're not obliged to provide the man with an education. I
gather he's bean something of a pain for years. I think Benedict has the
right answer for him.
I did not call you in for advice, she said.
Sorry, I told her. It's just that I don't like
seeing someone trying to pull a stunt like this and actually believe he
has a chance of success.
He has no chance of success, Vialle stated. But if
we kill him now, we learn nothing. I would like to find out what is
behind this.
Have Benedict bring him in. I have spells that will open him
up.
She shook her head.
Too risky, she explained. Once bullets start flying,
there's the chance one might find him. Then we lose even though we
win.
I don't understand what it is that you want of me.
He asked Julian to get in touch with us and relay his demand. He's
promised to hold the truce until we give him some sort of official
answer. Julian says he has the impression that Dalt would settle for
either one of them.
I don't want to give him Jasra either.
Neither do I. What I do want very badly is to know what is going
on. There would be small point in releasing Jasra and asking her, since
this is a recent development. I want to know whether you have means of
getting in touch with Rinaldo. I want to talk to him.
Well, uh...yes, I said. I have a Trump for
him.
Use it.
I got it out. I regarded it. I moved my mind into that special area of
alertness and calling. The picture changed came alive....
It was twilight, and Luke stood near a campfire. He had on his green
outfit, a light brown cloak about his shoulders clasped with that Phoenix
pin.
Merle, he said. I can move the troops pretty fast.
When do you want to hit the place and
Put it on hold, I interrupted. This is something
different.
What?
Dalt's at the gates; and Vialle wants to talk to you before we
take him apart.
Dalt? There? Amber?
Yes, yes, and yes. He says he'll go and play someplace else if we
give him the two things he wants most in the world: you and your
mother.
That's crazy.
Yeah. We think so, too. Will you talk to the queen about
it?
Sure. Bring me thr He hesitated and looked into my
eyes.
I smiled.
He extended his hand. I reached forward and took it. Suddenly, he was
there. He looked about, saw Vialle. Immediately, he unclasped his sword
belt and passed it to me. He approached her, dropped to his right knee,
and lowered his head.
Your Majesty, he said. I've come.
She reached forward and touched him.
Raise your head, she said.
He did, and her sensitive fingers slid over the plane and arches of his
face.
Strength, she said, and sorrow.... So you're
Rinaldo. You've brought us some grief.
It works both ways, Your Majesty.
Yes, of course, she replied. Wrongs done and wrongs
avenged have a way of spilling over on the innocent. How far will it go
this time?
This thing with Dalt? he asked.
No. This thing with you.
Oh, he said. It's over. I've done with it. No more
bombs or ambushes. I've already told Merlin that.
You've known him for several years?
Yes.
You've become friends?
He's one of the reasons I'm calling it off.
You must trust him, to come here. I respect that, she said.
Take this.
She removed a ring she wore upon her right forefinger. The band was of
gold, the stone a milky green; the prongs of its setting caught it in a
fashion to suggest some mantic spider guarding dreamland treasures
against the daybreak world.
Your Majesty....
Wear it, she said.
I will, he replied, slipping it upon the little finger of
his left hand. Thank you.
Rise. I want you to know exactly what has occurred.
He got to his feet, and she began telling him what she had told me,
concerning Dalt's arrival, his forces' disposition, his demands, while I
stood stunned at the implications of what she had done. She had just
placed Luke under her protection. Everyone in Amber knew that ring. I
wondered what Random would think. I realized then that there would not be
a hearing. Poor Bill. I believe he was really looking forward to arguing
Luke's case.
Yes, I know Dalt, I heard him saying. Once we
shared...certain goals. But he's changed. He tried to kill me the
last time we met. I'm not sure why. At first I thought the wizard of the
Keep had taken control of him.
And now?
Now, I just don't understand. I've a feeling he's on a leash, but
I don't know who holds it.
Why not the wizard?
It makes no sense to go to these lengths to claim me when he had
me and let me go just a few days ago. He could simply have left me in my
cell.
True, she replied. What is this wizard's
name?
Mask, he answered. Merlin knows more about him than
I do.
Merlin, she said. Who is this Mask?
He's the wizard who took the Keep of the Four Worlds away from
Jasra, I explained, who, in turn, had taken it away from
Shah Ganul, who is now also a coatrack. Mask wears a blue mask and seems
to draw power from a strange fountain in the citadel there. Doesn't seem
to like me much either. That's about all I can tell you.
I'd omitted mentioning my plan to head that way for a showdown soon,
because of Jurt's involvement, for the same reason I hadn't wanted Random
to know about it. I was certain Luke had tossed me the question because
he wasn't sure how far I wanted it taken.
That doesn't really tell us much, she decided, as to
Dalt's involvement.
There may not be a connection, I said. I gather Dalt
is a mercenary, and their relationship could have been a one-time thing.
He could either be working for someone else now or pulling something on
his own.
I can't see why anybody wants us badly enough to go to such
dramatic lengths, Luke said. But I've a score to settle
with that guy, and I'm going to combine business with pleasure.
What do you mean? she asked.
I assume there's a way to get down there in a hurry, he
said.
One could always trump through to Julian, I said,
but what have you got in mind, Luke?
I want to talk to Dalt.
It's too dangerous, she said, since you're what he
wants.
Luke grinned. It could be a bit dangerous for Dalt, too, he
replied.
Wait a minute, I said. If you've got more in mind
than just talking, you could blow this truce. Vialle's trying to avoid a
conflict here.
There won't be any conflict, Luke said. Look, I've
known Dalt since we were kids, and I think he's bluffing. He does that
sometimes. He hasn't got the kind of force to risk another attack on
Amber. Your guys would slaughter him. If he wants Mom or me, I think he'd
be willing to tell me why, and that's what we want to find out, isn't
it?
Well, yes, I said. But
Let me go, he said to Vialle, and I'll find a way to
get him off your back. I promise.
You tempt me, she told him. But I don't like your
talk of settling accounts with him at this time. As Merlin said, I want
to avoid this conflictfor more than one reason.
I promise not to let it go that far, he stated. I
can read the dice. I'm good at playing things by ear. I'm willing to
postpone gratification.
Merlin...? she said.
He's right, in that, I answered. He's the deadliest
salesman in the southwest.
I'm afraid I don't understand the concept.
It's a highly specialized art, back on that Shadow Earth we both
inhabited. In fact, he's using it on you right now.
Do you think he can do what he says?
I think he's very good at getting what he wants.
Exactly, Luke observed. And since we both want the
same thing here, I think the future looks bright for all of us.
I see what you mean, she said. How much danger would
this put you near, Rinaldo?
I'll be as safe as I am right here in Amber, he said.
She smiled.
All right, I'll speak to Julian, she agreed, and you
can go to him and see what you can learn from Dalt.
A moment, I requested, It's been snowing on and off,
and that's a pretty nasty wind out there. Luke just came in from a more
temperate clime, and it's a pretty flimsy-looking cloak he has on. Let me
get him something warmer. I've a nice heavy one he can take, if he finds
it suitable.
Go ahead, she said.
We'll be right back.
She pursed her lips, then nodded.
I passed Luke his weapons belt and he buckled it on. I knew that she knew
I just wanted to talk to him alone for a few minutes. And she was
certainly aware that I knew it. And we both knew she trusted me, which
brightens my existence, as well as complicating it.
As we passed along the hallway toward my rooms, I'd intended to fill Luke
in concerning the upcoming coronation in Kashfa, as well as a few other
matters. I waited, however, till we were well away firm the sitting room,
because Vialle has inordinately acute hearing. This, though, gave Luke a
foot in the door, and he began to speak first.
What a strange, development, he said. Then, I like
her, but I've a feeling she knows more than she's telling.
Probably true, I answered. I guess we're all like
that.
You, too?
These days, yes. It's gotten that way.
You know anything more about this situation that I should be aware
of?
I shook my head. This is very new, and she gave you the whole
story I know. Would you, perchance, know something about it that we
don't?
Nope, he said. It came as a surprise to me, too. But
I've got to pursue it.
I guess so.
We were nearing my stretch of corridor now, and I felt obliged to prepare
him.
We'll be to my rooms in a minute, I said, and I just
wanted you to know your mother's in there. She's safe, but you won't find
her too talkative.
I'm familiar with the results of that spell, he said.
I also recall that you said you know how to lift it. So. That
leads into the next topic. I've been thinking. This interlude is slowing
us down a bit in our plan for going after Mask and your brother.
Not all that much, I responded.
We don't really know how long this is going to take me,
though, he went on. Supposing it drags out a bit? Or
supposing something happens to really slow me down?
I gave him a quick glance.
Like, what have you got in mind? I asked.
I don't know. I'm just supposing. Okay? I like to plan ahead. Say
we get delayed on this attack....
All right. Say that, I said, as we neared my door.
What I'm getting at, he continued, is, what if we
get there too late? Supposing we arrive and your brother has already
undergone the ritual that turns him into hell on wheels?
I unlocked my door, opened it, and held it for him. I did not like
entertaining the possibility he had just described, because I recalled my
father's stories of the times he'd encountered Brand and faced that
uncanny power.
Luke stepped inside. I snapped my fingers and a number of oil lamps came
to life, their flames dancing for a moment before settling to a glowing
steadiness.
Jasra was there in plain sight before him, holding a number of my
garments on outstretched arms. I was concerned for a moment as to what
his reaction might be.
He halted, studying her, then advanced, his speculations concerning Jurt
forgotten. He regarded her for perhaps ten seconds, and I found myself
growing uncomfortable. Then he chuckled.
She always liked being decorative, he said, but to
combine it with being useful was generally beyond her. You've got to hand
it to Mask, even though she probably won't catch the moral of it.
He turned away and faced me.
No, she'll probably wake up mean as cat piss and looking for
trouble, he reflected. Then, She doesn't seem to be holding
that cloak you mentioned.
I'll get it.
I moved to an armoire, opened it, and fetched out a dark fur one. As we
traded, he ran his hand over it.
Manticore? he asked.
Dire wolf, I said.
I hung his within and closed the dorr while he donned mine.
As I was saying when we came in here, he offered,
supposing I don't come back?
You weren't saying that, I corrected.
Not in so many words, he admitted. But whether it's
a small delay or the big one, what difference does it make? The point is,
what if Jurt goes through with the ritual and succeeds in obtaining the
powers he's after before we can do anything about it? And supposing I'm
not around right then to give you a hand?
That's a lot of supposing. I said.
That's what separates us from the losers, man. Nice cloak.
He moved toward the door, glanced back at me, at Jasra.
Okay, I said. You go down there, Dalt cuts off your
head and uses it for a football, then Jurt shows up ten feet tall and
farting fire. I'm supposing. How does that separate us from the
losers?
He stepped out into the hall. I followed him, snapping my fingers again,
leaving Jasra to the darkness.
It's a matter of knowing your options, he told me, as I
secured the door.
I fell into step beside him as he headed back down the hall.
A person who acquires that kind of power also picks up a
vulnerability, by way of its source, he said.
What dows that mean? I asked.
Specifically, I don't know, he told me. But the
power in the Keep can be used against a person who is empowered by the
Keep. I learned that much in Sharu's notes. But Mom took them away before
I read them all, and I never saw them again. Never trust-that's
her motto. I think.
You're saying...?
I'm saying that if something happens to me and he comes up a
winner in this game, I believe she knows some special way of destroying
him.
Oh.
I'm also pretty sure that she'll have to be asked very
nicely.
Somehow, I think I already knew that.
He gave a humorless chuckle.
So you tell her that I've ended the vendetta, that I'm satisfied,
and then offer her the citadel in return for her help.
What if she says that's not enough?
Hell! Turn her back into a coatrack then! It's not as if the guy
can't be killed. My dad still died with an arrow through his throat,
despite his fancy powers. A deathstroke is still a deathstroke. It's just
that delivering it to a guy like that is a lot harder.
You really think that'll be enough? I said.
He halted and looked at me, frowning.
She'll argue, but of course she'll agree, he said.
It'll be a step up in the world. And she'll want revenge on Mask
as much as that piece of her former holdings. But to answer your
question, don't trust her. No matter what she promises, she'll never be
happy with less than she had before. She'll be scheming. She'll be a good
ally till the job's done. Then you've got to think about protecting
yourself against her. Unless...
Unless what?
Unless I come up with something to sweeten the pot.
Like what?
I don't know yet. But don't lift that spell until things are
definitely settled between Dalt and me. Okay?
He resumed walking.
Wait a minute, I said What are you planning?
Nothing special, he answered. Like I told the queen,
I'm just going to play things by ear.
I sometimes get the feeling you're as devious as you make her out
to be, I said.
I hope so, he replied. But there's a difference. I'm
honest.
I don't know that I'd buy a used car from you, Luke.
Every deal I make is special, he said, and for you
it's always top of the line.
I glanced at him, saw that he kept his expressioin under control.
What else can I say? he added, indicating the sitting room
with a quick gesture.
Nothing, now, I answered, and we entered there.
Vialle turned her head in our direction as we came in, hr expression as
unreadable as Luke's.
I take it you are properly attired now? she asked.
I am indeed, he answered.
Then let's be about this, she said, raising her left hand,
which I saw to contain a Trump. Come over here, please.
Luke approached her and I followed him. I could see then that it was
Julian's Trump that she held.
Place your hand upon my shoulder, she told him.
All right.
He did, and she reached, found Julian and began speaking to him. Shortly,
Luke was party to the conversation, explaining what he intended to do. I
overheard Vialle saying that the plan had her approval.
Moments later I saw Luke raise his free hand and extend it. I also saw
the shadowy figure of Julian reaching forward, though I was not part of
the Trump nexus. This was because I had summoned my Logrus Sight and had
become sensitive to such things. I needed it for the timing, not wanting
Luke whisked away before I could move.
I let my hand fall upon his shoulder and I moved forward as he did.
Merlin! What are you doing? I heard Vialle call.
I'd like to see what happens, I said. I'll come
right home when things are concluded, and the rainbow gate closed
behind me.
We stood within the flickering of oil lamps inside a large tent. From
outside, I couild hear the wind and the sounds of stirring branches.
Julian stood facing us. He let Luke's hand fall and regarded him without
expression.
So you are Caine's killer, he said.
I am, Luke replied.
And I was remembering that Caine and Julian had always been particularly
close. If Julian were to kill Luke and cry vendetta, I was certain that
Random would merely nod and agree. Perhaps he'd even smile. Hard to say.
If I were Random, I would greet Luke's removal with a sight of relief. In
fact, that was one of the reasons I'd come along. Supposing this whole
deal were a setup? I couldn't picture Vialle as a part of it, but she
could easily have been deceived by Julian and Benedict. Supposing Dalt
wasn't even out there?
Or suppose he wereand that what he'd really asked for was Luke's
head? After all, he had tried to kill Luke fairly recently. I had to
admit the possibility now, and I also had to admit that Julian was the
most likely candidate to be a willing party to such a design. For the
good of Amber.
Julian's gaze met mine, and I wore as affectless a mask as his own.
Good evening, Merlin, he said. Do you have a special
part in this plan?
I'm an observer, I answered. Anything else I may do
will be dictated by circumstance.
From somewhere outside I heard the growling of a hellhound.
So long as you keep out of the way, Julian said.
I smiled.
Sorcerers have special ways of avoiding notice, I replied.
He studied me again, wondering, I am certain, whether that involved some
sort of threatto defend Luke or avenge him.
Then he shrugged and turned away to where a small table held an unrolled
map, weighted in place with a rock and a dagger. He indicated that Luke
should join him there, and I followed when he did.
It was a map of the western fringe of Arden, and he pointed out our
position on it. Garnath lay to our south-southwest, Amber to the
southeast.
Our troops are situated here; he said, with a movement of
his finger. And Dalt's are here. He described another line,
roughly paralleling our own.
What about Benedict's force? I inquired.
He glanced at me, showing the slightest of frowns.
It is good for Luke to know that there is such a force, he
stated, but not its size, location, or objective. That way, if
Dalt were to capture and question him, he'd have a lot to worry about and
nothing to act upon.
Luke nodded. Good idea, he said.
Julian pointed again, to a spot midway between the lines. This is
the place where I met with him when we spoke earlier, he
explained. It is a clear, level area, in view of both sides during
daylight. I'd suggest we use it again, for your meeting.
All right, Luke said, and I noticed that as he spoke,
Julian's fingertips caressed the handle of the dagger that lay before
him. Then I saw that Luke's right hand, in casual movement, had come to
rest upon his belt, slightly to the left and near to his own dagger.
Simultaneously, then, Luke and Julian smiled at each other, and held it
several seconds too long. Luke was bigger than Julian, and I knew he was
fast and strong. But Julian had centuries of experience with weapons
behind him. I wondered how I would intervene if either made a move toward
the other, because I knew that I would try to stop them. But they let
their hands fall to their sides then, as if by sudden agreement, and
Julian said, Let me offer you a glass of wine.
Don't mind if I do, Luke replied, and I wondered whether my
presence had kept them from fighting. Probably not. I'd the feeling that
Julian had just wanted to make his feelings clear, and Luke had wanted to
let him know he didn't give a damn. I really don't know which one I'd
have bet on.
Julian placed three cups upon the table, filled them with Bayle's Best,
gestured for us to help ourselves as he corked the bottle, then picked up
the remaining cup and took a swallow before either of us could do more
than sniff ours. A quick assurance that we weren't being poisoned and
that he wanted to talk business.
When I met with him we each brought two retainers along, he
said.
Armed? I asked.
He nodded.
More for show, really.
Were you mounted or on foot? Luke asked.
On foot, he replied. We each left our lines at the
same time and proceeded at the same pace till we met there in the middle,
several hundred paces from either side.
I see, Luke said. No hitches?
None. We talked and returned.
When was this?
Around sundown.
Did he seem to be a man in a normal state of mind?
I'd say. I count a certain arrogant posturing and a few insults
toward Amber as normal for Dalt.
Understandable, Luke said. And he wanted me or my
mother, or both? And failing to get us, he threatened to attack?
Yes.
Did he give any indication as to why he wants us?
None, Julian replied.
Luke took a sip of his wine.
Did he specify whether he wanted us dead or alive? he
asked.
Yes. He wants you alive, Julian answered.
What are your impressions?
If I give you to him, I'm rid of you, Julian said.
If I spit in his eye and take him on in battle, I'm rid of him.
Either way, I come out ahead.
Then his gaze moved to the wine cup, which Luke had picked up with his
left hand, and for an instant his eyes widened. I realized he had just
then noticed that Luke was wearing Vialle's ring.
It looks as if I get to kill Dalt, anyway, he concluded.
By impressions, Luke went on, unperturbed. I meant,
do you believe he will really attack? Do you have any idea where he came
from? Any indication where he might be headed when he leaves
hereif he leaves?
Julian swirled his wine in his cup.
I have to go under the assumption that he means what he says and
plans to attack. When we first became aware of his troop movements, he
was advancing from the general direction of Begma and
Kashfaprobably Eregnor, since he hangs out there a lot. Your guess
is as good as anyone's as to where he wants to go if he leaves
here.
Luke took a quick swallow of wine a fraction of a second too late for it
to conceal what appeared to be a sudden smile. No, I realized right then,
Luke's guess was not as good as anyone else's. It was probably a hell of
a lot better. I took a quick drink myself, though I'm not sure what
expression I might have been concealing.
You can sleep here, Julian said. If you're hungry,
I'll have some food brought in. We'll set up this meeting for you at
daybreak.
Luke shook his head.
Now, Luke said, with another subtle but obvious display of
the ring. We want it set up right away.
Julian studied him for several pulsebeats. Then, You'll not be in
the clearest sight of either side in the dark, especially with snow
coming down, he said. Some little misunderstanding could
result in an attack, from either side.
If both of my companions bore large torchesand if both of
his did the same he suggested, we ought to be
visible to both sides at a few hundred yards.
Possibly, Julian said. All right. I'll have the
message sent to his camp, and I'll choose two retainers to accompany
you.
I already know who I want to have with me, Luke said.
Yourself and Merlin here.
You are a curious individual, Julian observed. But
yes, I agree. I would like to be there when whatever happens,
happens.
Julian moved to the front of his tent, opened the flap, and summoned an
officer with whom he spoke for several minutes. In this space, I asked,
You know what you're doing, Luke?
Certainly, he replied.
I've a feeling this is a little more than playing it by
ear, I said. Any reason why you can't tell me your
plan?
He appraised me for a moment, then said, I only recently realized
that I, too, am a son of Amber. We've met, and we've seen that we're too
much like each other. Okay. That's good. It means we can do business,
right?
I allowed myself to frown. I wasn't sure what he was trying to say.
He clasped my shoulder lightly.
Don't worry, he said. You can trust me. Not that you
have a great deal of choice at this point. But you may a bit later. I
want you to remember then that, whatever happens, you must not
interfere.
What do you think is going to happen?
We haven't the time or the privacy to speculate, he said.
So let it go, and remember everything I said this evening.
As you said, I haven't much choice at this point.
I want you to remember it later, he said, as Julian lowered
the flap and turned toward us.
I'll take you up on that meal, Luke called to him.
How about you, Merle? Hungry?
Lord, no! I replied. I just sat through a state
dinner.
Oh? he inquired almost too casually. What was the
occasion?
I began to laugh. It was too much for one day. I was about to tell him
that we hadn't the time or the privacy. But Julian had just reopened the
tent flap and was calling for an orderly, and I wanted to throw a few
curve balls through Luke's broken field just to see what they did to his
composure.
Oh, it was for the Begman prime minister, Orkuz, and some of his
staff, I explained.
He waited while I pretended to take a long drink of wine. Then I lowered
it and said, That's all.
Come on, Merlin. What's it about? I've been relatively square with
you recently.
Oh? I said.
For a minute I didn't think he'd see the humor in it, but then he began
to laugh, too.
Sometimes the mills of the gods grind too damned fast and we get
buried in grist, he observed. Look, how about giving me
this one for free. I don't have anything brief to trade right now. What's
he want?
You'll bear in mind that this is classified until
tomorrow?
Okay. What happens tomorrow?
Arkans, Duke of Shadburne, gets crowned in Kashfa.
Holy shit! Luke said. He glanced at Julian, then back at
me. That was a damned clever choice on Random's part, he
said after a time. I didn't think he'd move this fast.
He stared off into some vanishing point for a long while. Then he said,
Thanks.
Well, does it help or hurt? I asked.
Me, or Kashfa? he said.
I hadn't split it down that fine.
That's okay, because I'm not sure how to take this. I need to do
some thinking. Get the big picture.
I stared at him and he smiled again.
It is interesting, he added. You got anything
else for me?
That's enough, I said.
Yeah, probably you're right, he agreed. Don't want
to overload the systems. Think we're losing touch with the simple things,
old buddy?
Not so long as we know each other, I said.
Julian dropped the flap, returned to us, and sought his wine cup.
Your food will be along in a few minutes, he told Luke.
Thanks.
According to Benedict, he said, you told Random that
Dalt is a son of Oberon.
I did, Luke acknowledged. One who's walked the
Pattern, at that. Does it make a difference?
Julian shrugged.
Won't be the first time I've wanted to kill a relative, he
stated. By the way, you're my nephew, aren't you?
Right...uncle.
Julian swirled the contents of his cup again.
Well, welcome to Amber, he said. I heard a banshee
last night. I wonder if there's any connection?
Change, Luke said. They mean things are changing and
they wail for what's being lost.
Death. They mean death, don't they?
Not always. Sometimes they just show up at turning points for
dramatic effect.
Too bad, Julian said. But one can always
hope.
I thought Luke was going to say something else, but Julian began again
before he could.
How well did you know your father? he asked.
Luke stiffened slightly, but answered, Maybe not as well as most.
I don't know. He was like a salesman. Always coming and going. Didn't
usually stay with us long.
Julian nodded.
What was he like, near the end? he inquired.
Luke studied his hands.
Well, he wasn't exactly normal, if that's what you mean, he
finally said. Like I was telling Merlin earlier, I think the
process he undertook to gain his powers might have unbalanced him
some.
I never heard that story.
Luke shrugged.
The details aren't all that importantjust the
results.
You're saying he wasn't a bad father before that?
Hell, I don't know. I never had another father to a compare him
to. Why do you ask?
Curiosity. It's a part of his life I knew nothing about.
Well, what kind of brother was he?
Wild, Julian said. We didn't get along all that
well. So we pretty much stayed out of each other's ways. He was smart,
though. Talented, too. Had a flare for the arts. I was just trying to
figure how much you might take after him.
Luke turned his hands palms upward. Beats me, he said.
Well, no matter, Julian replied, setting down his cup and
turning toward the front of the tent again. I believe your food is
about to arrive.
He moved off in that direction. I could hear the tiny crystals of ice
rattling against the canvas overhead, and a few growls from outside:
concerto for wind and hellhound. No banshees, though. Not yet.
Chapter 9
I walked a pace or so behind Luke, a couple of yards off to his left,
trying to keep even with Julian, who was over to the right. The torch I
bore was a big thing, about six tapering feet of pitchy wood, sharpened
at its terminus to make it easy to drive into the ground. I held it at
arm's distance, because the oily flames licked and lashed in all
directions in accord with vagaries of the wind. Sharp, icy flakes fell
upon my cheek, my forehead, my hands, with a few catching in my eyebrows
and lashes. I blinked vigorously as the heat of the torch melted them and
they ran into my eyes. The grasses beneath my feet were sufficiently cold
to give a brittle, crunching sensation every time I took a step. Directly
ahead I could see the slow advance of two other torches toward us, and
the shadowy figure of a man who walked between them. I blinked and waited
for the flow from one or the other of his torches to give me a better
look. I'd only seen him once, very briefly, via Trump, back at Arbor
House. His hair looked golden, or even coppery, by what light there was
upon it, but I remembered it as a kind of dirty blond by natural light.
His eyes, I recalled, were green, though there was no way I could see
that now. I did begin to realize for the first time, however, that he was
pretty bigeither that or he had chosen fairly short torchbearers.
He had been alone that one time I'd seen him, and I had had no standard
for comparison. As the light from our torches reached him I saw that he
had on a heavy, green sleeveless doublet without a collar, over something
black and also heavy, with sleeves that extended down his arms to vanish
within green gauntlets. His trousers were black, as were the high boots
they entered; his cloak was black and lined with an emerald green that
caught our light as the cloak furled about him in shifting, oily
landscapes of yellow and red. He wore a heavy circular medallion, which
looked to be gold, on a chain about his neck; and though I could not make
out the details of its device, I was certain that it bore a Lion rending
a Unicorn. He came to a halt about ten or twelve paces from Luke, who
stopped an instant later. Dalt gestured, and his retainers drove the
butts of their torches into the ground. Julian and I immediately did the
same, and we remained near them, as Dalt's men were doing. Then Dalt
nodded to Luke, and they both advanced again, meeting at the center of
the box formed by the lights, clasping right forearms, staring into each
other's eyes. Luke's back was to me, but I could see Dalt's face. He
showed no signs of emotion, but his lips were already moving. I couldn't
hear a word that was being said, between the wind and the fact that they
seemed intentionally to be keeping it low. At least, I finally had a
point of reference for Dalt's size. Luke is about six three, and I could
see that Dalt was several inches taller. I glanced at Julian, but he was
not looking my way. I wondered how many eyes regarded us from both sides
of the field.
Julian is always a bad person to check for reactions. He was simply
watching the two of them, expressionless, stolid. I cultivated the same
attitude, and the minutes passed, the snow kept falling.
After a long while Luke turned away and headed back toward us. Dalt moved
off toward one of his torchbearers. Luke stopped midway between us, and
Julian and I moved to join him.
What's up? I asked him.
Oh, he said, I think I found a way of settling this
without a war.
Great, I said. What did you sell him?
I sold him on the idea of fighting a duel with me to determine how
this thing goes, he explained.
God damn it, Luke! I said. That guy's a pro! And I'm
sure he's got our genetic package for strength. And he's been living in
the field all this time. He's probably in top shape. And he outweighs you
and outreaches you.
Luke grinned.
So, I might get lucky, he said. He looked at Julian.
Anyway, if you can get a message back to the lines and tell them
not to attack when we start this thing, Dalt's side will be holding still
for it, too.
Julian looked over to where one of Dalt's torchbearers had started back
toward his lines. He turned toward his own side then and executed a
number of hand signals. Shortly, a man emerged from cover and began jogs
toward us.
Luke, I said. This is crazy. The only way you're
going to win is to get Benedict for a second and then break a
leg.
Merle, he said, let it go. This is between Dalt and
me. Okay?
I've got a bunch of fairly fresh spells, I said. We
can let this thing start, and then I'll hit him with one at the right
time. It'll look as if you did it.
No! he said. This really is a matter of honor. So
you've got to stay out of it.
Okay, I said, if that's how you want it.
Besides, nobody's going to die, he explained.
Neither of us wants that right now, and it's part of the deal.
We're too valuable to each other alive. No weapons. Strictly mano a
mono.
Just what, Julian inquired, is the
deal?
If Dalt whips my ass, Luke replied, I'm his
prisoner. He'll withdraw his force and I'll accompany him.
Luke, you're crazy! I said.
Julian glared at me.
Continue, he said.
If I win, he's my prisoner, he went on. He goes back
with me to Amber, or anywhere else I care to transport him, and his
officers withdraw his troops.
The only way of assuring such a withdrawal, Julian said,
is to let them know that if they don't they're doomed.
Of course, Luke said. That's why I told him that
Benedict is waiting in the wings to roll down on him. I'm sure it's the
only reason he's agreed to do this.
Most astute, Julian observed. Either way, Amber
wins. What are you trying to buy with this, Rinaldo, for
yourself?
Luke smiled.
Think about it, he said.
There is more to you than I'd thought, Nephew, he replied.
Move over there to my right, would you?
Why?
To block his view of me, of course. I've got to let Benedict know
what's going on.
Luke moved while Julian located his Trumps and is shuffled out the proper
one. In the meantime the runner from our lines had come up and stood
waiting. Julian put away all of the cards but one then, and commenced his
communication. It lasted for a minute or so, then Julian paused to speak
with the runner and send him back. Immediately, he continued the
conversation with the card. When he finally stopped talking or seeming to
listen, he did not restore the Trump to the inner pocket where he kept
the others, but retained it in his hand out of sight. I realized then
that the contact would not be broken, that he would stay in touch with
Benedict until this business was finished, so that Benedict would know in
an instant what it was that he must do.
Luke unfastened the cloak I'd lent him, came over, and handed it to me.
Hold this till I'm done, will you? he said.
Yes, I agreed, accepting it. Good luck.
He smiled briefly and turned away. Dalt was already moving toward the
center of the square.
Luke advanced, also. He and Dalt both halted, facing each other, while
there were still several paces separating them. Dalt said something I
could not hear, and Luke's reply was lost to me, also.
Then they raised their arms. Luke struck a boxer's stance, and Dalt's
hands came up in a wrestler's defense. Luke threw the first
punchor maybe it was just a feint; either way, it didn't
landtoward Dalt's face. Dalt brushed at it and stepped back, and
Luke moved in quickly and landed two blows on his midsection. Another
shot at his face was blocked, though, and Luke began to circle, jabbing.
Dalt tried rushing twice then and got clipped both times, a little
trickle of blood coming from his lip after the second one. On his third
rush, though, he sent Luke sprawling but was unable to crash down on top
of him, as Luke was able to twist partly away and roll when he hit. He
tried kicking Dalt in the right kidney, though, as soon as he'd scrambled
to his feet, and Dalt caught his ankle and rose, bearing him over
backward. Luke landed a kick on the side of his knee with his other foot
as he went down, but Dalt kept hold of the foot, bearing down and
beginning to twist. Luke bent forward then, grimacing, and managed to
catch Dalt's right wrist with both hands and tear his foot free of the
larger man's grip. He doubled and moved forward then, still holding the
wrist, regaining his feet and straightening as he advanced, passing under
Dalt's arm on his right side, turning, and dragging him face downward to
the ground. He moved quickly then, bending the arm up into a hammerlock,
holding it with his right hand and seizing a handful of Dalt's hair with
his left. But as he drew Dalt's head backwardpreparatory, I was
certain, to slamming it a few times against the groundI saw that
it wasn't going to work. Dalt stiffened, and his arm started to move
downward. He was straightening it against Luke's lock. Luke tried pushing
Dalt's head forward several times then, without effect. It became
apparent that if he released either hand he was in trouble, and he wasn't
able to maintain the hold. Dalt was just too damned strong. Seeing this,
Luke threw all of his weight against Dalt's back, pushed, and sprang up.
He wasn't quite fast enough, however, because Dalt's freed arm swung
around and clipped him across the left calf as he moved away. Luke
stumbled. Dalt was up and swinging immediately. He caught Luke with a
wild haymaker that knocked him over backward. This time, when he threw
himself upon Luke, Luke was unable to roll free; he only managed to turn
his body partly. Dalt landed with considerable force, twisting past a
slow knee aimed toward his groin. Luke did not get his hands free in time
to defend against a punch that caught him on the left side of the jaw. He
turned with it and fell completely flat. Then his right hand snapped
upward, its heel striking the point of Dalt's chin, fingers hooking
toward the eyes. Dalt jerked his head back and slapped the hand away.
Luke threw a hammer blow toward his temple with the other hand, and
though it connected, Dalt was already moving his head to the side, and I
couldn't see that it had any effect. Luke dropped both elbows to the
ground and pushed himself up and forward, bowing. His forehead struck
Dalt's facewhere, I am not precisely certainbefore he fell
back. Moments later, Dalt's nose began bleeding as he reached out with
his left hand to grasp Luke by the neck. His right hand, open, slapped
Luke hard on the side of the head. I saw Luke's teeth just before it
landed, as he tried biting at the incoming hand, but the grip on his neck
prevented this. Dalt moved to repeat the blow, but this time Luke's left
arm came up and blocked it, while his right hand caught hold of Dalt's
left wrist in an effort to pull it away from his neck. Dalt's right hand
snaked in past Luke's left then, to take hold, creating a two-handed grip
on Luke's neck, thumbs moving to depress the windpipe.
I thought that might well be it. But Luke's right hand suddenly moved to
Dalt's left elbow, his left hand crossed both of Dalt's arms to seize the
left forearm, and Luke twisted his body and cranked the elbow skyward.
Dalt went over to the left and Luke rolled to the right and regained his
footing, shaking his head as he did so. This time he did not try kicking
Dalt, who was already recovering. Dalt again extended his arms, Luke
raised his fists, and they began circling once more.
The snow continued to fall, the wind to slacken and surge, sometimes
driving the icy flakes hard against faces, other times permitting the
snow to descend like a troubled curtain. I thought of all the troops
about me and wondered for a moment whether I would find myself in the
middle of a battlefield when this thing was finally over. The fact that
Benedict was ready to swoop down from somewhere and wreak extra havoc did
not exactly comfort me, even though it meant that my side would probably
win. I remembered then that my being there was my own choice.
Come on, Luke! I yelled. Flatten him!
This produced a very odd effect. Immediately, Dalt's torchbearers began
shouting encouragement to him. Our voices must have carried though the
wind's lulls, for shortly there came waves of sound, which I at first
took to be some distant part of the storm and only later realized to be
shouting coming from both lines. Only Julian remained silent,
inscrutable.
Luke continued to circle Dalt, throwing jabs and trying occasional
combinations, and Dalt kept swatting away at them and trying to catch an
arm. Both of them had blood on their faces and both seemed a bit slower
than they had been earlier. I'd a feeling they'd both been hurt, though
it was impossible to guess to what extent. Luke had opened a small cut
high on Dalt's left cheek. Both of their faces were beginning to look
puffy.
Luke connected with another body combination, but it was hard to say how
much force there was behind the blows. Dalt took them stoically and found
extra energy somewhere to rush forward and attempt to grapple. Luke was
slow in withdrawing and Dalt managed to draw him into a clinch. Both
tried kneeing the other; both turned their hips and avoided it. They kept
tangling arms and twisting as Dalt continued reaching after a better grip
and Luke kept defeating the efforts while attempting to free an arm and
get in a punch. Both tried several forehead bashes and instep stompings,
but all of these were avoided by the other. Finally, Luke succeeded in
hooking Dalt's leg, driving him backward to the ground.
Half kneeling atop him then, Luke caught him with a left cross and
followed it immediately with a right. He tried for another left then, and
Dalt caught his fist, surged upward and threw him back to the ground. As
Dalt hurled himself upon him again, his face a half mask of blood and
dirt, Luke was somehow able to strike him beneath the heart, but this did
not stop Dalt's right fist which came down like a falling rock on the
side of Luke's jaw. Dalt followed it with a weak left to the other side,
a weak right, paused to suck in a great breath, then landed a solid left.
Luke's head rolled to the side and he did not move.
Dalt crouched there atop him, panting like a dog, studying his face as if
suspecting some trick, his right hand twitching as if he were
contemplating striking again.
But nothing happened. They remained in that position for ten or fifteen
seconds before Dalt slowly drew himself erect, eased off of Luke to
Luke's left, then rose carefully to his feet, swayed for a second and
straightened fully.
I could almost taste the death spell I had hung earlier. It would only
take a few seconds to nail him, and no one would be certain how he had
died. But I wondered what would happen if he were to collapse now, too.
Would both sides attack? It was neither this nor humanitarian
considerations that finally restrained me, however. Instead, it was
Luke's words, This really is a matter of honor. So you've got to
stay out of it, and, Nobody's going to die.... We're
too valuable to each other alive.
Okay. There was still no sound of trumpets. No rush of men to combat. It
seemed that things might actually go as had been agreed. This was the way
Luke had wanted it. I was not going to interfere.
I watched as Dalt knelt and began to raise Luke from the ground.
Immediately, he lowered him, then called to his two torchmen to come and
carry him. Dalt rose again and faced Julian as the men advanced.
I call upon you to observe the rest of our agreement, he
said loudly.
Julian inclined his head slightly.
We will, provided you do, he answered. Have your men
out of here by daybreak.
We leave now, Dalt replied, and he began to turn away.
Dalt! I called out.
He turned back and regarded me.
My name is Merlin, I said. We've met, though I don't
know whether you remember.
He shook his head.
I raised my right arm and pronounced my most useless and at the same time
flashiest spell. The ground erupted before him, showering him with dirt
and gravel. He stepped back and wiped his face, then looked down into the
rough trench that had appeared.
That is your grave, I said, If Luke's death comes of
this.
He studied me again.
Next time I'll remember you, he said, and he turned and
followed the men who were carrying Luke back to his lines.
I looked over at Julian, who was watching me. He turned away and uprooted
his torch. I did the same. I followed him back the way we had come.
Later, in his tent, Julian observed, That solves one problem.
Possibly two.
Maybe, I said.
It takes care of Dalt for the moment.
I guess.
Benedict tells me the man is already breaking camp.
I don't think we've seen the last of him.
If that's the best he can manage for an army these days, it won't
matter.
Don't you get the impression this was an impromptu mission?
I asked. I'd guess he pulled his force together very fast. It
makes me think he had a tight schedule.
You may be right there. But he really gambled.
And he won.
Yes, he did. And you shouldn't have shown him your power, there at
the end.
Why not?
You'll have a wary enemy if you ever go after him.
He needed warning.
A man like that lives with risks. He calculates and he acts.
However he figures you, he won't change his plans at this point. Besides,
you haven't seen the last of Rinaldo either. He's the same way. Those two
understand each other.
You may be right.
I am.
If the fight had gone the other way, do you think his army would
have stood for it? I asked.
Julian shrugged. He knew mine would if he won, because he knew I
stood to gain by it. That was sufficient.
I nodded.
Excuse me, he said. I have to report this business
to Vialle now. I assume you'll want to trump through when I've
finished?
Yes. He produced a card and set about the business. And I
found myself wondering, not for the first time, just what it was that
Vialle sensed when it came to a Trump contact. I always see the other
person myself, and all of the others say that they do, too. But Vialle,
as I understood it, had been blind from birth. I've always felt it would
be impolite to ask her, and for that matter it's occurred to me that her
answer probably wouldn't make much sense to a sighted person. I'll
probably always wonder, though.
As Julian addressed her shadowy presence, I turned my mind to the future.
I was going to have to do something about Mask and Jurt soon, and it
looked now as if I'd be doing it without Luke. Did I really want to
follow his advice and try to talk Jasra into an alliance against them?
Would the benefits really be worth the risk? And if I didn't, how would I
manage the thing? Maybe I should make my way back to that strange bar and
see about renting the Jabberwock. Or the Vorpal Sword. Or both.
Maybe
I heard my name mentioned, and I drifted back to the present moment,
present problems. Julian was explaining something to Vialle, but I knew
there wasn't all that much to explain. So I got to my feet, stretched,
and summoned the Logrus Sight.
I saw her ghostly form clearly when I directed my vision toward the area
before Julian: She was in that same stiff chair where I had last seen
her. I wondered whether she had remained there the entire while or had
just returned. I hoped she'd had a chance to go back and eat that dessert
I hadn't had a shot at.
Julian glanced at me, then, If you're ready to go, she's ready to
take you through, he said.
I crossed over and stood beside him, dropping the Logrus vision as I did
so. I had decided it was not a good idea to bring the forces of the
Logrus and the Pattern into too great a proximity. I reached out and
touched the card, and Vialle's image sprang into full focus. A moment,
and it was no longer an image.
Anytime, she said, extending a hand. I reached out and took
hold of it gently.
So long, Julian, I said, as I stepped forward.
He did not reply. Or if he did, I didn't catch it.
I did not mean for things to go this way, she told me
immediately, not releasing my hand.
There was no way of foreseeing what happened, I said.
Luke knew, she replied. It makes sense now, doesn't
it? Some of those little remarks he made? He planned the challenge all
along.
I guess so, I said.
He's gambling on something. I wish I knew what.
I can't help you on that, I answered. He didn't say
anything to me about it.
But you will be the one with whom he will get in touch,
eventually, she said. I want to know immediately when you
hear from him.
All right, I agreed.
She released my hand.
It would seem there is nothing more to say, for the
moment.
Well, I began, there is another matter I think you
ought to know about.
Oh?
It concerns Coral's not being present at dinner this
evening.
Go on, she said.
You are aware that we took a long walk about town today?
I am, she said.
We wound up below, I continued, in the chamber of
the Pattern. She'd expressed a desire to see it.
Many visitors do. It is pretty much a matter of judgment whether
to take them. Often they lose interest, though, when they learn about the
stairway.
I did tell her about it, I said, but it didn't
discourage her. When she got there, she set foot upon the
Pattern
No! she cried. You should have watched her more
closely! All that other trouble with Begma...and now this! Where is
her body?
Good question, I responded. I don't know. But she
was alive the last time I saw her. You see, she claimed Oberon was her
father, and then she proceeded to walk the Pattern. When she'd finished,
she had it transport her somewhere. Now, her sisterwho is aware
that we went off togetheris concerned. She was pestering me
through dinner as to where Coral might be.
What did you tell her?
I told her that I'd left her sister enjoying some of the beauties
of the palace and that she might be a bit late to dinner. As things wore
on, though, she seemed to grow more concerned and made me promise to
search for her tonight if she didn't turn up. I didn't want to talk about
what had really happened because I didn't want to go into the business of
Coral's parentage.
Understandable. she replied. Oh, my.
I waited, but she said nothing more. I continued to wait.
Finally, I was not aware of the late king's affair in
Begma, she said, so it is difficult to assess the impact of
this revelation. Did Coral give you any indication as to how long she
intended to stay away? And for that matter, did you provide her with any
means of return?
I gave her my Trump, I said, but she hasn't been in
touch. I got the impression she didn't intend to be away for too long,
though.
This could be serious, Vialle decided, for reasons
other than the obvious. How does Nayda strike you?
She seemed quite sensible, I said. Also, I believe
she rather likes me.
Vialle brooded a moment, then said, If word of this gets to Orkuz,
he could well get the impression that we are holding her hostage against
his proper performance in any negotiations which might arise out of the
situation in Kashfa.
You're right. I hadn't thought of that.
He will. People tend to think of such matters when dealing with
us. So what we need to do is buy some time and try to turn her up before
this begins looking suspicious.
I understand, I said.
Most likely, he will send to her quarters soonif he hasn't
already done soto discover why she was not present at dinner. If
he can be satisfied now, you will have the entire night in which to try
to locate her.
How?
You're the magician. You figure it out. In the meantime, you say
that Nayda is sympathetic?
Very much so.
Good. It seems to me that the best course of action then would be
to attempt to enlist her aid. I trust you to be tactful and do this in
the least distressing manner possible, of course
Naturally I began.
because of her recent illness, she went on.
All we need to do now is give the second daughter a heart
attack.
Illness? I inquired. She hadn't mentioned anything
about that.
I'd imagine the memory is still distressing. She was apparently
quite close to death until very recently, then rallied suddenly and
insisted on accompanying her father on this mission. He's the one who
told me about it.
She seemed fine at dinner, I said lamely.
Well, try to keep her that way. I want you to go to her
immediately, tell her what happened as diplomatically as possible, and
try to get her to cover for her sister while you search for her. There
is, of course, the risk that she will not believe you and that she will
go directly to Orkuz. Perhaps you might employ a spell to prevent this.
But we have no other choice that I can see. Tell me whether I'm
wrong.
You're not wrong, I said.
Then I suggest you be about it...and report back to me
immediately if there are any problems, or any progress, no matter what
the hour.
I'm on my way, I said.
I departed the room in a hurry but shortly came to a halt. It occurred to
me that while I knew the general area of the palace in which the Begman
party was quartered, I did not really know where Nayda's rooms were
located. I did not want to go back and ask Vialle because it would make
me look stupid for not having found out during dinner.
It took me the better part of ten minutes to turn up a member of the
palace staff able to give me directionsalong with a
smirkand then to follow them at a jog until I stood before Nayda's
door.
I ran my hand through my hair, brushed off my trousers and jacket, wiped
my boots on the backs of my pants legs, took a deep breath, smiled,
exhaled, and knocked.
The door opened a few moments later. It was Nayda. She returned my smile
and stepped aside.
Come in, she said.
I was expecting the maid, I told her as I entered.
You surprised me.
Since I was expecting you, I sent her off to bed early, she
replied.
She had changed into an outfit that looked like a gray sweat suit with a
black sash. She also had on a pair of black slippers, and she had removed
most of her makeup. Her hair was now drawn back severely and tied with a
black ribbon. She gestured toward a couch, but I did not move to seat
myself.
I clasped her shoulder lightly and stared into her eyes. She moved
nearer.
How are you feeling? I asked.
Find out, she said softly.
I could not even permit myself a sigh. Duty called. I slipped my arms
around her, drew her to me, and kissed her. I held the pose for several
seconds, then drew away, smiled again, and said, You feel fine to
me. Listen, there are some things I did not tell you
Shall we sit down? she said, taking my hand and leading me
toward the couch.
Vialle had told me to be diplomatic, so I followed her.
Immediately, she continued our embrace and began to add refinements.
Danm! And me constrained to rush her out to cover for Coral. If she
would, I'd be happy to cover her afterward. Or any other interesting
position Begmans might go in for. I'd better ask quickly, though, I
decided. A couple of minutes more and it would be very undiplomatic to
begin talking about her sister. Today was just a bad day when it came to
timing.
Before we get too involved here, I said, I've got to
ask a favor of you.
Ask me anything, she said.
I think there's going to be a delay in turning up your
sister, I explained, and I'd hate to worry your father. Do
you know whether he's sent to her rooms yet, or been by them, to check on
her?
I don't believe so. He strolled off with Gerard and Mr. Roth after
dinner. I don't think he's returned to his apartment yet.
Could you possibly find a way of giving him the impression that
she hasn't strayed? Buy me some time to find out where she's off
to?
She looked amused.
And those things you haven't told me...?
I'll give you the whole story if you'll do this for me.
She traced my jawline with her index finger.
All right, she said then. We have a deal. Don't go
away.
She rose, crossed the room, and passed out into the hall, leaving the
door a few inches ajar. Why hadn't I had a nice normal affair since
Julia? The last woman I'd made love to had actually been under the
control of that strange body-shifting entity. Now...Now there was
the faintest of shadows across the couch, as I realized that I'd rather
be holding Coral than her sister. That was ridiculous. I'd only known her
for half a day....
There had simply been too much activity since my return. I was getting
punchy. That had to be it.
When she returned she seated herself on the couch again, but this time
with a couple of feet separating us. She seemed cheerful enough, though
she made no move to resume our earlier occupation.
It's taken care of, she said. He will be misled, if
he asks.
Thanks, I told her.
Now it's your turn, she stated. Tell me
things.
All right, I began, and I launched into the story of Coral
and the Pattern.
No, she interrupted. Start at the beginning, would
you?
What do you mean?
Give me your whole day, from the time you left the palace togethet
until you parted.
That's silly, I protested.
Humor me, she said. You owe me one,
remember?
Very well, I agreed, and I started again. I was able to
skip over the bit about blasting the table in the cafe, but when I
glossed over the business in the sea caves by saying that we'd looked
around in them and found them pretty, she interrupted me.
Stop, she said. You're leaving something out. What
occurred in the caves?
What makes you say that? I asked.
That is a secret I do not care to share just now. she
explained. Suffice it to say I have a means of spotchecking your
veracity.
It's not relevant, I said. It will just confuse the
issue. That's why I omitted it.
You said you'd give me the whole afternoon.
All right, lady, I agreed, and I did.
She bit her lip while I told her about Jurt and the zombies, and she
licked idly at the beads of blood that appeared thereafter.
What are you going to do about him? she asked suddenly.
That's my problem, I said then. I promised you the
afternoon, not my memoirs and survival plans.
It's just that.... Remember, I offered to try to help
you?
What do you mean? Do you think you can nail Jurt for me? I've got
news for you: He's practically a candidate for godhood at the
moment.
What do you mean by `godhood'? she asked.
I shook my head.
It would take most of the night to tell you this story properly,
and we don't have the time, not if I'm going to start looking for Coral
soon. Just let me finish with the business about the Pattern, will
you?
Go ahead.
I did, and she showed no surprise whatsoever at the matter of her
sister's paternity. I was going to question her as to her lack of
reaction. Then I said, the hell with it. She's done what I wanted, and I
did what I promised. She hasn't had a heart attack. And now it's time to
go.
That's it, I said, and I added, Thanks.
I began to rise, and she moved quickly and was hugging me again.
I returned her embrace for a moment, then said, I'd really better
be going. Coral could be in danger.
The hell with her, she said. Stay with me. We have
more important things to talk about.
I was surprised by her callousness, but I tried not to show it.
I've a duty to her, I said, and I've got to see to
it now.
All right, she said, sighing. I'd better come along
and give you a hand.
How? I asked.
You'd be surprised, she told me, and she was on her feet
and smiling a twisted smile.
I nodded, feeling that she was probably right.
Chapter 10
We hiked back along the hallway to my apartment. When I opened the door
and summoned the lights, Nayda did a fast survey of the first room. She
froze when she saw my coatrack.
Queen Jasra! she said.
Yep. She had a disagreement with a sorcerer named Mask, I
explained. Guess who won?
Nayda raised her left hand and moved it in a slow patternbehind
Jasra's neck and down her back, across her chest, then downward again. I
did not recognize any of the movements she was performing.
Don't tell me that you're a sorceress, too, I said.
It seems that everyone I run into these days has had some training
in the Art.
I am not a sorceress, she answered, and I've had no
such training. I have only one trick and it is not sorcery, but I use it
for everything.
And what is that trick? I asked.
She ignored the question, then said, My, she's certainly tightly
bound. The key lies somewhere in the region of her solar plexus. Did you
know that?
Yes, I replied. I understand the spell
fully.
Why is she here?
Partly because I promised her son Rinaldo I'd rescue her from
Mask, and partly as an assurance against his good behavior.
I pushed the door shut and secured it. When I turned back, she was facing
me.
Have you seen him recently? she said in a conversational
tone.
Yes. Why?
Oh, no special reason.
I thought we were trying to help each other, I said.
I thought we were looking for my sister.
It can wait another minute if you know something special about
Rinaldo.
I was just curious where he might be right now.
I turned away and moved to the chest where I keep art supplies. I removed
the necessary items and took them to my drawing board. While I was about
it, I said, I don't know where he is.
I set up the piece of pasteboard, seated myself and closed my eyes,
summoning a mental image of Coral, preliminary to beginning her sketch.
Again, I half wondered whether the picture in my mind, along with the
appropriate magical endorsement, would be sufficient for contact. But now
was not the time to mess around being experimental. I opened my eyes and
began to draw. I used the techniques I'd learned in the Courts, which are
different yet similar to those employed in Amber. I was qualified to
execute them in either fashion, but I'm faster with the style I learned
first.
Nayda came over and stood near, watching, not asking whether I minded. As
it was, I did not.
When did you see him last? she asked.
Who?
Luke.
This evening, I answered.
Where?
He was here earlier.
Is he here now?
No.
Where did you last see him?
In the forest of Arden. Why?
It seams a strange place to part.
I was working on Coral's eyebrows.
We parted under strange circumstances, I said.
A little more work about the eyes, a bit on the her....
Strange? In what way? she asked.
More color to the cheeks....
Never mind, I told her.
All right, she said. It's probably not that
important.
I decided against rising to that bait, because I was suddenly getting
something. As had occasionally happened in the past, my concentration on
the Trump as I put the final touches to it was sufficiently intense to
reach through and....
Coral! I said, as the features moved, perspectives
shifted.
Merlin...? she answered. I...I'm in
trouble.
Oddly, there was no background whatever. Just blackness. I felt Nayda's
hand upon my shoulder.
Are you all right? I asked.
Yes.... It's dark here, she said. Very
dark.
Of course. One cannot manipulate Shadow in the absence of light. Or even
see to use a Trump.
That's where the Pattern sent you? I asked.
No, she answered.
Take my hand, I said. You can tell me about it
afterward.
I extended my hand and she reached toward it.
They she began.
And with a stinging flash the contact was broken. I felt Nayda stiffen
beside me.
What happened? she asked.
I don't know. We were suddenly blocked. I can't tell what forces
were involved.
What are you going to do?
Try again in a little bit, I said. If it were a
reaction thing, resistance will probably be high just now, and it may
ease up later. At least she says she's all right.
I withdrew the packet of Trumps I normally carry, shufflied out Luke's.
Now seemed as good a time as any to see how he was faring. Nayda glanced
at the card and smiled.
I thought you just saw him a little while ago, she said.
A lot can happen in a little while.
I'm certain a lot has happened.
You think you know something about what's going on with
him? I asked.
Yes. I do.
I raised the Trump. What? I said.
I'd be willing to wager you won't get through to him.
We'll see.
I concentrated and I reached. I reached again. A minute or so later I
wiped my brow.
How'd you know? I asked.
Luke's blocking you. I would, too...under the
circumstances.
What circumstances?
She gave me a quirked smile, crossed to a chair, and sat down.
Now I have something to trade with you again, she said.
Again?
I studied her. Something jiggled and fell into place. You've been
calling him `Luke' rather than `Rinaldo,' I said.
So I have.
I'd been wondering when you'd show up again.
She continued to smile.
I went and shot my eviction-notice spell, I observed.
Can't complain, though. It probably saved my life. Do I owe you
that one, in some roundabout fashion?
I'm not proud. I'll take it.
I'm going to ask you again what you want, and if you say it's to
help me or to protect me, I'm going to turn you into a coatrack.
She laughed.
I'd have guessed you'd take whatever help you could get right
now, she said.
A lot depends on what you mean by `help'.
If you'll tell me what you have in mind, I'll tell you whether I
can be of any assistance.
All right, I said. I'm going to change clothes while
I talk, though. I don't feel like storming a citadel dressed like this.
May I lend you something tougher than a sweat suit?
I'm fine. Start at Arbor House, okay?
Okay, I said, and I proceeded to fill her in while I garbed
myself in tougher fare. She was no longer a pretty lady to me, but rather
a nebulous entity in human form. She seated herself while I was talking
and stared at the wall, or through it, over steepled fingers. When I was
finished, she kept staring, and I went over to my drawing board, took up
Coral's Trump, tried again, but couldn't get through. I tried Luke's
card, also, with the same results.
As I was about to replace Luke's Trump, square the deck, and case it, I
glimpsed the next lower card and a lightning chain of recollections and
speculations flashed through my mind. I removed the card and focused on
it. I reached....
Yes, Merlin? he said moments later, seated at a small table
on a terraceevening skyline of a city behind himlowering
what appeared to be a cup of espresso to a tiny white saucer.
Right now. Hurry, I said. Come to me.
Nayda had begun to make a low growling sound just as the contact
occurred, and she was on her feet and moving toward me, her eyes fixed
upon the Trump, just as Mandor took my hand and stepped through. She
halted when the tall, black-garbed figure appeared before her. They
regarded each other without expression for a moment, and then she took a
long sliding step toward him, her hands beginning to rise. Immediately,
from the depth of some inner cloak pocket where his right hand was
thrust, there came a single, sharp, metallic click.
Nayda froze.
Interesting, Mandor said, raising his left hand and passing
it in front of her face. Her eyes did not follow it. This is the
one you told me about earlierVinta, I believe you called
her?
Yes, only now she's Nayda.
He produced a small, dark metal ball from somewhere and held it upon the
palm of his left hand, which he extended before her. Slowly, the ball
began to move, describing a counterclockwise circle. Nayda emitted a
single sound, something halfway between a cry and a gasp, and she dropped
forward to her hands and knees, head lowered. From where I stood I could
see saliva dripping from her mouth.
He said something very fast, in an archaic form of Thari which I could
not follow. She responded in the affirmative.
I believe I've solved your mystery, he said then. Do
you recall your lessons on Respondances and High Compellings?
Sort of, I said. Academically. I was never exactly
swept away by the subject.
Unfortunate, he stated. You should report back to
Suhuy for a postgraduate course sometime.
Are you trying to tell me...?
The creature you see before you, inhabiting a not unattractive
human form, is a ty'iga, he explained.
I stared. The ty'iga were a normally bodiless race of demons that dwelled
in the blackness beyond the Rim. I recalled being told that they were
very powerful and very difficult to control.
Uh...can you make this one stop slobbering on my
carpet? I said.
Of course, he replied, and he released the sphere, which
fell to the floor before her. It did not bounce, but began immediately to
roll, describing a rapid circuit about her.
Stand up, he said, and stop releasing bodily fluids
upon the floor.
She did as he ordered, climbing to her feet, her expression vacant.
Seat yourself in that chair, he directed, indicating the
one she had occupied but minutes earlier.
She complied, and the rolling ball adjusted itself to her progress and
continued its circle, about the chair now.
It cannot vacate that body, he said then, unless I
release it. And I can cause it any amount of torment within my sphere of
power. I can get you your answers now. Tell me what the questions
are.
Can she hear us right now?
Yes, but it cannot speak unless I permit it.
Well, there's no point to causing unnecessary pain. The threat
itself may be sufficient. I want to know why she's been following me
about.
Very well, he said. That is the question, ty'iga.
Answer it!
I follow him to protect him, she said, her voice flat.
I've already heard that one, I said. I want to know
why.
Why? Mandor repeated.
I must, she answered.
Why must you? he asked.
I.... Her teeth raked her lower lip and the blood
began to flow again.
Why?
Her face grew flushed and beads of perspiration appeared upon her brow.
Her eyes were still unfocused, but they brimmed with tears. A thin line
of blood trickled down her chin. Mandor extended a clenched fist and
opened it, revealing another metal ball. He held this one about ten
inches before her brow, then released it. It hung in the air.
Let the doors of pain be opened, he said, and he flicked it
lightly with a fingertip.
Immediately, the small sphere began to move. It passed about her head in
a slow ellipse, coming close to her temples on each orbit. She began to
wail.
Silence! he said. Suffer in silence!
The tears ran down her cheeks, the blood ran down her chin....
Stop it! I said.
Very well. He reached over and squeezed the ball for a
moment between the thumb and middle finger of his left hand. When he
released it, it remained stationary, a small distance before her right
ear. Now you may answer the question, he said. That
was but the smallest sample of what I can do to you. I can push this to
your total destruction.
She opened her mouth but no words came forth. Only a gagging sound.
I think we may be going about this wrong, I said.
Can you just have her speak normally, rather than this
question-and-answer business?
You heard him, Mandor said. It is my will,
also.
She gasped, then said, My hands.... Please free them.
Go ahead, I said.
They are freed, Mandor stated.
She flexed her fingers.
A handkerchief, a towel.... she said softly.
I drew open a drawer in a nearby dresser, took out a handkerchief. As I
moved to pass it to her, Mandor seized my wrist and took it from me. He
tossed it to her and she caught it.
Don't reach within my sphere, he told me.
I wouldn't hurt him, she said, as she wiped her eyes, her
cheeks, her chin. I told you, I mean only to protect him.
We require more information than that, Mandor said, as he
reached for the sphere again.
Wait, I said. Then, to her, Can you at least tell me
why you can't tell me?
No, she answered. It would amount to the same
thing.
Suddenly I saw it as a strange sort of programming problem, and I decided
to try a different tack.
You must protect me at all costs? I said. That is
your primary function?
Yes.
And you are not supposed to tell me who set you this task, or
why?
Yes.
Supposing the only way you could protect me would be by telling me
these things?
Her brow furrowed.
I.... she said. I don't.... The
only way?
She closed her eyes and raised her hands to her face. I....
Then I would have to tell you.
Now we're getting somewhere, I said. You would be
willing to violate the secondary order in order to carry out the primary
one?
Yes, but what you have described is not a real situation,
she said.
I see one that is, Mandor said suddenly. You cannot
follow that order if you cease to exist. Therefore, you would be
violating it if you permit yourself to be destroyed. I will destroy you
unless you answer those questions.
She smiled.
I don't think so, she said.
Why not?
Ask Merlin what the diplomatic situation would be if a daughter of
the Begman prime minister were found dead in his room under mysterious
circumstancesespecially when he's already responsible for the
disappearance of her sister.
Mandor frowned and looked at me.
I don't understand what that's all about, he said.
It doesn't matter, I told him. She's lying. If
something happens to her, the real Nayda simply returns. I saw it happen
with George Hansen, Meg Devlin, and Vinta Bayle.
That is what would normally occur, she said, except
for one thing. They were all alive when I took possession of their
bodies. But Nayda had just died, following a severe illness. She was
exactly what I needed, though, so I took possession and healed the body.
She is not here anymore. If I depart, you'll be left either with a corpse
or a human vegetable.
You're bluffing, I said, but I remembered Vialle's saying
that Nayda had been ill.
No, she said. I'm not.
It doesn't matter, I told her.
Mandor, I said, turning to him, you said you can
keep her from vacating that body and following me?
Yes, he replied.
Okay, Nayda, I said. I am going somewhere and I am
going to be in extreme danger there. I am not going to permit you to
follow me and carry out your orders.
Don't, she answered.
You give me no choice but to keep you pent while I go about my
business.
She sighed.
So you've found a way to get me to violate one order in order to
get me to carry out the other. Very clever.
Then you'll tell me what I want to know?
She shook her head.
I am physically unable to tell you, she said. It is
not a matter of will. But...I think I've found a way around
it.
What is that?
I believe I could confide in a third party who also desires your
safety.
You mean
If you will leave the room for a time, I will try to tell your
brother those things I may not explain to you.
My eyes met Mandor's. Then, I'll step out in the hall for a
bit, I said.
And I did. A lot of things bothered me as I studied a tapestry on the
wall, not the least being that I had never told her that Mandor was my
brother.
When my door opened after a long while, Mandor looked in both directions.
He raised his hand when I began to move toward him. I halted, and he
stepped outside and came toward me. He continued to glance about as he
advanced.
This is Amber palace? he inquired.
Yes. Not the most fashionable wing, perhaps, but I call it
home.
I'd like to see it under more relaxed circumstances, he
said.
I nodded. It's a date. So tell me, what happened in there?
He looked away, discovered the tapestry, studied it.
It's very peculiar, he said. I can't.
What do you mean?
You still trust me, don't you?
Of course.
Then trust me in this. I've a good reason for not telling you what
I learned.
Come on, Mandor! What the hell's going on?
The ty'iga is not a danger to you. It really does care about your
welfare.
So what else is new? I want to know why.
Leave it, he said, for now. It's better that
way.
I shook my head. I made a fist and looked around for something to hit.
I know how you feel, but I'm asking you to drop it, he
said.
You mean the knowledge would hurt me in some way?
I didn't say that.
Or do you mean that you're afraid to tell me?
Drop it, he said.
I turned away and got control of myself.
You must have a good reason, I finally decided.
I do.
I'm not going to give up on this, I told him. But I
haven't the time to pursue it further against this kind of resistance.
Okay, you have your reasons and I have pressing business
elsewhere.
She mentioned Jurt and Mask and the Keep where Brand gained his
powers, he said.
Yes, that's where I'll be heading.
She expects to accompany you.
She is wrong.
I would counsel against taking her, too.
You'll keep her for me until I've taken care of things?
No, he said, because I'm coming with you. I'll put
her into a very deep trance, though, before we depart.
But you don't know what's been going on since our dinner. A lot
has happened, and I just haven't the time to bring you up to
date.
It doesn't matter, he said. I know that it involves
an unfriendly sorcerer, Jurt, and a dangerous place. That's enough. I'll
come along and give you a hand.
But that may not be enough, I countered. We
may not be enough.
Even so, I think the ty'iga could turn into a hindrance.
I wasn't referring to her. I was thinking about the stiff lady
near the door.
I'd meant to ask you about her. Some enemy you're I
punishing?
She had been an enemy, yes. And she's nasty, untrustworthy, and
has a poisonous bite. She's also a deposed queen. I didn't freeze her,
though. The sorcerer who's after me did it. She's the mother of a friend,
and I rescued her and brought her back here for safekeeping. I had no
reason for releasing her, until now.
Ah, as an ally against her old enemy.
Exactly. She's well-acquainted with the place I'm going. But she
doesn't like me and she's not easy to deal withand I don't really
know whether her son gave me enough ammunition to make her
trustworthy.
Do you feel she'd be a real asset?
Yes. I'd like to have all of that animus on my side. And I
understand she's an accomplished sorceress.
If additional persuading is needed, there are only threats and
bribes. I've a few private hells I've designed and furnishedfor
purely esthetic reasons. She might find a quick tour very impressive. On
the other hand, I could send for a pot of jewels.
I don't know, I said. Her motivations are somewhat
complex. Let me handle this, as far as I'm able.
Of course. Those were only suggestions.
As I see it, the next order of business is to rouse her, put the
proposition to her, and attempt to judge her response.
There is no one else you might bring along, from among your
kinsmen here?
I'm afraid to let any of them know I'm going. It could easily
result in an order not to, until Random gets back. I haven't the time to
wait around.
I might summon some reinforcements from the Courts.
Here? To Amber? I'd really be up shit creek if Random ever got
wind of that. He might start suspecting subversion.
He smiled.
This place reminds me a bit of home, he remarked, turning
back toward my door.
When we entered, I saw that Nayda was still seated, her hands upon her
knees, staring at a metal ball that hovered about a foot before her. The
other continued its slow circuit down on the floor.
Seeing the direction of my gaze, Mandor remarked, Very light
trance state. She can hear us. You can rouse her in an instant if you
wish.
I nodded and turned away. Now it was Jasra's turn.
I removed all of the garments I'd hung upon her and placed them on a
chair across the room. Then I fetched a cloth and the basin and washed
the clown makeup off her face.
Am I forgetting anything? I said, half to myself.
A glass of water and a mirror, Mandor stated.
What for?
She may be thirsty, he replied, and I can just tell
she'll want to look at herself.
You may have a point there, I said, drawing up a small
table. I placed a pitcher and a goblet upon it; also, a hand mirror.
I'd also suggest you support her, in case she collapses when the
spell is removed.
True.
I placed my left arm about her shoulders, thought of her deadly bite,
stepped back, and held her at arm's distance with the one hand.
If she bites me, it will knock me out almost instantly, I
said. Be ready to defend yourself quickly if this occurs.
Mandor tossed another metal ball into the air. It hung there for an
unnaturally long moment at the top of its arc, then dropped back to his
hand.
All right, I said, and then I spoke the words that raised
the spell.
Nothing as dramatic as I'd feared ensued. She slumped and I supported
her. You're safe, I said, and added, Rinaldo knows
you're here, to invoke the most familiar. Here's a chair.
Do you want some water?
Yes, she replied, and I poured some and passed it to her.
Her eyes were darting, taking in everything as she drank. I wondered
whether she'd recovered instantly and might not now be stalling for time
as she sipped, her mind racing, spells dancing at her fingertips. Her
eyes returned more than once to Mandor, appraising, though she gave Nayda
a long, hard stare.
Finally, she lowered the goblet and smiled.
I take it, Merlin, that I am your prisoner, she said,
choking slightly. She took another sip.
Guest, I replied.
Oh? How did this come about? Accepting the invitation escapes my
mind.
I brought you here frem the citadel at the Keep of the Four Worlds
in a somewhat cataleptic condition, I said.
And where might `here' be?
My apartment in the Palace of Amber.
Prisoner, then, she stated.
Guest, I repeated.
In that case, I should be introduced, should I not?
Excuse me. Mandor, I introduce Her Highness Jasra, Queen of
Kashfa. (I intentionally omitted the Most Royal
part.) Your Majesty, I request leave to present my brother, Lord
Mandor.
She inclined her head, and Mandor approached, dropped to one knee, and
raised her hand to his lips. He's better at such courtly gestures than I
am, not even sniffing the back of her hand for the scent of bitter
almonds. I could tell that she liked his mannerand she continued
to study him afterward.
I was not aware, she observed, that the royal house
here contained an individual named Mandor.
Mandor is heir to the dukedom of Sawall in the Courts of
Chaos, I replied. Her eyes widened.
And you say he is your brother?
Indeed.
You've succeeded in surprising me, she stated. I had
forgotten your double lineage.
I smiled, nodded, stepped aside and gestured.
And this I began.
I am acquainted with Nayda, she said. Why is the
girl...preoccupied?
That represents a matter of great complexity, I said,
and there are other things I am certain you will find to be of
much greater interest.
She cocked an eyebrow at me.
Ah! That fragile, perishable itemthe truth, she
said. When it surfaces so quickly there is usually a
claustrophobia of circumstance. What is it that you want of me?
I held my smile.
It is good to appreciate circumstance, I said.
I appreciate the fact that I am in Amber and alive and not
occupying a cell, with two gentlemen behaving in a conciliatory fashion.
I also appreciate the fact that I am not in the straits my most recent
memories indicate I should occupy. And I have you to thank for my
deliverance?
Yes.
Somehow I doubt it was a matter of altruism on your part.
I did it for Rinaldo. He tried getting you out once and got
clobbered. Then I figured a way that might work, and I tried it. It
did.
Her facial muscles tightened at the mention of her son's name. I'd
decided she'd prefer hearing the one she'd given him, rather than
Luke.
Is he all right? she asked.
Yes, I said, hoping it were so.
Then why is he not present?
He's off somewhere with Dalt. I'm not sure as to his location.
But
Nayda made a small noise just then, and we glanced her way. But she did
not stir. Mandor gave me an inquiring look, but I shook my head slightly.
I did not want her roused just then.
Bad influence, that barbarian, Jasra observed, choking
again and taking another drink. I'd so wanted Rinaldo to acquire
more of the courtly graces, rather than doing rude things on horseback
much of the time, she continued, glancing at Mandor and granting
him a small smile. In this, I was disappointed. Do you have
something stronger than water?
Yes, I replied, and I uncorked a bottle of wine and poured
some into a goblet for her. I glanced at Mandor and at the bottle then,
but he shook his head. But you have to admit he did well in that
track meet against UCLA, in his sophomore year, I said, not to let
her put him down completely. A certain amount of that comes from
the more vigorous side of life.
She smiled as she accepted the drink.
Yes. He broke a world record that day. I can still see him passing
over the final hurdle.
You were there?
Oh, yes. I attended all of your meets. I even watched you
run, she said. Not bad.
She sipped the wine.
Would you like me to send for a meal for you? I asked.
No, I'm not really hungry. We were talking about truth a little
while ago....
So we were. I gather there had been some sorcerous exchange back
at the Keep, between you and Mask
Mask? she said.
The blue-masked sorcerer who rules there now.
Oh, yes. Quite.
I do have the story right, don't I?
Yes, but the encounter was more than a little traumatic. Forgive
my hesitation. I was surprised and did not get my defenses up in time.
That was really all there was to it. It will not happen again.
I'm sure. But
Did you spirit me away? she interrupted. Or did you
actually fight with Mask to get me free?
We fought, I said.
In what condition did you leave Mask?
Buried under a pile of manure, I said.
She chuckled.
Wonderful! I like a man with a sense of humor.
I have to go back, I added.
Oh? Why is that?
Because Mask is now allied with an enemy of mineman named
Jurt, who desires my death.
She shrugged slightly.
If Mask is no match for you, I fail to see where Mask and this man
should represent a great problem. Mandor cleared his throat.
Begging your leave, he said. But Jurt is a shape
shifter and minor sorcerer from the Courts. He also has power over
Shadow.
I suppose that would make something of a difference, she
said.
Not as much as what the two of them apparently plan to
accomplish, I told her. I believe that Mask intends running
Jurt through the same ritual your late husband undertooksomething
involving the Fount of Power.
No! she cried, and she was on her feet, the rest of the
wine mixing with Nayda's spittle and a few old bloodstains on the Tabriz
I'd purchased for its delicately detailed pastoral scene. It must
not happen again!
A storm came and went behind her eyes. Then, for the first time, she
looked vulnerable.
I lost him because of that.... she said.
Then the moment was gone. The hardness returned.
I had not finished my wine, she said then, reseating
herself.
I'll get you another glass, I told her.
And is that a mirror on the table?
Chapter 11
I waited till she was finished primping, glancing out of the window at
the snow and surreptitiously trying again to reach Coral or Luke while my
back was turned to her.
No luck, though. When she put down the comb and brush she'd borrowed from
me and laid the mirror beside them, I gathered she'd finished organizing
her thoughts as well as her hair and was ready to talk again. I turned
back slowly and strolled over.
We studied each other while practicing expressionlessness, then she
asked, Is anyone else in Amber aware that you have awakened
me?
No, I replied.
Good. That means I've a chance of leaving here alive. Presumably,
you want my assistance against Mask and this Jurt?
Yes.
Exactly what sort of help do you desire, and what are you prepared
to pay for it?
I intend to penetrate the Keep and neutralize Mask and
Jurt, I said.
'Neutralize'? That's one of those little euphemisms for `kill,'
isn't it?
I suppose so, I replied.
Amber has never been noted for its squeamishness, she said.
You have been exposed to too much American journalism. So, you are
aware of my familiarity with the Keep, and you want my help in killing
the two of them. Correct?
I nodded.
Rinaldo has told me that if we were to arrive too late and Jurt
had already undergone the transformational ritual, you might know a way
to use that same power against him, I explained.
He'd gotten further into those notes than I'd realized, she
said. I am going to have to be frank with you then, since our
lives may depend on it. Yes, there is such a technique. But no, it won't
be of any help to us. Some preparations are required to turn the power to
such an end. It is not something I could simply reach out and do at a
moment's notice.
Mandor cleared his throat.
I'd rather not see Jurt dead, he stated, if there's
a possibility I could take him back to the Courts as a prisoner. He could
be disciplined. There might be a way of neutralizing him without
really...neutralizing him, as you put it.
And if there isn't? I asked.
Then I'll help you to kill him, he said. I have no
illusions about him, but I feel obliged to try something. I'm afraid that
the news of his death could push our father over the edge.
I looked away. He could be right, and even though old Sawall's death
would mean his own succession to the title and control of considerable
holdings, I was certain he was not anxious to acquire them at that
price.
I understand, I said. I hadn't thought of
that.
So give me a chance to subdue him. If I fail, I'll join you in
whatever must be done.
Agreed, I said, watching to see how Jasra was taking this.
She was studying us, a curious expression on her face.
'Our father'? she said.
Yes, I replied. I wasn't going to mention that, but
since it got out, Jurt's our younger brother.
Her eyes were alight now, at the scent of connivance.
This is a family power struggle, isn't it? she asked.
I suppose you could put it that way, I said.
Not really, Mandor said.
And yours is an important family in the Courts?
Mandor shrugged. So did I. I'd a feeling she was trying to figure a way
to cash in on that end of it, too, and I decided to stonewall her.
We were discussing the task at hand, I said. I want
to take us in there and accept Mask's challenge. We stop Jurt if he gets
in the way and give him to Mandor. If it is impossible simply to subdue
him, we go the rest of the way. Are you with us?
We have not yet discussed the price, she said.
All right, I acknowledged. I've talked about this
with Rinaldo, and he told me to tell you that he's called the vendetta
off. He feels things were settled with Amber when Caine died. He asked me
to release you if you would go along with this, and he suggested that in
return for your help against the new lord of the citadel we restore the
Keep of the Four Worlds to your sovereignty. Bottom line, as he put it.
What do you say?
She picked up the goblet and took a long, slow sip. She'd stall, I knew,
trying to figure a way to squeeze more out of this deal.
You've spoken with Rinaldo very recently? she said.
Yes.
I am not clear as to why he is running about with Dalt, rather
than being here with us, if he is so much in agreement with this
plan.
I sighed.
Okay, I'll tell you the story, I said. But if you're
with us, I do want to get moving soon.
Proceed, she said.
So I recounted the evening's adventure in Arden, omitting only the fact
that Vialle had placed Luke under her protection. Nayda seemed to grow
progressively distressed as I told the tale, uttering small whimpering
sounds at odd intervals.
When I was finished, Jasra placed her hand upon Mandor's arm and rose,
brushing him lightly with her hip as she passed, and she went to stand
before Nayda.
Now tell me why the daughter of a high Begman official is
restrained here, she said.
She is possessed of a demon that enjoys interfering in my
affairs, I explained.
Really? I've often wondered what hobbies demons might
pursue, she observed. But it seems this particular demon
has been trying to say something in which I might be interested. If you
would be so good as to free it for a moment's conversation I promise to
consider your offer afterward.
Time is running, I said.
In that case my answer is no, she told me. Lock me
up someplace and go to the Keep without me.
I glanced at Mandor.
In that I have not yet agreed to accept your offer, Jasra
continued, Rinaldo would call this an entertainment
expense.
I see no harm in it, Mandor said.
Then let her speak, I told him.
You may talk, ty'iga, he said.
Her first words were not addressed to Jasra, however; but to me:
Merlin, you have to let me accompany you.
I moved around to where I could see her face.
No way, I told her.
Why not? she asked.
Because your penchant for protecting me will actually hinder me in
a situation where I will probably have to take some chances.
That is my nature, she responded.
And my problem, I said. I mean you no ill. I'll be
glad to talk to you when this is all over, but you're going to have to
sit this one out.
Jasra cleared her throat.
Is that the entire message? Or is there something you wished to
tell me, also? Jasra asked.
There followed a long silence, then, Will you be accompanying them
or not? Nayda inquired.
Jasra took just as long to respond, obviously weighing her words:
This is a clandestine, personal operation, she said.
I am not at all certain it would be countenanced by Merlin's
seniors here in Amber. While it is true that I stand to gain if I
cooperate, I will also undergo considerable risk. Of course, I want my
freedom and the restoration of the Keep. It is almost a fair trade. But
he also asks a quitclaim on the vendetta. What assurance have I that this
means anything here, and that the hierarchy of Amber will not hunt me
down as a troublemaker afterward? He cannot speak for the others when he
operates on the sly this way.
Somehow, it had become a question addressed to me, and since it was a
very good question to which I did not really have an answer, I was glad
that the ty'iga had something to say:
I believe that I can persuade you that it would be in your best
interest to agree to accompany them and to render every assistance you
can, she offered.
Pray, begin, Jasra told her.
I would have to speak with you in private on this matter.
Jasra smiled, out of her love for intrigue, I am certain.
It is agreeable to me, she said.
Mandor, force her to say it now, I said.
Wait! Jasra declared. I will have this private
conversation or you can forget about my help.
I began wondering just how much help Jasra really represented if she
couldn't call upon the Fount to dispose of Jurt, should that become our
biggest problem. True, she knew the Keep. But I didn't even know for
certain how accomplished a sorceress she might be.
On the other hand, I wanted this thing settled now, and one more adept
could make the difference.
Nayda, I said, are you planning something that could
be damaging to Amber?
No, she replied.
Mandor, what do ty'iga swear by? I inquired.
They don't, he said.
What the hell, I said. How much time do you
want?
Give us ten minutes, she told me.
Let's take a walk, I said to Mandor.
Surely, he agreed, tossing another metal ball toward Nayda.
It joined the others in orbit about her, a little above waist level.
I fetched a key from my desk drawer before departing. And as soon as we
were in the hall I asked him, Is there any way Jasra could free
her?
Not with the additional circuit of confinement I established on
the way out, he replied. Not many could figure a way past
it, and certainly not in ten minutes.
She's just full of secrets, that damned ty'iga, I said.
Kind of makes me wonder who's really the prisoner here.
She's only trading some bit of knowledge for Jasra's
cooperation, he said. She wants the lady to accompany us if
she can't go herself, since it will mean extra protection for
you.
Then why can't we be present?
Nothing that I learned from her sheds any light on this, he
said.
Well, since I have a few minutes, there is a small errand I want
to run. Would you keep an eye on things here and take charge if she calls
us in before I get back?
He smiled.
If one of your relatives strolls by, should I introduce myself as
a lord of Chaos?
I thought you were also a lord of deception.
Of course, he said, and he clapped his hands and vanished.
I'll hurry, I said.
Cheerio, came his voice, from somewhere.
I hurried off up the hall. It was a little pilgrimage, I
supposeone that I had not made in a long while. On the brink of an
enterprise such as this, it seemed somehow appropriate.
When I reached the door, I stood outside it for a moment, my eyes closed,
visualizing the interior as last I had seen it. It was my father's
apartment. I had wandered through it on many occasions, trying to judge
from the furnishings, the layout, his bookshelves, and his curious
collections something more than I already knew about the man. There was
always some little thing that caught my attention, that answered a
question or raised a new onean inscription on the flyleaf of a
book or a note in a margin, a silver hairbrush bearing the wrong set of
initials, a daguerreotype of an attractive brunette signed To
Carl, Love, Carolyn, a snapshot of my father shaking hands with
General MacArthur....
I unlocked the door and pushed it open.
I did not move for several seconds, however, as a light glowed inside the
place. For more long moments I listened, but there were no sounds from
within. Slowly then, I entered. A number of candles burned upon the
dresser set against the far wall. There was no one in sight.
Hello? I called out. It's me. Merlin. There
came no answer.
I drew the door closed behind me and moved forward. A bud vase stood upon
the dresser amid the candles. It contained a single rose, and it appeared
to be silver in color. I drew nearer. Yes, it was real, not artificial.
And it was silver. In what shadow did such flowers grow?
I picked up one of the candles by its holder and moved away with it,
shielding its flame with my hand. I crossed to my left and entered the
next room. Immediately, on opening the door, I saw that there was no need
to have brought the candle. More of them were burning here.
Hello? I repeated.
Again, no answer. No sounds of any sort.
I set the candle upon a nearby table and crossed to the bed. I raised a
sleeve and let it fall. A silvery shirt was laid out upon the counterpane
beside a black pair of trousersmy father's colors. They had not
been there when last I had visited.
I seated myself beside them and stared across the room into a shadowy
corner. What was going on? Some bizarre household ritual? A haunting?
or....
Corwin? I said.
In that I'd hardly expected a reply, I was not disappointed. When I rose,
however, I bumped against a heavy object hung upon the nearest bedpost. I
reached out and raised it for a better view. A belt with a sheathed
weapon hung upon it. These had not been present last time either. I
gripped the haft and drew the blade.
A portion of the Pattern, contained within the gray metal, danced in the
candlelight. This was Grayswandir, sword of my father. What it was doing
back here now, I had no idea.
And I realized with a pang that I could not stick around to see what
might be going on. I had to get back to my own problems. Yes, timing was
definitely against me today.
I resheathed Grayswandir.
Dad? I said. If you can hear me, I want to get
together again. But I have to go now. Good luck on whatever you're
about.
Then I departed the room, touched the silver rose as I passed and locked
the door behind me. As I turned away, I realized that I was shaking.
I passed no one on the walk back, and when I approached my own door I
wondered whether I should enter, knock, or wait. Then something touched
my shoulder, and I turned around but no one was there. When I turned
forward once again Mandor stood before me, his brow slightly creased.
What's the matter? he asked. You appear more
troubled than when you left.
Something totally different, I told him, I think.
Any word from inside yet?
I heard a shriek from Jasra while you were gone, he said,
and I turned to the door and opened it. But she was laughing and
she asked me to close it.
Either ty'igas know some good stories or the news is
favorable.
So it would seem.
A little later the door opened and Jasra nodded to us.
Our conversation is concluded, she said.
I studied her as I entered the room. She looked a lot more cheerful than
she had seemed when we'd left. There was a bit more of a crinkling about
the outer edges of her eyes, and she seemed almost to be fighting the
corners of her mouth down into place.
I hope it was a fruitful interview, I said.
Yes. On the whole, I'd say it was that, she answered.
A glance at Nayda showed me that nothing had changed in terms of her
position or expression.
I'll have to be asking you for a decision now, I said.
I can't afford to cut things much closer than this.
What happens if I say no? she asked.
I'll have you conducts to your quarters and inform the others that
you're up and about, I said.
As a guest?
As a very well-protected guest.
I see. Well, I do not really care to inspect those quarters. I
have decided to accompany you and assist you under the terms we
discussed.
I bowed to her.
Merlin! Nayda said.
No! I answered, and I looked to Mandor. He approached and
stood before Nayda.
It is best that you sleep now, he told her, and her eyes
closed, her shoulders slumped. Where is a good place for her to
rest deeply? he asked me.
Through there, I said, indicating the doorway to the next
room.
He took her by the hand and led her away. After a time, I heard him
speaking softly, and then there was only silence. He emerged a little
later, and I went to the door and glanced inside. She was stretched out
on my bed. I did not see any of his metal spheres in the neighborhood.
She's out of it? I said.
For a long time, he replied.
I looked at Jasra, who was glancing down into the mirror.
Are you ready? I inquired.
She regarded me through lowered lashes.
How do you propose transporting us? she asked.
Do you have an especially tricky means of getting us in?
Not at the moment.
Then I will be calling upon the Ghostwheel to take us
there.
Are you certain it is safe? I've conversed with
that...device. I am not sure it is trustworthy.
It's fine, I said. Any spells you want to prime
first?
Not necessary. My...resources should be in good
order.
Mandor?
I heard a clicking sound from somewhere within his cloak.
Ready, he said.
I withdrew the Ghostwheel Trump and studied it. I began my meditation.
Then I reached. Nothing happened. I tried again, recalling, tuning,
expanding. I reached again, calling, feeling....
The door.... Jasra said.
I glanced at the door to the hallway, but there was nothing unusual about
it. Then I looked at her and realized the direction of her gaze.
The doorway to the next room, where Nayda slept, had begun to glow. It
shone with a yellow light, and even as I watched, it grew in intensity. A
spot of greater brightness then occurred at its center. Abruptly, the
spot began a slow up-and-down movement.
Then came music, from where I was not certain, and Ghost's voice
announced, Follow the bouncing ball.
Stop it! I said. It's distracting!
The music went away. The circle of light grew still.
Sorry, Ghost said. I thought you'd find a little
comic relief relaxing.
You guessed wrong, I replied. I just want you to
take us to the citadel at the Keep of the Four Worlds.
Do you want the troops, also? I can't seem to locate Luke.
Just the three of us, I answered.
What about the one who sleeps next door? I've met her before. She
doesn't scan right.
I know. She's not human. Let her sleep.
Very well, then. Pass through the door.
Come on, I said to the others, picking up my weapons belt
and buckling it on, adding my spare dagger, grabbing my cloak off a
chair, and drawing it over my shoulders.
I walked toward the portal and Mandor and Jasra followed. I stepped
through, but the room was no longer there. Instead, there came a moment
of blurring, and when my senses cleared, I was staring down and outward
across a great distance beneath a heavily overcast sky, a cold wind
whipping at my garments.
I heard an exclamation from Mandor and, a moment later, another from
Jasrabehind me and to the left. The great ice field lay bone-white
to my right, and in the opposite direction a slate-gray sea tossed
whitecaps like serpents in a bucket of milk. Far below, before me, the
dark ground simmered and steamed.
Ghost! I cried. Where are you?
Here, came a soft response, and I looked down to behold a
tiny ring of light near the toe of my left boot. Directly ahead and
below, the Keep stood stark in the distance. There were no signs of life
outside its walls. I realized that I must be in the mountains, standing
somewhere near the place where I had held my lengthy colloquy with the
old hermit named Dave.
I wanted you to take us into the citadel within the Keep, I
explained. Why did you bring us up here?
I told you I don't like that place, Ghost answered.
I wanted to give you a chance to look it over and decide exactly
where you wished to be sent within. That way I can move very fast on the
delivery, and not expose myself overlong to forces I find
distressing.
I continued to study the Keep. A pair of twisters were again circling the
outer walls. If there had not been a moat, they would probably have done
a good job of creating one. They stayed almost exactly 180 degrees apart,
and they took turns at illumination. The nearest one grew spark-shot with
bolts of lightning, acquiring an eerie incandescence; then, as it began
to fade, the other brightened. They passed through this cycle several
times as I watched.
Jasra made a small noise, and I turned and asked her, What's going
on?
The ritual, she responded. Someone is playing with
those forces right now.
Can you tell how far along they might be? I asked.
Not really. They could just be starting, or they could be finished
already. All the poles of fire tell me is that everything is in
place.
You call it then, Jasra, I told her. Where should we
put in our appearance?
There are two long hallways leading to the chamber of the
fountain, she said. One is on the same level and the other
a floor above it. The chamber itself is several stories high.
I recall that, I acknowledged.
If they are working directly with the forces and we simply appear
within the chamber, she continued, the advantage of
surprise will only be momentary. I can't say for certain what they might
hit us with. Better to approach along one of the two hallways and give me
a chance to assess the situation. Since there is a possibility that they
could note our approach along the lower hallway, the upper one would be
best for all our purposes.
All right, I agreed. Ghost, can you put us back a
distance in that upper hallway?
The circle spread, tilted, rose, stood high above us for a moment, then
dropped.
You are...already...there, Ghost said, as my
vision swam and the circle of light passed over us, head to toe.
Good-bye.
He was right. We were on target this time. We stood in a long, dim
corridor, its walls of dark, hewn stone. Its one end was lost in
darkness. Its other led into an area of illumination. The ceiling was of
rough timbers, the heavy cross-beams softened by curtains and plumes of
spider-webbing. A few blue wizard globes flickered within wall brackets,
shedding a pale light that indicated they were near the ends of their
spells. Others had already gone dead. Near the brighter end of the
hallway some of these had been replaced by lanterns. From overhead came
the sounds of small things scurrying within the ceiling. The place
smelled damp, musty. But the air had an electric quality to it, as though
we were breathing ozone, with an edge-of event jitteriness permeating
everything.
I shifted to Logrus Sight, and immediately there was a considerable
brightening. Lines of force like glowing yellow cables ran everywhere.
They provided the additional illumination I now perceived. And every time
my movements intersected one, it heightened the overall tingling effect I
experienced. I could see now that Jasra was standing at the intersection
of several of these and seemed to be drawing energy from them into her
body. She was acquiring a glowing quality I was not certain my normal
vision would have detected. When I glanced at Mandor I saw the Sign of
the Logrus hovering before him also, which meant that he was aware of
everything I was seeing.
Jasra began moving slowly along the corridor toward the lighted end. I
fell in behind her and slightly to her left. Mandor followed me, moving
so silently I had to glance back occasionally to assure myself he was
still with us. As we advanced I became aware of a certain throbbing
sensation, as of the beating of a vast pulse. Whether this was being
transmitted through the floor or along those vibrating lines we
continually encountered, I could not say.
I wondered whether our disturbing this net of forces was betraying our
presence, and even our position, to the adept working with the stuff down
at the Fount. Or was his concentration on the task at hand sufficiently
distracting to permit us to approach undetected?
It has started? I whispered to Jasra.
Yes, she replied.
How far along?
The major phase could be completed.
A few paces more, and then she asked me, What is your
plan?
If you're right, we attack immediately. Perhaps we should try to
take out Jurt firstall of us, I meanif he's become that
high-powered, that dangerous.
She licked her lips.
I'm probably best equipped to deal with him, because of my
connection with the Fount, she said then. Better you don't
get in my way. I'd rather see you dealing with Mask while I'm about it.
It might be better to keep Mandor in reserve, to lend his aid to
whichever of us might need it.
I'll go along with your judgment, I said. Mandor,
did you hear all that?
Yes, he replied softly. I'll do as she says.
Then, What happens if I destroy the Fount itself? he asked
Jasra.
I don't believe it can be done, she answered.
He snorted, and I could see the dangerous lines along which his thoughts
were running.
Humor me and suppose, he said.
She was silent for a time, then, If you were able to shut it down,
even for a little while, she offered, the citadel would
probably fall. I've been using its emanations to help hold this place up.
It's old, and I never got around to buttressing it where it needs it. The
amount of energy required to attack the Fount successfully, though, would
be much better invested elsewhere.
Thanks, he said.
She halted, extending a hand into one of the lines of force and closing
her eyes as if she were taking a pulse. Very strong, she
said a little later. Someone is tapping it at deep levels
now.
She began moving again. The light at the end of the hallway grew
brighter, then dimmer, brighter, dimmer. The shadows retreated and flowed
back repeatedly as this occurred. I became aware of a sound something
like the humming of high wires. There was also an intermittent crackling
noise coming from that direction. I increased my pace as Jasra began to
hurry. At about that time there came a sound of laughter from up ahead.
Frakir tightened upon my wrist. Flakes of fire flashed past the
corridor's mouth.
Damn, damn, damn, I heard Jasra saying.
She raised her hand as we came into sight of the landing where Mask had
stood at the time of our encounter. I halted as she moved very slowly,
approaching the railing. There were stairs both to the right and the
left, leading downward to opposite sides of the chamber.
She looked down for only an instant; then she threw herself back and to
the right, rolling when she hit the floor. Taking out a piece of railing,
a ball of orange flame fled upward like a slow comet, passing through the
area she had just quitted. I rushed to her side, slipped an arm beneath
her shoulders, began to raise her.
I felt her stiffen, as her head jerked slightly to the left. Somehow, I
already knew what I would see when I turned that way.
Jurt stood there, stark naked save for his eye patch, glowing, smiling, a
pulse away from substantiality.
Good of you to drop by, brother, he said. Sorry you
can't stay.
Sparks danced at his fingertips as he swung his arm ip my direction. I
doubted that shaking hands was foremost in his mind.
The only response I could think of was, Your shoelace is
untied, which of course didn't stop him, but it actually had him
looking puzzled for a second or two.
Chapter 12
Jurt had never played football. I do not believe he expected me to come
up fast and rush him, and when it happened, I don't think he anticipated
my coming in as low as I did.
And as for clipping him just above the knees and knocking him back
through the opening in the railing, I'm sure he was surprised. At least
he looked surprised as he went over backward and plummeted, sparks still
dancing at his fingertips.
I heard Jasra chuckle, even as he faded in mid-fall and vanished before
the floor got to spread him around a bit. Then, from the corner of my
eye, I saw her rise.
I'll deal with him now, she said, and, No problem.
He's clumsy, even as he appeared at the head of the stair to her
right. You take care of Mask!
Mask was on the opposite side of the black stone fountain, staring up at
me through an orange and red geyser of flames. Below, in the basin, the
fires rippled yellow and white. When he scooped up a handfiil and worked
them together as a child might shape a snowball, they became an
incandescent blue. Then he threw it at me.
I sent it past with a simple parry. This was not Art, it was basic energy
work. But it served as a reminder, even as I saw Jasra perform the
preliminary gestures to a dangerous spell purely as a feint, bringing her
near enough to Jurt to trip him, pushing him backward down the stair.
Not Art. Whoever enjoyed the luxury of living near and utilizing a power
source such as this would doubtless get very sloppy as time went on, only
using the basic frames of spells as guides, running rivers of power
through them. One untutored, or extremely lazy, might possibly even
dispense with that much after a time and play directly with the raw
forces, a kind of shamanism, as opposed to the Higher Magic's
puritylike that of a balanced equationproducing a maximum
effect from a minimum of effort.
Jasra knew this. I could tell she'd received formal training somewhere
along the line. That much was to the good anyway, I decided as I parried
another ball of fire and moved to my left.
I began descending the stairsidewaysnever taking my gaze
off Mask. I was ready to defend or to strike in an instant.
The railing began to glow before me, then it burst into flame. I
retreated a pace and continued my descent. Hardly worth wasting a spell
to douse it. It was obviously meant for show rather than damage...
Well....
There was another possibility, I realized then, as I saw that Mask was
simply watching me, was making no move to throw anything else in my
direction.
It could also be a test. Mask might simply be attempting to discover
whether I was limited to whatever spells I had brought with meor
whether I had learned to tap the power source here directly and would
shortly be slugging things out with him as Jurt and Jasra were now
obviously preparing to do. Good. Let him wonder. A finite number of
spells against a near-limitless source of energy?
Jurt suddenly appeared upon a windowsill, high and to my left. He had
time only for a brief frown before a curtain of fire was rung down upon
him. Both he and the curtain were gone a moment later, and I heard
Jasra's laughter and his curse, followed by a crashing noise off to the
other side of the chamber.
As I moved to descend another step, the stairway faded from view.
Suspecting illusion, I continued the slow downward movement of my foot. I
encountered nothing, though, and finally extended my stride to pass over
the gap and on down to the next stair. It also vanished, however, as I
shifted my weight. There came a chuckle from Mask as I turned my movement
into a leap to avoid the area. Once I was committed to jumping, the
stairs winked out one by one as I passed over them.
I was certain Mask's thinking must be that if I had a handle on the local
power, reflex would cause me to betray that connection here. And if I
didn't it might still cause me to waste an escape spell.
But I judged the distance to the now-visible floor. If no more stairs
vanished I might be able to catch a handhold on the next one, hang a
moment, then drop. That would be perfectly safe. And if I missed, or if
another stair vanished...I still felt I would land reasonably
intact. Better to use an entirely different sort of spell on the way
down.
I caught the rearward edge of the farthest stair, dangled and dropped,
turning my body and speaking the words of a spell I call the Falling
Wall.
The fountain shuddered. The fires sloshed and splashed, overflowing the
basin on the side nearest Mask. And then Mask himself was thrown backward
to the floor as my spell continued its course of descent.
Mask's arms rose before him as his body seemed to sop up the swirling
glow, his hands to expel it. There was a bright arc between his hands,
then a shieldlike dome. He held it above him, warding off the final
collapsive force of my spell. I was already moving quickly in his
direction. Even as I did so, Jurt appeared before me, standing on the far
lip of the fountain just above Mask, glaring at me. Before I could draw
my blade, throw Frakir, or utter another spell, however, the fountain
welled up, a great wave toppling Jurt from its side, sending him
sprawling upon the floor, washing him past Mask and across the chamber
toward the foot of the other stair, down which I now saw that Jasra was
slowly descending.
It means nothing to be able to transport yourself anywhere,
I heard her say, if you are a fool in all places.
Jurt snarled and sprang to his feet. Then he looked upward, past
Jasra....
You, too, brother? he said.
I am here to preserve your life, if at all possible, I
heard Mandor reply. I would suggest you return with me
now
Jurt cried outno recognizable words, just an animal-like bleat.
Then, I do not need your patronage! he screamed. And
you are the fool, to trust Merlin! You stand between him and a
kingdom!
A series of glowing circles drifted like glowing smoke rings from between
Jasra's hands, dropping as if to settle about his body. Jurt immediately
vanished, though moments later I heard him shouting to Mandor from a
different direction.
I continued to advance upon Mask, who had guarded successfully against my
Falling Wall and was now beginning to rise. I spoke the words of the Icy
Path, and his feet went out from beneath him. Yes, I was going to throw a
finite number of spells against his power source. I call it confidence.
Mask had power. I had a plan, and the means to execute it.
A flagstone tore itself loose from the floor, turned into a cloud of
gravel amid a grating, crunching noise, then flew toward me like a charge
of shot. I spoke the words of the Net and gestured.
All of the fragments were collected before they could reach me. Then I
dumped them upon Mask, who was still struggling to rise.
Do you realize that I still don't know why we're fighting?
I said. This was your idea. I can still
For the moment, Mask had given up on trying to rise. He had placed his
left hand in a simmering puddle of light and had extended his right, palm
toward me. The puddle vanished, and a shower of fire emerged from the
right hand and sped at me, like drops from a lawn sprinkler. I was ready
for this, though. If the Fount could contain the fire, then it had to be
insulated against it.
I threw myself flat on the other side of the dark structure, using its
base as a shield.
It is likely one of us is going to die, I called out,
since we are not pulling our punches. Either way, I won't have a
chance to ask you later. What's your bitch? What am I to you?
The only reply was a chuckling sound from the other side of the Fount, as
the floor began to move beneath me.
From somewhere off to my right, near the foot of the undamaged stair, I
heard Jurt say, A fool in all places? What about close
quarters? and I looked up in time to see him appear before Jasra
and seize hold of her.
A moment later he screamed, as Jasra lowered her head and her lips
touched his forearm. She pushed him away then, and he fell down the
remaining steps, landing stiffly, not moving.
I crept to the right of the Fount, over the sharp edges of the broken
flooring, which jiggled and sawed at me within the matrix of Mask's
power.
Jurt is out of it, I commented, and you stand alone
now, Mask, against the three of us. Call it quits, and I'll see that you
go on living.
Three of you, came that flat, distorted voice. You
admit that you cannot beat me without help?
Beat? I said. Perhaps you consider it a game. I do
not. I will not be bound by any rules you choose to recognize. Call it
quits or I'll kill you, with or without help, any way I can.
A dark object suddenly appeared overhead, and I rolled back away from the
Fount as it came to rest in the basin. It was Jurt. Unable to move
normally because of the paralytic effect of Jasra's bite, he had trumped
away from the foot of the stair and into the Fount.
You have your friends, Lord of Chaos, and I have mine, Mask
replied, as Jurt moaned softly and began to glow.
Suddenly Mask went spinning into the air, as I heard the flooring
shatter. The Fount itself died down, grew weaker, as a flaming tower
twisted ceiling-ward, rising from a new opening in the floor, bearing
Mask with it on the crest of its golden plume.
And enemies, Jasra stated, moving nearer.
Mask spread his arms and legs and wheeled slowly through the middle air,
suddenly in control of his trajectory. I got to my feet and backed away
from the Fount. I'm seldom at my best at centers of geological
catastrophes.
A rushing, rumbling sound now came from the doubled fountain, and a
high-pitched, sourceless-seeming note accompanied it. A small wind sighed
among the rafters. The tower of fire atop which Mask rode continued its
slow spiraling, and the spray in the lowered fountain began a similar
movement. Jurt stirred, moaned, raised his right arm.
And enemies, Mask acknowledged, beginning a series of
gestures I recognized immediately because I'd spent a lot of time
figuring them out.
Jasra! I cried. Watch out for Sharu!
Jasra took three quick steps to her left and smiled. Something very much
like lightning then fell from the rafters, blackening the area she had
just departed.
He always starts with a lightning stroke, she explained.
He's very predictable.
She spun once and vanished redly, with a sound like breaking glass.
I looked immediately to where the old man had stood, RINALDO carved upon
his right leg. He was leaning against the wall now, one hand to his
forehead, the other implementing a simple but powerful shielding spell.
I was about to scream for Mandor to take the old boy out, when Mask hit
me with a Klaxon spell which temporarily deafened me while bursting blood
vessels in my nose.
Dripping, I dove and rolled, interposing the now-rising Jurt between
myself and the sorcerer in the air. Jurt actually appeared to be throwing
off the effects of Jasra's bite. So I drove my fist into his stomach as I
rose and turned him into an even better position to serve as my shield. A
mistake. I received a jolt from his body, not unlike a nasty electrical
shock, and he even managed a brief laugh as I fell.
He's all yours, I heard him gasp then.
From the corner of my eye, I saw where Jasra and Sharu Garrul stood, each
of them seemingly holding one end of a great long piece of macrame work
woven of cables. The lines were pulsing and changing colors, and I knew
they represented forces rather than material objects, visible only by
virtue of the Logrus Sight, under which I continued to operate. The pulse
increased in tempo, and both sank slowly to their knees, arms still
extended, faces glistening. A quick word, a gesture, and I could break
that balance. Unfortunately, I had problems of my own just then. Mask was
swooping toward me like some huge insectexpressionless,
shimmering, deadly. A succession of brittle snapping sounds occurred
within the front wall of the Keep, where a series of jagged cracks raced
downward like black lightning. I was aware of falling dust beyond the
spiraling lights, of the growling and the whining soundsfaint now
within my ringing earsof the continuing vibration of the floor
beneath my half-numbed legs. But that was all right. I raised my left
hand as my right slid within my cloak.
A fiery blade appeared in Mask's right hand. I did not stir, but waited a
second longer before speaking the guide words to my
Fantasia-for-Six-Acetylene-Torches spell as I snapped my forearm back to
cover my eyes and rolled to the side.
The stroke missed me, passing through broken stone. Mask's left arm fell
across my chest, however, elbow connecting with my lower ribs. I did not
stop to assess damages, though, as I heard the sword of fire crackle and
come free of the stone. And so, turning, I struck with my own more
mundane dagger of steel, driving its full length up into Mask's left
kidney.
There followed a scream as the sorcerer stiffened and slumped beside me.
Almost immediately thereafter I was kicked with considerable force behind
my right hip. I twisted away and another blow landed upon my right
shoulder. I am sure it was aimed for my head. As I covered my neck and
temples and mlled away, I heard Jurt's voice, cursing.
Drawing my longer blade, I rose to my feet, and my gaze met Jurt's. He
was rising at the same time, and he held Mask cradled in his arms.
Later, he said to me, and he vanished, bearing the body
away with him. The blue mask remained on the floor, near to a long smear
of blood.
Jasra and Sharu were still facing each other from kneeling positions,
panting, bodies completely drenched, their life forces twisting about
each other like mating serpents.
Then, like a surfacing fish, Jurt appeared within the tower of forces
beyond the Fount. Even as Mandor hurled two of his sphereswhich
seemed to grow in size as they fled down the chamber, to crash into the
Fount and reduce it to rubbleI saw what I believed I would never
see again.
As the reverberation of the Fount's collapse spread and the groaning and
grinding within the walls was replaced by a snapping and swaying, and
dust, gravel and timbers fell about me, I was moving forward, skirting
the wreckage, sidestepping new geysers and rivulets of glowing forces,
cloak raised to protect my face, black extended.
Jurt cursed me roundly as I came on. Then, Pleased, brother?
Pleased? he said. May death be the only peace between
us.
But I ignored the predictable sentiment, for I had to get a better look
at what I thought I had seen moments before. I leaped over a piece of
broken masonry and beheld the fallen sorcerer's face within the flames,
head cradled against his shoulder.
Julia! I cried.
But they vanished even as I moved forward, and I knew it was time for me
to do the same.
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Chapter 1
I felt vaguely uneasy, though I couldn't say why. It did not seem all
that unusual to be drinking with a White Rabbit, a short guy who
resembled Bertrand Russell, a grinning Cat, and my old friend Luke
Raynard, who was singing Irish ballads while a peculiar landscape shifted
from mural to reality at his back. Well, I was impressed by the huge blue
Caterpillar smoking the hookah atop the giant mushroom because I know how
hard it is to keep a water pipe lit. Still, that wasn't it. It was a
convivial scene, and Luke was known to keep pretty strange company on
occasion. So why should I feel uneasy?
The beer was good and there was even a free lunch. The demons tormenting
the red-haired woman tied to the stake had been so shiny they'd hurt to
look at. Gone now, but the whole thing had been beautiful. Everything was
beautiful. When Luke sang of Galway Bay it had been so sparkling and
lovely that I'd wanted to dive in and lose myself there. Sad, too.
Something to do with the feeling.... Yes. Funny thought. When Luke
sang a sad song I felt melancholy. When it was a happy one I was greatly
cheered. There seemed an unusual amount of empathy in the air. No matter,
I guess. The light show was superb....
I sipped my drink and watched Humpty teeter, there at the end of the bar.
For a moment I tried to remember when I'd come into this place, but that
cylinder wasn't hitting. It would come to me, eventually. Nice
party....
I watched and listened and tasted and felt, and it was all great.
Anything that caught my attention was fascinating. Was there something
I'd wanted to ask Luke? It seemed there was, but he was busy singing and
I couldn't think of it now, anyway.
What had I been doing before I'd come into this place? Trying to recall
just didn't seem worth the effort either. Not when everything was so
interesting right here and now.
It seemed that it might have been something important, though. Could that
be why I felt uneasy? Might it be there was business I had left
unfinished and should be getting back to?
I turned to ask the Cat but he was fading again, still seeming vastly
amused. It occurred to me then that I, too, could do that. Fade, I mean,
and go someplace else. Was that how I had come here and how I might
depart? Possibly. I put down my drink and rubbed my eyes and my temples.
Things seemed to be swimming inside my head, too.
I suddenly recalled a picture of me. On a giant card. A Trump. Yes. That
was how I'd gotten here. Through the card....
A hand fell upon my shoulder and I turned. It belonged to Luke, who
grinned at me as he edged up to the bar for a refill.
Great party, huh? he said.
Yeah, great. How'd you find this place? I asked him.
He shrugged. I forget. Who cares?
He turned away, a brief blizzard of crystals swirling between us. The
Caterpillar exhaled a purple cloud. A blue moon was rising.
What is wrong with this picture? I asked myself.
I had a sudden feeling that my critical faculty had been shot off in the
war, because I couldn't focus on the anomalies I felt must be present. I
knew that I was caught up in the moment, but I couldn't see my way
clear.
I was caught up...
I was caught....
How?
Well.... It had all started when I'd shaken my own hand. No. Wrong.
That sounds like Zen and that's not how it was. The hand I shook emerged
from the space occupied by the image of myself on the card that went
away. Yes, that was it.... After a fashion.
I clenched my teeth. The music began again. There came a soft scraping
sound near to my hand on the bar. When I looked I saw that my tankard had
been refilled. Maybe I'd had too much already. Maybe that's what kept
getting in the way of my thinking. I turned away. I looked off to my
left, past the place where the mural on the wall became the real
landscape. Did that make me a part of the mural? I wondered suddenly.
No matter. If I couldn't think here.... I began running...to
the left. Something about this place was messing with my head, and it
seemed impossible to consider the process while I was a part of it. I had
to get away in order to think straight, to determine what was going on.
I was across the bar and into that interface area where the painted rocks
and trees became three-dimensional. I pumped my arms as I dug in. I heard
the wind without feeling it.
Nothing that lay before me seemed any nearer. I was moving, but Luke
began singing again.
I halted. I turned, slowly, because it sounded as if he were standing
practically beside me. He was. I was only a few paces removed from the
bar. Luke smiled and kept singing.
What's going on? I asked the Caterpillar.
You're looped in Luke's loop, it replied.
Come again? I said.
It blew a blue smoke ring, sighed softly, and said, Luke's locked
in a loop and you're lost in the lyrics. That's all.
How'd it happen? I asked.
I have no idea, it replied.
Uh, how does one get unlooped?
Couldn't tell you that either.
I turned to the Cat, who was coalescing about his grin once again.
I don't suppose you'd know, I began.
I saw him come in and I saw you come in later, said the
Cat, smirking. And even for this place your arrivals were
somewhat...unusualleading me to conclude that at least one of
you is associated with magic.
I nodded.
Your own comings and goings might give one pause, I
observed.
I keep my paws to myself, he replied. Which is more
than Luke can say.
What do you mean?
He's caught in a contagious trap.
How does it work? I asked.
But he was gone again, and this time the grin went too.
Contagious trap? That seemed to indicate that the problem was Luke's, and
that I had been sucked into it in some fashion. This felt right, though
it still gave me no idea as to what the problem was or what I might do
about it.
I reached for my tankard. If I couldn't solve my problem, I might as well
enjoy it. As I took a slow sip I became aware of a strange pair of pale,
burning eyes gazing into my own. I hadn't noticed them before, and the
thing that made them strange was that they occupied a shadowy comer of
the mural across the room from methat, and the fact that they
weremovingdrifting slowly to my left.
It was kind of fascinating, when I lost sight of the eyes but was still
able to follow whatever it was from the swaying of grasses as it passed
into the area toward which I had been headed earlier. And far, far off to
my rightbeyond LukeI now detected a slim gentleman in a
dark jacket, palette and brush in hand, who was slowly extending the
mural. I took another sip and returned my attention to the progress of
whatever it was that had moved from flat reality to 3-D. A gunmetal snout
protruded from between a rock and a shrub; the pale eyes blazed above it;
blue saliva dripped from the dark muzzle and steamed upon the ground. It
was either quite short or very crouched, and I couldn't make up my mind
whether it was the entire crowd of us that it was studying or me in
particular. I leaned to one side and caught Humpty by the belt or the
necktie, whichever it was, just as he was about to slump to the side.
Excuse me, I said. Could you tell me what sort of
creature that is?
I pointed just as it emergedmany-legged, long-tailed, dark-scaled,
undulating, and fast. Its claws were red, and it raised its tail as it
raced toward us.
Humpty's bleary eyes moved toward my own, drifted past.
I am not here, sir, he began, to remedy your
zoological ignorMy God! It's
It flashed across the distance, approaching rapidly. Would it reach a
spot shortly where its running would become a treadmill
operationor had that effect only applied to me on trying to get
away from this place?
The segments of its body slid from side to side, it hissed like a leaky
pressure cooker, and steaming slaver marked its trail from the fiction of
paint. Rather than slowing, its speed seemed to increase.
My left hand jerked forward of its own volition and a series of words
rose unbidden to my lips. I spoke them just as the creature crossed the
interface I had been unable to pierce earlier, rearing as it upset a
vacant table and bunching its members as if about to spring.
A Bandersnatch! someone cried.
A frumious Bandersnatch! Humpty corrected.
As I spoke the final word and performed the ultimate gesture, the image
of the Logrus swam before my inner vision. The dark creature, having just
extended its foremost talons, suddenly drew them back, clutched with them
against the upper left quadrant of its breast, rolled its eyes, emitted a
soft moaning sound, exhaled heavily, collapsed, fell to the floor, and
rolled over onto its back, its many feet extended upward into the air.
The Cat's grin appeared above the creature. The mouth moved.
A dead frumious Bandersnatch, it stated.
The grin drifted toward me, the rest of the Cat occurring about it like
an afterthought.
That was a cardiac-arrest spell, wasn't it? it inquired.
I guess so, I said. It was sort of a reflex. Yeah, I
remember now. I did still have that spell hanging around.
I thought so, it observed. I was sure that there was
magic involved in this party.
The image of the Logrus which had appeared to me during the spell's
operation had also served the purpose of switching on a small light in
the musty attic of my mind. Sorcery. Of course.
IMerlin, son of Corwinam a sorcerer, of a variety seldom
encountered in the areas I have frequented in recent years. Lucas
Raynardalso known as Prince Rinaldo of Kashfais himself a
sorcerer, albeit of a style different than my own. And the Cat, who
seemed somewhat sophisticated in these matters, could well have been
correct in assessing our situation as the interior of a spell. Such a
location is one of the few environments where my sensitivity and training
would do little to inform me as to the nature of my predicament. This,
because my faculties would also be caught up in the manifestation and
subject to its forces, if the thing were at all self consistent. It
struck me as something similar to color blindness. I could think of no
way of telling for certain what was going on, without outside help.
As I mused over these matters, the King's horses and men arrived beyond
the swinging doors at the front of the place. The men entered and
fastened lines upon the carcass of the Bandersnatch. The horses dragged
the thing off. Humpty had climbed down to visit the rest room while this
was going on. Upon his return he discovered that he was unable to achieve
his former position atop the barstool. He shouted to the King's men to
give him a hand, but they were busy guiding the defunct Bandersnatch
among tables and they ignored him.
Luke strolled up, smiling.
So that was a Bandersnatch, he observed. I'd always
wondered what they were like. Now, if we could just get a Jabberwock to
stop by
Sh! cautioned the Cat. It must be off in the mural
somewhere, and likely it's been listening. Don't stir it up! It may come
whiffling through the tulgey wood after your ass. Remember the jaws that
bite, the claws that catch! Don't go looking for troub
The Cat cast a quick glance toward the wall and phased into and out of
existence several times in quick succession. Ignoring this, Luke
remarked, I was just thinking of the Tenniel illustration.
The Cat materialized at the far end of the bar, downed the Hatter's
drink, and said, I hear the burbling, and eyes of flame are
drifting to the left.
I glanced at the mural, and I, too, saw the fiery eyes and heard a
peculiar sound.
It could be any of a number of things, Luke remarked.
The Cat moved to a rack behind the bar and reached high up on the wall to
where a strange weapon hung, shimmering and shifting in shadow. He
lowered the thing and slid it along the bar; it came to rest before
Luke.
Better have the Vorpal Sword in hand, that's all I can
say.
Luke laughed, but I stared fascinated at the device which looked as if it
were made of moth wings and folded moonlight. .
Then I heard the burbling again.
Don't just stand there in uffish thought! said the Cat,
draining Humpty's glass and vanishing again.
Still chuckling, Luke held out his tankard for a refill. I stood there in
uffish thought. The spell I had used to destroy the Bandersnatch had
altered my thinking in a peculiar fashion. It seemed for a small moment
in its aftermath that things were beginning to come clear in my head. I
attributed this to the image of the Logrus which I had regarded briefly.
And so I summoned it again.
The Sign rose before me, hovered. I held it there. I looked upon it. It
seemed as if a cold wind began to blow through my mind. Drifting bits of
memory were drawn together, assembled themselves into an entire fabric,
were informed with understanding. Of course....
The burbling grew louder and I saw the shadow of the Jabberwock gliding
among distant trees, eyes like landing lights, lots of sharp edges for
biting and catching....
And it didn't matter a bit. For I realized now what was going on, who was
responsible, how and why.
I bent over, leaning far forward, so that my knuckles just grazed the toe
of my right boot.
Luke, I said, we've got a problem.
He turned away from the bar and glanced down at me.
What's the matter? he asked.
Those of the blood of Amber are capable of terrific exertions. We are
also able to sustain some pretty awful beatings. So, among ourselves,
these things tend to cancel out to some degree. Therefore, one must go
about such matters just right if one is to attend to them at
all....
I brought my fist up off the floor with everything I had behind it, and I
caught Luke on the side of the jaw with a blow that lifted him above the
ground as it turned him and sent him sprawling across a table which
collapsed, to continue sliding backward the length of the entire serving
area where he finally came to a crumpled halt at the feet of the quiet
Victorian-looking gentlemanwho had dropped his paintbrush and
stepped away quickly when Luke came skidding toward him. I raised my
tankard with my left hand and poured its contents over my right fist,
which felt as if I had just driven it against a mountainside. As I did
this the lights grew dim and there was a moment of utter silence.
Then I slammed the mug back onto the bartop. The entire place chose that
moment in which to shudder, as if from an earth tremor. Two bottles fell
from a shelf; a lamp swayed, the burbling grew fainter. I glanced to my
left and saw that the eerie shadow of the Jabberwock had retreated
somewhat within the tulgey wood. Not only that, the painted section of
the prospect now extended a good deal farther into what had seemed normal
space, and it looked to be continuing its advance in that direction,
freezing that corner of the world into flat immobility. It became
apparent from whiffle to whiffle that the Jabberwock was now moving away,
to the left, hurrying ahead of the flatness. Tweedledum, Tweedledee, the
Dodo, and the Frog began packing their instruments.
I started across the bar toward Luke's sprawled form. The Caterpillar was
disassembling his hookah, and I saw that his mushroom was tilted at an
odd angle. The White Rabbit beat it down a hole to the rear, and I heard
Humpty muttering curses as he swayed atop the bar stool he had just
succeeded in mounting.
I saluted the gentleman with the palette as I approached.
Sorry to disturb you, I said. But believe me, this
is for the better.
I raised Luke's limp form and slung him over my shoulder. A flock of
playing cards flew by me. I drew away from them in their rapid passage.
Goodness! It's frightened the Jabberwock! the man remarked,
looking past me.
What has? I asked, not really certain that I wished to
know.
That, he answered, gesturing toward the front of the bar.
I looked and I staggered back and I didn't blame the Jabberwock a bit.
It was a twelve-foot Fire Angel that had just
enteredrusset-colored, with wings like stained-glass
windowsand, along with intimations of mortality, it brought me
recollections of a praying mantis, with a spiked collar and thorn-like
claws protruding through its short fur at every suggestion of an angle.
One of these, in fact, caught on and unhinged a swinging door as it came
inside. It was a Chaos beastrare, deadly, and highly intelligent.
I hadn't seen one in years, and I'd no desire to see one now; also, I'd
no doubt that I was the reason it was here. For a moment I regretted
having wasted my cardiac-arrest spell on a mere Bandersnatchuntil
I recalled that Fire Angels have three hearts. I glanced quickly about as
it spied me, gave voice to a brief hunting wail, and advanced.
I'd like to have had some time to speak with you, I told
the artist. I like your work. Unfortunately
I understand.
So long.
Good luck.
I stepped down into the rabbit hole and ran, bent far forward because of
the low overhead. Luke made my passage particularly awkward, especially
on the turns. I heard a scrabbling noise far to the rear, with a
repetition of the hunting wail. I was consoled, however, by the knowledge
that the Fire Angel would actually have to enlarge sections of the tunnel
in order to get by. The bad news was that it was capable of doing it. The
creatures are incredibly strong and virtually indestructible.
I kept running till the floor dipped beneath my feet.
Then I began falling. I reached out with my free hand to catch myself,
but there was nothing to catch hold of. The bottom had fallen out. Good.
That was the way I'd hoped and half expected it would be. Luke uttered a
single soft moan but did not stir.
We fell. Down, down, down, like the man said. It was a well, and either
it was very deep or we were falling very slowly. There was twilight all
about us, and I could not discern the walls of the shaft. My head cleared
a bit further, and I knew that it would continue to do so for as long as
I kept control of one variable: Luke. High in the air overhead I heard
the hunting wail once again. It was followed immediately by a strange
burbling sound. Frakir began pulsing softly upon my wrist again, not
really telling me anything I didn't already know. So I silenced her
again.
Clearer yet. I began to remember.... My assault on the Keep of the
Four Worlds and my recovery of Luke's mother, Jasra. The attack of the
werebeast. My odd visit with Vinta Bayle, who wasn't really what she
seemed.
My dinner in Death Alley.... The Dweller, San Francisco, the crystal
cave.... Clearer and clearer.
...And louder and louder the hunting, wail of the Fire Angel above
me. It must have made it through the tunnel and be descending now.
Unfortunately, it possessed wings, while all I could do was fall.
I glanced upward. Couldn't make out its form, though. Things seemed
darker up that way than down below. I hoped this was a sign that we were
approaching something in the nature of a light at the end of the tunnel,
as I couldn't think of any other way out. It was too dark to view a Trump
or to distinguish enough of the passing scene to commence a shadow
shift.
I felt we were drifting now, rather than falling, at a rate that might
permit us to land intact. Should it seem otherwise when we neared the
bottom, then a possible means of further slowing our descent came to
mindan adaptation of one of the spells I still carried with me.
However, these considerations were not worth much should we be eaten on
the way downa distinct possibility, unless of course our pursuer
were not all that hungry, in which case it might only dismember us.
Consequently, it might become necessary to try speeding up to stay ahead
of the beastwhich of course would cause us to smash when we hit.
Decisions, decisions.
Luke stirred slightly upon my shoulder. I hoped he wasn't about to come
around, as I didn't have time to mess with a sleep-spell and I wasn't
really in a good position to slug him again. That pretty much left
Frakir.
But if he were borderline, then choking might serve to rouse him rather
than send him backand I did want him in decent shape. He knew too
many things I didn't, things I now needed.
We passed through a slightly brighter area, and I was able to distinguish
the walls of the shaft for the first time and to note that they were
covered with graffiti in a language that I did not understand. I was
reminded of a strange short story by Jamaica Kincaid, but it bore me no
clues for deliverance. Immediately following our passage through that
band of illumination, I distinguished a small spot of light far below. At
almost the same moment I heard the wail once again, this time very near.
I looked up in time to behold the Fire Angel passing through the glow.
But there was another shape close behind it, and it wore a vest and
burbled. The Jabberwock was also on the way down, and it seemed to be
making the best time of any of us. The question of its purpose was
immediately prominent; as it gained, the circle of light grew and Luke
stirred again. This question was quickly answered, however, as it caught
up with the Fire Angel and attacked.
The whiffling, the wailing, and the burbling suddenly echoed down the
shaft, along with hissing, scraping, and occasional snarls. The two
beasts came together and tore at each other, eyes like dying suns, claws
like bayonets, forming a hellish mandala in the pale light which now
reached them from below. While this produced a round of activity too near
at hand for me to feel entirely at ease, it did serve to slow them to the
point where I felt I need not risk an ill-suited spell and an awkward
maneuver to emerge from the tunnel in one piece.
Argh! Luke remarked, turning suddenly within my grasp.
I agree, I said. But lie still, will you? We're
about to crash
and burn, he stated, twisting his head upward to
regard the combatant monsters, then downward when he realized that we
were falling, too. What kind of trip is this?
A bad one, I answered, and then it hit me: That was exactly
what it was.
The opening was even larger now, and our velocity sufficient for a
bearable landing. Our reaction to the spell that I called the Giant's
Slap would probably slow us to a standstill or even propel us backward.
Better to collect a few bruises than become a traffic obstruction at this
point.
A bad trip indeed. I was thinking of Random's words as we passed through
the opening at a crazy angle, hit dirt, and rolled.
We had come to rest within a cave, near to its mouth. Tunnels ran off to
the right and the left. The cave mouth was at my back. A quick glance
showed it as opening upon a bright, possibly lush, and more than a little
out-of-focus valley. Luke was sprawled unmoving beside me. I got to my
feet immediately and caught hold of him beneath the armpits. I began
dragging him back away from the dark opening from which we had just
emerged. The sounds of the monstrous conflict were very near now.
Good that Luke seemed unconscious again. His condition was bad enough for
any Amberite, if my guess were correct. But for one of sorcerous ability
it represented a highly dangerous wild card of a sort I'd never
encountered before. I wasn't at all certain how I should deal with it.
I dragged him toward the right-hand tunnel because it was the smaller of
the two and would theoretically be a bit easier to defend. We had barely
achieved its shelter when the two beasts fell through the opening,
clutching and tearing at each other. They commenced rolling about the
floor of the cave, claws clicking, uttering hisses and whistles as they
tore at each other. They seemed to have forgotten us entirely, and I
continued our retreat until we were well back in the tunnel.
I could only assume Random's guess to be correct. After all, he was a
musician and he'd played all over Shadow. Also, I couldn't come up with
anything better.
I summoned the Sign of the Logrus. When I had it clear and had meshed my
hands with it, I might have used it to strike at the fighting beasts. But
they were paying me no heed whatsoever, and I'd no desire to attract
their attention. Also, I'd no assurance that the equivalent of being hit
by a two-by-four would have much effect on them. Besides, my order was
ready, and filling it took precedence.
So I reached.
It took an interminable time. There was an extremely wide area of Shadow
to pass though before I found what I was looking for. Then I had to do it
again. And again. There were a number of things I wanted, and none of
them near.
In the meantime, the combatants showed no sign of slackening, and their
claws struck sparks from the cave's walls. They had cut each other in
countless places and were now covered with dark gore. Luke had awakened
during all of this, propped himself, and was staring fascinated at the
colorful conflict. How long it might hold his attention I could not tell.
It would be important for me to have him awake very soon now, and I was
pleased that he had not started thinking of other matters yet.
I was cheering, by the way, for the Jabberwock. It was just a nasty beast
and need not have been homing in on me in particular when it was
distracted by the arrival of its exotic nemesis. The Fire Angel had been
playing an entirely different game. There was no reason for a Fire Angel
to be stalking about this far from Chaos unless it had been sent. They're
devilish hard to capture, harder to train, and dangerous to handle. So
they represent a considerable expense and hazard. One does not invest in
a Fire Angel lightly. Their main purpose in life is killing, and to my
knowledge no one outside the Courts of Chaos has ever employed one.
They've a vast array of sensessome of them, apparently,
paranormaland they can be used as Shadow bloodhounds. They don't
wander through Shadow on their own, that I know of. But a Shadowwalker
can be tracked, and Fire Angels seem to be able to follow a very cold
trail once they've been imprinted with the victim's identity. Now, I had
been trumped to that crazy bar, and I didn't know they could follow a
Trump jump, but several other possibilities occurred to
meincluding someone's locating me, transporting the thing to my
vicinity, and turning it loose to do its business. Whatever the means,
though, the attempt had the mark of the Courts upon it. Hence, my quick
conversion to Jabberwock fandom.
What's going on? Luke asked me suddenly, and the walls of
the cave faded for a moment and I heard a faint strain of music.
It's tricky, I said. Listen, it's time for your
medicine.
I dumped out a palmful of the vitamin B12 tabs I had just brought in and
uncapped the water bottle I had also summoned.
What medicine? he asked as I passed them to him.
Doctor's orders, I said. Get you back on your feet
faster.
Well, okay.
He threw all of them into his mouth and downed them with a single big
drink.
Now these.
I opened the bottle of Thorazine. They were 200 milligrams each and I
didn't know how many to give him, so I decided on three. I gave him some
tryptophan, too, and some phenylalanine.
He stared at the pills. The walls faded again, the music returned. A
cloud of blue smoke drifted past us. Suddenly the bar came into view,
back to whatever passed for normal in that place. The upset tables had
been righted, Humpty still teetered, the mural went on.
Hey, the club! Luke exclaimed. We ought to head
back. Looks like the party's just getting going.
First, you take your medicine.
What's it for?
You got some bad shit somewhere. This is to let you down
easy.
I don't feel bad. In fact, I feel real good
Take it!
Okay! Okay!
He tossed off the whole fistful.
The Jabberwock and the Fire Angel seemed to be fading nowand my
latest exasperated gesture in the vicinity of the bartop had encountered
some resistance, though the thing was not fully solid to me yet.
Suddenly, then, I noticed the Cat, whose games with substantiality
somehow at this point made it seem more real than anything else in the
place.
You coming or going? it asked.
Luke began to rise. The light grew brighter, though more diffuse.
Uh, Luke, look over there, I said, pointing.
Where? he asked, turning his head.
I slugged him again.
As he collapsed, the bar began to fade. The walls of the cave phased back
into focus. I heard the Cat's voice. Going... it
said.
The noises returned full blast, only this time the dominant sound was a
bagpipelike squeal. It was coming from the Jabberwock, who was pinned to
the ground and being slashed at. I decided then to use the Fourth of July
spell I had left over from my assault on the citadel. I raised my hands
and spoke the words. I moved in front of Luke to block his view as I did
so, and I looked away and squeezed my eyes shut as I said them. Even
through closed eyes I could tell there followed a brilliant flash of
light. I heard Luke say, Hey! but all other sounds ceased
abruptly. When I looked again I saw that the two creatures lay as if
stunned, unmoving, toward the far side of the small cave.
I grabbed hold of Luke's hand and drew him up and over my shoulders in a
fireman's carry. Then I advanced quickly into the cave, slipping only
once on monster blood as I edged my way along the nearest wall, heading
for the cave mouth. The creatures began to stir before I made it out, but
their movements were more reflexive than directed. I paused at the
opening where I beheld an enormous flower garden in full bloom. All of
the flowers were at least as tall as myself, and a shifting breeze bore
me an overpowering redolence.
Moments later I heard a more decisive movement at my back and I turned.
The Jabberwock was drawing itself to its feet. The Fire Angel was still
crouched and was making small piping noises. The Jabberwock staggered
back, spreading its wings, then suddenly turned, beat the air, and fled
back up the high hole in the cleft at the rear of the cave. Not a bad
idea, I decided, as I hurried out into the garden.
Here the aromas were even stronger, the flowers, mostly in bloom, a
fantastic canopy of colors as I rushed among them. I found myself panting
after a short while, but I jogged on nevertheless. Luke was heavy, but I
wanted to put as much distance as I could between ourselves and the cave.
Considering how fast our pursuer could move, I wasn't sure there was
sufficient time to fool with a Trump yet.
As I hurried along I began feeling somewhat woozy, and my extremities
seemed extremely distant. It occurred to me immediately that the flower
smells might be a bit narcotic. Great. That was all I needed, to get
caught up in a drug high while trying to bring Luke back from one. I
could make out a still, slightly elevated clearing in the distance,
though, and I headed for it. Hopefully, we could rest there for a bit
while I regained my mental footing and decided what to do next. So far, I
could detect no sounds of pursuit.
Rushing on, I could feel myself beginning to reel. My equilibrium was
becoming impaired. I suddenly felt a fear of falling, almost akin to
acrophobia. For it occurred to me that if I fell I might not be able to
rise again, that I might succumb to a drugged sleep and be discovered and
dispatched by the creature of Chaos while I dozed. Overhead, the colors
of the flowers ran together, flowing and tangling like a mass of ribbons
in a bright stream. I tried to control my breathing, to take in as little
of the effluvia as possible. But this was difficult, as winded as I was
becoming.
But I did not fall, though I collapsed beside Luke at the center of the
clearing after I'd lowered him to the ground. He remained unconscious, a
peaceful expression on his face. A wind swept our hillock from the
direction of its far side, where nasty-looking, spiked plants of a
nonflowering variety grew. Thus, I no longer smelled the seductive odors
of the giant flower field, and after a time my head began to clear. On
the other hand, I realized that this meant that our own scents were being
borne back in the direction of the cave. Whether the Fire Angel could
unmask them within the heady perfumes, I did not know, but providing it
with even that much of an opportunity made me feel uncomfortable.
Years ago, as an undergraduate, I had tried some LSD. It had scared me so
badly that I'd never tried another hallucinogen since. It wasn't simply a
bad trip. The stuff had affected my shadow-shifting ability. It is kind
of a truism that Amberites can visit any place they can imagine, for
everything is out there, somewhere, in Shadow. By combining our minds
with motion we can tune for the shadow we desire. Unfortunately, I could
not control what I was imagining. Also unfortunately, I was transported
to those places. I panicked, and that only made it worse. I could easily
have been destroyed, for I wandered through the objectified jungles of my
subconscious and passed some time in places where the bad things dwell.
After I came down I found my way back home, turned up whimpering on
Julia's doorstep, and was a nervous wreck for days. Later, when I told
Random about it, I learned that he had had some similar experiences. He
had kept it to himself at first as a possible secret weapon against the
rest of the family, but later, after they'd gotten back onto decent terms
with each other, he had decided to share the information in the interest
of survival. He was surprised to learn then that Benedict, Gerard, Fiona,
and Bleys knew all about itthough their knowledge had come from
other hallucinogens and, strangely, only Fiona had ever considered its
possibility as an in-family weapon. She'd shelved the notion, though,
because of its unpredictability. This had been sometime back, however,
and in the press of other business in recent years it had slipped his
mind; it simply had not occurred to him that a new arrival such as myself
should perhaps be cautioned.
Luke had told me that his attempted invasion of the Keep of the Four
Words, by means of a glider-borne commando team, had been smashed. Since
I had seen the broken gliders at various points within the walls during
my own visit to that place, it was logical to assume that Luke had been
captured. Therefore, it seemed a fairly strong assumption that the
sorcerer Mask had done whatever had been done to him to bring him to this
state. It would seem that this simply involved introducing a dose of a
hallucinogen to his prison fare and turning him loose to wander and look
at the pretty lights. Fortunately, unlike myself, his mental travelings
had involved nothing more threatening than the brighter aspects of Lewis
Carroll. Maybe his heart was purer than mine. But the deal was weird any
way you looked at it. Mask might have killed him or kept him in prison or
added him to the coatrack collection. Instead, while what had been done
was not without risk, it was something which would wear off eventually
and leave him chastened but at liberty. It was more a slap on the wrist
than a real piece of vengeance. This, for a member of the House which had
previously held sway in the Keep and would doubtless like to do so again.
Was Mask supremely confident? Or did he not really see Luke as much of a
threat?
And then there is the fact that our shadow-shifting abilities and our
sorcerous abilities come from similar rootsthe Pattern or the
Logrus. It had to be that messing with one also messed with the other.
That would explain Luke's strange ability to summon me to him as by a
massive Trump sending, when in actuality there was no Trump. His
drug-enhanced abilities of visualization must have been so intense that
the card's physical representation of me was unnecessary. And his skewed
magical abilities would account for all of the preliminary byplay, all of
the odd, reality-distorting experiences I'd had before he actually
achieved contact. This meant that either of us could become very
dangerous in certain drugged states. I'd have to remember that. I hoped
he wouldn't wake up mad at me for hitting him, before I could talk to him
a bit. On the other hand; the tranquilizer would hopefully keep him happy
while the other stuff worked at detoxing him.
I massaged a sore muscle in my left leg and rose to my feet. I caught
hold of Luke beneath the armpits and dragged him about twenty paces
farther along into the clearing. Then I sighed and returned to the spot
where I had rested. There was not sufficient time to flee farther. And as
the wailing increased in volume and the giant flowers swayed in a line
heading directly toward meglimpses of a darker form becoming
visible amid the stalksI knew that with the Jabberwock fled the
Fire Angel was back on the job, and since this confrontation seemed
inevitable, this clearing was as good a place to meet it as any, and
better than most.
Chapter 2
I unfastened the bright thing at my belt and began to unfold it. It made
a series of clicking noises as I did so. I was hoping that I was making
the best choice available to me rather than, say, a bad mistake.
The creature took longer than I'd thought to pass among the flowers. This
could mean it was having trouble following my trail amid its exotic
surroundings. I was hoping, though, that it meant it had been
sufficiently injured in its encounter with the Jabberwock that it had
lost something of its strength and speed.
Whatever, the final stalks eventually swayed and were crushed. The
angular creature lurched forward and halted to stare at me with
unblinking eyes. Frakir panicked, and I calmed her. This was a little out
of her league. I had a Fire Fountain spell left, but I didn't even bother
with it. I knew it wouldn't stop the thing, and it might make it behave
unpredictably.
I can show you the way back to Chaos, I shouted, if
you're getting homesick!
It wailed softly and advanced. So much for sentimentality.
It came on slowly, oozing fluids from a dozen wounds. I wondered if it
were still capable of rushing me or if its present pace were the best it
could manage. Prudence dictated I assume the worst, so I tried to stay
loose and ready to match anything it attempted.
It didn't rush, though. It just kept coming, like a small tank with
appendages. I didn't know where its vital spots were located. Fire Angel
anatomy had not been high on my list of interests back home. I gave
myself a crash course, however, in the way of gross observation as it
approached. Unfortunately, this gave me to believe that it kept
everything important well protected. Too bad.
I did not want to attack in case it was trying to sucker me into
something. I was not aware of its combat tricks, and I did not care to
expose myself unduly in order to learn them. Better to stay on the
defense and let it make the first move, I told myself. But it just kept
moving nearer and nearer. I knew that I'd be forced to do something soon,
even if it were only to retreat....
One of those long, folded front appendages flashed out toward me, and I
spun to the side and cut. Snicker-snack! The limb lay on the ground,
still moving. So I kept moving, also. One-two, one-two! Snicker-snack!
The beast toppled slowly to its left, for I had removed all of the limbs
on that side of its body.
Then, overconfident, I passed too near in racing to round its head to
reach the other side and repeat the performance while it was still
traumatized and collapsing. Its other extensor flashed out. But I was too
near and it was still toppling: Instead of catching me with its clawed
extremity, it hit me with the equivalent of shin or forearm. The blow
struck me across the chest and I was knocked backward.
As I scrambled away and drew my feet beneath me to rise, I heard Luke
say, groggily, Now what's going on?
Later, I called, without looking back.
Then, Hey! You hit me! he added.
All in good fun, I answered. Part of the
cure, and I was up and moving again.
Oh, I heard him say.
The thing was on its side now and that big limb struck wildly at me,
several times. I avoided it and was able to gauge its range and striking
angle.
Snicker-snack. The limb fell to the ground and I moved in.
I swung three blows which passed all the way through its head from
different angles before I was able to sever it. It kept making clicking
noises, though, and the torso kept pitching and scrabbling about on the
remaining limbs.
I don't know how many times I struck after that. I just kept at it until
the creature was literally diced. Luke had begun shouting
Old! each time that I struck. I was perspiring somewhat by
then, and I noticed that heat waves or something seemed to be causing my
view of the distant flowers to ripple in a disturbing fashion. I felt
foresighted as all hell, thoughthe Vorpal Sword I'd appropriated
back in the bar had proved a fine weapon. I swung it through a high arc,
which I'd noted seemed to cleanse it entirely, and then I began folding
it back into its original compact form. It was as soft as flower petals,
and it still gave off a faint dusty glow....
Bravo! said a familiar voice, and I turned until I saw the
smile followed by the Cat, who was tapping his paws lightly together.
Callooh! Callay! he added. Well done, beamish
boy!
The background wavering grew stronger, and the sky darkened. I heard Luke
say Hey! and when I glanced back I saw him getting to his
feet, moving forward. When I looked again I could see the bar forming at
the Cat's back, and I caught a glimpse of the brass rail. My head began
to swim.
There's normally a deposit on the Vorpal Sword, the Cat was
saying. But since you're returning it intact
Luke was beside me. I could hear music again, and he was humming along
with it. Now it was the clearing, with its butchered Fire Angel, that
seemed the superimposition, as the bar increased in solidity, taking on
nuances of color and shading.
But the place seemed somehow smallerthe tables closer together,
the music softer, the mural more compressed and its artist out of sight.
Even the Caterpillar and his mushroom had retreated to a shadowy nook,
and both seemed shrunken, the blue smoke less dense. I took this as a
vaguely good sign, for if our presence there were a result of Luke's
state of mind then perhaps the fixation was losing its hold on him.
Luke? I said.
He moved up to the bar beside me.
Yeah? he answered.
You know you're on a trip, don't you?
I don't.... I'm not sure what you mean, he said.
When Mask had you prisoner I think he slipped you some
acid, I said. Is that possible?
Who's Mask? he asked me.
The new head honcho at the Keep.
Oh, you mean Sharu Garrul, he said. I do remember
that he had on a blue mask.
I saw no reason to go into an explanation as to why Mask wasn't Sharu.
He'd probably forget, anyway. I just nodded and said, The
boss.
Well...yes, I guess he could have given me something,
he replied. You mean that all this...? He gestured
toward the room at large.
I nodded.
Sure, it's real, I said. But we can transport
ourselves into hallucinations. They're all real somewhere. Acid'll do
it.
I'll be damned, he said.
I gave you some stuff to bring you down, I told him.
But it may take a while.
He licked his lips and glanced about.
Well, there's no hurry, he said. Then he smiled as a
distant screaming began and the demons started in doing nasty things to
the burning woman off in the mural. I kind of like it
here.
I placed the folded weapon back upon the bartop. Luke rapped on the
surface beside it and called for another round of brews. I backed away,
shaking my head.
I've got to go now, I told him. Someone's still
after me, and he just came close.
Animals don't count, Luke said.
The one I just chopped up does, I answered. It was
sent.
I looked at the broken doors, wondering what might come through them
next. Fire Angels have been known to hunt in pairs.
But I've got to talk to you.... I continued.
Not now, he said, turning away.
You know it's important.
I can't think right, he answered.
I supposed that had to be true, and there was no sense trying to drag him
back to Amber or anywhere else. He'd just fade away and show up here
again. His head would have to clear and his fixation dissipate before we
could discuss mutual problems.
You remember that your mother is a prisoner in Amber? I
asked.
Yes.
Call me when you've got your head together. We have to
talk.
I will.
I turned away and walked out the doors and into a bank of fog. In the
distance I heard Luke begin singing again, some mournful ballad. Fog is
almost as bad as complete darkness when it comes to shadow-shifting. If
you can't see any referents while you're moving, there is no way to use
the ability that allows you to slip away. On the other hand, I just
wanted to be alone for a time to think, now my head was clear. If I
couldn't see anybody in this stuff, nobody could see me either. And there
were no sounds other than my own footfalls on a cobbled surface.
So what had I achieved? When I was awakened from a brief nap to attend
Luke's unusual sending to Amber, I'd been dead tired following
extraordinary exertions. I was transported into his presence, learned
that he was tripping, fed him something I hoped would bring him off it
sooner, hacked up a Fire Angel, and left Luke back where he had started.
I'd gotten two things out of it, I mused, as I strolled through the
cottony mist: I'd stalemated Luke in any designs he might still have upon
Amber. He was now aware that his mother was our prisoner, and I couldn't
see him bringing any direct action against us under the circumstances.
Aside from the technical problems involved in transporting Luke and
keeping him in one place, this was the reason I was willing to leave him
as I just had. I'm sure Random would have preferred him unconscious in a
cell in the basement, but I was certain he would settle for a defanged
Luke at large; especially so, when it was likely that Luke would be
getting in touch with us sooner or later regarding Jasra. I was willing
to let him come down and come around in his own good time. I had problems
of my own in the waiting room, like Ghostwheel, Mask, Vinta...and
the new specter which had just taken a number and a seat.
Maybe it had been Jasra who had been using the homing power of the blue
stones to send assassins after me. She had the ability as well as a
motive. It could also have been Mask, though, who I'd judge had the
abilityand who seemed to have a motive, though I didn't understand
it. Jasra was out of the way now, however; and while I intended to have
things out with Mask eventually, I believed that I had succeeded in
detuning myself from the blue stones. I also believed that I might have
scared Mask somewhat in our recent encounter at the Keep. Whatever, it
was extremely unlikely that Mask or Jasra, whatever their powers, would
have had access to a trained Fire Angel. No, there's only one place Fire
Angels come from, and shadow-sorcerers aren't on the customer fist.
A puff of wind parted the fog for a moment and I caught sight of dark
buildings. Good. I shifted. The fog moved again almost immediately, and
they were not buildings but dark rock formations. Another parting and a
piece of dawn or evening sky came into view, a foam of bright stars
spilled across it. Before too long a wind whipped the fog away and I saw
that I walked in a high rocky place, the heavens a blaze of starry light
bright enough to read by. I followed a dark trail leading off to the edge
of the world....
The whole business with Luke, Jasra, Dalt, and Mask was somehow of a
piececompletely understandable in some places and clouded in
others. Given some time and legwork it would all hang together. Luke and
Jasra seemed to be nullified now. Mask, an enigma of sorts; seemed to
have it in for me personally but did not appear to represent any
particular threat to Amber. Dalt, on the other hand, did, with his fancy
new weaponrybut Random was aware of this situation and Benedict
was back in town. So I was confident that everything possible was being
done to deal with this.
I stood at the edge of the world and looked down into a bottomless rift
full of stars. My mountain did not seem to grace the surface of a planet.
However, there was a bridge to my left, leading outward to a dark,
star-occluding shapeanother floating mountain, perhaps. I strolled
over and stepped out onto the span. Problems involving atmosphere,
gravitation, temperature, meant nothing here, where I could, in a sense,
make up reality as I went along. I walked out onto the bridge, and for a
moment the angle was right and I caught a glimpse of another bridge on
the far side of the dark mass, leading off to some other darkness.
I halted in the middle, able to see along it for a great distance in
either direction. It seemed a safe and appropriate spot. I withdrew my
packet of Trumps and riffled through them until I located one I hadn't
used in a long, long time.
I held it before me and put the others away, studying the blue eyes and
the young, hard, slightly sharp features beneath a mass of pure white
hair. He was dressed all in black, save for a bit of white collar and
sleeve showing beneath the glossy tight-fitting jacket. He held three
dark steel balls in his gloved hand.
Sometimes it's hard to reach all the way to Chaos, so I focused and
extended, carefully, strongly. The contact came almost immediately. He
was seated on a balcony beneath a crazily stippled sky, the Shifting
Mountains sliding to his left. His feet were propped on a small floating
table and he was reading a book. He lowered it and smiled faintly.
Merlin, he said softly. You look tired.
I nodded.
You look rested, I said.
True, he answered, as he closed the book and set it on the
table. Then, There is trouble? he asked.
There is trouble, Mandor.
He rose to his feet.
You wish to come through?
I shook my head. If you have any Trumps handy for getting back,
I'd rather you came to me.
He extended his hand.
All right, he said.
I reached forward, our hands clasped; he took a single step and stood
beside me on the bridge. We embraced for a moment and then he turned and
looked out and down into the rift.
There is some danger here? he asked.
No. I chose this place because it seems very safe.
Scenic, too, he replied. What's been happening to
you?
For years I was merely a student, and then a designer of certain
sorts of specialized machinery, I told him. Things were
pretty uneventful until fairly recently. Then all hell broke
loosebut most of it I understand, and much of it seems under
control. That part's complicated and not really worth your
concern.
He rested a hand on the bridge's side-piece: And the other
part? he asked.
My enemies up until this point had been from the environs of
Amber. But suddenly, when it seemed that most of that business was on its
way to being settled, someone put a Fire Angel on my trail. I succeeded
in destroying it just a little while ago. I've no idea why, and it's
certainly not an Amber trick.
He made a clicking noise with his lips as he turned away, paced a few
steps, and turned back.
You're right, of course, he said. I'd no idea it had
come anywhere near this, or I'd have spoken with you some time ago. But
let me differ with you as to orders of importance before I indulge in
certain speculations on your behalf. I want to hear your entire
story.
Why?
Because you are sometimes appallingly naive, little brother, and I
do not yet trust your judgment as to what is truly important.
I may starve to death before I finish, I answered. Smiling
crookedly, my step-brother Mandor raised his arms. While Jurt and Despil
are my half brothers, borne by my mother, Dara, to Prince Sawall the Rim
Lord, Mandor was Sawall's son by an earlier marriage. Mandor is
considerably older than I, and as a result he reminds me much of my
relatives back in Amber. I'd always felt a bit of an outsider among the
children of Dara and Sawall. In that Mandor wasin a more stable
sensenot part of that particular grouping either, we'd had
something in common. But whatever the impulse behind his early
attentions, we'd hit it off and become closer, I sometimes think, than
full blood brothers. He had taught me a lot of practical things over the
years, and we had had many good times together.
The air was distorted between us, and when Mandor lowered his arms a
dinner table covered with embroidered white linen came into sudden view
between us, soundlessly, followed a moment later by a pair of facing
chairs. The table bore numerous covered dishes, fine china, crystal,
silverware; there was even a gleaming ice bucket with a dark twisted
bottle within it.
I am impressed, I stated.
I've devoted considerable time to gourmet magic in recent
years, he said. Pray, be seated.
We made ourselves comfortable there on the bridge between two darknesses.
I muttered appreciatively as I tasted, and it was some minutes before I
could begin a summary of the events that had brought me to this place of
starlight and silence.
Mandor listened to my entire tale without interruption, and when I'd
finished he nodded and said, Would you care for another serving of
dessert?
Yes, I agreed. It's quite nice.
When I glanced up a few moments later, I saw that he was smiling.
What's funny? I asked.
You, he replied. If you recall, I told you before
you left for that place to be discriminating when it came to giving your
trust.
Well? I told no one my story. If you're going to lecture me on
being friendly with Luke without learning his, I've already heard
it.
And what of Julia?
What do you mean? She never learned....
Exactly. And she seems like one you could have trusted. Instead,
you turned her against you.
All right! Maybe I used bad judgment there, too.
You designed a remarkable machine, and it never occurred to you it
might also become a potent weapon. Random saw that right away. So did
Luke. You might have been saved from disaster on that front only by the
fact that it became sentient and didn't care to be dictated to.
You're right. I was more concerned with solving technical
problems. I didn't think through all the consequences.
He sighed.
What am I going to do with you, Merlin? You take risks when you
don't even know you're taking risks.
I didn't trust Vinta, I volunteered.
I think you could have gotten more information out of her,
he said, if you hadn't been so quick to save Luke, who already
appeared to be out of danger. She seemed to be loosening up considerably
at the end of your dialogue.
Perhaps I should have called you.
If you encounter her again, do it, and I'll deal with her.
I stared. He seemed to mean it.
You know what she is?
I'll unriddle her, he said, swirling the bright orange
beverage in his glass. But I've a proposal for you, elegant in its
simplicity. I've a new country place, quite secluded, with all the
amenities. Why not return to the Courts with me rather than bouncing
around from hazard to hazard? Lie low for a couple of years, enjoy the
good life, catch up on your reading. I'll see that you're well-protected.
Let everything blow over, then go about your business in a more peaceful
climate.
I took a small sip of the fiery drink.
No, I said. What happened to those things you
indicated earlier that you knew and I didn't?
Hardly important, if you accept my offer.
Even if I were to accept, I'd want to know.
Bag of worms, he said.
You listened to my story. I'll listen to yours.
He shrugged and leaned back in his chair, looked up at stars.
Swayvill is dying, he said.
He's been doing that for years.
True, but he's gotten much worse. Some think it has to do with the
death curse of Eric of Amber. Whatever; I really believe he hasn't much
longer.
I begin to see....
Yes, the struggle for the succession has become more intense.
People have been falling over left and rightpoison, duels,
assassinations, peculiar accidents, dubious suicides. A great number have
also departed for points unknown. Or so it would seem.
I understand, but I don't see where it concerns me.
One time it would not have.
But?
You are not aware that Sawall adopted you, formally, after your
departure?
What?
Yes. I was never certain as to his exact motives. But you are a
legitimate heir. You follow me but take precedence over Jurt and
Despil.
That would still leave me way in hell down on the list.
True, he said slowly. Most of the interest lies at
the top....
You say `most.'
There are always exceptions, he answered. You must
realize that a time such as this is also a fine occasion for the paying
off of old debts. One death more or less hardly rouses an eyebrow the way
it would have in more placid times. Even in relatively high
places.
I shook my head as I met his eyes.
It really doesn't make sense in my case, I said. He
continued to stare untll I felt uncomfortable. Does it? I
finally asked.
WeIl... he said. Give it some thought.
I did. And just as the notion came to me, Mandor nodded as if he viewed
the contents of my mind. Jurt, he said, met the
changing times with a mixture of delight and fear. He was constantly
talking of the latest deaths and of the elegance and apparent ease with
which some of them were accomplished. Hushed tones interspersed with a
few giggles. His fear and his desire to increase his own capacity for
mischief finally reached a point where they became greater than his other
fear
The Logrus....
Yes. He finally tried the Logrus, and he made it through.
He should be feeling very good about that. Proud. It was something
he'd wanted for years.
Oh, yes, Mandor answered. And I'm sure he felt a
great number of other things as well.
Freedom, I suggested. Power, and as I studied
his half amused expression, I was forced to add, and the ability
to play the game himself.
There may be hope for you, he said. Now, would you
care to carry that through to its logical conclusion?
Okay, I responded, thinking of Jurt's left ear as it
floated away following my cut, a swarm of blood-beads spreading about it.
You think Jurt sent the Fire Angel.
Most likely, he replied. But would you care to
pursue that a little further?
I thought of the broken branch piercing Jurt's eyeball as we wrestled in
the glade....
All right, I said. He's after me. It could be a part
of the succession game, because I'm slightly ahead of him on that front,
or just plain dislike and revengeor both.
It doesn't really matter which, Mandor said, in
terms of results. But I was thinking of that crop-eared wolf that
attacked you. Only had one eye, too, it seemed....
Yes, I said. What does Jurt look like these
days?
Oh, he's grown about half the ear back. It's pretty ragged and
ugly-looking. Generally, his hair covers it. The eyeball is regenerated,
but he can't see out of it yet. He usually wears a patch.
That might explain recent developments, I said. Hell
of a time for it, though, with everything else that's been going on.
Muddies the waters considerably.
It's one of the reasons I suggest you simply drop out and let
everything cool down. Too busy. With as many arrows as there seem to be
in the air, one may well find your heart.
I can take care of myself, Mandor.
You could have fooled me.
I shrugged, got up, walked over to the rail, and looked down at the
stars.
After a long while he called out to me, Have you got any better
ideas? but I didn't answer him because I was thinking about that
very matter. I was considering what Mandor had said about my tunnel
vision and lack of preparedness and had just about concluded that he was
right, that in nearly everything that had happened to me up to this
pointwith the exception of my going after JasraI had mainly
been responding to circumstance. I had been far more acted upon than
acting. Admittedly, it had all happened very quickly. But still, I had
not formed any real plans for covering myself, learning about my enemies
or striking back. It seemed that there were some things I might be
doing....
If there is that much to worry about, he said, you
are probably better off playing it safe.
He was probably right, from the standpoints of reason, safety, caution.
But he was strictly of the Courts, while I possessed an additional set of
loyalties in which he did not participate. It was possibleif only
through my connection with Lukethat I might be able to come up
with some personal course of action that would further the security of
Amber. So long as such a chance existed, I felt obliged to pursue
matters. And beyond this, from a purely personal standpoint, my curiosity
was too strong to permit me to walk away from the unanswered questions
which abounded when I could be actively seeking some answers.
As I was considering how I might best phrase these matters in my reply to
Mandor, I was again acted upon. I became aware of a faint feeling of
inquiry, as of a cat scratching at the doors of my mind. It grew in
force, thrusting aside other considerations, until I knew it as a Trump
sending from some very distant place. I guessed that it might be from
Random, anxious to discover what had transpired since my absence from
Amber. So I made myself receptive, inviting the contact.
Merlin, what's the matter? Mandor asked, and I raised my
hand to indicate I was occupied. At that, I saw him place his napkin upon
the tabletop and rise to his feet.
My vision cleared slowly and I beheld Fiona, looking stern, rocks at her
back, a pale green sky above her.
Merlin, she said. Where are you?
Far away, I answered. It's a long story. What's
going on? Where are you?
She smiled bleakly.
Far away, she replied.
We seem to have chosen very scenic spots, I observed.
Did you pick the sky to complement your hair?
Enough! she said. I did not call you to compare
travel notes.
At that moment Mandor came up aside me and placed his hand upon my
shoulder, which was hardly in keeping with his character, as it is
considered a gauche thing to do when a Trump communication is obviously
in progresson the order of intentionally picking up an extension
phone and breaking in on someone's call. Nevertheless....
My! My! he said. Will you please introduce me,
Merlin?
Who, Fiona asked, is that?
This is my brother Mandor, I told her, of the House
of Sawall in the Courts of Chaos. Mandor, this is my Aunt Fiona, Princess
of Amber.
Mandor bowed.
I have heard of you, Princess, he said. It is indeed
a pleasure.
Her eyes widened for a moment.
I know of the house, she replied, but I'd no idea of
Merlin's relationship with it. I am pleased to know you.
I take it there's some problem, Fi? I asked.
Yes, she answered, glancing at Mandor.
I will retire, he said. Honored to have met you,
Princess. I wish you lived a bit nearer the Rim.
She smiled.
Wait, she said. This does not involve any state
secrets. You are an initiate of the Logrus?
I am, he stated.
...And I take it you two did not get together to fight a
duel?
Hardly, I answered.
In that case, I would welcome his view of the problem, also. Are
you willing to come to me, Mandor? He bowed again, which I thought
was hamming it a bit.
Anyplace, Madam, he responded.
She said, Come then, and she extended her left hand and I
clasped it. Mandor reached out and touched her wrist. We stepped
forward.
We stood before her in the rocky place. It was breezy and a bit chill
there. From somewhere distant there came a muted roar, as of a muffled
engine.
Have you been in touch with anyone in Amber recently? I
asked her.
No, she stated.
Your departure was somewhat abrupt.
There were reasons.
Such as your recognizing Luke?
His identity is known to you now?
Yes.
And to the others?
I told Random, I answered, and Flora.
Then everyone knows, she said. I departed quickly
and took Bleys with me because we had to be next on Luke's list. After
all, I tried killing his father and almost succeeded. Bleys and I were
Brand's closest relatives, and we'd turned against him.
She turned a penetrating gaze upon Mandor, who smiled.
I understand, he stated, that right now Luke drinks
with a Cat, a Dodo, a Caterpillar, and a White Rabbit. I also understand
that with his mother a prisoner in Amber he is powerless against
you.
She regarded me again.
You have been busy, she said.
I try.
...So that it is probably safe for you to return,
Mandor continued.
She smiled at him, then glanced at me.
Your brother seems well informed, she observed.
He's family, too, I said, and we've a life-long
habit of looking out for each other.
His life or yours? she asked.
Mine, I replied. He is my senior.
What are a few centuries this way or that? Mandor offered.
I thought I felt a certain maturity of spirit, she noted.
I've a mind to trust you further than I'd intended.
That's very sporting of you, he replied, and I
treasure the sentiment....
...But you'd rather I didn't overdo it?
Precisely.
I've no intention of testing your loyalties to home and
throne, she said, on such short acquaintance. It does
concern both Amber and the Courts, but I see no conflict in the
matter.
I do not doubt your prudence. I merely wanted to make my position
clear.
She turned back toward me.
Merlin, she said then, I think you lied to
me.
I felt myself frowning as I tried to recall an occasion when I might have
misled her about something. I shook my head.
If I did, I told her, I don't remember.
It was some years ago, she said, when I asked you to
try walking your father's Pattern.
Oh, I answered, feeling myself blush and wondering whether
it was apparent in this strange light.
You took advantage of what I had told youabout the
Pattern's resistance, she continued. You pretended it was
preventing you from setting your foot upon it. But there was no visible
sign of the resistance, such as there was when I tried stepping onto
it.
She looked at me, as if for confirmation. So? I said.
So, she replied, it has become more important now
than it was then, and I have to know: Were you faking it that
day?
Yes, I said.
Why?
Once I took one step upon it, I explained, I'd have
been committed to walking it. Who knows where it might have led me and
what situation might have followed? I was near the end of my holiday and
in a hurry to get back to school; I didn't have time for what might have
turned into a lengthy expedition. Telling you there were difficulties
seemed the most graceful way of begging off.
I think there's more to it than that, she said.
What do you mean?
I think Corwin told you something about it that the rest of us do
not knowor that he left you a message. I believe you know more
than you let on concerning the thing.
I shrugged.
Sorry, Fiona. I have no control over your suspicions, I
said. Wish I could be of more help.
You can, she replied.
Tell me how.
Come with me to the place of the new Pattern. I want you to walk
it.
I shook my head.
I've got a lot more pressing business, I told her,
than satisfying your curiosity about something my dad did years
ago.
It's more than just curiosity, she said. I told you
once before that I think it's what is behind the increased incidence of
shadow storms.
And I gave you a perfectly good reason for something else being
the cause. I believe it's an adjustment to the partial destruction and
recreation of the old Pattern.
Would you come this way? she asked, and she turned from me
and began to climb.
I glanced at Mandor, shrugged, and followed her. He came along.
We mounted toward a jagged screen of rock. She reached it first and made
her way onto a lopsided ledge which ran partway along it. She traversed
this until she came to a place where the rock wall had broken down into a
wide V-shaped gap. She stood there with her back to us then, the light
from the green sky doing strange things to her hair.
I came up beside her and followed the direction of her gaze. On a distant
plain, far below us and to the left, a large black funnel spun like a
top. It seemed the source of the roaring sound we had been hearing. The
ground appeared to be cracked beneath it. I stared for several minutes,
but it did not change in form or position. Finally, I cleared my throat.
Looks like a big tornado, I said, not going
anyplace.
That's why I want you to walk the new Pattern, she told me.
I think it's going to get us unless we get it first.
Chapter 3
If you had a choice between the ability to detect falsehood and the
ability to discover truth, which one would you take? There was a time
when I thought they were different ways of saying the same thing, but I
no longer believe that. Most of my relatives, for example, are almost as
good at seeing through subterfuge as they are at perpetrating it. I'm not
at all sure, though, that they care much about truth. On the other hand,
I'd always felt there was something noble, special, and honorable about
seeking trutha thing I'd attempted with Ghostwheel. Mandor had
made me wonder, though. Had this made me a sucker for truth's opposite?
Of course, it's not as cut and dried as all that. I know that it is not a
pure either/or situation with the middle excluded, but is rather a
statement of attitude. Still, I was suddenly willing to concede that I
might have gone to an extremeto the point of
foolhardinessand that I had let certain of my critical faculties
doze for far too long.
So I wondered about Fiona's request.
What makes it such a threat? I asked her.
It is a shadow storm in the form of a tornado, she said.
There have been such things before, I answered.
True, she responded, but they tend to move through
Shadow. This one does have extension through an area of Shadow, but it is
totally stationary. It first appeared several days ago, and it has not
altered in any way since then.
What's that come to in Amber-time? I asked.
Half a day, perhaps. Why?
I shrugged. I don't know. Just curious, I said. I
still don't see why it's a threat.
I told you that such storms had proliferated since Corwin drew the
extra Pattern. Now they're changing in character as well as frequency.
That Pattern has to be understood soon.
A moment's quick reflection showed me that whoever gained control of
Dad's Pattern could become master of some terrible forces. Or mistress.
So, Supposing I walk it, I said. Then what? As I
understand it from Dad's story, I'd just wind up in the middle, the same
as with the Pattern back home. What's to be learned from that?
I studied her face for some display of emotion, but my relatives tend to
have too much control for such simple self-betrayal.
As I understand it, she said, Brand was able to
trump in when Corwin was at the middle.
That's the way I understand it, too.
...So, when you reach the center, I can come in on a
Trump.
I suppose so. Then there will be two of us standing at the middle
of the Pattern.
...And from there we will be in a position to go someplace we
could not reach from any other point in existence.
That being? I asked.
The primal Pattern which lies behind it.
You're sure there is one?
There must be. It is in the nature of such a construct to be
scribed at a more basic level of reality as well as the mundane.
And our purpose in traveling to that place?
That is where its secrets dwell, where its deepest magics might be
learned.
I see, I told her. Then what?
Why, there we might learn how to undo the trouble the thing is
causing, she answered.
That's all?
Her eyes narrowed.
We will learn whatever we can, of course. Power is power, and
represents a threat until it is understood.
I nodded slowly.
But right now there are a number of powers that are more pressing
in the threat department, I said. That Pattern is going to
have to wait its turn.
Even if it may represent the forces you need to deal with your
other problems? she asked.
Even so, I said. It might turn into a lengthy
enterprise, and I don't believe I have the time for that.
But you don't know that for certain.
True. But once I set foot on it, there's no turning back.
I did not add that I'd no intention of taking her to the primal Pattern,
then leaving her there on her own. After all, she had tried her hand at
king-making once. And if Brand had made it to the throne of Amber in
those days, she would have been standing right behind him, no matter what
she had to say about it now. I think she was about to ask me to deliver
her to the primal Pattern then but realized that I'd already considered
it and rejected it. Not wanting to lose face by asking and being refused,
she returned to her original argument.
I suggest you make time now, she said, if you do not
wish to see worlds torn up about you.
I didn't believe you the first time you told me that, I
answered, and I don't believe you now. I still think the increased
shadow-storm activity is probably an adjustment to the damage and repair
of the original Pattern. I also think that if we mess around with a new
Pattern we don't know anything about, we stand a chance of making things
worse, not better
I don't want to mess around with it, she said. I
want to study
The Sign of the Logrus flashed between us suddenly. She must have seen it
or felt it somehow, too, because she drew back at the same instant I
did.
I turned my head with sure knowledge as to what I would see.
Mandor had mounted the battlement-like wall of stone. He stood as still
as if he were a part of it, his arm, upraised. I suppressed my first
impulse, which was to shout to him to stop. He knew what he was doing.
And I was certain that he would not pay me the slightest heed, anyway.
I advanced to the notch in which he had taken his position, and I looked
past him at the swirling thing on the cracked plain far below. Through
the image of the Logrus, I felt the dark, awful rush of power that Suhuy
had revealed to me in his final lesson. Mandor was calling upon it now
and pouring it into the shadow-storm. Did he not realize that the force
of Chaos he was unleashing must spread until it had run a terrible
course? Could he not see that if the storm were indeed a manifestation of
Chaos then he was turning it into a truly monstrous thing?
It grew larger. Its roaring increased in volume. It became frightening to
watch it.
From behind me, I heard Fiona gasp.
I hope you know what you're doing, I called to him.
We'll know in about a minute, he replied, lowering his
arms.
The Sign of the Logrus winked out before me.
We watched the damned thing spin for some time, bigger and noisier.
Finally, What have you proved? I asked him.
That you have no patience, he answered.
There was nothing particularly instructive to the phenomenon, but I
continued to watch it anyway.
Abruptly, the sound became a stutter. The dark apparition jerked about
suddenly, shaking off bits of accumulated debris as it contracted. Soon
it was restored to its former size, and it hit its earlier pitch and the
sound grew steady once more.
How did you do that? I asked him.
I didn't, he said. It adjusted itself.
It shouldn't have, Fiona stated.
Exactly, he replied.
You've lost me, I said.
It should have gone roaring right on, stronger than ever, after
he'd augmented it that way, Fiona said. But whatever is
controlling it had other plans. So it was readjusted.
...And it is a Chaos phenomenon, Mandor continued.
You could see that in the way it drew upon Chaos when I provided
the means. But that pushed it past some limit, and there was a
correction. Someone is playing with the primal forces themselves out
there. Who or what or why, I cannot say. But I think it's strong
testimony that the Pattern isn't involved. Not with Chaos games. So
Merlin is probably correct. I think that this business has its origin
elsewhere.
All right, Fiona conceded. All right. What does that
leave us with?
A mystery, he said. But hardly, I think, an imminent
threat.
A faint firefly of an idea flitted through my mind. It could easily be
dead wrong, though that was not the reason I decided against sharing it.
It led into an area of thought I could not explore in an instant, and I
don't like giving away pieces of things like that.
Fiona was glaring at me now, but I maintained a bland expression.
Abruptly then, seeing that her cause was fruitless, she decided to change
the subject:
You said that you left Luke under somewhat unusual circumstances.
Just where is he now?
The last thing I wanted to do was to get her really mad at me. But I
couldn't see turning her loose on Luke in his present condition. For all
I knew, she might actually be up to killing him, just as a form of life
insurance. And I did not want Luke dead. I'd a feeling he might be
undergoing something of a change of attitude, and I wanted to give him
every break I could. We still owed each other a few, even though it was
hard keeping score; and there is something to be said for old times'
sake. Considering what I'd judged his condition to be when I'd left him,
it was going to be a while before he was in decent shape again. And then
I had a number of things I wanted to talk to him about.
Sorry, I said. He's my province at the
moment.
I believe I have some interest in the matter, she replied
levelly.
Of course, I said, but I feel that mine is greater
and that we may get in each other's ways.
I can judge these things for myself, she said.
Okay, I told her. He's on an acid trip. Any
inforormation you'd get out of him might be colorful, but it would also
be highly disappointing.
How did this happen? she asked.
A wizard named Mask apparently slipped him some chemicals when he
had him prisoner.
Where was this? I've never heard of Mask.
A place called the Keep of the Four Worlds, I told her.
It's been a long time since I heard the Keep mentioned, she
said. A sorcerer named Sharu Garrul used to hold it.
He's a coatrack now, I stated.
What?
Long story; but Mask has the place these days.
She stared at me, and I could tell she was just realizing that there was
a lot she didn't know in the way of recent developments. I'd judge she
was deciding which of several obvious questions to ask next when I
decided to beat her to the punch while she was still off balance.
So how's Bleys? I asked.
He's much improved. I treated him myself and he's recovering
quickly.
I was about to ask her where he was, which I knew she would refuse to
answer, and hopefully we would both smile when she saw what I was driving
at: no address for Bleys, no address for Luke; we keep our secrets and
stay friends.
Hello! I heard Mandor say, and we both turned in the
direction he was facingback out through the notch.
The dark tornado-form had collapsed to half its former size, and even as
we watched, it continued to diminish. It fell steadily in upon itself,
shrinking and shrinking, and in about a half minute it was gone,
completely.
I could not suppress a smile, but Fiona did not even notice. She was
looking at Mandor.
Do you think it was because of what you did? she asked
him.
I have no way of knowing, he replied, but it may
well be.
But does it tell you anything? she said.
Perhaps whoever was responsible did not like having me tinker with
his experiment.
You really believe there's an intelligence behind it?
Yes.
Someone from the Courts?
It seems more likely than someone from your end of the
world.
I suppose so.... she agreed. Have you any
guesses as to the person's identity?
He smiled.
I understand, she said quickly. Your business is
your business. But a general threat is everybody's business. That's what
I was really getting at.
True, he acknowledged. This is why I propose
investigating it. I'm at loose ends at the moment. It might be
amusing.
It is awkward asking you to communicate your findings to
me, she said, when I do not know what interests might be
involved.
I appreciate your position, he replied, but to the
best of my knowledge the treaty provisions still hold and no one in the
Courts is promoting any special designs against Amber. In fact....
If you like, we might pursue the matter together, at least part of the
way.
I've got the time, she said.
I don't, I injected quickly. I've some pressing
business to attend to.
Mandor shifted his attention to me.
About my offer.... he said.
I can't, I told him.
Very well. Our conversation is not concluded, however. I'll be in
touch later.
Okay.
Fiona looked my way then, also.
You will keep me posted on Luke's recovery, and his
intentions, she stated.
Of course.
Good day, then.
Mandor gave me a small half-salute and I returned it.
I began walking then, and as soon as I was out of sight I began
shifting.
I found my way to a rocky slope, where I halted and withdrew my Trump for
Amber. I raised it, focused my awareness, and transported myself as soon
as I felt my way through. I was hoping the main hall would be empty, but
at this point I didn't really care that much.
I came through near Jasra, who was holding an extra cloak over her
outstretched left arm. I ducked out the doorway to my left into an empty
corridor and made my way to the back stair. Several times I heard voices
and I detoured to avoid the speakers. I was able to make it to my rooms
without being discovered.
The only rest I had had in what seemed an age and a half had been a
fifteen-minute nap before Luke's spaced-out sorcerous faculty had caused
him to summon me to the Looking Glass Bar via a hallucinatory Trump.
When? For all I knew, it could have been yesterdaywhich had been a
very full day before that incident.
I barred the door and staggered to the bed, flinging myself down upon it
without even removing my boots. Sure, there were all sorts of things I
should be doing, but I was in no condition for any of them. I'd returned
home because I still felt safest in Amber; despite the fact that Luke had
reached me here once.
Someone with a high-powered subconscious might have had a brilliantly
revelatory dream following as much crap as I'd been through recently, and
then have awakened with a wonderful series of insights and answers
detailing appropriate courses of action. I didn't. I woke once, in a
small panic, not knowing where I was. But I opened my eyes and satisfied
myself on that count, then went back to sleep. Latermuch later, it
seemedI returned by degrees, like some piece of flotsam being
pushed higher and higher onto a beach by wave following wave, until
finally I was there. I saw no reason for going any further until I
realized that my feet hurt. Then I sat up and pulled my boots off, which
might have been one of the six greatest pleasures in my life. I removed
my socks in a hurry then and threw them into the corner of the room. Why
doesn't anyone else in my line of work seem to get sore feet? I filled
the basin and soaked them for a time, then resolved to go barefoot for
the next few hours.
Finally I rose, stripped, cleaned up, and put on a pair of Levi's and a
purple flannel shirt of which I am fond. The hell with swords, daggers,
and cloaks for a time. I opened the shutters and looked outside. It was
dark. Because of clouds, I couldn't even guess from the stars whether it
might be early evening, late night, or almost morning.
It was very quiet in the hall, and there were no sounds as I made my way
down the back stair. The kitchen was deserted also, the big fires banked
and smoldering low. I didn't want to stir things up beyond hanging a pot
of water to warm for tea while I located some bread and fruit preserves.
I turned up a jug of something like grapefruit juice, too, in one of the
walk-in ice boxes.
As I sat warming my feet and working my way through the loaf, I began to
feel uneasy. I was sipping my tea before I realized what it was. There
seemed a great necessity that I be doing something, yet I had no idea
what. Now I had something of a breather, and it felt strange. So I
decided to start thinking again.
By the time I'd finished eating, I had a few small plans. The first thing
I did was to make my way to the main hall, where I removed all of the
hats and cloaks form Jasra and swept her off her feet. Later, as I was
bearing her stiff form along the upstairs hallway in the direction of my
room, a door opened partway and a bleary-eyed Droppa watched me go by.
Hey, I'll take two! he called after me.
Reminds me of any first wife, he added then, and closed the
door.
Once I had her installed in my quarters, I drew up a chair and seated
myself before her. Garishly clad as part of a savage joke, her hard sort
of beauty was not really diminished. She had placed me in extreme peril
on one occasion, and I had no desire to free her at a time like this for
a possible repeat performance. But the spell that held her claimed my
attention for more than one reason and I wanted to understand it fully.
Carefully then, I began exploring the construct which held her. It was
not overcomplicated, but I could see that tracing all of its byways was
going to take a while. All right. I wasn't about to stop now. I pushed on
ahead into the spell, taking mental notes as I went.
I was busy for hours. After I had solved the spell, I decided to hang
some more of my own, times being what they were. The castle came awake
about me as I worked. I labored steadily as the day progressed, until
everything was in place and I was satisfied with my work. I was also
famished.
I moved Jasra off into a corner, pulled on my boots, departed my
quarters, and headed for the stair. In that it seemed about lunchtime I
checked out the several dining rooms in which the family generally ate.
But all of them were deserted and none of them were set up for a meal yet
to come. Nor did any of them show signs of a meal having recently been
dispatched.
I suppose it was possible my time sense was still skewed and I was much
too late or too early; but it did seem that it had been daylight long
enough to bring me into the vicinity of the proper hour. Nobody, however,
seemed to be eating, so something had to be wrong with this
assumption....
Then I heard itthe faint click of cutlery upon plate. I headed in
the apparent direction of the sound. Obviously, the meal was taking place
in a less frequented setting than usual. I turned right, then left. Yes,
they had decided to set up in a drawing room. No matter.
I entered the room, where Llewella was seated with Random's wife, Vialle,
on the red divan, dinner laid on a low table before them. Michael, who
worked in the kitchen, stood nearby behind a cart loaded with dishes. I
cleared my throat.
Merlin, Vialle announced with a sensitivity that always
gives me a small chillshe being completely blind. How
pleasant!
Hello, Llewella said. Come and join us. We're
anxious to hear what you've been doing.
I drew a chair up to the far side of the table and seated myself. Michael
came over and laid a fresh setting before me. I thought about it quickly.
Anything Vialle heard would doubtless get back to Random. So I gave them
a somewhat edited version of recent eventsleaving out all
references to Mandor, Fiona, and anything having to do with the Courts.
It made for a considerably shorter story and let me get to my food
sooner.
Everybody's been so busy lately, Llewella remarked when I'd
finished talking. It almost makes me feel guilty.
I studied the delicate green of her more-than-olive complexion; her full
lips, her large catlike eyes.
But not quite, she added.
Where are they all, anyway? I asked.
Gerard, she said, is down seeing to harbor
fortifications, and Julian is in command of the army, which has now been
equipped with some firearms and is set to defend the approaches to
Kolvir.
You mean Dalt has something in the field already? Coming this
way?
She shook her head. No, it was a precautionary measure, she
replied, because of that message from Luke. Dalt's force had not
actually been sighted.
Does anyone even know where he is? I asked.
Not yet, she answered, but we're expecting some
intelligence on that soon. She shrugged. Then, Perhaps
Julian already has it, she added.
Why is Julian in command? I asked between nibbles.
I'd have thought Benedict would take charge of something like
this.
Llewella looked away, glancing at Vialle, who seemed to feel the shifting
of focus.
Benedict and a small force of his men have escorted Random to
Kashfa, Vialle said, softly.
Kashfa? I said. Why would he want to do that? In
fact, Dalt usually hangs out around Kashfa. The area could be dangerous
right now.
She smiled faintly.
That is why he wanted Benedict and his guard for escort,
she said. They may even be the intelligence- gathering expedition
themselves, though that's not their reason for going right now.
I don't understand, I said, why the trip should be
necessary at all.
She took a sip of water.
A sudden political upheaval, she replied. Some
general had taken over in the absence of the queen and the crown prince.
The general was just assassinated recently, and Random has succeeded in
obtaining agreement for placing his own candidatean older
noblemanon the throne.
How'd he do that?
Everyone with an interest in the matter was even more interested
in seeing Kashfa admitted to the Golden Circle of privileged trade
status.
So Random bought them off to see his own man in charge, I
observed. Don't these Golden Circle treaties usually give us the
right to move troops through a client kingdom's territory with very
little in the way of preliminaries?
Yes, she said.
I suddenly recalled that tough-looking emissary of the Crown I'd met at
Bloody Bill's, who had paid his tab in Kashfan currency. I decided I did
not really want to know how close in point of time that was to the
assassination that had made this recent arrangement possible. What struck
me with more immediate force was the picture that now emerged. It looked
as if Random had just blocked Jasra and Luke from recovering their
usurped thronewhich, to be fair, I guess Jasra had usurped
herself, years ago. With all that usurping going on, the equities of the
thing were more than a little hazy to me. But if Random's ethics were no
better than those which had gone before, they were certainly no worse. It
looked now, though, as if any attempt on the part of Luke to regain his
mother's throne would be met by a monarch who possessed a defense
alliance with Amber. I suddenly felt willing to bet that the terms of the
defense provisions of the alliance included Amber's assistance in
internal troubles as well as help against outside aggressors.
Fascinating. It sounded as if Random were going to an awful lot of
trouble to isolate Luke from his power base and any semblance of
legitimacy as a head of state. I supposed the next step could be to get
him outlawed as a pretender and a dangerous revolutionary, and to put a
price on his head. Was Random overreacting? Luke didn't seem all that
dangerous now, especially with his mother in our custody. On the other
hand, I didn't really know how far Random intended to go. Was he just
foreclosing all of the threatening options, or was he actually out to get
Luke? The latter possibility bothered me in that Luke seemed on halfway
good behavior at the moment and possibly in the throes of reconsidering
his position. I did not want to see him needlessly thrown to the wolves
as a result of overkill on Random's part.
So, I suppose this has a lot to do with Luke, I said to
Vialle.
She was silent for a moment, then replied, It was Dalt that he
seemed concerned about.
I shrugged mentally. It seemed that it would come down to the same thing
in Random's mind, since he would see Dalt as the military force Luke
would turn to to recover the throne. So I said, Oh, and
went on eating.
There were no new facts to be had beyond this, and nothing to clarify
Random's thinking any further, so we lapsed into small talk while I
considered my position once again. It still came down to a feeling that
urgent action was necessary and uncertainty as to what form it should
take. My course was determined in an unexpected fashion sometime during
dessert.
A courtier named Randeltall, thin, dark, and generally
smilingcame into the room. I knew something was up because he was
not smiling and he was moving faster than usual. He swept us with his
gaze, fixed upon Vialle, advanced quickly and cleared his throat.
M'lady Majesty...? he began.
Vialle turned her head slightly in his direction:
Yes, Randel? she said. What is it?
The delegation from Begma has just arrived, he answered,
and I find myself without instructions as to the nature of their
welcome and any special arrangements that would be suitable.
Oh dear, Vialle said, laying aside her fork. They
weren't due until the day after tomorrow, when Random will be back. He's
the one they'll be wanting to complain to. What have you done with
them?
I seated them in the Yellow Room, he replied, and
told them I would go and announce their arrival.
She nodded.
How many of them are there?
The prime minister, Orkuz, he said, his secretary,
Naydawho is also his daughterand another daughter, Coral.
There are also four servantstwo men and two women.
Go and inform the household staff, and be sure that appropriate
quarters are made ready for them, she directed, and alert
the kitchen. They may not have had lunch.
Very good, Your Highness, he said, beginning to back away.
...Then report to me in the Yellow Room, to let me know it's
been done, she continued, and I'll give you additional
instruictions at that time.
Consider it done, he replied, and he hurried off.
Merlin, Llewella, Vialle said, beginning to rise,
come help me entertain them while arrangements are being
made.
I gulped my last bite of dessert and got to my feet. I did not really
feel like talking to a diplomat and his party, but I was handy and it was
one of life's little duties.
Uh.... What are they here for, anyway? I asked.
Some sort of protest over what we've been doing in Kashfa,
she replied. They've never been friendly with Kashfa, but I'm not
sure now whether they're here to protest Kashfa's possible admission to
the Golden Circle or whether they're upset about our interfering in
Kashfa's domestic affairs. It could be they're afraid they'll lose
business with such a close neighbor suddenly enjoying the same preferred
trade status they have. Or it may be they had different plans for
Kashfa's throne and we just foreclosed them. Maybe both.
Whatever.... We can't tell them anything we don't know.
I just wanted to know what subjects to avoid, I said.
All of the above, she answered.
I was wondering the same thing myself, Llewella said.
I was also wondering, though, whether they might have any useful
information on Dalt. Their intelligence service must keep a close eye on
doings in and about Kashfa.
Don't pursue that topic, Vialle said, moving toward the
door. If they let something slip or want to give something away,
fine. Bring it home. But don't show them you'd like to know.
Vialle took my arm and I guided her out, heading toward the Yellow Room.
Llewella produced a small mirror from somewhere and inspected her
features. Obviously pleased, she put it away, then remarked, Lucky
you showed up, Merlin. An extra smiling face is always useful at times
like this.
Why don't I feel lucky? I said.
We made our way to the room where the prime minister and his daughters
waited. Their servants had already retired to the kitchen for
refreshments. The official party was still hungry, which says something
about protocol, especially since it seemed to take a long while before
some trays of provender could be attractively assembled. Orkuz was of
medium stature and stocky, his black hair tastefully streaked, the lines
on his broad face seeming to indicate that he did a lot more frowning
than smilinga practice in which he indulged most of the while that
afternoon. Nayda's was a more pleasingly sculpted version of his face,
and though she showed the same tendency toward corpulence, it was held
firmly in check at an attractive level of roundedness. Also, she smiled a
lot and she had pretty teeth. Coral, on the other hand, was taller than
either her father or sister, slender, her hair a reddish brown. When she
smiled it seemed less official. Also, there was something vaguely
familiar about her. I wondered whether I had met her at some boring
reception years before. If I had, though, I felt I might have
remembered.
After we had been introduced and wine had been poured, Orkuz made a brief
comment to Vialle about recent distressing news concerning
Kashfa. Llewella and I quickly moved to her side for moral support, but
she simply said that such matters would have to be dealt with fully upon
Random's return, and that for the moment she wished merely to see to
their comfort. He was completely agreeable to this, even to the point of
smiling. I had the impression he just wanted the purpose of his visit on
the record immediately. Llewella quickly turned the conversation to the
matter of his journey, and he graciously allowed the subject to be
changed. Politicians are wonderfully programmed.
I learned later that the Begman ambassador wasn't even aware of his
arrival, which would seem to indicate that Orkuz had come so quickly he
had preceded any notification to their embassy. And he hadn't even
bothered dropping in there, but had come straight to the palace and had a
message sent over. I leanned this a little later, when he asked to have
the message delivered. Feeling somewhat supernumerary to Llewella's and
Vialle's graceful cascades of neutral talk, I dropped back a pace to plan
my escape. I was not at all interested in whatever game was being set
up.
Coral backed off also and sighed. Then she glanced at me and smiled,
surveyed the room quickly and came closer.
I've always wanted to visit Amber, she said then.
Is it the way you imagined it? I asked.
Oh, yes. So far. Of course, I haven't seen that much of it
yet....
I nodded, and we withdrew a little farther from the others.
Have I met you somewhere before? I asked.
I don't think so, she said. I haven't traveled that
much, and I don't believe you've been out our way. Have you?
No, though I've grown curious about it recently.
I do know something of your background, though, she went
on, just from general gossip. I know you're from the Courts of
Chaos; and I know you went to school on that Shadow world you Amberites
seem to visit so frequently. I've often wondered what it was
like.
I took the bait and I began telling her about school and my job, about a
few places I'd visited and things I'd enjoyed doing. We made our way to a
sofa across the room as I spoke, and we got more comfortable. Orkuz,
Nayda, Llewella, and Vialle didn't seem to miss us, and if I had to be
here I found talking with Coral more enjoyable than listening to them.
Not to monopolize things, though, I asked her about herself.
She began telling me of a girlhood spent in and around Begma, of her
fondness for the outdoorsof horses and of boating on the many
lakes and rivers in that regionof books she had read, and of
relatively innocent dabblings in magic. A member of the household staff
came in just as she was getting around to a description of some
interesting rites performed by members of the local farming community to
insure the fertility of the crops, and she approached Vialle and told her
something. Several more staff members were in view outside the doorway.
Vialle then said something to Orkuz and Nayda, who nodded and moved
toward the entrance. Llewella departed the group and came our way.
Coral, she said, your suite is ready. One of the
staff will show you where it is. Perhaps you'd like to freshen up or rest
after your journey.
We got to our feet.
I'm not really tired, Coral said, looking at me rather than
Llewella, a hint of a smile at the corners of her mouth.
What the hell. I suddenly realized I had been enjoying her company, so,
If you'd care to change into something simpler, I said,
I'll be glad to show you a bit of the town. Or the palace.
It became a full smile worth seeing.
I'd much rather do that, she said.
Then I'll meet you back here in about half an hour, I told
her.
I saw her out, and accompanied her and the others as far as the foot of
the big stairway. In that I still had on my Levi's and purple shirt, I
wondered whether I should change into something more in keeping with
local fashion. The hell with it, I decided then. We were just going to be
knocking around. I'd simply add my swordbelt and weapons, a cloak, and my
best boots. Might trim my beard, though, since I had a little time. And
maybe a quick manicure....
Uh, Merlin....
It was Llewella, her hand on my elbow, steering me toward an alcove. I
allowed myself to be steered.
Then, Yes? I said. What's up?
Hm.... she said. Kind of cute, isn't
she?
I suppose so, I replied.
You got the hots for her?
Jeez, Llewella! I don't know. I just met the lady.
...And made a date with her.
Come on! I deserve a break today. I enjoyed talking with her. I'd
like to show her around a bit. I think we'd have a good time. What's
wrong wish that?
Nothing, she answered, so long as you keep things in
perspective.
What perspective did you have in mind?
It strikes me as faintly curious, she said, that
Orkuz brought along his two good-looking daughters.
Nayda is his secretary, I said, and Coral's wanted
to see the place for some time.
Uh-huh, and it would be a very good thing for Begma if one of them
just happened to latch onto a member of the family.
Llewella, you're too damned suspicious, I said.
It comes of having lived a long time.
Well, I hope to live a long time myself, and I hope it doesn't
make me look for an ulterior motive in every human act.
She smiled. Of course. Forget I said anything, she told me,
knowing I wouldn't. Have a good time. I growled politely
and headed for my room.
Chapter 4
And so, in the midst of all manner of threats, intrigues, menaces, and
mysteries, I decided to call a holiday and stroll about town with a
pretty lady. Of all possible choices I might have made, it was certainly
the most attractive. Whoever the enemy, whatever the power I faced, the
ball was now in its court. I had no desire to hunt for Jurt, duel with
Mask, or follow Luke about until he came down and told me whether or not
he still wanted the family's scalps. Dalt was not my problem, Vinta was
me, Ghostwheel was silent, and the matter of my father's Pattern could
await my leisure. The sun was shining and the breeze was gentle, though
these could change quickly at this season. It was a shame to waste what
could well be the year's last good day on anything less than enjoyment. I
hummed as I repaired myself, and I headed downstairs early for our
meeting.
Coral had moved more quickly than I'd guessed, however, and was waiting
for me. I approved of her sensible dark green breeches, heavy coppery
shirt, and warm brown cloak. Her boots looked fine for walking, and she
had on a dark hat that covered most of her hair. There were gloves and a
dagger at her belt.
All ready, she said when she saw me.
Great, I replied, smiling, and I led her out into the
hallway.
She started to turn in the direction of the main doorway, but I led her
off to the right, then later to the left.
Less conspicuous to use one of the side doors, I said.
You people are certainly secretive, she said.
Habit, I replied. The less that outsiders know of
your business the better.
What outsiders? What are you afraid of?
Just now? A great number of things. But I don't really want to
spend a nice day like this making lists.
She shook her head in what I took to be a mixture of awe and disgust.
It's true what they say then? she asked. That your
affairs are so complex you all carry scorecards?
Haven't had time for any affairs recently, I told her,
or even a simple score. Then, Sorry, I added,
when I saw her blush. Life has been a bit complicated for me
lately.
Oh, she said, glancing at me, clearly asking for
elaboration.
Some other time, I said, forcing a laugh, flipping my
cloak, and greeting a guard.
She nodded and, diplomatically, changed the subject:
I guess I came at the wrong time of year to see your famous
gardens.
Yeah, they've pretty much had it for the season, I said,
except for Benedict's Japanese garden which is kind of far out
back. Perhaps we can go and have a cup of tea there one day, but I
thought we'd go into town now.
Sounds fine, she agreed.
I told the postern guard to tell Henden, Amber's steward, that we were
heading into town and weren't sure when we'd be back. He said that he
would as soon as he got off duty, which would be pretty soon. My
experience at Bloody Bill's had taught me the lesson of leaving such
messagesnot that I thought we were in any danger; or that
Llewella's knowing wouldn't be sufficient.
Leaves crunched beneath our feet as we took one of the walks toward a
side gate. With only a few strands of cirrus high overhead, the sun shone
brightly. To the west, a flock of dark birds flapped its way toward the
ocean, south.
It's already snowed back home, she told me. You're
lucky.
There's a warm current that gives us a break, I said,
remembering something Gerard had once told me. It moderates the
climate considerably; compared to other places at equal latitude.
You travel a lot? she asked me.
I've been traveling more than I care to, I said,
recently. I'd like to sit down and go to seed for about a
year.
Business or pleasure? she asked me, as a guard let us out
the gate and I quickly surveyed the environs for lurkers.
Not pleasure, I answered as I took her elbow for a moment
and steered her toward the way I had chosen. When we reached civilized
precincts, we followed the Main Concourse for a time. I pointed out a few
landmarks and notable residences, including the Begman Embassy. She
showed no inclination to visit the latter, though, saying she'd have to
see her countrymen officially before she left, anyway. She did stop in a
shop we found later, however, to buy a couple of blouses, having the bill
sent to the embassy and the garments to the palace.
My father promised me some shopping, she explained.
And I know he'll forget. When he hears about this, he'll know that
I didn't.
We explored the streets of the various trades and stopped for a drink at
a sidewalk cafe, watching pedestrians and horsemen pass. I had just
turned toward her to relate an anecdote concerning one of the riders when
I felt the beginning of a Trump contact. I waited for several seconds as
the feeling grew stronger, but no identity took shape beyond the
reaching. I felt Coral's hand upon my arm.
What's the matter? she asked.
I reached out with my mind, attempting to assist in the contact, but the
other seemed to retreat as I did so. It was not the same as that lurking
scrutiny when Mask had regarded me at Flora's place in San Francisco,
though. Could it just be someone I knew trying to reach me and having
trouble focusing? Injured, perhaps? Or
Luke? I said. Is that you?
But there was no response and the feeling began to fade. Finally, it was
gone.
Are you all right? Coral asked.
Yeah, it's okay, I said. I guess. Someone tried to
reach me and then decided otherwise.
Reach? Oh, you mean those Trumps you use?
Yes.
But you said `Luke' . . she mused. None of your
family is named
You might know him as Rinaldo, Prince of Kashfa, I said.
She chuckled.
Rinny? Sure I know him. He didn't like us to call him Rinny,
though....
You really do know him? Personally, I mean?
Yes, she replied, though it's been a long time.
Kashfa's pretty close to Begma. Sometimes we were on good terms,
sometimes not so good. You know how it is. Politics. When I was little
there were long spells when we were pretty friendly. There were lots of
state visits, both ways. We kids would often get dumped together.
What was he like in those days?
Oh, a big, gawky, red-haired boy. Liked to show off a
lothow strong he was, how fast he was. I remember how mad he got
at me once because I beat him in a footrace.
You beat Luke in a race?
Yes. I'm a very good runner.
You must be.
Anyway, he took Nayda and me sailing a few times, and on some long
hikes. Where is he now, anyway?
Drinking with a Cheshire cat.
What?
It's a long story.
I'd like to hear it. I've been worried about him since the
coup.
Mm.... I thought quickly about how to edit this so as not to tell
the daughter of the Begman prime minister any state secrets, such as
Luke's relationship to the House of Amber.... So, I've known
him for quite some time, I began. He recently incurred the
wrath of a sorcerer who drugged him and saw him banished to this peculiar
bar....
I went on for a long while then, partly because I had to stop and
summarize Lewis Carroll. I also had to promise her the loan of one of the
Thari editions of Alice from the Amber library. When I finally finished,
she was laughing.
Why don't you bring him back? she said then.
Ouch. I couldn't very well say that his shadow-shifting abilities would
work against this until he came down. So, It's part of the spell;
it's working on his own sorcerous ability, I said. He can't
be moved till the drug wears off.
How interesting, she observed. Is Luke really a
sorcerer himself?
Uh...yes, I said.
How did he gain that ability? He showed no signs of it when I knew
him.
Sorcerers come by their skills in various ways, I
explained. But you know that, and I suddenly realized that
she was smarter than that smiling, innocent expression indicated. I'd a
strong feeling she was trying to steer this toward an acknowledgment of
Pattern magic on Luke's part, which of course would say interesting
things about his paternity. And his mother, Jasra, is something of
a sorceress herself.
Really? I never knew that.
Damn! Coming and going.... Well, she'd learned it
somewhere:
What about his father?
I can't really say, I replied.
Did you ever meet him?
Only in passing, I said.
A lie could make the matter seem really important if she had even a small
idea as to the truth. So I did the only other thing I could think of.
There was no one seated at the table behind her, and there was nothing
beyond the table but a wall. I wasted one of my spells, with an
out-of-sight gesture and a single mutter.
The table flipped over as it flew back and crashed against the wall. The
noise was spectacular. There were loud exclamations from several other
patrons, and I leaped to my feet.
Is everyone all right? I said, looking about as if for
casualties.
What happened? she asked me.
Freak gust of wind or something, I said. Maybe we'd
better be moving on.
All right, she said, regarding the debris. I'm not
looking for trouble.
I tossed some coins onto our table, rose, and headed back outside,
talking the while of anything I could think of to put some distance
between us and the subject. This had the desired effect, because she did
not attempt to retrieve the question.
Continuing our stroll, I headed us in the general direction of West Vine.
When we reached it I decided to head downhill to the harbor, recalling
her fondness for sailing. But she put her hand on my arm and halted me.
Isn't there a big stairway up the face of Kolvir? she
asked. I believe your father once tried to sneak troops up it and
got caught and had to fight his way along.
I nodded. Yes, that's true, I said. Old thing. It
goes way back. It's not used very much these days. But it's still in
decent shape.
I'd like to see it.
All right.
I turned to the right and we headed back, uphill, toward the Main
Concourse. A pair of knights wearing Llewella's livery passed us, headed
in the other direction, saluting as they went by. I could not help but
wonder whether they were on a legitimate errand or were following some
standing order to keep an eye on my movements. The thought must have
passed through Coral's mind, also, because she quirked an eyebrow at me.
I shrugged and kept going. When I glanced back a bit later, they were
nowhere to be seen.
We passed people in the garb of a dozen regions as we strolled, and the
air was filled with the smells of cooking from open stalls, to satisfy a
multitude of tastes. At various points in our career up the hill, we
stopped for meat pies, yogurts, sweets. The stimuli were too overpowering
for any but the most sated to ignore.
I noticed the lithe way she moved about obstacles. It wasn't just
gracefulness. It was more a state of beingpreparedness, I guess.
Several times I noticed her glancing back in the direction from which we
had come. I looked myself, but there was nothing unusual to see. Once,
when a man stepped suddenly from a doorway we were approaching, I saw her
hand flash toward the dagger at her belt, then drop away.
There is so much activity, so much going on here....
she commented after a time.
True. Begma is less busy, I take it?
Considerably.
Is it a pretty safe place to stroll about?
Oh, yes.
Do the women as well as the men take military training
there?
Not ordinarily. Why?
Just curious.
I've had some training in armed and unarmed combat though,
she said.
Why was that? I asked.
My father suggested it. Said it could come in handy for a relative
of someone in his position. I thought he might be right. I think he
really wanted a son.
Did your sister do it, too?
No, she wasn't interested.
You planning on a diplomatic career?
No. You're talking to the wrong sister.
A wealthy husband?
Probably stodgy and boring.
What then?
Maybe I'll tell you later.
All right. I'll ask if you don't.
We made our way southward along the Concourse, and the breezes picked up
as we neared Land's End. It was a winter ocean that came into view across
the distance; slate-gray and white-capped. Many birds wheeled far out
over the waves, and one very sinuous dragon.
We passed through the Great Arch and came at last to the landing and
looked downward. It was a vertiginous prospect, out across a brief, broad
stairthe steep drop to the tan-and-black beach far below. I
regarded the ripples in the sand left by the retreating tide, wrinkles in
an old man's brow. The breezes were stronger here, and the damp, salty
smell, which had been increasing as we approached, seasoned the air to a
new level of intensity. Coral drew back for a moment, then advanced
again.
It looks a little more dangerous than I'd thought, she
said, after a time. Probably seems less so once you're on
it.
I don't know, I replied.
You've never climbed it?
Nope, I said. Never had any reason to.
I'd think you'd have wanted to, after your father's doomed battle
along it.
I shrugged. I get sentimental in different ways.
She smiled. Let's climb down to the beach. Please.
Sure, I said, and we moved forward and started. The broad
stair took us down for perhaps thirty feet, then terminated abruptly
where a much narrower version turned off to the side. At least the steps
weren't damp and slippery: Somewhere far below, I could see where the
stair widened again, permitting a pair of people to go abreast. For now,
though, we moved single file, and I was irritated that Coral had somehow
gotten ahead of me.
If you'll scrunch over, I'll go past, I told her.
Why? she asked. .
So I can be ahead of you in case you slip.
That's all right, she replied. I won't.
I decided it wasn't worth arguing and let her lead.
The landings where the stairway switched back were haphazard affairs,
hacked wherever the contours of the rock permitted such a turning.
Consequently, some descending stretches were longer than others and our
route wandered all over the face of the mountain. The winds were much
stronger now than they were above, and we found ourselves staying as
close to the mountain's side as its contours permitted. Had there been no
wind, we probably would have done the same. The absence of any sort of
guard railing made us shy back from the edge. There were places where the
mountain's wall overhung us for a cavelike effect; other places, we
followed a bellying of the rock and felt very exposed. My cloak blew up
across my face several times and I cursed, recalling that natives seldom
visit historical spots in their own neighborhoods. I began to appreciate
their wisdom. Coral was hurrying on ahead, and I increased my pace to
catch up with her. Beyond her, I could see that there was a landing which
signaled the first turning of the way. I was hoping she'd halt there and
tell me she'd reconsidered the necessity for this expedition. But she
didn't. She turned and kept right on going. The wind stole my sigh and
bore it to some storybook cave reserved for the plaints of the
imposed-upon.
Still, I couldn't help but look down upon occasion, and whenever I did I
thought of my father fighting his way up along these steps. It was not
something I'd care to tryat least, not until I'd exhausted all of
the more sneaky alternatives. I began to wonder how far we were below the
level of the palace itself....
When we finally came to the landing from which the stairway widened, I
hurried to catch up with Coral so that we could walk abreast. In my
haste, I snagged my heel and stumbled as I rounded the turn. It was no
big deal. . I was able to reach out and stabilize myself against the
cliff s face as I jolted forward and swayed. I was amazed, though, at
Coral's perception of my altered gait just on the basis of its sound, and
by her reaction to it. She cast herself backward suddenly and twisted her
body to the side. Her hands came in contact with my arm as she did this,
and she thrust me to the side, against the rock.
All right! I said, from rapidly emptying lungs. I'm
okay.
She rose and dusted herself off as I recovered.
I heard she began.
I gather. But I just caught my heel. That's all.
I couldn't tell.
Everything's fine. Thanks.
We started down the stair side by side, but something was changed. I now
harbored a suspicion I did not like but could not dispel. Not yet,
anyway. What I had in mind was too dangerous, if I should prove correct.
So instead, The rain in Spain stays mainly in the plain, I
said.
What? she asked. I didn't
understand....
I said, `It's a fine day to be walking with a pretty
lady.'
She actually blushed.
Then, What language did you say it in...the first
time.
English, I replied.
I've never studied it. I told you that when we were talking about
Alice.
I know. Just being whimsical, I answered.
The beach, nearer now, was tiger-striped and shiny in places. A froth of
foam retreated along its slopes while birds cried and dipped to examine
the waves' leavings. Sails bobbed in the offing, and a small curtain of
rain rippled in the southeast, far out at sea. The winds had ceased their
noise-making, though they still came upon us with cloak-wrapping force.
We continued in silence until we had reached the bottom. We stepped away
then, moving a few paces onto the sand.
The harbor's in that direction, I said, gesturing to my
right, westward, and there's a church off that way, I
added, indicating the dark building where Caine's service had been held
and where seamen sometimes came to pray for safe voyages.
She looked in both directions and also glanced behind us and upward.
More people headed down, she remarked.
I looked back up and saw three figures near the top of the stairway, but
they were standing still, as if they'd only come down a short distance to
try the view. None of them wore Llewella's colors....
Fellow sightseers, I said.
She watched them a moment longer, then looked away. Aren't there
caves along here somewhere? she asked.
I nodded to my right.
That way, I answered. There's a whole series. People
get lost in them periodically. Some are pretty colorful. Others just
wander through darkness. A few are simply shallow openings.
I'd like to see them, she said.
Sure, easily done. Let's go.
I began walking. The people on the stair had not moved. They still
appeared to be looking out to sea. I doubted they were smugglers. It
doesn't seem like a daytime occupation for a place where anyone might
wander by. Still, I was pleased that my faculty for suspicion was
growing. It seemed appropriate in light of recent events. The object of
my greatest suspicion, of course, was walking beside me, turning
driftwood with the toe of her boot, scuffing bright pebbles,
laughingbut there was nothing I was ready to do about it at the
moment. Soon....
She took my arm suddenly.
Thanks for bringing me, she said. I'm enjoying
this.
Oh, I am, too. Glad we came. You're welcome.
This made me feel slightly guilty, but if my guess were wrong no harm
would be done.
I think I would enjoy living in Amber, she remarked as we
went along.
Me, too, I replied. I've never really done it for
any great length of time.
Oh?
I guess I didn't really explain how long I'd spent on the shadow
Earth where I went to school, where I had that job I was telling you
about.... I began, and suddenly I was pouring out more
autobiography to hera thing I don't usually do. I wasn't certain
why I was telling it at first, and then I realized that I just wanted
someone to talk to. Even if my strange suspicion was correct, it didn't
matter. A friendly-seeming listener made me feel better than I had in a
long while. And before I realized it, I was telling her about my
fatherhow this man I barely knew had rushed through a massive
story of his struggles, his dilemmas, his decisions, as if he were trying
to justify himself to me, as if that were the only opportunity he might
have to do it, and how I had listened, wondering what he was editing,
what he had forgotten, what he might be glossing over or dressing up,
what his feelings were toward me....
Those are some of the caves, I told her, as they
interrupted my now embarrassing indulgence in memory. She started to say
something about my monologue, but I simply continued; I've only
seen them once.
She caught my mood and simply said I'd like to go inside
one.
I nodded. They seemed a good place for what I had in mind.
I chose the third one. Its mouth was larger than the first two, and I
could see back into it for a good distance. Let's try that one. It
looks well lighted, I explained. We walked into a shadow-hung
chill. The damp sand followed us for a while, thinning only slowly to be
replaced by a gritty stone floor. The roof dipped and rose several times.
A turn to the left joined us with the passage of another opening, for
looking back along it I could see more light. The other direction led
more deeply into the mountain. We could still feel the echoing pulse of
the sea from where we stood.
These caves could lead back really far, she observed.
They do, I replied. They twist and cross and wind. I
wouldn't want to go too far without a map and a light. They've never been
fully charted, that I know of.
She looked about, studying areas of blackness within the darkness where
side tunnels debouched into our own.
How far back do you think they go? she inquired.
I just don't know.
Under the palace?
Probably, I said, remembering the series of side tunnels
I'd passed on my way to the Pattern. It seems possible they cut
into the big caves below it somewhere.
What's it like down there? .
Under the palace? Just dark and big. Ancient....
I'd like to see it.
Whatever for?
The Pattern's down there. It must be pretty colorful.
Oh, it isall bright and swirly. Rather intimidating,
though.
How can you say that when you've walked it?
Walking it and liking it are two different things.
I'd just thought that if it were in you to walk it, you'd feel
some affinity, some deep resonant kinship with it.
I laughed, and the sounds echoed about us.
Oh, while I was walking it I knew it was in me to do it, I
said. I didn't feel it beforehand, though. I was just scared then.
And I never liked it.
Strange.
Not really. It's like the sea or the night sky. It's big and it's
powerful and it's beautiful and it's there. It's a natural force and you
make of it what you will.
She looked back along the passageway leading inward.
I'd like to see it, she said.
I wouldn't try to find my way to it from here, I told her.
Why do you want to see it, anyhow?
Just to see how I'd respond to something like that.
You're strange, I said.
Will you take me when we go back? Will you show it to me?
This was not going at all the way I'd thought it would. If she were what
I thought, I didn't understand the request. I was half tempted to take
her to it, to find out what she had in mind. However, I was operating
under a system of priorities, and I'd a feeling she represented one
concerning which I'd made myself a promise and, some elaborate
preparations.
Perhaps, I mumbled.
Please. I'd really like to see it.
She seemed sincere. But my guess felt near-perfect.
Sufficient time had passed for that strange body-shifting spirit, which
had dogged my trail in many forms, to have located a new host and then to
have zeroed in on me again and be insinuating itself into my good graces
once more. Coral was perfect for the role, her arrival appropriately
timed, her concern for my physical welfare manifest, her reflexes fast.
I'd have liked to keep her around for questioning, but I knew that she
would simply lie to me in the absence of proof or an emergency situation.
And I did not trust her. So I reviewed the spell I had prepared and hung
on my way home from Arbor House, a spell I had designed to expel a
possessing entity from its host. I hesitated a moment, though. My
feelings toward her were ambivalent. Even if she were the entity, I might
be willing to put up with her if I just knew her motive.
So, What is it that you want? I asked.
Just to see it. Honestly, she answered.
No, I mean that if you are what I think you really are, I'm asking
the big question: Why?
Frakir began to pulse upon my wrist.
Coral was silent for the space of an audible deep breath, then,
How could you tell?
You betrayed yourself in small ways discernible only to one who
has recently become paranoid, I responded.
Magic, she said. Is that it?
It's about to be, I replied. I could almost miss
you, but I can't trust you.
I spoke the guide words to the spell, letting them draw my hands smoothly
through the appropriate gestures. There followed two horrible shrieks,
and then a third.
But they weren't hers. They came from around the corner in the passageway
we had recently quitted.
What? she began.
the hell! I finished; and I rushed past her and
rounded the corner, drawing my blade as I went.
Backlighted by the distant cavemouth I beheld three figures on the floor
of the cave. Two of them were sprawled and unmoving. The third was seated
and bent forward, cursing. I advanced slowly, the point of my weapon
directed toward the seated one. His shadowy head turned in my direction,
and he climbed to his feet, still bent forward. He clutched his left hand
with his right, and he backed away until he came into contact with the
wall.
He halted there, muttering something I could not quite hear. I continued
my cautious advance, all of my senses alert. I could hear Coral moving at
my back, then I glimpsed her accompanying me on my left when the passage
widened. She had drawn her dagger, and she held it low and near to her
hip. No time now to speculate as to what my spell might have done to
her.
I halted as I came to the first of the two fallen forms. I prodded it
with the toe of my boot, ready to strike instantly should it spring into
an attack. Nothing. It felt limp, lifeless. I used my foot to turn it
over, and the head rolled back in the direction of the cavemouth. In the
light that then fell upon it I beheld a half-decayed human face. My nose
had already been informing me that this state was no mere illusion. I
advanced upon the other one and turned him, also. He, too, bore the
appearance of a decomposing corpse. While the first one clutched a dagger
in his right hand, the second was weaponless. Then I noted another
daggeron the floor, near the live man's feet. I raised my eyes to
him. This made no sense whatsoever. I'd have judged the two figures upon
the floor to have been dead for several days, at least, and I had no idea
as to what the standing man had been up to.
Uh.... Mind telling me what's going on? I inquired.
Damn you, Merlin! he snarled, and I recognized the voice.
I moved in a slow arc, stepping over the fallen ones. Coral stayed near
to my side, moving in a similar fashion. He turned his head to follow our
progress, and when the light finally fell upon his face, I saw that Jurt
was glaring at me out of his one good eyea patch covered the
otherand I saw, too, that about half of his hair was missing, the
exposed scalp covered with welts or scars, his half-regrown ear-stub
plainly visible. From this side I could also see that a bandana suitable
for covering most of this damage had slipped down around his neck. Blood
was dripping from his left hand, and I suddenly realized that his little
finger was missing.
What happened to you? I asked.
One of the zombies hit my hand with his dagger as he fell,
he said, when you expelled the spirits that animated them.
My spellto evict a possessing spirit.... They had been within
range of it....
Coral, I asked, are you all right?
Yes, she replied. But I don't
understand....
Later, I told her.
I did not ask him about his head, as I recalled my struggle with the
one-eyed werewolf in the wood to the east of Amberthe beast whose
head I had forced into the campfire. I had suspected for some time that
it had been Jurt in a shape-shifted form, even before Mandor had offered
sufficient information to confirm it.
Jurt, I began, I have been the occasion of many of
your ills, but you must realize that you brought them on yourself. If you
would not attack me, I would have no need to defend myself
There came a clicking, grinding sound. It took me several seconds to
realize that it was a gnashing of teeth. My adoption by your
father meant nothing to me, I said, beyond the fact that he
honored me by it. I was not even aware until recently that it had
occurred.
You lie! he hissed. You tricked him some way, to get
ahead of us in the succession.
You've got to be kidding, I said. We're all so far
down on the list that it doesn't matter.
Not for the Crown, you fool! For the House! Our father isn't all
that well!
I'm sorry to hear that, I said. But I'd never even
thought of it that way. And Mandor's ahead of all of us, anyhow.
And now you're second.
Not by choice. Come on! I'll never see the title. You know
that!
He drew himself upright, and when he moved I became aware of a faint
prismatic nimbus that had been clinging to his outline.
That isn't the real reason, I continued. You've
never liked me, but you're not after me because of the succession. You're
hiding something now. It's got to be something else, for all this
activity on your pan. By the way, you did send the Fire Angel, didn't
you?
It found you that fast? he said. I wasn't even sure
I could count on that. I guess it was worth the price after all.
But.... What happened?
It's dead.
You're very lucky. Too lucky, he replied.
What is it that you want, Jurt? I'd like to settle this once and
for all.
Me, too, he answered. You betrayed someone I love,
and only your death will set things right.
Who are you talking about? I don't understand.
He grinned suddenly.
You will, he said. In the last moments of your life
I'll let you know why.
I may have a long wait, then, I answered. You don't
seem to be very good at this sort of thing. Why not just tell me now and
save us both a lot of trouble?
He laughed, and the prism effect increased, and it occurred to me in that
instant what it was.
Sooner than you think, he said, for shortly I will
be more powerful than anything you ever met.
But no less clumsy, I suggested, both to him and to
whomever held his Trump, watching me through it, ready to snatch him away
in an instant....
That is you, Mask, isn't it? I said. Take him back.
You don't have to send him again either and watch him screw up. I'll
promote you on my list of priorities and come calling soon, if you'll
just give me an assurance that it's really you.
Jurt opened his mouth and said something, but I couldn't hear it because
he faded fast and his words went away with him. Something flew toward me
as this occurred; there was no need to parry it, but I couldn't stop the
reflex.
Along with two moldering corpses and Jurt's little finger, a dozen or so
roses lay scattered on the floor at my feet, there at the rainbow's end.
Chapter 5
As we walked along the beach in the direction of the harbor, Coral
finally spoke.
Does that sort of thing happen around here very often?
You should come by on a bad day, I said.
If you don't mind telling me, I'd like to hear what it was all
about.
I guess I owe you an explanation, I agreed, because
I wronged you back there, whether you know it or not.
You're serious.
Yep,
Go on. I'm really curious.
It's a long story.... I began again.
She looked ahead to the harbor, then up to Kolvir's heights.
...A long walk, too, she said.
...And you're a daughter of the prime minister of a country
with which we have somewhat touchy relations at the moment.
What do you mean?
Some of the things that are happening may represent kind of
sensitive information.
She put her hand on my shoulder and halted. She stared into my eyes.
I can keep a secret, she told me. After all, you
know mine.
I congratulated myself on having finally learned my relatives' trick of
controlling facial expression even when puzzled as all hell. She had said
something back in the cave when I had addressed her as if she were the
entity, something that sounded as if she believed I had discovered a
secret concerning her.
So I gave her a wry smile and nodded.
Just so, I said.
You're not planning on ravaging our country or anything like that,
are you? she asked.
To my knowledge, no. And I don't think it likely either.
Well, then. You can only speak from your knowledge, can't
you?
True, I agreed.
So let's hear the story.
All right.
As we walked along the strand and I spoke, to the accompaniment of the
waves' deep notes, I could not help but remember again my father's long
narrative. Was it a family trait, I wondered, to go autobiographical at a
time of troubles if the right listener turned up? For I realized I was
elaborating my telling beyond the bounds of necessity. And why should she
be the right listener, anyhow?
When we reached the port district, I realized I was hungry, anyway, and I
still had a lot of telling to do. In that it was still daylight and
doubtless considerably safer than when I'd made my nighttime visit, I
found my way over to Harbor Roadwhich was even dirtier in strong
lightand, having learned that Coral was hungry, too, I took us on
around to the rear of the cove, pausing for a few minutes to watch a
many-masted vessel with golden sails round the sea wall and head in. Then
we followed the curving way to the western shore, and I was able to
locate Seabreeze Lane without any trouble. It was still early enough that
we passed a few sober sailors. At one point a heavy, black-bearded man
with an interesting scar on his right cheek began to approach us, but a
smaller man caught up with him first and whispered something in his ear.
They both turned away.
Hey, I said. What did he want?
Nothin', the smaller man said. He don't want
nothin'. He studied me for a moment and nodded. Then, I saw
you here the other night, he added.
Oh, I said, as they continued to the next corner, turned
it, and were gone.
What was that all about? Coral said.
I didn't get to that part of the story yet.
But I remembered it vividly when we passed the place where it had
occurred. No signs of that conflict remained.
I almost passed what had been Bloody Bill's, though, because a new sign
hung above the door. It read Bloody Andy's, in fresh green
letters. The place was just the same inside, however, except for the man
behind the counter, who was taller and thinner than the shaggy, cragfaced
individual who had served me last time. His name, I learned, was Jak, and
he was Andy's brother. He sold us a bottle of Bayle's Piss and put in our
order for two fish dinners through the hole in the wall. My former table
was vacant and we took it. I laid my sword belt on the chair to my right,
with the blade partly drawn, as I had been taught etiquette required
here.
I like this place, she said.
It's...different.
Uh...yes, I agreed, glancing at two passed-out
drunksone to the front of the establishment, one to the
rearand three shifty-eyed individuals conversing in low voices off
in one corner. A few broken bottles and suspicious stains were upon the
floor, and some not-too-subtle artwork of an amorous nature hung on the
far wall. The food's quite good, I added.
I've never been in a restaurant like this, she continued,
watching a black cat, who rolled in from a rear room, wrestling with an
enormous rat.
It has its devotees, but it's a well-kept secret among
discriminating diners.
I continued my tale through a meal even better than the one I remembered.
When the door opened much later to admit a small man with a bad limp and
a dirty bandage about his head I noticed that daylight was beginning to
wane. I had just finished my story and it seemed a good time to be
leaving.
I said as much, but she put her hand on mine.
You know I'm not your entity, she said, but if you
need any kind of help I can give you, I'll do it.
You're a good listener, I said. Thanks. We'd better
be going now.
We passed out of Death Alley without incident and made our way along
Harbor Road over to Vine. The sun was getting ready to set as we headed
upward, and the cobbles passed through a variety of bright earth tones
and fire colors. Street and pedestrian traffic was light. Cooking smells
drifted on the air; leaves rattled along the road; a small yellow dragon
rode the air currents high overhead; curtains of rainbow light rippled
high in the north beyond the palace. I kept waiting, expecting more
questions from Coral than the few she had asked. They never came. If I'd
just heard my story, I think I'd have a lot of questions, unless I were
totally overpowered by it or somehow understood it thoroughly.
When we get back to the palace...? she said then.
Yes?
...You will take me to see the Pattern, won't you?
I laughed.
...Or unless something else were occupying my mind.
Right away? First thing in the door? I asked.
Yes.
Sure, I said.
Then, that off her mind, Your story changes my picture of the
world, she said, and I wouldn't presume to advise
you....
But I continued.
...If seems that the Keep of the Four Worlds holds the
answers you want. Everything else may fall into place when you learn
what's going on there. But I don't understand why you can't just do a
card for it and trump in.
Good question. There are parts of the Courts of Chaos to which no
one can trump because they change constantly and cannot be represented in
a permanent fashion. The same applies to the place where I situated
Ghostwheel. Now, the terrain around the Keep fluctuates quite a bit, but
I'm not positive that's the reason for the blockage. The place is a power
center, and I think it possible that someone diverted some of that power
into a shielding spell. A good enough magician might be able to drill
through it with a Trump, but I've a feeling that the force required would
probably set off some psychic alarm and destroy any element of
surprise.
What does the place look like, anyway? she asked.
Well.... I began. Here. I took my
notebook and Scripto from my shirt pocket and sketched. See, all
of this area is volcanic. I scribbled in a few fumaroles and wisps
of smoke. And this part is Ice Age. More scribbles.
Ocean here, mountains here....
Then it sounds as if your best bet is to use the Pattern
again, she said, studying the drawing and shaking her head.
Yes.
Do you think you'll be doing it soon?
Possibly.
How will you attack them?
I'm still working on that.
If there's any sort of way that I can help you, I meant what I
said.
There isn't.
Don't be so sure. I'm well trained. I'm resourceful. I even know a
few spells.
Thanks, I said. But no.
No discussion?
Nope.
If you change your mind....
I won't.
...Let me know.
We reached the Concourse, moved along it. The winds grew more blustery
here and something cold touched my cheek. Then again....
Snow! Coral announced, just as I realized that a few
middle-sized flakes were drifting past us, vanishing immediately when
they hit the ground.
If your party had arrived at the proper time, I observed,
you might not have had your walk.
Sometimes I'm lucky, she said.
It was snowing fairly hard by the time we reached the palace grounds. We
used the postern gate again, pausing on the walkway to gaze back down
over the light-dotted town, half screened by falling flakes. I knew she
kept looking longer than I did, because I turned to gaze at her. She
appearedhappy, I guessas if she were pasting the scene in a
mental scrapbook. So I leaned over and kissed her cheek, because it
seemed like a good idea.
Oh, she said, turning to face me. You surprised
me.
Good, I told her. I hate to telegraph these things.
Let's get the troops in out of the cold.
She smiled and took my arm.
Inside, the guard told me, Llewella wants to know whether you two
will be joining them all for dinner.
When is dinner? I asked him.
In about an hour and a half, I believe.
I glanced at Coral, who shrugged.
I guess so, I said.
Front dining room, upstairs, he told me. Shall I
pass the word to my sergeanthe's due by soonand have him
deliver it? Or do you want to
Yes, I said. Do that.
Care to wash up, change clothes...? I began, as we
walked away.
The Pattern, she said.
It would involve a lot more stairs, I told her.
She turned toward me, her face tightening, but saw that I was smiling.
This way, I said, leading her to the main hall and through
it.
I didn't recognize the guard at the end of the brief corridor that led up
to the stair. He knew who I was, though, glanced curiously at Coral,
opened the door, found us a lantern, and lit it.
I'm told there's a loose step, he remarked as he passed me
the light.
Which one is it? He shook his head.
Prince Gerard's reported it several times, he said,
but no one else seems to notice it.
Okay, I said. Thanks.
This time Coral didn't object to my going first. Of the two, this was
more intimidating than the stairway on the cliff face, mainly because you
can't see bottom and after a few paces you can't see much of anything
beyond the shell of light within which you move as you wind your way
down. And there's a heavy sense of vastness all about you. I've never
seen the place illuminated, but I gather that the impression is not
incorrect. It's a very big cavern, and you go round and round and down in
the middle of it, wondering when you'll reach the bottom.
After a time, Coral cleared her throat, then, Could we stop for a
minute? she asked.
Sure, I said, halting. Out of breath?
No, she said. How much farther?
I don't know, I replied. It seems a different
distance each time I come this way. If you want to go back and have
dinner, we can see it tomorrow. You've had a busy day.
No, she answered. But I wouldn't mind your holding
me for a minute.
It seemed an awkward place to get romantic, so I cleverly deduced that
there was another reason, said nothing, and obliged.
It took me a long while to realize that she was crying.
She was very good at concealing it.
What's the matter? I finally asked.
Nothing, she replied. Nervous reaction, maybe.
Primitive reflex. Darkness. Claustrophobia. Like that.
Let's go back.
No.
So we started down again.
About a half minute later I saw something white near the side of a lower
step. I slowed. Then I realized that it was only a handkerchief. A little
nearer, however, and I saw that it was held in place by a dagger. Also,
there were markings upon it. I halted, reached out, flattened it, and
read. THIS ONE, DAMN IT! -GERARD, It said.
Careful here, I said to Coral.
I prepared to step over it, but on an impulse I tested it lightly with
one foot. No squeaks. I shifted more weight onto it. Nothing. It felt
fine. I stood on it. The same. I shrugged.
Careful, anyway, I said.
Nothing happened when she stepped on it either, and we kept going. A
little later, I saw a flicker in the distance below. It was moving, and I
guessed someone was doing a patrol. What for? I wondered. Were there
prisoners to be tended and watched? Were certain cave mouths considered
vulnerable points? And what about the business of locking the chamber of
the Pattern and hanging the key on the wall near the door? Was there some
possible danger from that quarter? How? Why? I realized that I ought to
pursue these questions one of these days.
When we reached the bottom the guard was nowhere in sight, however. The
table, the racks, and a few foot lockerswhich constituted the
guard stationwere illuminated by a number of lanterns, but the
guard was not at his post. Too bad. It would be interesting to ask what
the orders called for in the event of an emergencyhopefully also
specifying the possible natures of various emergencies. For the first
time, though, I noticed a rope hanging down from the darkness into the
dimness beside a weapons rack. I drew upon it ever so gently and it
yielded, to be followed a moment later by a faint metallic sound from
somewhere high overhead. Interesting. Obviously, this was the alarm.
Which...way? Coral asked.
Oh, come on, I said, taking her hand, and I led her off to
the right.
I kept waiting for echoes as we moved, but none came. Periodically, I
raised the light. The darkness would recede a bit then, but nothing came
into view beyond an additional area of floor.
Coral seemed to be slowing now, and I felt a certain tension in her arm
as she hung back. I plodded on and she kept moving, however.
Finally, It shouldn't be too much longer, I said, as the
echoes began, very faintly.
Good, she replied, but she did not increase her pace. At
last the gray wall of the cavern came into view, and far off to my left
was the dark opening of the tunnel mouth I sought. I changed course and
headed toward it. When we finally reached it and entered, I felt her
flinch.
If I'd known it would bother you this much I began.
I'm really all right, she answered, and I do want to
see it. I just didn't realize that getting there would be
this...involved.
Well, the worst of it is over. Soon now, I said.
We came to the first side passage to the left fairly quickly and went on
by. There was another shortly thereafter, and I slowed and extended the
lantern toward it.
Who knows? I commented. That could take you through
some strange route back to the beach.
I'd rather not check it out.
We walked for some time before we passed the third opening. I gave it a
quick glance. There was a vein of some bright mineral partway back in
it.
I speeded up and she kept pace, our footsteps ringing loudly now. We
passed the fourth opening. The fifth.... From somewhere, it seemed I
heard faint strains of music.
She glanced at me inquiringly when we neared the sixth passageway, but I
just kept going. It was the seventh that I wanted, and when we finally
came to it I turned, took a few paces, halted, and raised the lantern. We
stood before a big metal-bound door.
I took the key down from the hook on the wall to my right, inserting it
in the lock, turned it, withdrew it, and rehung it. Then I put my
shoulder against the door and pushed hard. There followed a long moment
of resistance, then slow movement accompanied shortly by a complaint from
a tight hinge. Frakir tightened upon my wrist, but I kept pushing till
the door was opened wide. Then I stood to the side and held it for
Coral.
She moved a few steps past me into that strange chamber and halted. I
stepped away and let the door swing shut, then came up beside her.
So that's it, she remarked.
Roughly elliptical, the intricately wound oval form of the Pattern glowed
blue-white within the floor. I set the lantern aside. It wasn't really
necessary, the glow from the Pattern providing more than sufficient
illumination. I stroked Frakir, calming her. A jet of sparks rose at the
far end of the great design, subsided quickly, occurred again nearer to
us. The chamber seemed filled with a half familiar pulsing I had never
consciously noted before. On an impulseto satisfy a long-held
point of curiosityI summoned the Sign of the Logrus.
This was a mistake.
Immediately the image of the Logrus flared before me, sparks erupted
along the entire length of the Pattern, and a high-pitched banshee wail
rose from somewhere. Frakir went wild, my ears felt as if icicles had
been driven into them, and the brightness of the writhing Sign hurt my
eyes. I banished the Logrus in that instant, and the turmoil began to
subside.
What, she asked me, was that?
I tried to smile, didn't quite manage it.
A little experiment I'd always meant to try, I told her.
Did you learn anything from it?
Not to do it again, perhaps, I answered.
Or at least not till the company's left, she said.
That hurt.
She moved nearer to the edge of the Pattern, which had calmed itself
again.
Eerie, she observed. Like a light in a dream. But
it's gorgeous. And all of you have to walk it to come into your
heritage?
Yes. She moved slowly to the right, following its
perimeter. I followed her as she strolled, her gaze roving across the
bright expanse of arcs and turns, short straight lines, long sweeping
curves.
I assume it is difficult?
Yes. The trick is to keep pushing and not to stop trying even if
you stop moving, I replied.
We walked on, to the right, circling slowly around to the rear. The
design seemed to be within the floor rather than upon it, seen as through
a layer of glass. But nowhere was the surface slippery.
We paused for a minute or so while she took its measure from a new
angle.
So how are you responding to it? I finally asked.
Esthetically, she said.
Anything else?
Power, she said. It seems to radiate
something.
She leaned forward and waved her hand above the nearest line. It's
almost a physical pressure, she added then.
We moved farther, passing along the back length of the grand design. I
could see across the Pattern, to the place where the lantern glowed on
the floor near to the entranceway. Its light was negligible beside the
greater illumination we regarded now.
Shortly, Coral halted again. She pointed.
What is this single line, which seems to end right here?
she asked.
It's not the end, I said. It's the beginning. That
is the place where one commences the walking of the Pattern.
She moved nearer, passing her hand above it also.
Yes, she said after a moment. I can feel that it
starts here.
For how long we stood there, I am uncertain. Then she reached out, took
hold of my hand and squeezed it.
Thanks, she said, for everything.
I was about to ask her why that had such a final sound about it, when she
moved forward and set her foot upon the line.
No! I cried. Stop!
But it was too late. Her foot was already in place, brightness outlining
the sole of her boot.
Don't move! I said. Whatever you do, stay
still! She did as I said, holding her position. I licked my lips,
which suddenly seemed very dry.
Now, try to raise the foot you placed upon the line and draw it
back. Can you do it?
No, she replied.
I knelt beside her and studied it. Theoretically, once you'd set foot
upon the Pattern there was no turning back. You had no choice but to
continue and either make it through or be destroyed somewhere along the
way. On the other hand, she should already be dead. Theoretically, again,
anyone not of the blood of Amber shouldn't be able to set foot upon it
and live. So much for theory.
Hell of a time to ask, I said. But why'd you do it?
You indicated to me back in the cave that my guess was correct.
You said that you knew what I was.
I recalled what I'd said, but that was with reference to my guess at her
being the body-shifting entity. What could she have taken it to mean that
had to do with the Pattern? But even as I sought after a spell that might
free her from the Pattern's hold, the obvious answer to things drifted
into my mind.
Your connection with the House...? I said softly.
King Oberon supposedly had an affair with my mother before I was
born, she said. The timing would have been right. It was
only a rumor, though. I couldn't get anyone to provide details. So I was
never certain. But I dreamed of it being true. I wanted it to be true. I
hoped to find some tunnel that would bring me to this place. I wanted to
sneak in and walk the Pattern and have the shadows unfold before me. But
I was afraid, too, because I knew that if I were wrong I would die. Then,
when you said what you said, you answered my dream. But I did not stop
being afraid. I am still afraid. Only now I'm afraid that I won't be
strong enough to make it.
That sense of familiarity I had felt when I first met her.... I
suddenly realized that it was a general family resemblance that had
caused it. Her nose and brow reminded me a bit of Fiona, her chin and
cheekbones something of Flora. Her hair and eyes and height and build
were her own, though. But she certainly did not resemble her nominal
father or sister.
I thought again of a faintly leering portrait of my grandfather which I
had often studied, in an upstairs hallway, to the west. The lecherous old
bastard really got around. Giving him his due, though, he was a very
good-looking man....
I sighed and rose to my feet. I laid a hand upon her shoulder.
Listen, Coral, I said. All of us were well briefed
before we tried it. I am going to tell you about it before you take
another step, and while I speak you may feel energy flowing from me into
you. I want you to be as strong as possible. When you take your next step
I do not want you to stop again until you have reached the middle. I may
call out instructions to you as you move along, also. Do whatever I say
immediately, without thinking about it.
First I will tell you about the Veils, the places of
resistance....
For how long I spoke, I do not know.
I watched as she approached the First Veil.
Ignore the chill and the shocks, I said. They can't
hurt you. Don't let the sparks distract you. You're about to hit major
resistance. Don't start breathing rapidly.
I watched her push her way through.
Good, I said, as she came onto an easier stretch, deciding
against telling her that the next Veil was far worse. By the way,
don't think that you're going crazy. Shortly, it will begin playing head
games with you
It already has, she responded. What should I
do?
It's probably mostly memories. Just let them flow, and keep your
attention on the path.
She continued, and I talked her through the Second Veil. The sparks
reached almost to her shoulders before she was out of it. I watched her
struggle through arc after arc, then tricky curves and long, sweeping
ones, turns, reversals. There were times when she moved quickly, times
when she was slowed almost to a standstill. But she kept moving. She had
the idea, and it seemed she had the will. I did not think that she really
needed me now. I was certain that I had nothing left to offer, that the
outcome was entirely in her own hands.
So I shut up and watched, irritated with but unable to prevent my own
leaning and turning, shifting and pressing, as if I were out there
myself, anticipating, compensating.
When she came to the Grand Curve she was a living flame. Her progress was
very slow, but there was a relentless quality to it. Whatever the
outcome, I knew that she was being changed, had been changed already,
that the Pattern was inscribing itself upon her, and that she was very
near to the end of its statement. I almost cried out as she seemed to
stop for a moment, but the words died in my throat as she shuddered once,
then continued. I wiped my brow on my sleeve as she approached the Final
Veil. Whatever the outcome, she had proved her suspicions. Only a child
of Amber could have survived as she had.
I do not know how long it took her to pierce the last Veil. Her effort
became timeless, and I was caught up in that protracted moment. She was a
burning study in extreme slow motion, the nimbus that enshrouded her
lighting up the entire chamber like a great blue candle.
And then she was through and onto that final short arc, the last three
steps of which may well be the most difficult part of the entire Pattern.
Some sort of psychic surface tension seems joined with the physical
inertia one encounters just before the point of emergence.
Again, I thought she had stoppped, but it was only an appearance. It was
like watching someone doing tai chi, the painful slowness of that trio of
paces. But she completed it and moved again. If the final step didn't
kill her, then she was home free. Then we could talk....
That final moment went on and on and on. Then I saw her foot move forward
and depart the Pattern. Shortly, the other foot followed and she stood
panting at the center. Congratulations! I shouted.
She waved weakly with her right hand while slowly raising her left to
cover her eyes. She stood thus for the a better part of a minute, and one
who has walked the Pattern understands the feeling. I did not call out
again, but let her recover, giving her the silence in which to enjoy her
triumph.
The Pattern seemed to be glowing more brightly just then, as it often
does immediately after being traversed. This gave a fairyland quality to
the grottoall blue light and shadowand made a mirror of
that small, still pool in the far corner where blind fish swim. I tried
to think ahead to what this act might mean, for Coral, for Amber....
She straightened suddenly.
I'm going to live, she announced.
Good, I replied. You have a choice now, you
know.
What do you mean? she asked.
You are now in a position to command the Pattern to transport you
anywhere, I explained. So you could just have it deposit
you back here again, or you could save yourself a long walk by having it
return you to your suite right now. As much as I enjoy your company, I'd
recommend the latter since you're probably pretty tired. Then you can
soak in a nice warm bath and take your time dressing for dinner. I'll
meet you in the dining room. Okay?
I saw that she was smiling as she shook her head.
I'm not going to waste an opportunity like this, she said.
Listen, I know the feeling, I told her. But I think
you should restrain yourself. Rushing off someplace weird could be
dangerous, and coming back could be tricky when you haven't had any
training in shadow walking.
It's just sort of a will and expectation thing, isn't it?
she asked. You kind of impose images on the environment as you go
along, don't you?
It's trickier than that, I said. You have to learn
to capitalize on certain features as points of departure. Normally, one
is accompanied on one's first shadow walk by someone with
experience
Okay, I get the idea.
Not enough, I said. Ideas are fine, but there's
feedback, too. There's a certain feeling you get when it begins working.
That can't be taught. It has to be experiencedand until you're
sure of it, you should have someone along for a guide.
Seems like trial and error would do.
Maybe, I answered. But supposing you wound up in
danger? That'd be a hell of a time to start learning. Kind of
distracting
All right. You made your point. Fortunately, I'm not planning on
anything that would put me in such a position.
What are you planning?
She straightened and gestured widely.
Ever since I learned about the Pattern, there's been something I
wanted to try if I got this far, she said.
What might that be?
I'm going to ask it to send me where I should go.
I don't understand.
I'm going to leave the choice up to the Pattern.
I shook my head.
It doesn't work that way, I told her. You have to
give it an order to transport you.
How do you know that?
It's just the way it works.
Have you ever tried what I'm saying?
No. Nothing would happen.
Has anyone you know of ever tried it?
It would be a waste of time. Look, you're talking as if the
Pattern is somehow sentient, is capable of coming to a decision on its
own and executing it.
Yes, she replied. And it must know me real well
after what I've just been through with it. So I'm just going to ask its
advice and
Wait! I said.
Yes?
On the off chance that something happens, how do you plan on
getting back?
I'll walk, I guess. So you're admitting that something
could happen?
Yes, I said. It's conceivable that you have an
unconscious desire to visit a place, and that it will read that and take
you there if you give a transport order. That won't prove that the
Pattern is sentient, just that it's sensitive. Now, if it were me
standing there, I'd be afraid to take a chance like that. Supposing I
have suicidal tendencies I'm not aware of? Or
You're reaching, she answered. You're really
reaching.
I'm just counseling you to play it safe. You have your whole life
to go exploring. It would be silly to
Enough! she said. My mind's made up, and that's it.
It feels right. See you later, Merlin.
Wait! I cried again. All right. Do it if you must.
But let me give you something first.
What?
A means of getting out of a tight spot in a hurry. Here.
I withdrew my Trumps, shuffled out my own card. Then I unfastened my
dagger and sheath from my belt. I wrapped my card around the haft and
tied it there with my handkerchief.
You have an idea how to use a Trump?
You just stare and think of the person till there's contact, don't
you?
That'll do, I said. Here's mine. Take it with you.
Call me when you want to come home, and I'll bring you back.
I tossed it out across the Pattern, underhand. She caught it easily and
hung it on her belt on the side opposite her own.
Thanks, she said, straightening. I guess I'll give
it a try now.
Just in case it really works, don't stay long. Okay?
Okay, she answered, and she closed her eyes.
An instant later she was gone. Oh, my.
I moved to the edge of the Pattern and held my hand above it until I
could feel the forces stirring there.
You'd better know what you're doing, I said. I want
her back.
A spark shot upward and tickled my palm.
You trying to tell me you're really sentient?
Everything swirled about me. The dizziness passed in an instant, and the
first thing I noticed then was that the lantern was beside my right foot.
When I looked about I realized that I was standing on the other side of
the Pattern from where I had been and was now near the door.
I was within your field and I'm already attuned, I said.
It was just my unconscious desire to get out.
Then I hefted the lantern, locked the door behind me, and hung the key
back on its hook. I still didn't trust the thing. If it had really wanted
to be helpful, it would have sent me directly to my quarters and saved me
all those stairs.
I hurried along the tunnel. It was by far the most interesting first date
I'd ever had.
Chapter 6
As I passed out of the main hall and headed along the back hallway which
would take me to any of a number of stairs, a fellow in black leathers
and various pieces of rusty and shiny chain emerged from a corridor to my
right, halted, and stared at me. His hair was of an orange Mohawk cut and
there were several silver rings in his left ear near what looked like an
electrical outlet of some sort.
Merlin? he said. You okay?
For the moment, I replied as I drew nearer, trying to place
him, there in the dimness.
Martin! I said. You're...changed.
He chuckled.
I'm just back from a very interesting shadow, he said.
Spent over a year thereone of those places where time runs
like hell.
I'd judgejust guessingthat it was high-tech,
urban....
Right.
I thought you were a country boy.
I got over it. Now I know why my dad likes cities and
noise.
You a musician, too?
Some. Different sounds, though. You going to be at dinner?
I was planning on it. As soon as I get cleaned up and
changed.
See you there, then. We've a lot of things to talk about.
Sure thing, Cousin.
He clasped my shoulder and released it as I passed. His grip was still
strong.
I walked on. Before I'd gone very far, I felt the beginning of a Trump
contact. I halted and reached quickly, figuring it was Coral wanting to
return. Instead, my eyes met those of Mandor, who smiled faintly.
Ah, very good, he said. You are alone and apparently
safe.
As things came clearer I saw that Fiona was standing beside him, standing
very close as a matter of fact.
I'm okay, I said. I'm back in Amber. You all
right?
Intact, he said, looking past me, though there was not much
to see beyond wall and a bit of tapestry. Would you care to come
through? I asked.
I'd love to see Amber, he replied. But that pleasure
will have to await another occasion. We are somewhat occupied at the
moment.
You've discovered the cause of the disturbances? I asked.
He glanced at Fiona, then back at me.
Yes and no, he said. We've some interesting leads
but no certainty at the moment.
Uh, what can I do for you then? I asked.
Fiona extended her index finger and suddenly became much clearer. I
realized that she must have reached out and touched my Trump for better
contact.
We've had an encounter with a manifestation of that machine you
built, she said. Ghostwheel.
Yes? I said.
You're right, it's sentientsocial AI as well as
technical.
I was already certain it could pass the Turing test.
Oh, no doubt about that, she responded, since by
definition the Turing test requires a machine capable of lying to people
and misleading them.
What are you getting at, Fiona? I asked.
It's not just social AI. It's downright antisocial, she
replied. I think your machine is crazy.
What did it do? I asked. Attack you?
No, nothing physical. It's wacky and mendacious and insulting, and
we're too busy to go into details right now. I'm not saying it couldn't
get nasty, though. I don't know. We just wanted to warn you not to trust
it.
I smiled.
That's it? End of message? I said.
For now, she answered, lowering her finger and growing
dim.
I shifted my gaze to Mandor and was about to explain that I had built a
host of safeguards into the thing, so that not just anybody could access
it. Mainly, though, I wanted to tell him about Jurt. But our
communication was suddenly severed, as I felt another presence reaching
toward me.
I was intrigued by the sensation. I had occasionally wondered what would
occur if someone tried for a Trump contact when I was already in touch
with someone else via a Trump. Would it turn into a conference call?
Would someone get a busy signal? Would it put the other party on hold?
I'd doubted I'd ever find out, though. It just seemed statistically
unlikely. However....
Merlin, baby. I'm okay.
Luke!
Mandor and Fiona were definitely gone. I'm really okay now,
Merle.
You sure?
Yeah, as soon as I started coming down I switched to a fast lane.
In this shadow it's been several days since I've seen you.
He was wearing sunglasses and green swim trunks. He was seated at a small
table beside a swimming pool in the shade of a great umbrella, the
remains of a large lunch spread before him. A lady in a blue bikini dived
into the pool and passed from my line of sight.
Well, I'm glad to hear about that and
So what happened to me, anyhow? I remember you said something
about someone slipping me some acid when I was a prisoner back at the
Keep. Is that how it went?
It seems very likely.
I guess that's what happens when you drink the water, he
mused. Okay. What's been going on while I've been out of
it?
Knowing how much to tell him was always a problem. So, Where do we
stand? I asked.
Oh. That, he said.
Yeah.
Well, I've had a chance to do a lot of thinking, he
replied, and I'm going to call it quits. Honor has been satisfied.
It's pointless to keep pushing this thing against everybody else. But I'm
not about to put myself in Random's hands for a kangaroo trial. Now it's
your turn: Where do I stand so far as Amber's concerned? Should I be
looking over my shoulder?
Nobody's said anything yet, one way or the other. But Random is
out of town now and I just got back myself. I haven't really had a chance
to learn what the others' feelings might be on this thing.
He removed his sunglasses and studied me. The fact that Random's
out of town....
No, I know he's not after you, I said, because he's
in Kash and I tried to stop it just a syllable too late.
Kashfa?
So I understand.
What the hell's he doing there? Amber was never interested in the
place before.
There's been a...death, I explained. Some kind
of shake-up going on.
Ha! Luke remarked. That bastard finally bought it.
Good! But.... Hey! Why's Amber moving in so sudden-like,
huh?
Don't know, I said.
He chuckled. Rhetorical question, he said. I can see
what's going on. I've got to admit Random's got style. Listen, when you
find out who he puts on the throne let me know, will you? I like to keep
abreast of doings in the old hometown.
Oh, sure, I said, trying unsuccessfully to determine
whether such information could be harmful. It would become public
knowledge very soon, if it wasn't already.
So what else is going on? That other person who was Vinta
Bayle...?
Gone, I said. I don't know where.
Very strange, he mused. I don't think we've seen the
last of her. She was Gail, too. I'm sure. Let me know if she comes back,
will you?
Okay. You want to ask her out again?
He shrugged, then smiled. I could think of worse ways to spend
some time.
You're lucky she didn't try to take you out, literally.
I'm not so sure she would've, he replied. We always
got along pretty well. Anyhow, none of this is the main reason I
called....
I nodded, having already guessed as much.
How's my mother doing? he asked.
Hasn't stirred, I answered. She's safe.
That's something, he said. You know, it's kind of
undignified for a queen to be in that position. A coatrack. Jeez!
I agree, I agreed. But what's the
alternative?
Well, I'd sort of like to...get her freed, he said.
What'll it take?
You raise a very thorny issue, I stated.
I sort of figured that.
I've a strong feeling she's the one behind this revenge business,
Luke, that she's the one who put you up to going after everybody. Like
with that bomb. Like encouraging you to set up that private army with
modern weapons, to use against Amber. Like trying for a hit on me every
spring. Like
Okay, okay. You're right. I don't deny it. But things have
changed
Yeah. Her plans fell through and we've got her.
That's not what I meant. I'm changed. I understand her now, and I
understand myself better. She can't push me around that way
anymore.
Why is that?
That trip I was on.... It shook loose my thinking quite a
bit. About her and me. I've had several days now to mull over what some
of it meant, and I don't think she can pull the same crap on me that she
used to.
I recalled the red-haired woman tied to the stake, tormented by demons.
There was a resemblance, now I thought of it.
But she's still my mother, he went on, and I don't
like leaving her in the position she's in. What kind of deal might be
possible for turning her loose?
I don't know, Luke. I answered. The matter hasn't
come up yet. .
Well, she's your prisoner, actually.
But her plans were directed against all of us.
True, but I won't be helping her with them anymore. She really
needs someone like me for carrying them out.
Right. And if she doesn't have you to help, what's to prevent her
from finding someone like you, as you put it? She'd still be dangerous if
we let her go.
But you know about her now. That would crimp her style quite a
bit.
It might just make her more devious.
He sighed. I suppose there's some truth in that, he
admitted. But she's as venal as most people. It's just a matter of
finding the right price.
I can't see Amber buying someone off that way.
I can.
Not when that person is already a prisoner here.
That does complicate matters a little, he acknowledged.
But I hardly think it's an insurmountable barrier. Not if she's
more useful to you free than as a piece of furniture.
You've lost me, I said. What are you
proposing?
Nothing yet. I'm just sounding you out.
Fair enough. But offhand, I can't see a situation such as you
describe arising. More valuable to us free than a prisoner.... I
guess we'd go where the value lies. But these are just words.
Just trying to plant a seed or two while I work on it. What is
your greatest concern right now?
Me? Personally? You really want to know?
You bet.
Okay. My mad brother Jurt has apparently allied himself with the
sorcerer Mask back at the Keep. The two of them are out to get me. Jurt
made an attempt just this afternoon, but I can see it's really a
challenge from Mask. I'm going to take them on soon.
Hey, I didn't know you had a brother!
Half-brother. I have a couple of others, too. But I can get along
with them. Jurt's been after me for a long time.
That's really something. You never mentioned them.
We never talked family. Remember?
Yeah. But you've got me puzzled now. Who's this Mask? I seem to
remember your mentioning him before. It's really Sharu Garrul, isn't
it?
I shook my head.
When I brought your mother out of the citadel she left the company
of a similarly stricken old guy with RINALDO carved on his leg. I was
trading spells with Mask at the time.
Most strange, Luke said. Then he's a usurper. And
he's the one slipped me the acid?
That seems most likely.
Then I have a score to settle with him, tooapart from what
he did to my mother. How tough is Jurt?
Well, he's nasty. But he's kind of clumsy, too. At least, he's
screwed up whenever we've fought and left a piece of himself
behind.
He could also be learning from his mistakes, you know.
That's true. And he said something kind of cryptic today, now you
mention it. He talked as if he were about to become very
powerful.
Uh-oh, Luke said. Sounds as if this Mask is using
him as a guinea pig.
For what?
The Fount of Power, man. There's a steady, pulsing source of pure
energy inside the Citadel, you know. Inter-Shadow stuff. Comes from the
four worlds jamming together there.
I know. I've seen it in action.
I've got a feeling that this Mask is still in the process of
getting a handle on it.
He had a pretty good grip when we met.
Yeah, but there's more to it than plugging into a wall outlet.
There are all sorts of subtleties he's probably just becoming aware of
and exploring.
Such as?
Bathing a person in it will, if he's properly protected, do
wonders for strength, stamina, and magical abilities. That part's easy
for a person with some training to learn. I've been through it myself.
But old Sharu's notes were in his lab, and there was something more in
thema way of replacing part of the body with energy, really
packing it in. Very dangerous. Easily fatal. But if it works you get
something special, a kind of superman, a sort of living Trump.
I've heard that term before, Luke....
Probably, he replied. My father undertook the
process, with himself as the subject
That's it! I said. Corwin claimed that Brand had
become some sort of living Trump. Made it almost impossible to nail
him.
Luke gritted his teeth.
Sorry, I said. But that's where I heard about it. So
that was the secret of Brand's power....
Luke nodded.
I get the impression this Mask thinks he knows how it was done and
is getting ready to try it on your brother.
Shit! I observed. That's all I need. Jurt as a
magical being or a natural forceor whatever the hell. This is
serious. How much do you know about the process?
Oh, I know most of it, in theory. I wouldn't mess with it, though.
I think it takes away something of your humanity. You don't much give a
shit about other people or human values afterward. I think that's part of
what happened to my father.
What could I say? Maybe that part was true and maybe it wasn't. I was
sure Luke wanted to believe in some external cause for his father's
treachery. I knew I'd never contradict him on it, even if I learned
differently. And so I laughed.
With Jurt, I said, there'd be no way of telling the
difference.
Luke smiled. Then, You could get dead going up against a guy like
that, along with a sorcerer, on their own turf.
What choice have I got? I asked. They're after me.
Better to move now. Jurt hasn't had the treatment yet. Does it take
long?
Well, there are fairly elaborate preliminaries, but the subject
doesn't have to be present for some of them. It all depends on how far
along Mask is with the work.
I'd better move pretty fast then.
I won't have you going in there alone, he said. It
could be suicide. I know the place. I also have a small force of mercs
bivouacked in Shadow and ready for action on short notice. If we can get
them in, they can hold off the guards, maybe even take them out.
Will that fancy ammo work there?
No. We tried it when I pulled the glider attack. It'll have to be
hand to hand. Body armor and machetes, maybe. I'll have to work it
out.
We could use the Pattern to get in, but the troops
can't...and Trumps aren't reliable for that place.
I know. I'll have to work on that, too.
Then it would be you and me against Jurt and Mask. If I tell any
of the others here, they'll try to stop me till Random gets back, and
that may be too late.
He smiled. You know, my mother would really be useful in
there, he said. She knows more about the Fount than I
do.
No! I said. She tried to kill me.
Easy, man. Easy, he said. Hear me out.
Besides, she lost to Mask last time they met. That's why she's a
coatrack.
All the more reason for her to be wary now. Anyway, it had to be
trickery, not skill. She's good. Mask must have surprised her. She'd be a
real asset, Merle.
No! She wants all of us dead!
Details, he explained. After Caine, the rest of you
are just symbolic enemies. Mask is a real one, who took something away
from her and still has it. Given the choice, she'll go after
Mask.
And if we're successful, she'll turn on Amber afterward.
Not at all, he said. That's the beauty of my
plan.
I don't want to hear about it.
Because you already know you'll agree, right? I just figured a way
to solve all your problems. Give her the Keep after it's liberated, as a
kind of peace offering, to forget her differences with you guys.
Just hand her this terrible power?
If she were going to use it against you, she'd have done it a long
time ago. She's afraid to employ it in the extreme. With Kashfa down the
tubes, she'll grab at the chance to salvage something. That's where the
value lies.
You really think so?
Better Queen of the Keep than a coatrack in Amber.
Damn you, Luke. You always make the stupidest things sound sort of
attractive.
It's an art, he replied. What do you say?
I've got to think about it, I said.
Better think fast, then. Jurt may be bathing in that glow right
now.
Don't pressure me, man. I said I'll think about it. This is only
one of my problems. I'm going to eat dinner now and mull things
over.
Want to tell me about your other problems, too? Maybe I can work
them into the package some way.
No, damn it! I'll call you back...soon. Okay?
Okay. But I'd better be around when you snap Mom out of it, to
kind of smooth things over. You have figured out how to break the spell,
haven't you?
Yes.
Glad to know that. I wasn't sure how to do it, and I can stop
working on it now. I'm going to finish here and go shape up the
troops, he said, eyeing the lady in the bikini who had just
emerged from the pool. Call me.
Okay, I said, and he was gone.
Damn. Amazing. No wonder Luke kept winning those sales awards. I had to
admit it was a good pitch, despite my feelings about Jasra. And Random
had not ordered me to keep her a prisoner. Of course, he had not had much
opportunity to tell me anything the last time we had been together. Would
she really behave as Luke said, though? It made a sort of sense, but then
people seldom keep company with rationality at times when they should.
I passed along the hallway and decided to use the back stair. As I made
the turn, I saw that there was a figure standing near the top. It was a
woman, and she was looking the other way. She had on a full-length
red-and yellow gown. Her hair was very dark and she had lovely
shoulders....
She turned when she heard my tread, and I saw that it was Nayda. She
studied my face.
Lord Merlin, she said, can you tell me where my
sister is? I understand she went off with you earlier.
She was admiring some art, and then she had a little errand she
wanted to run afterward, I replied. I'm not sure exactly
where she was going, but she gave the impression she'd be back pretty
soon.
All right, she said. It's just that it's getting
near to dinnertime, and we'd expected her to be joining us. Did she enjoy
her afternoon?
I believe she did, I said.
She's been a bit moody recently. We were hoping this trip would
cheer her up. She was looking forward to it quite a bit.
She seemed pretty cheerfull when I left her, I admitted.
Oh, where was that?
Near here, I said.
Where all did you go?
We had a long walk in and about town, I explained. I
showed her a bit of the palace, also.
Then she's in the palace right now?
She was the last time I saw her. But she might have stepped
out.
I see, she said. I'm sorry I didn't really get to
talk to you at any length earlier. I feel as if I've known you for a long
while.
Oh? I said. Why is that?
I read through your file several times. It's kind of
fascinating.
File?
It's no secret that we keep files on people we're likely to
encounter in our line of work. There's a file on everyone in the House of
Amber, of course, even those who don't have much to do with
diplomacy.
I'd never thought about it, I said, but it
figures.
Your early days are glossed over, of course, and your recent
troubles are very confusing.
They're confusing to me, too, I said. You trying to
update the file?
No, just curious. If your problems have ramifications that may
involve Begma, we have an interest in them.
How is it that you know of them at all?
We have very good intelligence sources. Small kingdoms often
do.
I nodded.
I won't press you on your sources, but we're not having a fire
sale on classified data.
You misunderstand me, she said. I'm not trying to
update that file either. I was trying to discover whether I might be able
to offer you assistance.
Thank you. I appreciate that, I told her. I can't
really think of any way you could help me, though.
She smiled, showing what seemed a set of perfect teeth.
I can't be more precise without knowing more, she said.
But if you decide that you do want helpor if you just want
to talkcome and see me.
Well taken, I said. I'll see you at dinner.
Later, too, I hope, she said, as I passed her and turned
down the hall.
What had she meant by that last bit? I wondered. Was she talking
assignation? If so, her motives seemed awfully transparent. Or was she
merely expressing her desire for information? I was not certain.
As I passed along the hallway in the direction of my rooms I noted an odd
lighting phenomenon ahead of me: A bright white band about six or eight
inches in width ran up both walls, across the ceiling, and over the
floor. I slowed as I neared it, wondering whether someone had introduced
a new method of illuminating the place in my absence.
As I stepped over the band on the floor, everything disappeared, except
for the light itself, which resolved into a perfect circle, flipped once
about me and settled on a level with my feet, myself at its center. The
world appeared beyond the circle, suddenly, and it looked as if it were
made of green glass formed into a dome. The surface on which I stood was
reddish, irregular and moist in the pale light. It was not until a large
fish swam by that I realized I might be underwater, standing on a ridge
of coral.
This is pretty as all hell, I said, but I was trying
to get to my apartment.
Just showing off a bit, came a familiar voice which sounded
eerily all about my magic circle. Am I a god?
You can call yourself whatever you want, I said.
Nobody will disagree with you.
It might be fun being a god.
Then what does that make me? I asked.
That's a difficult theological question.
Theological, my ass. I'm a computer engineer, and you know I built
you, Ghost.
A sound like a sigh filled my submarine cell.
It's hard to get away from one's roots.
Why try? What's wrong with roots? All of the best plants have
them.
Pretty bloom above, mire and muck below.
In your case it's metal and an interesting cryogenic
setupand quite a few other thingsall of them very
clean.
Maybe it's mire and muck that I need, then.
You feeling all right, Ghost?
I'm still trying to find myself.
Everyone goes through phases like that. It'll pass.
Really?
Really.
When? How? Why?
It would be cheating to tell. Besides, it's different for
everyone.
A whole school of fish swam bylittle black-and-red-striped guys.
I can't quite swing the omniscience business... Ghost
said after a time.
That's okay. Who needs it? I said.
...And I'm still working on omnipotence.
That one's hard, too, I agreed.
You're very understanding, Dad.
I try. You got any special problems?
You mean, apart from the existential?
Yeah.
No. I brought you here to warn you about a fellow named Mandor.
He's
He's my brother, I said. There was silence.
Then, That would make him my uncle, wouldn't it?
I guess so.
How about the lady with him? She
Fiona's my aunt.
My great-aunt. Oh, my!
What's wrong?
It's bad form to speak ill of relatives, isn't it?
Not in Amber, I said. In Amber we do it all the
time.
The circle of light flipped again. We were back in the hallway.
Now that we're in Amber, he said, I want to speak
ill of them. I wouldn't trust them if I were you. I think they're a
little crazy. Also insulting and mendacious.
I laughed. You're becoming a true Amberite.
I am?
Yes. That's the way we are. Nothing to worry about. What came down
between you, anyhow?
I'd rather work it out on my own, if you don't mind.
Whatever you think is best.
I don't really need to warn you about them?
No.
Okay. That was my main concern. I guess I'll go and try the mire
and muck bit now
Wait.
What?
You seem pretty good at transporting things through Shadow these
days.
I seem to be improving, yes.
What about a small band of warriors and their leader?
I think I could manage that.
And me.
Of course. Where are they and where do you want go?
I fished in my pocket, found Luke's Trump, held it before me.
But...He's the one you warned me not to trust, Ghost
said.
It's okay now, I told him. Just for this matter.
Nothin else though. Things have changed a bit.
I don't understand. But if you say so.
Can you run him down and set things up?
I should be able to. Where do you want to go?
Do you know the Keep of the Four Worlds?
Yes. But that's a dangerous place, Dad. Very tricky coming and
going. And that's where the red-haired lady tried to lay a power lock on
me.
Jasra.
I never knew her name.
She's Luke's mother, I explained, waving his Trump.
Bad blood, Ghost stated. Maybe we shouldn't have
anything to do with either of them.
She might be coming with us, I said.
Oh, no. That's a dangerous lady. You don't want her along.
Especially not in a place where she's strong. She might try to grab me
again. She might succeed.
She'll be too occupied with other matters, I said,
and I may need her. So start thinking of her as part of the
package.
Are you sure you know what you're doing?
I'm afraid so.
When do you want to go there?
That depends in part on when Luke's troops will be ready. Why
don't you go and find out?
All right. But I still think you might be making a mistake, going
into that place with those people.
I need someone who can help, and the die is damned well
cast, I said.
Ghost coalesced to a point and winked out.
I drew a deep breath, changed my mind about sighing, and moved on toward
my nearest door, which was not that much farther up the hall. As I was
reaching for it I felt the movement of a Trump contact. Coral?
I opened myself to it. Mandor appeared before me again.
Are you all right? he asked immediately. We were cut
off in such an odd fashion.
I'm fine, I told him. We were cut off in a
once-in-a-lifetime fashion. Not to worry.
You seem a trifle agitated.
That's because it's an awfully long walk from downstairs to
upstairs with all the powers of the universe converging to slow
me.
I don't understand.
It's been a rough day, I said. See you
later.
I did want to talk with you some more, about those stones and the
new Pattern and
Later, I said. I'm waiting on an incoming
call.
Sorry. No rush. I'll check back.
He broke the contact and I reached for the latch. I wondered whether it
would solve everybody's problems if I could turn Ghost into an answering
service.
Chapter 7
I hung my cloak on Jasra and my weapons belt on the bedpost. I cleaned my
boots, washed my hands and face, hunted up a fancy ivory shirtall
ruffled, brocaded, froggedand put it on, along with a pair of gray
trousers. Then I brushed off my deep purple jacket, the one on which I'd
once laid a spell to make the wearer seem a little more charming, witty,
and trustworthy than is actually the case. It seemed a good occasion for
getting some use out of it.
As I was brushing my hair there came a knock on the door.
Just a minute, I called.
I finished upwhich left me ready to go and also, probably, running
latethen went to the door, unbarred it, and opened it.
Bill Roth stood there in browns and reds, looking like an aging
condottiere.
Bill! I said, clasping his hand, arm, and shoulder and
leading him in. Good to see you. I'm just back from some troubles
and about to take off after more. I didn't know whether you were here in
the palace now or what. I was going to look you up again as soon as
things slowed a bit.
He smiled and punched my shoulder lightly.
I'll be at dinner, he replied, and Hendon said you'd
be there, too. I thought I'd come up and walk over with you, though,
since those Begman people will be there.
Oh? You got some news?
Yes. Any fresh word on Luke?
I was just talking to him. He says the vendetta's off.
Any chance of his wanting to justify himself at that hearing you
asked me about?
Not from the way he sounded.
Too bad. I've bean doing a lot of research, and there are some
good precendents for the vendetta defenselike, there was your
uncle Osric, who took on the whole House of Karen over the death of a
relative on his mother's side. Oberon was particularly friendly with
Karen in those days, too, and Osric offed three of them. Oberon acquitted
him at a hearing, though, basing his decision on earlier cases, and he
even went further by stating a kind of general rule
Oberon also sent him off to the front lines in a particularly
nasty war, I interrupted, from which he did not
return.
I wasn't aware of that part, Bill said, but he did
come off well in court.
I'll have to mention it to Luke, I said.
Which part? he asked.
Both, I answered.
That wasn't the main thing I came to tell you, he went on.
There's something going on at a military level.
What are you talking about?
It's even easier to show you, he explained. It
should only take a minute.
Okay. Let's go, I agreed, and I followed him out into the
hall.
He led the way down the back stair and turned left at its foot. We moved
on past the kitchen and followed another hallway which turned off toward
the rear. As we did, I heard some rattling sounds from up ahead. I
glanced at Bill, who nodded.
That's what I heard earlier, he told me, when I was
passing by. That's why I took a walk up this way. Everything around here
makes me curious.
I nodded, understanding the feeling. Especially when I knew that the
sounds were coming from the main armory. Benedict stood in the midst of
activity, peering at his thumbnail through a rifle barrel. He looked up
immediately and our eyes met. Perhaps a dozen men moved about him,
carrying weapons, cleaning weapons, stacking weapons.
I thought you were in Kashfa, I said.
Was, he replied.
I gave him a chance to continue, but nothing was forthcoming. Benedict
has never been noted for loquacity.
Looks like you're getting ready for something close to
home, I remarked, knowing that gunpowder was useless here and that
the special ammo we had only worked in the area of Amber and certain
adjacent kingdoms.
Always best to be safe, he said.
Would you care to elaborate on that? I asked.
Not now, he answered, a reply twice as long as I'd
anticipated and holding out hope of future enlightenment.
Should we all be digging in? I asked. Fortifying the
town? Arming ourselves? Raising
It won't come to that, he said. Just go on about
your business.
But
He turned away. I'd a feeling the conversation was over. I was sure of it
when he ignored my next several questions. I shrugged and turned back to
Bill.
Let's go eat, I said.
As we walked back up the hall, Bill said softly, Any idea what it
means?
Dalt's in the neighborhood, I told him.
Benedict was in Begma with Random. Dalt could be causing trouble
there.
I've a feeling he's nearer.
If Dalt were to capture Random....
Impossible, I said, feeling a slight chill at the idea.
Random can trump back here anytime he wants. No. When I talked
about defending Amber, and Benedict said, `It won't come to that,' I got
the impression he was talking about something close at hand. Something he
feels he can control.
I see what you mean, he agreed. But then he told you
not to bother fortifying.
If Benedict feels we don't need to fortify, then we don't need to
fortify.
Waltz and drink champagne while the cannons boom?
If Benedict says it's okay.
You really trust that guy. What would you do without him?
Be more nervous, I said.
He shook his head. Excuse me, he said. I'm not used
to being acquainted with legends.
You don't believe me?
I shouldn't believe you, but I do believe you. That's the
trouble. He was silent as we turned the corner and headed back
toward the stair. Then he added, It was that way whenever I was
around your father, too.
Bill, I said, as we began to climb. You knew my dad
back before he regained his memory, when he was just plain old Carl
Corey. Maybe I've been going about this thing wrong. Is there anything
you can recall about that phase of his life which might explain where he
is now?
He halted a moment and looked at me.
Don't think I haven't thought about that angle, Merle. Many a time
I've wondered whether he might have been involved in something as Corey
that he'd have felt obliged to follow through on once his business here
was finished. But he was a very secretive man, even in that incarnation.
Paradoxical, too. He'd done a lot of hitches in a lot of different
varieties of military, which seems logical enough. But he sometimes wrote
music, which goes against that hard-ass image.
He'd lived a long time. He'd learned a lot, felt lot.
Exactly, and that's what makes it hard to guess why he might have
been involved in. Once or twice when he'd had a few drinks he'd mention
people in the arts and sciences I'd never have guessed him to be
acquainted with. He was never just plain Carl Corey. He had a few
centuries worth of Earth memory when I knew him. That makes for a
character too complex to be easily predictable. I just don't know what he
might have gone back toif he went back.
We continued on up the stairway. Why did I feel that Bill knew more than
he was telling me?
I heard music as we neared the dining room, and when we entered, Llewella
gave me a nasty look. I saw that food was being kept warm at a serving
table off against the far wall, and no one was seated yet. People stood
about talking, drinks in hand, and most of them glanced in our direction
as we entered. Three musicians were playing, off to my right. The dining
table was to my left, near the big window in the south wall, providing a
glorious view across the town below. It was still snowing lightly,
casting a spectral veil over the entire bright prospect.
Llewella approached quickly.
You've kept everybody waiting, she whispered.
Where's the girl?
Coral?
Who else?
I'm not sure where she's gotten off to, I said. We
parted company a couple of hours ago.
Well, is she coming or isn't she?
I'm not sure.
We can't keep things waiting any longer, she said.
And now the seating arrangement's screwed. What did you do, wear
her out?
Llewella....
She muttered something I didn't understand in some lisping Rebman
dialect. Just as well, probably. She turned away then and moved off
toward Vialle.
You in a heap of trouble, boy, Bill commented at my side.
Let's hit the bar while she's reassigning places.
But the wine steward was already approaching with a couple of drinks on a
tray.
Bayle's Best, he observed as we took them.
I sipped and saw that he was right, which heartened me a bit.
I don't recognize all of these people, Bill said.
Who's that fellow with the red sash, over by Vialle?
That's Orkuz, the Begman prime minister, I told him,
and the rather attractive lady in the yellow-and-red dress who's
talking to Martin is his daughter Nayda. Coralthe one I just got
chewed out aboutis her sister.
Uh-huh. And who's the husky blond lady batting her eyes at
Gerard?
I don't know, I said. And I don't know that lady and
the guy over to the right of Orkuz either.
We drifted inward, and Gerard, looking perhaps a trifle uncomfortable in
layers of ruffled finery, introduced us to the lady he was with as Dretha
Gannell, assistant to the Begman ambassador. The ambassador, it turned
out, was the tall lady standing near Orkuzand her name, I
gathered, was Ferla Quist. The fellow with her was her secretary, whose
name sounded something like Cade. While we were looking in that
direction, Gerard tried slipping off and leaving us with Ferla. But she
caught his sleeve and asked him something about the fleet. I smiled and
nodded and moved away. Bill came along.
Goodness! Martin's changed! he announced suddenly.
He Looks like a one-man rock video. I almost didn't recognize him.
Just last week
It's been over a year, I said, for him. He's been
off finding himself on some street scene.
I wonder if he's finished?
Didn't get a chance to ask him that, I replied, but a
peculiar thought occurred to me. I shelved it.
The music died just then, and Llewella cleared her throat and indicated
Hendon, who announced the new seating arrangement. I was at the foot of
the table, and I learned later that Coral was to have been seated to my
left and Cade to my right. I also learned later that Llewella had tried
to get hold of Flora at the last minute to sit in Coral's place, but
Flora wasn't taking any calls.
As it was, Vialle, at the head, had Llewella seated to her right and
Orkuz to her left, with Gerard, Dretha, and Bill below Llewella, and
Ferla, Martin, Cade, and Nayda below Orkuz. I found myself escorting
Nayda to the table and seating her to my right, while Bill settled
himself at my left.
Fuss, fuss, fuss, Bill muttered softly, and I nodded, then
introduced him to Nayda as counsel to the House of Amber. She looked
impressed and asked him about his work. He proceeded to charm her with a
story about once having represented the interests of a dog in an estate
settlement, which had nothing to do with Amber but was a good story. Got
her to laughing a bit, and also Cade, who was listening in.
The first course was served and the musicians began playing again,
softly, which shortened the distance our voices carried and reduced
conversation to a more intimate level. At this, Bill signaled he had
something he wanted to tell me, but Nayda had beaten him by a second or
two and I was already listening to her.
About Coral, she said softly. Are you sure she's all
right? She wasn't feeling ill when you partedor anything like
thatwas she?
No, I answered. She seemed healthy enough.
Strange, she said. I had the impression she was
looking forward to things like this dinner.
She's obviously taking longer than she'd intended in whatever
she's about, I observed.
What exactly was she about? Nayda asked. Where did
you part?
Here in the palace, I replied. I was showing her
around. She wanted to spend more time with certain features of the place
than I could spare. So I came on ahead.
I don't think she could have forgotten dinner.
I think she got caught up by the power of an artistic
piece.
So she's definitely on the premises?
Now, that's hard to say. As I said before, a person can always
step out.
You mean you're not sure exactly where she is? I nodded.
I'm not certain where she is at this moment, I said.
She could well be back in her room changing her clothes.
I'll check after dinner, she said, if she hasn't
shown up by then. If that should be the case, will you help me find
her?
I was planning on looking for her anyway, I answered,
if she doesn't put in an appearance soon.
She nodded and continued eating. Very awkward.
Beyond the fact that I didn't want to distress her, I couldn't very well
tell her what had happened without its becoming apparent that her sister
was indeed an illegitimate daughter of Oberon. At a time such as this,
when I had been cautioned about saying anything that might strain
relations between Amber and Begma, I was not about to confirm to the
daughter of the Begman prime minister the rumor that her mother had had
an affair with the late king of Amber. Maybe it was an open secret back
in Begma and nobody gave a damn. But maybe it wasn't. I didn't want to
disturb Random for advice, partly because he might be extremely occupied
in Kashfa just now, but mainly because he might also start asking me
about my own immediate plans and problems, and I would not lie to him.
That could get me into too much trouble. Such a conversation might well
also result in his forbidding my attack on the Keep. The only other
person I could tell about Coral and get some sort of official response
from as to how far I might go in informing her family, was Vialle.
Unfortunately, Vialle was completely occupied as hostess at the moment.
I sighed and returned to my dinner.
Bill caught my attention and leaned a little in my direction. I leaned a
little, too.
Yes? I said.
There were some things I wanted to tell you, he began.
I was hoping for some leisure, some quiet, and some privacy,
though.
I chuckled.
Exactly, he continued. I believe this is the best
we're going to get for a time. Fortunately, voices don't seem to be
carrying if one keeps them down. I couldn't make out what you and Nayda
were talking about. So it's probably okay, so long as the musicians keep
playing.
I nodded, took a few more bites.
Thing is, the Begmans shouldn't hear about it, on the one hand.
But on the other, I feel that perhaps you ought to know, because of your
involvement with Luke and Jasra. So what's your schedule? I'd rather tell
you later, but if you're going to be tied up, I can give you the gist of
it now.
I glanced at Nayda and Cade. They seemed totally occupied with their
food, and I didn't think they could overhear us. Unfortunately, I didn't
have any sort of sheltering spells hung.
Go ahead, I whispered from behind my wine glass.
First, he said, Random sent me a whole slew of
papers to go over. They're the draft of an agreement whereby Amber will
grant Kashfa privileged trade status, the same as Begma. So they'll
definitely be coming into the Golden Circle.
I see, I said. That doesn't come as a complete
surprise. But it's good to know for sure what's going on.
He nodded.
There's a lot more to it, though, he said.
Just then the musicians stopped playing and I could hear voices from all
around the table again. I glanced off to the right and saw that a steward
had just taken the players a food tray and some wine. They were setting
their instruments aside and taking a break. They had probably been
playing for some time before I'd arrived and were doubtless due a rest.
Bill chuckled. Later, he said.
Right. There followed a funny little fruit dish with an
amazing sauce. As I spooned it away, Nayda caught my attention with a
gesture and I leaned toward her again.
So what about tonight? she whispered.
What do you mean? I said I'd look for her if she doesn't show
up.
She shook her head. I wasn't referring to that, she said.
I meant later. Will you have time to stop by and talk?
About what?
According to your file you've been in a bit of trouble recently,
with someone trying to get you.
I began wondering about that damned file. But, It's out of
date, I said. Whatever's in there has already been cleared
up.
Really? Then nobody's after you just now?
I wouldn't say that, I replied. The cast of
characters keeps changing.
So somebody still has you marked?
I studied her face.
You're a nice lady, Nayda, I said, but I've got to
ask, What is it to you? Everybody has problems. I just have more than
usual at the moment. I'll work them out.
Or die trying?
Maybe. I hope not. But what's your interest?
She glanced at Cade, who seemed busy with his food,. It is
possible that I could help you.
In what fashion?
She smiled.
A process of elimination, she stated.
Oh? That refers to a person or persons?
Indeed.
You have some special means of going about this sort of
business?
She continued to smile.
Yes, it's good for removing problems caused by people, she
continued. All I'll need are their names and locations.
Some sort of secret weapon?
She glanced at Cade again, since I had raised my voice a bit.
You might call it that, she answered.
An interesting proposal, I said. But you still
haven't answered my first question.
Refresh my memory.
We were interrupted by the wine steward, who came around topping off
goblets, and then by another toast. The first had been to Vialle, led by
Llewella. This one was proposed by Orkuz, to the ancient alliance
between Amber and Begma. I drank to that, and I heard Bill mutter,
It's going to get a bit more strained.
The alliance? I said.
Yep.
I glanced at Nayda, who was staring at me, clearly expecting a resumption
of our sotto voces. Bill noted this, too, and turned away. Just then Cade
began talking to Nayda, however, so I finished what was on my plate and
took a sip of wine while I waited. In a little while the plate was
whisked away, to be replaced shortly by another.
I glanced at Bill who glanced at Nayda and Cade, then said, Wait
for the music.
I nodded. In a sudden moment of silence I overheard Dretha say, Is
it true that King Oberon's ghost is sometimes seen? Gerard grunted
something that sounded like an affirmative just as they were drowned out
again. My mind being a lot fuller than my stomach, I kept eating. Cade,
trying to be diplomatic or just conversational, turned my way a little
later, addressed me and asked my views on the Eregnor situation. He
jerked suddenly then and looked at Nayda. I'd a strong feeling she'd just
kicked him under the table, which was fine with me because I didn't know
what the hell the Eregnor situation was. I mutterred something about
there being things to be said for both sides of most matters, which
seemed diplomatic enough for anything. If it were something barbed, I
supposed I could have countered with an innocent-sounding observation
about the Begman party's early arrival, but Eregnor might actually be
some tedious conversation piece that Nayda didn't want to get into
because it would cut off our own discussion. Also, I'd a feeling that
Llewella might suddenly materialize and kick me under the table.
A thought hit suddenly then. Sometimes I'm a little slow. Obviously, they
had known Random wasn't here, and from what I already knew and from what
Bill had just said, they weren't too happy with whatever Random was about
in the neighboring kingdom. Their early arrival seemed intended to
embarrass us in some fashion. Did that mean that whatever Nayda was
offering me was part of some scheme that fitted in with their general
diplomatic strategy on this matter? If so, why me? I was a very poor
choice, in that I had no say whatsoever concerning Amber's foreign
policy. Were they aware of this? They must be, if their intelligence
service were as good as Nayda had indicated. I was baffled, and I was
half tempted to ask Bill his views on the Eregnor situation. But then he
might have kicked me under the table.
The musicians, having finished snacking, resumed the entertainment with
Greensleeves, and Nayda and Bill both leaned toward me
simultaneously, then glanced up, their gazes meeting. Both smiled.
Ladies first, Bill said loudly.
She nodded to him.
Then, Have a chance to think about my offer? she asked me.
Some, I said, but I had a question. Remember?
What was it?
It's kind of you to want to do me a favor, I said,
but at times such as this, one must be excused for checking the
price tag.
What if I were to say that your good will would be
sufficient?
What if I were to say that my good will isn't worth much at the
policy level here?
She shrugged. Small price for a small return. I already knew that.
But you're related to everybody in this place. Nothing may ever happen,
but it's conceivable that someone might ask your opinion of us. I'd like
you to know you have friends in Begma and to feel kindly disposed toward
us if that occurred.
I studied her very serious expression. There was more to it than that,
and we both knew it. Only I didn't know what might be on the horizon, and
she obviously did.
I reached out and stroked her cheek once with the back of my hand.
I am expected to say something nice about you folks if someone
should ask me, that's all, and for this you will go out and kill someone
for me if I just supply the particulars. Right?
In a word, yes, she replied.
It makes me wonder why you think you can manage an assassination
better than we could. We're old hands at it.
We have, as you put it, a secret weapon, she said.
But I was thinking that this is a personal matter for you, not a
state matterand that you might not want any of the others
involved. Also, I can provide a service that will not be
traceable.
Bag of worms time again. Was she implying that she thought I did not
trust all of the others hereor that I should not? What did she
know that I didn't? Or was she just guessing, based on Amber's history of
intrigue within the family? Or was she intentionally trying to stir up a
generational conflict? Would that suit Begma's purpose in some fashion?
Or.... Was she guessing that such a situation existed and offering
to remove a family member for me? And if so, did she think I'd be stupid
enough to get someone else to do the job? Or even to discuss such a
notion and thereby give Begma a shot at sufficient evidence to have some
kind of hold over me? Or....
I drew back from the view. It pleased me that my thought processes were
finally working properly for the company my family keeps. (Both my
families, actually.) It had taken me a long while to get the hang of it.
It felt good.
A simple refusal would foreclose all of the above. But, on the other
hand, if I were to string her along a bit, she might prove a tantalizing
source of information.
So, Would you go after anyone I would name? I said.
Anyone?
She studied my face very carefully. Then, Yes, she
answered.
You must excuse me again, I responded, but doing it
for such an intangible as my good will causes me to wonder about your
good faith.
Her face reddened. Whether it was a simple blush or anger I could not be
certain, because she looked away immediately. This didn't bother me,
though, because I was certain it was a buyer's market.
I returned my attention to my food and was able to put away several
mouthfuls before she was back again. Does this mean you won't be
stopping by tonight? she asked.
I can't, I said. I am going to be completely
occupied.
I can believe you are very busy, she said. But does
that mean we will not be able to talk at all?
It depends entirely on how things break, I said. I
have an awful lot going on just now, and I may be leaving town
soon.
She started slightly. I was certain she considered asking me where I was
going, but thought better of it.
Then, This is awkward, she said. Have you refused my
offer?
Is the deal only good for this evening? I asked.
No, but it was my understanding you were in some peril. The sooner
you move against your enemy, the sooner your sleep is untroubled.
You feel I am in danger here in Amber?
She hesitated a moment, then said, No one is safe, anywhere, from
an enemy of sufficient determination and skill.
Do you feel the threat to be a local one? I inquired.
I asked you to name the party, she stated. You are
in the best position to know.
I drew back immediately. It was too simple an entrapment, and obviously
she'd already smelled it.
You've given me much to think about, I answered, and I
returned to my food.
After a time, I saw that Bill was looking at me as if he wanted to say
something. I gave him a minuscule shake of my head, which he seemed to
understand.
Breakfast, then? I heard her say. This trip you
spoke of could represent a time of vulnerability. It would be good to
settle this before you depart.
Nayda, I said, as soon as I had swallowed, I would
like to be clear on the matter of my benefactors. If I were to discuss
this with your father
No! she interrupted. He knows nothing about
it!
Thank you. You must admit my curiosity as to the level at which
this plan originates.
There is no need to look any further, she stated. It
is entirely my idea.
Some of your earlier statements cause me to infer that you have
special connections within the Begman intelligence community.
No, she said, only the ordinary ones. The offer is
my own.
But someone would have to...effectuate this design.
That is the province of the secret weapon.
I would have to know more about it.
I've offered you a service and I've promised you total discretion.
I will go no further as to means.
If this idea is wholly your own, it would seem that you stand to
benefit from it personally. How? What's in it for you?
She looked away. She was silent for a long time. Your file,
she said at last. It was...fascinating reading it. You're one
of the few people here close to my own age, and you've led such an
interesting life. You can't imagine how dull most of the things I have to
read areagricultural reports, trade figures, appropriations
studies. I have no social life whatsoever. I am always on call. Every
party I attend is really a state function in one form or another. I read
your file over and over and I wondered about you. I...I have
something of a crush on you. I know it sounds silly, but it's true. When
I saw some of the recent reports and realized that you might be in great
danger, I decided I would help you if I could. I have access to all sorts
of state secrets. One of them would provide me with the means of helping
you. Using it would benefit you without damaging Begma, but it would be
disloyal of me to discuss it further. I've always wanted to meet you, and
I was very jealous of my sister when you took her out today. And I still
wish you'd stop by later.
I stared at her. Then I raised my wineglass to her and took a drink.
You are...amazing, I said. I couldn't think of
anything else to say. It was either an on-the-spot fabrication or it was
true. If it were true, it was somewhat pathetic; if not, I thought it a
rather clever bit of quick thinking, calculated to hit me in that
wonderfully vulnerable place, the ego. She deserved either my sympathy or
my wariest admiration. So I added, I'd like to meet the person who
wrote the reports. There may be a great creative talent going to waste in
a government office.
She smiled, raised her own glass and touched it to mine.
Think about it, she said.
I can honestly say I won't forget you, I told her.
We both returned to our food, and I spent the next five minutes or so
catching up. Bill decently allowed me to do this. Also, I think, he was
waiting to be certain that my conversation with Nayda was finally
concluded.
At last he winked at me.
Got a minute? he asked.
Afraid so, I said.
I won't even ask whether it was business or pleasure going on on
the other side.
It was a pleasure, I said, but a strange business.
Don't ask or I'll miss dessert.
I'll summarize, he said. The coronation in Kashfa
will take place tomorrow.
Not wasting any time, are we?
No. The gentleman who will be taking the throne is Arkans, Duke of
Shadburne. He's been in and out of various Kashfan governments in fairly
responsible positions any number of times over the years. He actually
knows how things work, and he's distantly related to one of the earlier
monarchs. Didn't get along well with Jasra's crowd and pretty much stayed
at his country place the whole time she was in power. He didn't bother
her and she didn't bother him.
Sounds reasonable.
In fact, he actually shared her sentiments on the Eregnor
situation, as the Begmans are well aware
Just what, I asked, is the Eregnor
situation?
It's their Alsace-Lorraine, he said, a large, rich
area between Kashfa and Begma. It has changed hands back and forth so
many times over the centuries that both countries make
reasonable-sounding claims to it. Even the inhabitants of the area aren't
all that firm on the matter. They have relatives in both directions. I'm
not even sure they care which side claims them, so long as their taxes
don't go up. I think Begma's claim might be a little stronger, but I
could argue the case either way,
And Kashfa holds it now; and Arkans says they'll damn well keep
it.
Right. Which is the same thing Jasra said. The interim ruler,
howeverJaston was his name, military manwas actually
willing to discuss its status with the Begmans, before his unfortunate
fall from the balcony. I think he wanted to repair the treasury and was
considering ceding the area in return for the settlement of some ancient
war damage claims. Things were actually well along and headed in that
direction.
And...? I said.
In the papers I got from Random, Amber specifically recognizes
Kashfa as including the area of Eregnor. Arkans had insisted that go into
the treaty. Usuallyfrom everything I've been able to find in the
archivesAmber avoids getting involved in touchy situations like
this between allies. Oberon seldom went looking for trouble. But Random
seems to be in a hurry, and he let this guy drive a hard bargain.
He's over-reacting, I said, not that I blame him. He
remembers Brand too well.
Bill nodded.
I'm just the hired help, he said. I don't want to
have an opinion.
Well, anything else I should know about Arkans?
Oh, there are lots of other things the Begmans don't like about
him, but that's the big oneright when they thought they were
making some headway on an issue that's been a national pastime for
generations. They've even gone to war over the matter in the past. Don't
doubt that that's why they came rushing to town. Govern yourself
accordingly.
He raised his goblet anr took a drink.
A little later Vialle said something to Llewella, rose to her feet, and
announced that she had to see to something, that she'd be right back.
Llewella started to get up also but Vialle put a hand on her shoulder,
whispered something, and departed.
Wonder what that could be? Bill said.
Don't know, I answered.
He smiled.
Shall we speculate?
My mind's on cruise control, I told him.
Nayda gave me a long stare. I met it and shrugged.
Another little while, and plates were cleared and more were coming.
Whatever it was looked good. Before I could find out for certain, though,
a member of the general house staff entered and approached.
Lord Merlin, she said, the queen would like to see
you.
I was on my feet immediately. Where is she?
I'll take you to her.
I excused myself from my companions, borrowing the line that I'd be right
back, wondering if it were true. I followed her out and around the corner
to a small sitting room, where she left me with Vialle, who was seated in
an uncomfortable-looking high-backed chair of dark wood and leather, held
together with cast iron studs. If she'd wanted muscle, she'd have sent
for Gerard. If she'd wanted a mind full of history and political
connivance, Llewella would be here. So I was guessing it involved magic,
since I was the authority in residence.
But I was wrong.
I'd like to speak to you, she said, concerning a
small state of war in which we seem about to become engaged.
Chapter 8
After a pleasant time with a pretty lady, a series of stimulating hallway
conversations, and a relaxing dinner with family and friends, it seemed
almost fitting that it be time for something different and distracting.
The idea of a small war seemed, at least, better than a big one, though I
did not say that to Vialle. A moment's careful thought, and I shaped the
query:
What's going on?
Dalt's men are dug in near the western edge of Arden, she
said. Julian's are strung out facing them. Benedict has taken
Julian additional men and weapons. He says he can execute a flanking
movement that will take Dalt's line apart. But I told him not to.
I don't understand. Why not?
Men will die, she said.
That's the way it is in war. Sometimes you have no choice.
But we do have a choice, of sorts, she said, one
that I don't understand. And I do want to understand it before I give an
order that will result in numerous of deaths.
What is the choice? I asked.
I came here to respond to a Trump message from Julian, she
said. He had just spoken with Dalt under a flag of truce. Dalt
told him that his objective was not, at this time, the destruction of
Amber. He pointed out that he could conduct an expensive attack, though,
in terms of our manpower and equipment. He said he'd rather save himself
and us the expense, however. What he really wants is for us to turn two
prisoners over to himRinaldo and Jasra.
Huh? I said. Even if we wanted to, we can't give him
Luke. He's not here.
That is what Julian told him. He seemed very surprised. For some
reason, he believed we had Rinaldo in custody.
Well, we're not obliged to provide the man with an education. I
gather he's bean something of a pain for years. I think Benedict has the
right answer for him.
I did not call you in for advice, she said.
Sorry, I told her. It's just that I don't like
seeing someone trying to pull a stunt like this and actually believe he
has a chance of success.
He has no chance of success, Vialle stated. But if
we kill him now, we learn nothing. I would like to find out what is
behind this.
Have Benedict bring him in. I have spells that will open him
up.
She shook her head.
Too risky, she explained. Once bullets start flying,
there's the chance one might find him. Then we lose even though we
win.
I don't understand what it is that you want of me.
He asked Julian to get in touch with us and relay his demand. He's
promised to hold the truce until we give him some sort of official
answer. Julian says he has the impression that Dalt would settle for
either one of them.
I don't want to give him Jasra either.
Neither do I. What I do want very badly is to know what is going
on. There would be small point in releasing Jasra and asking her, since
this is a recent development. I want to know whether you have means of
getting in touch with Rinaldo. I want to talk to him.
Well, uh...yes, I said. I have a Trump for
him.
Use it.
I got it out. I regarded it. I moved my mind into that special area of
alertness and calling. The picture changed came alive....
It was twilight, and Luke stood near a campfire. He had on his green
outfit, a light brown cloak about his shoulders clasped with that Phoenix
pin.
Merle, he said. I can move the troops pretty fast.
When do you want to hit the place and
Put it on hold, I interrupted. This is something
different.
What?
Dalt's at the gates; and Vialle wants to talk to you before we
take him apart.
Dalt? There? Amber?
Yes, yes, and yes. He says he'll go and play someplace else if we
give him the two things he wants most in the world: you and your
mother.
That's crazy.
Yeah. We think so, too. Will you talk to the queen about
it?
Sure. Bring me thr He hesitated and looked into my
eyes.
I smiled.
He extended his hand. I reached forward and took it. Suddenly, he was
there. He looked about, saw Vialle. Immediately, he unclasped his sword
belt and passed it to me. He approached her, dropped to his right knee,
and lowered his head.
Your Majesty, he said. I've come.
She reached forward and touched him.
Raise your head, she said.
He did, and her sensitive fingers slid over the plane and arches of his
face.
Strength, she said, and sorrow.... So you're
Rinaldo. You've brought us some grief.
It works both ways, Your Majesty.
Yes, of course, she replied. Wrongs done and wrongs
avenged have a way of spilling over on the innocent. How far will it go
this time?
This thing with Dalt? he asked.
No. This thing with you.
Oh, he said. It's over. I've done with it. No more
bombs or ambushes. I've already told Merlin that.
You've known him for several years?
Yes.
You've become friends?
He's one of the reasons I'm calling it off.
You must trust him, to come here. I respect that, she said.
Take this.
She removed a ring she wore upon her right forefinger. The band was of
gold, the stone a milky green; the prongs of its setting caught it in a
fashion to suggest some mantic spider guarding dreamland treasures
against the daybreak world.
Your Majesty....
Wear it, she said.
I will, he replied, slipping it upon the little finger of
his left hand. Thank you.
Rise. I want you to know exactly what has occurred.
He got to his feet, and she began telling him what she had told me,
concerning Dalt's arrival, his forces' disposition, his demands, while I
stood stunned at the implications of what she had done. She had just
placed Luke under her protection. Everyone in Amber knew that ring. I
wondered what Random would think. I realized then that there would not be
a hearing. Poor Bill. I believe he was really looking forward to arguing
Luke's case.
Yes, I know Dalt, I heard him saying. Once we
shared...certain goals. But he's changed. He tried to kill me the
last time we met. I'm not sure why. At first I thought the wizard of the
Keep had taken control of him.
And now?
Now, I just don't understand. I've a feeling he's on a leash, but
I don't know who holds it.
Why not the wizard?
It makes no sense to go to these lengths to claim me when he had
me and let me go just a few days ago. He could simply have left me in my
cell.
True, she replied. What is this wizard's
name?
Mask, he answered. Merlin knows more about him than
I do.
Merlin, she said. Who is this Mask?
He's the wizard who took the Keep of the Four Worlds away from
Jasra, I explained, who, in turn, had taken it away from
Shah Ganul, who is now also a coatrack. Mask wears a blue mask and seems
to draw power from a strange fountain in the citadel there. Doesn't seem
to like me much either. That's about all I can tell you.
I'd omitted mentioning my plan to head that way for a showdown soon,
because of Jurt's involvement, for the same reason I hadn't wanted Random
to know about it. I was certain Luke had tossed me the question because
he wasn't sure how far I wanted it taken.
That doesn't really tell us much, she decided, as to
Dalt's involvement.
There may not be a connection, I said. I gather Dalt
is a mercenary, and their relationship could have been a one-time thing.
He could either be working for someone else now or pulling something on
his own.
I can't see why anybody wants us badly enough to go to such
dramatic lengths, Luke said. But I've a score to settle
with that guy, and I'm going to combine business with pleasure.
What do you mean? she asked.
I assume there's a way to get down there in a hurry, he
said.
One could always trump through to Julian, I said,
but what have you got in mind, Luke?
I want to talk to Dalt.
It's too dangerous, she said, since you're what he
wants.
Luke grinned. It could be a bit dangerous for Dalt, too, he
replied.
Wait a minute, I said. If you've got more in mind
than just talking, you could blow this truce. Vialle's trying to avoid a
conflict here.
There won't be any conflict, Luke said. Look, I've
known Dalt since we were kids, and I think he's bluffing. He does that
sometimes. He hasn't got the kind of force to risk another attack on
Amber. Your guys would slaughter him. If he wants Mom or me, I think he'd
be willing to tell me why, and that's what we want to find out, isn't
it?
Well, yes, I said. But
Let me go, he said to Vialle, and I'll find a way to
get him off your back. I promise.
You tempt me, she told him. But I don't like your
talk of settling accounts with him at this time. As Merlin said, I want
to avoid this conflictfor more than one reason.
I promise not to let it go that far, he stated. I
can read the dice. I'm good at playing things by ear. I'm willing to
postpone gratification.
Merlin...? she said.
He's right, in that, I answered. He's the deadliest
salesman in the southwest.
I'm afraid I don't understand the concept.
It's a highly specialized art, back on that Shadow Earth we both
inhabited. In fact, he's using it on you right now.
Do you think he can do what he says?
I think he's very good at getting what he wants.
Exactly, Luke observed. And since we both want the
same thing here, I think the future looks bright for all of us.
I see what you mean, she said. How much danger would
this put you near, Rinaldo?
I'll be as safe as I am right here in Amber, he said.
She smiled.
All right, I'll speak to Julian, she agreed, and you
can go to him and see what you can learn from Dalt.
A moment, I requested, It's been snowing on and off,
and that's a pretty nasty wind out there. Luke just came in from a more
temperate clime, and it's a pretty flimsy-looking cloak he has on. Let me
get him something warmer. I've a nice heavy one he can take, if he finds
it suitable.
Go ahead, she said.
We'll be right back.
She pursed her lips, then nodded.
I passed Luke his weapons belt and he buckled it on. I knew that she knew
I just wanted to talk to him alone for a few minutes. And she was
certainly aware that I knew it. And we both knew she trusted me, which
brightens my existence, as well as complicating it.
As we passed along the hallway toward my rooms, I'd intended to fill Luke
in concerning the upcoming coronation in Kashfa, as well as a few other
matters. I waited, however, till we were well away firm the sitting room,
because Vialle has inordinately acute hearing. This, though, gave Luke a
foot in the door, and he began to speak first.
What a strange, development, he said. Then, I like
her, but I've a feeling she knows more than she's telling.
Probably true, I answered. I guess we're all like
that.
You, too?
These days, yes. It's gotten that way.
You know anything more about this situation that I should be aware
of?
I shook my head. This is very new, and she gave you the whole
story I know. Would you, perchance, know something about it that we
don't?
Nope, he said. It came as a surprise to me, too. But
I've got to pursue it.
I guess so.
We were nearing my stretch of corridor now, and I felt obliged to prepare
him.
We'll be to my rooms in a minute, I said, and I just
wanted you to know your mother's in there. She's safe, but you won't find
her too talkative.
I'm familiar with the results of that spell, he said.
I also recall that you said you know how to lift it. So. That
leads into the next topic. I've been thinking. This interlude is slowing
us down a bit in our plan for going after Mask and your brother.
Not all that much, I responded.
We don't really know how long this is going to take me,
though, he went on. Supposing it drags out a bit? Or
supposing something happens to really slow me down?
I gave him a quick glance.
Like, what have you got in mind? I asked.
I don't know. I'm just supposing. Okay? I like to plan ahead. Say
we get delayed on this attack....
All right. Say that, I said, as we neared my door.
What I'm getting at, he continued, is, what if we
get there too late? Supposing we arrive and your brother has already
undergone the ritual that turns him into hell on wheels?
I unlocked my door, opened it, and held it for him. I did not like
entertaining the possibility he had just described, because I recalled my
father's stories of the times he'd encountered Brand and faced that
uncanny power.
Luke stepped inside. I snapped my fingers and a number of oil lamps came
to life, their flames dancing for a moment before settling to a glowing
steadiness.
Jasra was there in plain sight before him, holding a number of my
garments on outstretched arms. I was concerned for a moment as to what
his reaction might be.
He halted, studying her, then advanced, his speculations concerning Jurt
forgotten. He regarded her for perhaps ten seconds, and I found myself
growing uncomfortable. Then he chuckled.
She always liked being decorative, he said, but to
combine it with being useful was generally beyond her. You've got to hand
it to Mask, even though she probably won't catch the moral of it.
He turned away and faced me.
No, she'll probably wake up mean as cat piss and looking for
trouble, he reflected. Then, She doesn't seem to be holding
that cloak you mentioned.
I'll get it.
I moved to an armoire, opened it, and fetched out a dark fur one. As we
traded, he ran his hand over it.
Manticore? he asked.
Dire wolf, I said.
I hung his within and closed the dorr while he donned mine.
As I was saying when we came in here, he offered,
supposing I don't come back?
You weren't saying that, I corrected.
Not in so many words, he admitted. But whether it's
a small delay or the big one, what difference does it make? The point is,
what if Jurt goes through with the ritual and succeeds in obtaining the
powers he's after before we can do anything about it? And supposing I'm
not around right then to give you a hand?
That's a lot of supposing. I said.
That's what separates us from the losers, man. Nice cloak.
He moved toward the door, glanced back at me, at Jasra.
Okay, I said. You go down there, Dalt cuts off your
head and uses it for a football, then Jurt shows up ten feet tall and
farting fire. I'm supposing. How does that separate us from the
losers?
He stepped out into the hall. I followed him, snapping my fingers again,
leaving Jasra to the darkness.
It's a matter of knowing your options, he told me, as I
secured the door.
I fell into step beside him as he headed back down the hall.
A person who acquires that kind of power also picks up a
vulnerability, by way of its source, he said.
What dows that mean? I asked.
Specifically, I don't know, he told me. But the
power in the Keep can be used against a person who is empowered by the
Keep. I learned that much in Sharu's notes. But Mom took them away before
I read them all, and I never saw them again. Never trust-that's
her motto. I think.
You're saying...?
I'm saying that if something happens to me and he comes up a
winner in this game, I believe she knows some special way of destroying
him.
Oh.
I'm also pretty sure that she'll have to be asked very
nicely.
Somehow, I think I already knew that.
He gave a humorless chuckle.
So you tell her that I've ended the vendetta, that I'm satisfied,
and then offer her the citadel in return for her help.
What if she says that's not enough?
Hell! Turn her back into a coatrack then! It's not as if the guy
can't be killed. My dad still died with an arrow through his throat,
despite his fancy powers. A deathstroke is still a deathstroke. It's just
that delivering it to a guy like that is a lot harder.
You really think that'll be enough? I said.
He halted and looked at me, frowning.
She'll argue, but of course she'll agree, he said.
It'll be a step up in the world. And she'll want revenge on Mask
as much as that piece of her former holdings. But to answer your
question, don't trust her. No matter what she promises, she'll never be
happy with less than she had before. She'll be scheming. She'll be a good
ally till the job's done. Then you've got to think about protecting
yourself against her. Unless...
Unless what?
Unless I come up with something to sweeten the pot.
Like what?
I don't know yet. But don't lift that spell until things are
definitely settled between Dalt and me. Okay?
He resumed walking.
Wait a minute, I said What are you planning?
Nothing special, he answered. Like I told the queen,
I'm just going to play things by ear.
I sometimes get the feeling you're as devious as you make her out
to be, I said.
I hope so, he replied. But there's a difference. I'm
honest.
I don't know that I'd buy a used car from you, Luke.
Every deal I make is special, he said, and for you
it's always top of the line.
I glanced at him, saw that he kept his expressioin under control.
What else can I say? he added, indicating the sitting room
with a quick gesture.
Nothing, now, I answered, and we entered there.
Vialle turned her head in our direction as we came in, hr expression as
unreadable as Luke's.
I take it you are properly attired now? she asked.
I am indeed, he answered.
Then let's be about this, she said, raising her left hand,
which I saw to contain a Trump. Come over here, please.
Luke approached her and I followed him. I could see then that it was
Julian's Trump that she held.
Place your hand upon my shoulder, she told him.
All right.
He did, and she reached, found Julian and began speaking to him. Shortly,
Luke was party to the conversation, explaining what he intended to do. I
overheard Vialle saying that the plan had her approval.
Moments later I saw Luke raise his free hand and extend it. I also saw
the shadowy figure of Julian reaching forward, though I was not part of
the Trump nexus. This was because I had summoned my Logrus Sight and had
become sensitive to such things. I needed it for the timing, not wanting
Luke whisked away before I could move.
I let my hand fall upon his shoulder and I moved forward as he did.
Merlin! What are you doing? I heard Vialle call.
I'd like to see what happens, I said. I'll come
right home when things are concluded, and the rainbow gate closed
behind me.
We stood within the flickering of oil lamps inside a large tent. From
outside, I couild hear the wind and the sounds of stirring branches.
Julian stood facing us. He let Luke's hand fall and regarded him without
expression.
So you are Caine's killer, he said.
I am, Luke replied.
And I was remembering that Caine and Julian had always been particularly
close. If Julian were to kill Luke and cry vendetta, I was certain that
Random would merely nod and agree. Perhaps he'd even smile. Hard to say.
If I were Random, I would greet Luke's removal with a sight of relief. In
fact, that was one of the reasons I'd come along. Supposing this whole
deal were a setup? I couldn't picture Vialle as a part of it, but she
could easily have been deceived by Julian and Benedict. Supposing Dalt
wasn't even out there?
Or suppose he wereand that what he'd really asked for was Luke's
head? After all, he had tried to kill Luke fairly recently. I had to
admit the possibility now, and I also had to admit that Julian was the
most likely candidate to be a willing party to such a design. For the
good of Amber.
Julian's gaze met mine, and I wore as affectless a mask as his own.
Good evening, Merlin, he said. Do you have a special
part in this plan?
I'm an observer, I answered. Anything else I may do
will be dictated by circumstance.
From somewhere outside I heard the growling of a hellhound.
So long as you keep out of the way, Julian said.
I smiled.
Sorcerers have special ways of avoiding notice, I replied.
He studied me again, wondering, I am certain, whether that involved some
sort of threatto defend Luke or avenge him.
Then he shrugged and turned away to where a small table held an unrolled
map, weighted in place with a rock and a dagger. He indicated that Luke
should join him there, and I followed when he did.
It was a map of the western fringe of Arden, and he pointed out our
position on it. Garnath lay to our south-southwest, Amber to the
southeast.
Our troops are situated here; he said, with a movement of
his finger. And Dalt's are here. He described another line,
roughly paralleling our own.
What about Benedict's force? I inquired.
He glanced at me, showing the slightest of frowns.
It is good for Luke to know that there is such a force, he
stated, but not its size, location, or objective. That way, if
Dalt were to capture and question him, he'd have a lot to worry about and
nothing to act upon.
Luke nodded. Good idea, he said.
Julian pointed again, to a spot midway between the lines. This is
the place where I met with him when we spoke earlier, he
explained. It is a clear, level area, in view of both sides during
daylight. I'd suggest we use it again, for your meeting.
All right, Luke said, and I noticed that as he spoke,
Julian's fingertips caressed the handle of the dagger that lay before
him. Then I saw that Luke's right hand, in casual movement, had come to
rest upon his belt, slightly to the left and near to his own dagger.
Simultaneously, then, Luke and Julian smiled at each other, and held it
several seconds too long. Luke was bigger than Julian, and I knew he was
fast and strong. But Julian had centuries of experience with weapons
behind him. I wondered how I would intervene if either made a move toward
the other, because I knew that I would try to stop them. But they let
their hands fall to their sides then, as if by sudden agreement, and
Julian said, Let me offer you a glass of wine.
Don't mind if I do, Luke replied, and I wondered whether my
presence had kept them from fighting. Probably not. I'd the feeling that
Julian had just wanted to make his feelings clear, and Luke had wanted to
let him know he didn't give a damn. I really don't know which one I'd
have bet on.
Julian placed three cups upon the table, filled them with Bayle's Best,
gestured for us to help ourselves as he corked the bottle, then picked up
the remaining cup and took a swallow before either of us could do more
than sniff ours. A quick assurance that we weren't being poisoned and
that he wanted to talk business.
When I met with him we each brought two retainers along, he
said.
Armed? I asked.
He nodded.
More for show, really.
Were you mounted or on foot? Luke asked.
On foot, he replied. We each left our lines at the
same time and proceeded at the same pace till we met there in the middle,
several hundred paces from either side.
I see, Luke said. No hitches?
None. We talked and returned.
When was this?
Around sundown.
Did he seem to be a man in a normal state of mind?
I'd say. I count a certain arrogant posturing and a few insults
toward Amber as normal for Dalt.
Understandable, Luke said. And he wanted me or my
mother, or both? And failing to get us, he threatened to attack?
Yes.
Did he give any indication as to why he wants us?
None, Julian replied.
Luke took a sip of his wine.
Did he specify whether he wanted us dead or alive? he
asked.
Yes. He wants you alive, Julian answered.
What are your impressions?
If I give you to him, I'm rid of you, Julian said.
If I spit in his eye and take him on in battle, I'm rid of him.
Either way, I come out ahead.
Then his gaze moved to the wine cup, which Luke had picked up with his
left hand, and for an instant his eyes widened. I realized he had just
then noticed that Luke was wearing Vialle's ring.
It looks as if I get to kill Dalt, anyway, he concluded.
By impressions, Luke went on, unperturbed. I meant,
do you believe he will really attack? Do you have any idea where he came
from? Any indication where he might be headed when he leaves
hereif he leaves?
Julian swirled his wine in his cup.
I have to go under the assumption that he means what he says and
plans to attack. When we first became aware of his troop movements, he
was advancing from the general direction of Begma and
Kashfaprobably Eregnor, since he hangs out there a lot. Your guess
is as good as anyone's as to where he wants to go if he leaves
here.
Luke took a quick swallow of wine a fraction of a second too late for it
to conceal what appeared to be a sudden smile. No, I realized right then,
Luke's guess was not as good as anyone else's. It was probably a hell of
a lot better. I took a quick drink myself, though I'm not sure what
expression I might have been concealing.
You can sleep here, Julian said. If you're hungry,
I'll have some food brought in. We'll set up this meeting for you at
daybreak.
Luke shook his head.
Now, Luke said, with another subtle but obvious display of
the ring. We want it set up right away.
Julian studied him for several pulsebeats. Then, You'll not be in
the clearest sight of either side in the dark, especially with snow
coming down, he said. Some little misunderstanding could
result in an attack, from either side.
If both of my companions bore large torchesand if both of
his did the same he suggested, we ought to be
visible to both sides at a few hundred yards.
Possibly, Julian said. All right. I'll have the
message sent to his camp, and I'll choose two retainers to accompany
you.
I already know who I want to have with me, Luke said.
Yourself and Merlin here.
You are a curious individual, Julian observed. But
yes, I agree. I would like to be there when whatever happens,
happens.
Julian moved to the front of his tent, opened the flap, and summoned an
officer with whom he spoke for several minutes. In this space, I asked,
You know what you're doing, Luke?
Certainly, he replied.
I've a feeling this is a little more than playing it by
ear, I said. Any reason why you can't tell me your
plan?
He appraised me for a moment, then said, I only recently realized
that I, too, am a son of Amber. We've met, and we've seen that we're too
much like each other. Okay. That's good. It means we can do business,
right?
I allowed myself to frown. I wasn't sure what he was trying to say.
He clasped my shoulder lightly.
Don't worry, he said. You can trust me. Not that you
have a great deal of choice at this point. But you may a bit later. I
want you to remember then that, whatever happens, you must not
interfere.
What do you think is going to happen?
We haven't the time or the privacy to speculate, he said.
So let it go, and remember everything I said this evening.
As you said, I haven't much choice at this point.
I want you to remember it later, he said, as Julian lowered
the flap and turned toward us.
I'll take you up on that meal, Luke called to him.
How about you, Merle? Hungry?
Lord, no! I replied. I just sat through a state
dinner.
Oh? he inquired almost too casually. What was the
occasion?
I began to laugh. It was too much for one day. I was about to tell him
that we hadn't the time or the privacy. But Julian had just reopened the
tent flap and was calling for an orderly, and I wanted to throw a few
curve balls through Luke's broken field just to see what they did to his
composure.
Oh, it was for the Begman prime minister, Orkuz, and some of his
staff, I explained.
He waited while I pretended to take a long drink of wine. Then I lowered
it and said, That's all.
Come on, Merlin. What's it about? I've been relatively square with
you recently.
Oh? I said.
For a minute I didn't think he'd see the humor in it, but then he began
to laugh, too.
Sometimes the mills of the gods grind too damned fast and we get
buried in grist, he observed. Look, how about giving me
this one for free. I don't have anything brief to trade right now. What's
he want?
You'll bear in mind that this is classified until
tomorrow?
Okay. What happens tomorrow?
Arkans, Duke of Shadburne, gets crowned in Kashfa.
Holy shit! Luke said. He glanced at Julian, then back at
me. That was a damned clever choice on Random's part, he
said after a time. I didn't think he'd move this fast.
He stared off into some vanishing point for a long while. Then he said,
Thanks.
Well, does it help or hurt? I asked.
Me, or Kashfa? he said.
I hadn't split it down that fine.
That's okay, because I'm not sure how to take this. I need to do
some thinking. Get the big picture.
I stared at him and he smiled again.
It is interesting, he added. You got anything
else for me?
That's enough, I said.
Yeah, probably you're right, he agreed. Don't want
to overload the systems. Think we're losing touch with the simple things,
old buddy?
Not so long as we know each other, I said.
Julian dropped the flap, returned to us, and sought his wine cup.
Your food will be along in a few minutes, he told Luke.
Thanks.
According to Benedict, he said, you told Random that
Dalt is a son of Oberon.
I did, Luke acknowledged. One who's walked the
Pattern, at that. Does it make a difference?
Julian shrugged.
Won't be the first time I've wanted to kill a relative, he
stated. By the way, you're my nephew, aren't you?
Right...uncle.
Julian swirled the contents of his cup again.
Well, welcome to Amber, he said. I heard a banshee
last night. I wonder if there's any connection?
Change, Luke said. They mean things are changing and
they wail for what's being lost.
Death. They mean death, don't they?
Not always. Sometimes they just show up at turning points for
dramatic effect.
Too bad, Julian said. But one can always
hope.
I thought Luke was going to say something else, but Julian began again
before he could.
How well did you know your father? he asked.
Luke stiffened slightly, but answered, Maybe not as well as most.
I don't know. He was like a salesman. Always coming and going. Didn't
usually stay with us long.
Julian nodded.
What was he like, near the end? he inquired.
Luke studied his hands.
Well, he wasn't exactly normal, if that's what you mean, he
finally said. Like I was telling Merlin earlier, I think the
process he undertook to gain his powers might have unbalanced him
some.
I never heard that story.
Luke shrugged.
The details aren't all that importantjust the
results.
You're saying he wasn't a bad father before that?
Hell, I don't know. I never had another father to a compare him
to. Why do you ask?
Curiosity. It's a part of his life I knew nothing about.
Well, what kind of brother was he?
Wild, Julian said. We didn't get along all that
well. So we pretty much stayed out of each other's ways. He was smart,
though. Talented, too. Had a flare for the arts. I was just trying to
figure how much you might take after him.
Luke turned his hands palms upward. Beats me, he said.
Well, no matter, Julian replied, setting down his cup and
turning toward the front of the tent again. I believe your food is
about to arrive.
He moved off in that direction. I could hear the tiny crystals of ice
rattling against the canvas overhead, and a few growls from outside:
concerto for wind and hellhound. No banshees, though. Not yet.
Chapter 9
I walked a pace or so behind Luke, a couple of yards off to his left,
trying to keep even with Julian, who was over to the right. The torch I
bore was a big thing, about six tapering feet of pitchy wood, sharpened
at its terminus to make it easy to drive into the ground. I held it at
arm's distance, because the oily flames licked and lashed in all
directions in accord with vagaries of the wind. Sharp, icy flakes fell
upon my cheek, my forehead, my hands, with a few catching in my eyebrows
and lashes. I blinked vigorously as the heat of the torch melted them and
they ran into my eyes. The grasses beneath my feet were sufficiently cold
to give a brittle, crunching sensation every time I took a step. Directly
ahead I could see the slow advance of two other torches toward us, and
the shadowy figure of a man who walked between them. I blinked and waited
for the flow from one or the other of his torches to give me a better
look. I'd only seen him once, very briefly, via Trump, back at Arbor
House. His hair looked golden, or even coppery, by what light there was
upon it, but I remembered it as a kind of dirty blond by natural light.
His eyes, I recalled, were green, though there was no way I could see
that now. I did begin to realize for the first time, however, that he was
pretty bigeither that or he had chosen fairly short torchbearers.
He had been alone that one time I'd seen him, and I had had no standard
for comparison. As the light from our torches reached him I saw that he
had on a heavy, green sleeveless doublet without a collar, over something
black and also heavy, with sleeves that extended down his arms to vanish
within green gauntlets. His trousers were black, as were the high boots
they entered; his cloak was black and lined with an emerald green that
caught our light as the cloak furled about him in shifting, oily
landscapes of yellow and red. He wore a heavy circular medallion, which
looked to be gold, on a chain about his neck; and though I could not make
out the details of its device, I was certain that it bore a Lion rending
a Unicorn. He came to a halt about ten or twelve paces from Luke, who
stopped an instant later. Dalt gestured, and his retainers drove the
butts of their torches into the ground. Julian and I immediately did the
same, and we remained near them, as Dalt's men were doing. Then Dalt
nodded to Luke, and they both advanced again, meeting at the center of
the box formed by the lights, clasping right forearms, staring into each
other's eyes. Luke's back was to me, but I could see Dalt's face. He
showed no signs of emotion, but his lips were already moving. I couldn't
hear a word that was being said, between the wind and the fact that they
seemed intentionally to be keeping it low. At least, I finally had a
point of reference for Dalt's size. Luke is about six three, and I could
see that Dalt was several inches taller. I glanced at Julian, but he was
not looking my way. I wondered how many eyes regarded us from both sides
of the field.
Julian is always a bad person to check for reactions. He was simply
watching the two of them, expressionless, stolid. I cultivated the same
attitude, and the minutes passed, the snow kept falling.
After a long while Luke turned away and headed back toward us. Dalt moved
off toward one of his torchbearers. Luke stopped midway between us, and
Julian and I moved to join him.
What's up? I asked him.
Oh, he said, I think I found a way of settling this
without a war.
Great, I said. What did you sell him?
I sold him on the idea of fighting a duel with me to determine how
this thing goes, he explained.
God damn it, Luke! I said. That guy's a pro! And I'm
sure he's got our genetic package for strength. And he's been living in
the field all this time. He's probably in top shape. And he outweighs you
and outreaches you.
Luke grinned.
So, I might get lucky, he said. He looked at Julian.
Anyway, if you can get a message back to the lines and tell them
not to attack when we start this thing, Dalt's side will be holding still
for it, too.
Julian looked over to where one of Dalt's torchbearers had started back
toward his lines. He turned toward his own side then and executed a
number of hand signals. Shortly, a man emerged from cover and began jogs
toward us.
Luke, I said. This is crazy. The only way you're
going to win is to get Benedict for a second and then break a
leg.
Merle, he said, let it go. This is between Dalt and
me. Okay?
I've got a bunch of fairly fresh spells, I said. We
can let this thing start, and then I'll hit him with one at the right
time. It'll look as if you did it.
No! he said. This really is a matter of honor. So
you've got to stay out of it.
Okay, I said, if that's how you want it.
Besides, nobody's going to die, he explained.
Neither of us wants that right now, and it's part of the deal.
We're too valuable to each other alive. No weapons. Strictly mano a
mono.
Just what, Julian inquired, is the
deal?
If Dalt whips my ass, Luke replied, I'm his
prisoner. He'll withdraw his force and I'll accompany him.
Luke, you're crazy! I said.
Julian glared at me.
Continue, he said.
If I win, he's my prisoner, he went on. He goes back
with me to Amber, or anywhere else I care to transport him, and his
officers withdraw his troops.
The only way of assuring such a withdrawal, Julian said,
is to let them know that if they don't they're doomed.
Of course, Luke said. That's why I told him that
Benedict is waiting in the wings to roll down on him. I'm sure it's the
only reason he's agreed to do this.
Most astute, Julian observed. Either way, Amber
wins. What are you trying to buy with this, Rinaldo, for
yourself?
Luke smiled.
Think about it, he said.
There is more to you than I'd thought, Nephew, he replied.
Move over there to my right, would you?
Why?
To block his view of me, of course. I've got to let Benedict know
what's going on.
Luke moved while Julian located his Trumps and is shuffled out the proper
one. In the meantime the runner from our lines had come up and stood
waiting. Julian put away all of the cards but one then, and commenced his
communication. It lasted for a minute or so, then Julian paused to speak
with the runner and send him back. Immediately, he continued the
conversation with the card. When he finally stopped talking or seeming to
listen, he did not restore the Trump to the inner pocket where he kept
the others, but retained it in his hand out of sight. I realized then
that the contact would not be broken, that he would stay in touch with
Benedict until this business was finished, so that Benedict would know in
an instant what it was that he must do.
Luke unfastened the cloak I'd lent him, came over, and handed it to me.
Hold this till I'm done, will you? he said.
Yes, I agreed, accepting it. Good luck.
He smiled briefly and turned away. Dalt was already moving toward the
center of the square.
Luke advanced, also. He and Dalt both halted, facing each other, while
there were still several paces separating them. Dalt said something I
could not hear, and Luke's reply was lost to me, also.
Then they raised their arms. Luke struck a boxer's stance, and Dalt's
hands came up in a wrestler's defense. Luke threw the first
punchor maybe it was just a feint; either way, it didn't
landtoward Dalt's face. Dalt brushed at it and stepped back, and
Luke moved in quickly and landed two blows on his midsection. Another
shot at his face was blocked, though, and Luke began to circle, jabbing.
Dalt tried rushing twice then and got clipped both times, a little
trickle of blood coming from his lip after the second one. On his third
rush, though, he sent Luke sprawling but was unable to crash down on top
of him, as Luke was able to twist partly away and roll when he hit. He
tried kicking Dalt in the right kidney, though, as soon as he'd scrambled
to his feet, and Dalt caught his ankle and rose, bearing him over
backward. Luke landed a kick on the side of his knee with his other foot
as he went down, but Dalt kept hold of the foot, bearing down and
beginning to twist. Luke bent forward then, grimacing, and managed to
catch Dalt's right wrist with both hands and tear his foot free of the
larger man's grip. He doubled and moved forward then, still holding the
wrist, regaining his feet and straightening as he advanced, passing under
Dalt's arm on his right side, turning, and dragging him face downward to
the ground. He moved quickly then, bending the arm up into a hammerlock,
holding it with his right hand and seizing a handful of Dalt's hair with
his left. But as he drew Dalt's head backwardpreparatory, I was
certain, to slamming it a few times against the groundI saw that
it wasn't going to work. Dalt stiffened, and his arm started to move
downward. He was straightening it against Luke's lock. Luke tried pushing
Dalt's head forward several times then, without effect. It became
apparent that if he released either hand he was in trouble, and he wasn't
able to maintain the hold. Dalt was just too damned strong. Seeing this,
Luke threw all of his weight against Dalt's back, pushed, and sprang up.
He wasn't quite fast enough, however, because Dalt's freed arm swung
around and clipped him across the left calf as he moved away. Luke
stumbled. Dalt was up and swinging immediately. He caught Luke with a
wild haymaker that knocked him over backward. This time, when he threw
himself upon Luke, Luke was unable to roll free; he only managed to turn
his body partly. Dalt landed with considerable force, twisting past a
slow knee aimed toward his groin. Luke did not get his hands free in time
to defend against a punch that caught him on the left side of the jaw. He
turned with it and fell completely flat. Then his right hand snapped
upward, its heel striking the point of Dalt's chin, fingers hooking
toward the eyes. Dalt jerked his head back and slapped the hand away.
Luke threw a hammer blow toward his temple with the other hand, and
though it connected, Dalt was already moving his head to the side, and I
couldn't see that it had any effect. Luke dropped both elbows to the
ground and pushed himself up and forward, bowing. His forehead struck
Dalt's facewhere, I am not precisely certainbefore he fell
back. Moments later, Dalt's nose began bleeding as he reached out with
his left hand to grasp Luke by the neck. His right hand, open, slapped
Luke hard on the side of the head. I saw Luke's teeth just before it
landed, as he tried biting at the incoming hand, but the grip on his neck
prevented this. Dalt moved to repeat the blow, but this time Luke's left
arm came up and blocked it, while his right hand caught hold of Dalt's
left wrist in an effort to pull it away from his neck. Dalt's right hand
snaked in past Luke's left then, to take hold, creating a two-handed grip
on Luke's neck, thumbs moving to depress the windpipe.
I thought that might well be it. But Luke's right hand suddenly moved to
Dalt's left elbow, his left hand crossed both of Dalt's arms to seize the
left forearm, and Luke twisted his body and cranked the elbow skyward.
Dalt went over to the left and Luke rolled to the right and regained his
footing, shaking his head as he did so. This time he did not try kicking
Dalt, who was already recovering. Dalt again extended his arms, Luke
raised his fists, and they began circling once more.
The snow continued to fall, the wind to slacken and surge, sometimes
driving the icy flakes hard against faces, other times permitting the
snow to descend like a troubled curtain. I thought of all the troops
about me and wondered for a moment whether I would find myself in the
middle of a battlefield when this thing was finally over. The fact that
Benedict was ready to swoop down from somewhere and wreak extra havoc did
not exactly comfort me, even though it meant that my side would probably
win. I remembered then that my being there was my own choice.
Come on, Luke! I yelled. Flatten him!
This produced a very odd effect. Immediately, Dalt's torchbearers began
shouting encouragement to him. Our voices must have carried though the
wind's lulls, for shortly there came waves of sound, which I at first
took to be some distant part of the storm and only later realized to be
shouting coming from both lines. Only Julian remained silent,
inscrutable.
Luke continued to circle Dalt, throwing jabs and trying occasional
combinations, and Dalt kept swatting away at them and trying to catch an
arm. Both of them had blood on their faces and both seemed a bit slower
than they had been earlier. I'd a feeling they'd both been hurt, though
it was impossible to guess to what extent. Luke had opened a small cut
high on Dalt's left cheek. Both of their faces were beginning to look
puffy.
Luke connected with another body combination, but it was hard to say how
much force there was behind the blows. Dalt took them stoically and found
extra energy somewhere to rush forward and attempt to grapple. Luke was
slow in withdrawing and Dalt managed to draw him into a clinch. Both
tried kneeing the other; both turned their hips and avoided it. They kept
tangling arms and twisting as Dalt continued reaching after a better grip
and Luke kept defeating the efforts while attempting to free an arm and
get in a punch. Both tried several forehead bashes and instep stompings,
but all of these were avoided by the other. Finally, Luke succeeded in
hooking Dalt's leg, driving him backward to the ground.
Half kneeling atop him then, Luke caught him with a left cross and
followed it immediately with a right. He tried for another left then, and
Dalt caught his fist, surged upward and threw him back to the ground. As
Dalt hurled himself upon him again, his face a half mask of blood and
dirt, Luke was somehow able to strike him beneath the heart, but this did
not stop Dalt's right fist which came down like a falling rock on the
side of Luke's jaw. Dalt followed it with a weak left to the other side,
a weak right, paused to suck in a great breath, then landed a solid left.
Luke's head rolled to the side and he did not move.
Dalt crouched there atop him, panting like a dog, studying his face as if
suspecting some trick, his right hand twitching as if he were
contemplating striking again.
But nothing happened. They remained in that position for ten or fifteen
seconds before Dalt slowly drew himself erect, eased off of Luke to
Luke's left, then rose carefully to his feet, swayed for a second and
straightened fully.
I could almost taste the death spell I had hung earlier. It would only
take a few seconds to nail him, and no one would be certain how he had
died. But I wondered what would happen if he were to collapse now, too.
Would both sides attack? It was neither this nor humanitarian
considerations that finally restrained me, however. Instead, it was
Luke's words, This really is a matter of honor. So you've got to
stay out of it, and, Nobody's going to die.... We're
too valuable to each other alive.
Okay. There was still no sound of trumpets. No rush of men to combat. It
seemed that things might actually go as had been agreed. This was the way
Luke had wanted it. I was not going to interfere.
I watched as Dalt knelt and began to raise Luke from the ground.
Immediately, he lowered him, then called to his two torchmen to come and
carry him. Dalt rose again and faced Julian as the men advanced.
I call upon you to observe the rest of our agreement, he
said loudly.
Julian inclined his head slightly.
We will, provided you do, he answered. Have your men
out of here by daybreak.
We leave now, Dalt replied, and he began to turn away.
Dalt! I called out.
He turned back and regarded me.
My name is Merlin, I said. We've met, though I don't
know whether you remember.
He shook his head.
I raised my right arm and pronounced my most useless and at the same time
flashiest spell. The ground erupted before him, showering him with dirt
and gravel. He stepped back and wiped his face, then looked down into the
rough trench that had appeared.
That is your grave, I said, If Luke's death comes of
this.
He studied me again.
Next time I'll remember you, he said, and he turned and
followed the men who were carrying Luke back to his lines.
I looked over at Julian, who was watching me. He turned away and uprooted
his torch. I did the same. I followed him back the way we had come.
Later, in his tent, Julian observed, That solves one problem.
Possibly two.
Maybe, I said.
It takes care of Dalt for the moment.
I guess.
Benedict tells me the man is already breaking camp.
I don't think we've seen the last of him.
If that's the best he can manage for an army these days, it won't
matter.
Don't you get the impression this was an impromptu mission?
I asked. I'd guess he pulled his force together very fast. It
makes me think he had a tight schedule.
You may be right there. But he really gambled.
And he won.
Yes, he did. And you shouldn't have shown him your power, there at
the end.
Why not?
You'll have a wary enemy if you ever go after him.
He needed warning.
A man like that lives with risks. He calculates and he acts.
However he figures you, he won't change his plans at this point. Besides,
you haven't seen the last of Rinaldo either. He's the same way. Those two
understand each other.
You may be right.
I am.
If the fight had gone the other way, do you think his army would
have stood for it? I asked.
Julian shrugged. He knew mine would if he won, because he knew I
stood to gain by it. That was sufficient.
I nodded.
Excuse me, he said. I have to report this business
to Vialle now. I assume you'll want to trump through when I've
finished?
Yes. He produced a card and set about the business. And I
found myself wondering, not for the first time, just what it was that
Vialle sensed when it came to a Trump contact. I always see the other
person myself, and all of the others say that they do, too. But Vialle,
as I understood it, had been blind from birth. I've always felt it would
be impolite to ask her, and for that matter it's occurred to me that her
answer probably wouldn't make much sense to a sighted person. I'll
probably always wonder, though.
As Julian addressed her shadowy presence, I turned my mind to the future.
I was going to have to do something about Mask and Jurt soon, and it
looked now as if I'd be doing it without Luke. Did I really want to
follow his advice and try to talk Jasra into an alliance against them?
Would the benefits really be worth the risk? And if I didn't, how would I
manage the thing? Maybe I should make my way back to that strange bar and
see about renting the Jabberwock. Or the Vorpal Sword. Or both.
Maybe
I heard my name mentioned, and I drifted back to the present moment,
present problems. Julian was explaining something to Vialle, but I knew
there wasn't all that much to explain. So I got to my feet, stretched,
and summoned the Logrus Sight.
I saw her ghostly form clearly when I directed my vision toward the area
before Julian: She was in that same stiff chair where I had last seen
her. I wondered whether she had remained there the entire while or had
just returned. I hoped she'd had a chance to go back and eat that dessert
I hadn't had a shot at.
Julian glanced at me, then, If you're ready to go, she's ready to
take you through, he said.
I crossed over and stood beside him, dropping the Logrus vision as I did
so. I had decided it was not a good idea to bring the forces of the
Logrus and the Pattern into too great a proximity. I reached out and
touched the card, and Vialle's image sprang into full focus. A moment,
and it was no longer an image.
Anytime, she said, extending a hand. I reached out and took
hold of it gently.
So long, Julian, I said, as I stepped forward.
He did not reply. Or if he did, I didn't catch it.
I did not mean for things to go this way, she told me
immediately, not releasing my hand.
There was no way of foreseeing what happened, I said.
Luke knew, she replied. It makes sense now, doesn't
it? Some of those little remarks he made? He planned the challenge all
along.
I guess so, I said.
He's gambling on something. I wish I knew what.
I can't help you on that, I answered. He didn't say
anything to me about it.
But you will be the one with whom he will get in touch,
eventually, she said. I want to know immediately when you
hear from him.
All right, I agreed.
She released my hand.
It would seem there is nothing more to say, for the
moment.
Well, I began, there is another matter I think you
ought to know about.
Oh?
It concerns Coral's not being present at dinner this
evening.
Go on, she said.
You are aware that we took a long walk about town today?
I am, she said.
We wound up below, I continued, in the chamber of
the Pattern. She'd expressed a desire to see it.
Many visitors do. It is pretty much a matter of judgment whether
to take them. Often they lose interest, though, when they learn about the
stairway.
I did tell her about it, I said, but it didn't
discourage her. When she got there, she set foot upon the
Pattern
No! she cried. You should have watched her more
closely! All that other trouble with Begma...and now this! Where is
her body?
Good question, I responded. I don't know. But she
was alive the last time I saw her. You see, she claimed Oberon was her
father, and then she proceeded to walk the Pattern. When she'd finished,
she had it transport her somewhere. Now, her sisterwho is aware
that we went off togetheris concerned. She was pestering me
through dinner as to where Coral might be.
What did you tell her?
I told her that I'd left her sister enjoying some of the beauties
of the palace and that she might be a bit late to dinner. As things wore
on, though, she seemed to grow more concerned and made me promise to
search for her tonight if she didn't turn up. I didn't want to talk about
what had really happened because I didn't want to go into the business of
Coral's parentage.
Understandable. she replied. Oh, my.
I waited, but she said nothing more. I continued to wait.
Finally, I was not aware of the late king's affair in
Begma, she said, so it is difficult to assess the impact of
this revelation. Did Coral give you any indication as to how long she
intended to stay away? And for that matter, did you provide her with any
means of return?
I gave her my Trump, I said, but she hasn't been in
touch. I got the impression she didn't intend to be away for too long,
though.
This could be serious, Vialle decided, for reasons
other than the obvious. How does Nayda strike you?
She seemed quite sensible, I said. Also, I believe
she rather likes me.
Vialle brooded a moment, then said, If word of this gets to Orkuz,
he could well get the impression that we are holding her hostage against
his proper performance in any negotiations which might arise out of the
situation in Kashfa.
You're right. I hadn't thought of that.
He will. People tend to think of such matters when dealing with
us. So what we need to do is buy some time and try to turn her up before
this begins looking suspicious.
I understand, I said.
Most likely, he will send to her quarters soonif he hasn't
already done soto discover why she was not present at dinner. If
he can be satisfied now, you will have the entire night in which to try
to locate her.
How?
You're the magician. You figure it out. In the meantime, you say
that Nayda is sympathetic?
Very much so.
Good. It seems to me that the best course of action then would be
to attempt to enlist her aid. I trust you to be tactful and do this in
the least distressing manner possible, of course
Naturally I began.
because of her recent illness, she went on.
All we need to do now is give the second daughter a heart
attack.
Illness? I inquired. She hadn't mentioned anything
about that.
I'd imagine the memory is still distressing. She was apparently
quite close to death until very recently, then rallied suddenly and
insisted on accompanying her father on this mission. He's the one who
told me about it.
She seemed fine at dinner, I said lamely.
Well, try to keep her that way. I want you to go to her
immediately, tell her what happened as diplomatically as possible, and
try to get her to cover for her sister while you search for her. There
is, of course, the risk that she will not believe you and that she will
go directly to Orkuz. Perhaps you might employ a spell to prevent this.
But we have no other choice that I can see. Tell me whether I'm
wrong.
You're not wrong, I said.
Then I suggest you be about it...and report back to me
immediately if there are any problems, or any progress, no matter what
the hour.
I'm on my way, I said.
I departed the room in a hurry but shortly came to a halt. It occurred to
me that while I knew the general area of the palace in which the Begman
party was quartered, I did not really know where Nayda's rooms were
located. I did not want to go back and ask Vialle because it would make
me look stupid for not having found out during dinner.
It took me the better part of ten minutes to turn up a member of the
palace staff able to give me directionsalong with a
smirkand then to follow them at a jog until I stood before Nayda's
door.
I ran my hand through my hair, brushed off my trousers and jacket, wiped
my boots on the backs of my pants legs, took a deep breath, smiled,
exhaled, and knocked.
The door opened a few moments later. It was Nayda. She returned my smile
and stepped aside.
Come in, she said.
I was expecting the maid, I told her as I entered.
You surprised me.
Since I was expecting you, I sent her off to bed early, she
replied.
She had changed into an outfit that looked like a gray sweat suit with a
black sash. She also had on a pair of black slippers, and she had removed
most of her makeup. Her hair was now drawn back severely and tied with a
black ribbon. She gestured toward a couch, but I did not move to seat
myself.
I clasped her shoulder lightly and stared into her eyes. She moved
nearer.
How are you feeling? I asked.
Find out, she said softly.
I could not even permit myself a sigh. Duty called. I slipped my arms
around her, drew her to me, and kissed her. I held the pose for several
seconds, then drew away, smiled again, and said, You feel fine to
me. Listen, there are some things I did not tell you
Shall we sit down? she said, taking my hand and leading me
toward the couch.
Vialle had told me to be diplomatic, so I followed her.
Immediately, she continued our embrace and began to add refinements.
Danm! And me constrained to rush her out to cover for Coral. If she
would, I'd be happy to cover her afterward. Or any other interesting
position Begmans might go in for. I'd better ask quickly, though, I
decided. A couple of minutes more and it would be very undiplomatic to
begin talking about her sister. Today was just a bad day when it came to
timing.
Before we get too involved here, I said, I've got to
ask a favor of you.
Ask me anything, she said.
I think there's going to be a delay in turning up your
sister, I explained, and I'd hate to worry your father. Do
you know whether he's sent to her rooms yet, or been by them, to check on
her?
I don't believe so. He strolled off with Gerard and Mr. Roth after
dinner. I don't think he's returned to his apartment yet.
Could you possibly find a way of giving him the impression that
she hasn't strayed? Buy me some time to find out where she's off
to?
She looked amused.
And those things you haven't told me...?
I'll give you the whole story if you'll do this for me.
She traced my jawline with her index finger.
All right, she said then. We have a deal. Don't go
away.
She rose, crossed the room, and passed out into the hall, leaving the
door a few inches ajar. Why hadn't I had a nice normal affair since
Julia? The last woman I'd made love to had actually been under the
control of that strange body-shifting entity. Now...Now there was
the faintest of shadows across the couch, as I realized that I'd rather
be holding Coral than her sister. That was ridiculous. I'd only known her
for half a day....
There had simply been too much activity since my return. I was getting
punchy. That had to be it.
When she returned she seated herself on the couch again, but this time
with a couple of feet separating us. She seemed cheerful enough, though
she made no move to resume our earlier occupation.
It's taken care of, she said. He will be misled, if
he asks.
Thanks, I told her.
Now it's your turn, she stated. Tell me
things.
All right, I began, and I launched into the story of Coral
and the Pattern.
No, she interrupted. Start at the beginning, would
you?
What do you mean?
Give me your whole day, from the time you left the palace togethet
until you parted.
That's silly, I protested.
Humor me, she said. You owe me one,
remember?
Very well, I agreed, and I started again. I was able to
skip over the bit about blasting the table in the cafe, but when I
glossed over the business in the sea caves by saying that we'd looked
around in them and found them pretty, she interrupted me.
Stop, she said. You're leaving something out. What
occurred in the caves?
What makes you say that? I asked.
That is a secret I do not care to share just now. she
explained. Suffice it to say I have a means of spotchecking your
veracity.
It's not relevant, I said. It will just confuse the
issue. That's why I omitted it.
You said you'd give me the whole afternoon.
All right, lady, I agreed, and I did.
She bit her lip while I told her about Jurt and the zombies, and she
licked idly at the beads of blood that appeared thereafter.
What are you going to do about him? she asked suddenly.
That's my problem, I said then. I promised you the
afternoon, not my memoirs and survival plans.
It's just that.... Remember, I offered to try to help
you?
What do you mean? Do you think you can nail Jurt for me? I've got
news for you: He's practically a candidate for godhood at the
moment.
What do you mean by `godhood'? she asked.
I shook my head.
It would take most of the night to tell you this story properly,
and we don't have the time, not if I'm going to start looking for Coral
soon. Just let me finish with the business about the Pattern, will
you?
Go ahead.
I did, and she showed no surprise whatsoever at the matter of her
sister's paternity. I was going to question her as to her lack of
reaction. Then I said, the hell with it. She's done what I wanted, and I
did what I promised. She hasn't had a heart attack. And now it's time to
go.
That's it, I said, and I added, Thanks.
I began to rise, and she moved quickly and was hugging me again.
I returned her embrace for a moment, then said, I'd really better
be going. Coral could be in danger.
The hell with her, she said. Stay with me. We have
more important things to talk about.
I was surprised by her callousness, but I tried not to show it.
I've a duty to her, I said, and I've got to see to
it now.
All right, she said, sighing. I'd better come along
and give you a hand.
How? I asked.
You'd be surprised, she told me, and she was on her feet
and smiling a twisted smile.
I nodded, feeling that she was probably right.
Chapter 10
We hiked back along the hallway to my apartment. When I opened the door
and summoned the lights, Nayda did a fast survey of the first room. She
froze when she saw my coatrack.
Queen Jasra! she said.
Yep. She had a disagreement with a sorcerer named Mask, I
explained. Guess who won?
Nayda raised her left hand and moved it in a slow patternbehind
Jasra's neck and down her back, across her chest, then downward again. I
did not recognize any of the movements she was performing.
Don't tell me that you're a sorceress, too, I said.
It seems that everyone I run into these days has had some training
in the Art.
I am not a sorceress, she answered, and I've had no
such training. I have only one trick and it is not sorcery, but I use it
for everything.
And what is that trick? I asked.
She ignored the question, then said, My, she's certainly tightly
bound. The key lies somewhere in the region of her solar plexus. Did you
know that?
Yes, I replied. I understand the spell
fully.
Why is she here?
Partly because I promised her son Rinaldo I'd rescue her from
Mask, and partly as an assurance against his good behavior.
I pushed the door shut and secured it. When I turned back, she was facing
me.
Have you seen him recently? she said in a conversational
tone.
Yes. Why?
Oh, no special reason.
I thought we were trying to help each other, I said.
I thought we were looking for my sister.
It can wait another minute if you know something special about
Rinaldo.
I was just curious where he might be right now.
I turned away and moved to the chest where I keep art supplies. I removed
the necessary items and took them to my drawing board. While I was about
it, I said, I don't know where he is.
I set up the piece of pasteboard, seated myself and closed my eyes,
summoning a mental image of Coral, preliminary to beginning her sketch.
Again, I half wondered whether the picture in my mind, along with the
appropriate magical endorsement, would be sufficient for contact. But now
was not the time to mess around being experimental. I opened my eyes and
began to draw. I used the techniques I'd learned in the Courts, which are
different yet similar to those employed in Amber. I was qualified to
execute them in either fashion, but I'm faster with the style I learned
first.
Nayda came over and stood near, watching, not asking whether I minded. As
it was, I did not.
When did you see him last? she asked.
Who?
Luke.
This evening, I answered.
Where?
He was here earlier.
Is he here now?
No.
Where did you last see him?
In the forest of Arden. Why?
It seams a strange place to part.
I was working on Coral's eyebrows.
We parted under strange circumstances, I said.
A little more work about the eyes, a bit on the her....
Strange? In what way? she asked.
More color to the cheeks....
Never mind, I told her.
All right, she said. It's probably not that
important.
I decided against rising to that bait, because I was suddenly getting
something. As had occasionally happened in the past, my concentration on
the Trump as I put the final touches to it was sufficiently intense to
reach through and....
Coral! I said, as the features moved, perspectives
shifted.
Merlin...? she answered. I...I'm in
trouble.
Oddly, there was no background whatever. Just blackness. I felt Nayda's
hand upon my shoulder.
Are you all right? I asked.
Yes.... It's dark here, she said. Very
dark.
Of course. One cannot manipulate Shadow in the absence of light. Or even
see to use a Trump.
That's where the Pattern sent you? I asked.
No, she answered.
Take my hand, I said. You can tell me about it
afterward.
I extended my hand and she reached toward it.
They she began.
And with a stinging flash the contact was broken. I felt Nayda stiffen
beside me.
What happened? she asked.
I don't know. We were suddenly blocked. I can't tell what forces
were involved.
What are you going to do?
Try again in a little bit, I said. If it were a
reaction thing, resistance will probably be high just now, and it may
ease up later. At least she says she's all right.
I withdrew the packet of Trumps I normally carry, shufflied out Luke's.
Now seemed as good a time as any to see how he was faring. Nayda glanced
at the card and smiled.
I thought you just saw him a little while ago, she said.
A lot can happen in a little while.
I'm certain a lot has happened.
You think you know something about what's going on with
him? I asked.
Yes. I do.
I raised the Trump. What? I said.
I'd be willing to wager you won't get through to him.
We'll see.
I concentrated and I reached. I reached again. A minute or so later I
wiped my brow.
How'd you know? I asked.
Luke's blocking you. I would, too...under the
circumstances.
What circumstances?
She gave me a quirked smile, crossed to a chair, and sat down.
Now I have something to trade with you again, she said.
Again?
I studied her. Something jiggled and fell into place. You've been
calling him `Luke' rather than `Rinaldo,' I said.
So I have.
I'd been wondering when you'd show up again.
She continued to smile.
I went and shot my eviction-notice spell, I observed.
Can't complain, though. It probably saved my life. Do I owe you
that one, in some roundabout fashion?
I'm not proud. I'll take it.
I'm going to ask you again what you want, and if you say it's to
help me or to protect me, I'm going to turn you into a coatrack.
She laughed.
I'd have guessed you'd take whatever help you could get right
now, she said.
A lot depends on what you mean by `help'.
If you'll tell me what you have in mind, I'll tell you whether I
can be of any assistance.
All right, I said. I'm going to change clothes while
I talk, though. I don't feel like storming a citadel dressed like this.
May I lend you something tougher than a sweat suit?
I'm fine. Start at Arbor House, okay?
Okay, I said, and I proceeded to fill her in while I garbed
myself in tougher fare. She was no longer a pretty lady to me, but rather
a nebulous entity in human form. She seated herself while I was talking
and stared at the wall, or through it, over steepled fingers. When I was
finished, she kept staring, and I went over to my drawing board, took up
Coral's Trump, tried again, but couldn't get through. I tried Luke's
card, also, with the same results.
As I was about to replace Luke's Trump, square the deck, and case it, I
glimpsed the next lower card and a lightning chain of recollections and
speculations flashed through my mind. I removed the card and focused on
it. I reached....
Yes, Merlin? he said moments later, seated at a small table
on a terraceevening skyline of a city behind himlowering
what appeared to be a cup of espresso to a tiny white saucer.
Right now. Hurry, I said. Come to me.
Nayda had begun to make a low growling sound just as the contact
occurred, and she was on her feet and moving toward me, her eyes fixed
upon the Trump, just as Mandor took my hand and stepped through. She
halted when the tall, black-garbed figure appeared before her. They
regarded each other without expression for a moment, and then she took a
long sliding step toward him, her hands beginning to rise. Immediately,
from the depth of some inner cloak pocket where his right hand was
thrust, there came a single, sharp, metallic click.
Nayda froze.
Interesting, Mandor said, raising his left hand and passing
it in front of her face. Her eyes did not follow it. This is the
one you told me about earlierVinta, I believe you called
her?
Yes, only now she's Nayda.
He produced a small, dark metal ball from somewhere and held it upon the
palm of his left hand, which he extended before her. Slowly, the ball
began to move, describing a counterclockwise circle. Nayda emitted a
single sound, something halfway between a cry and a gasp, and she dropped
forward to her hands and knees, head lowered. From where I stood I could
see saliva dripping from her mouth.
He said something very fast, in an archaic form of Thari which I could
not follow. She responded in the affirmative.
I believe I've solved your mystery, he said then. Do
you recall your lessons on Respondances and High Compellings?
Sort of, I said. Academically. I was never exactly
swept away by the subject.
Unfortunate, he stated. You should report back to
Suhuy for a postgraduate course sometime.
Are you trying to tell me...?
The creature you see before you, inhabiting a not unattractive
human form, is a ty'iga, he explained.
I stared. The ty'iga were a normally bodiless race of demons that dwelled
in the blackness beyond the Rim. I recalled being told that they were
very powerful and very difficult to control.
Uh...can you make this one stop slobbering on my
carpet? I said.
Of course, he replied, and he released the sphere, which
fell to the floor before her. It did not bounce, but began immediately to
roll, describing a rapid circuit about her.
Stand up, he said, and stop releasing bodily fluids
upon the floor.
She did as he ordered, climbing to her feet, her expression vacant.
Seat yourself in that chair, he directed, indicating the
one she had occupied but minutes earlier.
She complied, and the rolling ball adjusted itself to her progress and
continued its circle, about the chair now.
It cannot vacate that body, he said then, unless I
release it. And I can cause it any amount of torment within my sphere of
power. I can get you your answers now. Tell me what the questions
are.
Can she hear us right now?
Yes, but it cannot speak unless I permit it.
Well, there's no point to causing unnecessary pain. The threat
itself may be sufficient. I want to know why she's been following me
about.
Very well, he said. That is the question, ty'iga.
Answer it!
I follow him to protect him, she said, her voice flat.
I've already heard that one, I said. I want to know
why.
Why? Mandor repeated.
I must, she answered.
Why must you? he asked.
I.... Her teeth raked her lower lip and the blood
began to flow again.
Why?
Her face grew flushed and beads of perspiration appeared upon her brow.
Her eyes were still unfocused, but they brimmed with tears. A thin line
of blood trickled down her chin. Mandor extended a clenched fist and
opened it, revealing another metal ball. He held this one about ten
inches before her brow, then released it. It hung in the air.
Let the doors of pain be opened, he said, and he flicked it
lightly with a fingertip.
Immediately, the small sphere began to move. It passed about her head in
a slow ellipse, coming close to her temples on each orbit. She began to
wail.
Silence! he said. Suffer in silence!
The tears ran down her cheeks, the blood ran down her chin....
Stop it! I said.
Very well. He reached over and squeezed the ball for a
moment between the thumb and middle finger of his left hand. When he
released it, it remained stationary, a small distance before her right
ear. Now you may answer the question, he said. That
was but the smallest sample of what I can do to you. I can push this to
your total destruction.
She opened her mouth but no words came forth. Only a gagging sound.
I think we may be going about this wrong, I said.
Can you just have her speak normally, rather than this
question-and-answer business?
You heard him, Mandor said. It is my will,
also.
She gasped, then said, My hands.... Please free them.
Go ahead, I said.
They are freed, Mandor stated.
She flexed her fingers.
A handkerchief, a towel.... she said softly.
I drew open a drawer in a nearby dresser, took out a handkerchief. As I
moved to pass it to her, Mandor seized my wrist and took it from me. He
tossed it to her and she caught it.
Don't reach within my sphere, he told me.
I wouldn't hurt him, she said, as she wiped her eyes, her
cheeks, her chin. I told you, I mean only to protect him.
We require more information than that, Mandor said, as he
reached for the sphere again.
Wait, I said. Then, to her, Can you at least tell me
why you can't tell me?
No, she answered. It would amount to the same
thing.
Suddenly I saw it as a strange sort of programming problem, and I decided
to try a different tack.
You must protect me at all costs? I said. That is
your primary function?
Yes.
And you are not supposed to tell me who set you this task, or
why?
Yes.
Supposing the only way you could protect me would be by telling me
these things?
Her brow furrowed.
I.... she said. I don't.... The
only way?
She closed her eyes and raised her hands to her face. I....
Then I would have to tell you.
Now we're getting somewhere, I said. You would be
willing to violate the secondary order in order to carry out the primary
one?
Yes, but what you have described is not a real situation,
she said.
I see one that is, Mandor said suddenly. You cannot
follow that order if you cease to exist. Therefore, you would be
violating it if you permit yourself to be destroyed. I will destroy you
unless you answer those questions.
She smiled.
I don't think so, she said.
Why not?
Ask Merlin what the diplomatic situation would be if a daughter of
the Begman prime minister were found dead in his room under mysterious
circumstancesespecially when he's already responsible for the
disappearance of her sister.
Mandor frowned and looked at me.
I don't understand what that's all about, he said.
It doesn't matter, I told him. She's lying. If
something happens to her, the real Nayda simply returns. I saw it happen
with George Hansen, Meg Devlin, and Vinta Bayle.
That is what would normally occur, she said, except
for one thing. They were all alive when I took possession of their
bodies. But Nayda had just died, following a severe illness. She was
exactly what I needed, though, so I took possession and healed the body.
She is not here anymore. If I depart, you'll be left either with a corpse
or a human vegetable.
You're bluffing, I said, but I remembered Vialle's saying
that Nayda had been ill.
No, she said. I'm not.
It doesn't matter, I told her.
Mandor, I said, turning to him, you said you can
keep her from vacating that body and following me?
Yes, he replied.
Okay, Nayda, I said. I am going somewhere and I am
going to be in extreme danger there. I am not going to permit you to
follow me and carry out your orders.
Don't, she answered.
You give me no choice but to keep you pent while I go about my
business.
She sighed.
So you've found a way to get me to violate one order in order to
get me to carry out the other. Very clever.
Then you'll tell me what I want to know?
She shook her head.
I am physically unable to tell you, she said. It is
not a matter of will. But...I think I've found a way around
it.
What is that?
I believe I could confide in a third party who also desires your
safety.
You mean
If you will leave the room for a time, I will try to tell your
brother those things I may not explain to you.
My eyes met Mandor's. Then, I'll step out in the hall for a
bit, I said.
And I did. A lot of things bothered me as I studied a tapestry on the
wall, not the least being that I had never told her that Mandor was my
brother.
When my door opened after a long while, Mandor looked in both directions.
He raised his hand when I began to move toward him. I halted, and he
stepped outside and came toward me. He continued to glance about as he
advanced.
This is Amber palace? he inquired.
Yes. Not the most fashionable wing, perhaps, but I call it
home.
I'd like to see it under more relaxed circumstances, he
said.
I nodded. It's a date. So tell me, what happened in there?
He looked away, discovered the tapestry, studied it.
It's very peculiar, he said. I can't.
What do you mean?
You still trust me, don't you?
Of course.
Then trust me in this. I've a good reason for not telling you what
I learned.
Come on, Mandor! What the hell's going on?
The ty'iga is not a danger to you. It really does care about your
welfare.
So what else is new? I want to know why.
Leave it, he said, for now. It's better that
way.
I shook my head. I made a fist and looked around for something to hit.
I know how you feel, but I'm asking you to drop it, he
said.
You mean the knowledge would hurt me in some way?
I didn't say that.
Or do you mean that you're afraid to tell me?
Drop it, he said.
I turned away and got control of myself.
You must have a good reason, I finally decided.
I do.
I'm not going to give up on this, I told him. But I
haven't the time to pursue it further against this kind of resistance.
Okay, you have your reasons and I have pressing business
elsewhere.
She mentioned Jurt and Mask and the Keep where Brand gained his
powers, he said.
Yes, that's where I'll be heading.
She expects to accompany you.
She is wrong.
I would counsel against taking her, too.
You'll keep her for me until I've taken care of things?
No, he said, because I'm coming with you. I'll put
her into a very deep trance, though, before we depart.
But you don't know what's been going on since our dinner. A lot
has happened, and I just haven't the time to bring you up to
date.
It doesn't matter, he said. I know that it involves
an unfriendly sorcerer, Jurt, and a dangerous place. That's enough. I'll
come along and give you a hand.
But that may not be enough, I countered. We
may not be enough.
Even so, I think the ty'iga could turn into a hindrance.
I wasn't referring to her. I was thinking about the stiff lady
near the door.
I'd meant to ask you about her. Some enemy you're I
punishing?
She had been an enemy, yes. And she's nasty, untrustworthy, and
has a poisonous bite. She's also a deposed queen. I didn't freeze her,
though. The sorcerer who's after me did it. She's the mother of a friend,
and I rescued her and brought her back here for safekeeping. I had no
reason for releasing her, until now.
Ah, as an ally against her old enemy.
Exactly. She's well-acquainted with the place I'm going. But she
doesn't like me and she's not easy to deal withand I don't really
know whether her son gave me enough ammunition to make her
trustworthy.
Do you feel she'd be a real asset?
Yes. I'd like to have all of that animus on my side. And I
understand she's an accomplished sorceress.
If additional persuading is needed, there are only threats and
bribes. I've a few private hells I've designed and furnishedfor
purely esthetic reasons. She might find a quick tour very impressive. On
the other hand, I could send for a pot of jewels.
I don't know, I said. Her motivations are somewhat
complex. Let me handle this, as far as I'm able.
Of course. Those were only suggestions.
As I see it, the next order of business is to rouse her, put the
proposition to her, and attempt to judge her response.
There is no one else you might bring along, from among your
kinsmen here?
I'm afraid to let any of them know I'm going. It could easily
result in an order not to, until Random gets back. I haven't the time to
wait around.
I might summon some reinforcements from the Courts.
Here? To Amber? I'd really be up shit creek if Random ever got
wind of that. He might start suspecting subversion.
He smiled.
This place reminds me a bit of home, he remarked, turning
back toward my door.
When we entered, I saw that Nayda was still seated, her hands upon her
knees, staring at a metal ball that hovered about a foot before her. The
other continued its slow circuit down on the floor.
Seeing the direction of my gaze, Mandor remarked, Very light
trance state. She can hear us. You can rouse her in an instant if you
wish.
I nodded and turned away. Now it was Jasra's turn.
I removed all of the garments I'd hung upon her and placed them on a
chair across the room. Then I fetched a cloth and the basin and washed
the clown makeup off her face.
Am I forgetting anything? I said, half to myself.
A glass of water and a mirror, Mandor stated.
What for?
She may be thirsty, he replied, and I can just tell
she'll want to look at herself.
You may have a point there, I said, drawing up a small
table. I placed a pitcher and a goblet upon it; also, a hand mirror.
I'd also suggest you support her, in case she collapses when the
spell is removed.
True.
I placed my left arm about her shoulders, thought of her deadly bite,
stepped back, and held her at arm's distance with the one hand.
If she bites me, it will knock me out almost instantly, I
said. Be ready to defend yourself quickly if this occurs.
Mandor tossed another metal ball into the air. It hung there for an
unnaturally long moment at the top of its arc, then dropped back to his
hand.
All right, I said, and then I spoke the words that raised
the spell.
Nothing as dramatic as I'd feared ensued. She slumped and I supported
her. You're safe, I said, and added, Rinaldo knows
you're here, to invoke the most familiar. Here's a chair.
Do you want some water?
Yes, she replied, and I poured some and passed it to her.
Her eyes were darting, taking in everything as she drank. I wondered
whether she'd recovered instantly and might not now be stalling for time
as she sipped, her mind racing, spells dancing at her fingertips. Her
eyes returned more than once to Mandor, appraising, though she gave Nayda
a long, hard stare.
Finally, she lowered the goblet and smiled.
I take it, Merlin, that I am your prisoner, she said,
choking slightly. She took another sip.
Guest, I replied.
Oh? How did this come about? Accepting the invitation escapes my
mind.
I brought you here frem the citadel at the Keep of the Four Worlds
in a somewhat cataleptic condition, I said.
And where might `here' be?
My apartment in the Palace of Amber.
Prisoner, then, she stated.
Guest, I repeated.
In that case, I should be introduced, should I not?
Excuse me. Mandor, I introduce Her Highness Jasra, Queen of
Kashfa. (I intentionally omitted the Most Royal
part.) Your Majesty, I request leave to present my brother, Lord
Mandor.
She inclined her head, and Mandor approached, dropped to one knee, and
raised her hand to his lips. He's better at such courtly gestures than I
am, not even sniffing the back of her hand for the scent of bitter
almonds. I could tell that she liked his mannerand she continued
to study him afterward.
I was not aware, she observed, that the royal house
here contained an individual named Mandor.
Mandor is heir to the dukedom of Sawall in the Courts of
Chaos, I replied. Her eyes widened.
And you say he is your brother?
Indeed.
You've succeeded in surprising me, she stated. I had
forgotten your double lineage.
I smiled, nodded, stepped aside and gestured.
And this I began.
I am acquainted with Nayda, she said. Why is the
girl...preoccupied?
That represents a matter of great complexity, I said,
and there are other things I am certain you will find to be of
much greater interest.
She cocked an eyebrow at me.
Ah! That fragile, perishable itemthe truth, she
said. When it surfaces so quickly there is usually a
claustrophobia of circumstance. What is it that you want of me?
I held my smile.
It is good to appreciate circumstance, I said.
I appreciate the fact that I am in Amber and alive and not
occupying a cell, with two gentlemen behaving in a conciliatory fashion.
I also appreciate the fact that I am not in the straits my most recent
memories indicate I should occupy. And I have you to thank for my
deliverance?
Yes.
Somehow I doubt it was a matter of altruism on your part.
I did it for Rinaldo. He tried getting you out once and got
clobbered. Then I figured a way that might work, and I tried it. It
did.
Her facial muscles tightened at the mention of her son's name. I'd
decided she'd prefer hearing the one she'd given him, rather than
Luke.
Is he all right? she asked.
Yes, I said, hoping it were so.
Then why is he not present?
He's off somewhere with Dalt. I'm not sure as to his location.
But
Nayda made a small noise just then, and we glanced her way. But she did
not stir. Mandor gave me an inquiring look, but I shook my head slightly.
I did not want her roused just then.
Bad influence, that barbarian, Jasra observed, choking
again and taking another drink. I'd so wanted Rinaldo to acquire
more of the courtly graces, rather than doing rude things on horseback
much of the time, she continued, glancing at Mandor and granting
him a small smile. In this, I was disappointed. Do you have
something stronger than water?
Yes, I replied, and I uncorked a bottle of wine and poured
some into a goblet for her. I glanced at Mandor and at the bottle then,
but he shook his head. But you have to admit he did well in that
track meet against UCLA, in his sophomore year, I said, not to let
her put him down completely. A certain amount of that comes from
the more vigorous side of life.
She smiled as she accepted the drink.
Yes. He broke a world record that day. I can still see him passing
over the final hurdle.
You were there?
Oh, yes. I attended all of your meets. I even watched you
run, she said. Not bad.
She sipped the wine.
Would you like me to send for a meal for you? I asked.
No, I'm not really hungry. We were talking about truth a little
while ago....
So we were. I gather there had been some sorcerous exchange back
at the Keep, between you and Mask
Mask? she said.
The blue-masked sorcerer who rules there now.
Oh, yes. Quite.
I do have the story right, don't I?
Yes, but the encounter was more than a little traumatic. Forgive
my hesitation. I was surprised and did not get my defenses up in time.
That was really all there was to it. It will not happen again.
I'm sure. But
Did you spirit me away? she interrupted. Or did you
actually fight with Mask to get me free?
We fought, I said.
In what condition did you leave Mask?
Buried under a pile of manure, I said.
She chuckled.
Wonderful! I like a man with a sense of humor.
I have to go back, I added.
Oh? Why is that?
Because Mask is now allied with an enemy of mineman named
Jurt, who desires my death.
She shrugged slightly.
If Mask is no match for you, I fail to see where Mask and this man
should represent a great problem. Mandor cleared his throat.
Begging your leave, he said. But Jurt is a shape
shifter and minor sorcerer from the Courts. He also has power over
Shadow.
I suppose that would make something of a difference, she
said.
Not as much as what the two of them apparently plan to
accomplish, I told her. I believe that Mask intends running
Jurt through the same ritual your late husband undertooksomething
involving the Fount of Power.
No! she cried, and she was on her feet, the rest of the
wine mixing with Nayda's spittle and a few old bloodstains on the Tabriz
I'd purchased for its delicately detailed pastoral scene. It must
not happen again!
A storm came and went behind her eyes. Then, for the first time, she
looked vulnerable.
I lost him because of that.... she said.
Then the moment was gone. The hardness returned.
I had not finished my wine, she said then, reseating
herself.
I'll get you another glass, I told her.
And is that a mirror on the table?
Chapter 11
I waited till she was finished primping, glancing out of the window at
the snow and surreptitiously trying again to reach Coral or Luke while my
back was turned to her.
No luck, though. When she put down the comb and brush she'd borrowed from
me and laid the mirror beside them, I gathered she'd finished organizing
her thoughts as well as her hair and was ready to talk again. I turned
back slowly and strolled over.
We studied each other while practicing expressionlessness, then she
asked, Is anyone else in Amber aware that you have awakened
me?
No, I replied.
Good. That means I've a chance of leaving here alive. Presumably,
you want my assistance against Mask and this Jurt?
Yes.
Exactly what sort of help do you desire, and what are you prepared
to pay for it?
I intend to penetrate the Keep and neutralize Mask and
Jurt, I said.
'Neutralize'? That's one of those little euphemisms for `kill,'
isn't it?
I suppose so, I replied.
Amber has never been noted for its squeamishness, she said.
You have been exposed to too much American journalism. So, you are
aware of my familiarity with the Keep, and you want my help in killing
the two of them. Correct?
I nodded.
Rinaldo has told me that if we were to arrive too late and Jurt
had already undergone the transformational ritual, you might know a way
to use that same power against him, I explained.
He'd gotten further into those notes than I'd realized, she
said. I am going to have to be frank with you then, since our
lives may depend on it. Yes, there is such a technique. But no, it won't
be of any help to us. Some preparations are required to turn the power to
such an end. It is not something I could simply reach out and do at a
moment's notice.
Mandor cleared his throat.
I'd rather not see Jurt dead, he stated, if there's
a possibility I could take him back to the Courts as a prisoner. He could
be disciplined. There might be a way of neutralizing him without
really...neutralizing him, as you put it.
And if there isn't? I asked.
Then I'll help you to kill him, he said. I have no
illusions about him, but I feel obliged to try something. I'm afraid that
the news of his death could push our father over the edge.
I looked away. He could be right, and even though old Sawall's death
would mean his own succession to the title and control of considerable
holdings, I was certain he was not anxious to acquire them at that
price.
I understand, I said. I hadn't thought of
that.
So give me a chance to subdue him. If I fail, I'll join you in
whatever must be done.
Agreed, I said, watching to see how Jasra was taking this.
She was studying us, a curious expression on her face.
'Our father'? she said.
Yes, I replied. I wasn't going to mention that, but
since it got out, Jurt's our younger brother.
Her eyes were alight now, at the scent of connivance.
This is a family power struggle, isn't it? she asked.
I suppose you could put it that way, I said.
Not really, Mandor said.
And yours is an important family in the Courts?
Mandor shrugged. So did I. I'd a feeling she was trying to figure a way
to cash in on that end of it, too, and I decided to stonewall her.
We were discussing the task at hand, I said. I want
to take us in there and accept Mask's challenge. We stop Jurt if he gets
in the way and give him to Mandor. If it is impossible simply to subdue
him, we go the rest of the way. Are you with us?
We have not yet discussed the price, she said.
All right, I acknowledged. I've talked about this
with Rinaldo, and he told me to tell you that he's called the vendetta
off. He feels things were settled with Amber when Caine died. He asked me
to release you if you would go along with this, and he suggested that in
return for your help against the new lord of the citadel we restore the
Keep of the Four Worlds to your sovereignty. Bottom line, as he put it.
What do you say?
She picked up the goblet and took a long, slow sip. She'd stall, I knew,
trying to figure a way to squeeze more out of this deal.
You've spoken with Rinaldo very recently? she said.
Yes.
I am not clear as to why he is running about with Dalt, rather
than being here with us, if he is so much in agreement with this
plan.
I sighed.
Okay, I'll tell you the story, I said. But if you're
with us, I do want to get moving soon.
Proceed, she said.
So I recounted the evening's adventure in Arden, omitting only the fact
that Vialle had placed Luke under her protection. Nayda seemed to grow
progressively distressed as I told the tale, uttering small whimpering
sounds at odd intervals.
When I was finished, Jasra placed her hand upon Mandor's arm and rose,
brushing him lightly with her hip as she passed, and she went to stand
before Nayda.
Now tell me why the daughter of a high Begman official is
restrained here, she said.
She is possessed of a demon that enjoys interfering in my
affairs, I explained.
Really? I've often wondered what hobbies demons might
pursue, she observed. But it seems this particular demon
has been trying to say something in which I might be interested. If you
would be so good as to free it for a moment's conversation I promise to
consider your offer afterward.
Time is running, I said.
In that case my answer is no, she told me. Lock me
up someplace and go to the Keep without me.
I glanced at Mandor.
In that I have not yet agreed to accept your offer, Jasra
continued, Rinaldo would call this an entertainment
expense.
I see no harm in it, Mandor said.
Then let her speak, I told him.
You may talk, ty'iga, he said.
Her first words were not addressed to Jasra, however; but to me:
Merlin, you have to let me accompany you.
I moved around to where I could see her face.
No way, I told her.
Why not? she asked.
Because your penchant for protecting me will actually hinder me in
a situation where I will probably have to take some chances.
That is my nature, she responded.
And my problem, I said. I mean you no ill. I'll be
glad to talk to you when this is all over, but you're going to have to
sit this one out.
Jasra cleared her throat.
Is that the entire message? Or is there something you wished to
tell me, also? Jasra asked.
There followed a long silence, then, Will you be accompanying them
or not? Nayda inquired.
Jasra took just as long to respond, obviously weighing her words:
This is a clandestine, personal operation, she said.
I am not at all certain it would be countenanced by Merlin's
seniors here in Amber. While it is true that I stand to gain if I
cooperate, I will also undergo considerable risk. Of course, I want my
freedom and the restoration of the Keep. It is almost a fair trade. But
he also asks a quitclaim on the vendetta. What assurance have I that this
means anything here, and that the hierarchy of Amber will not hunt me
down as a troublemaker afterward? He cannot speak for the others when he
operates on the sly this way.
Somehow, it had become a question addressed to me, and since it was a
very good question to which I did not really have an answer, I was glad
that the ty'iga had something to say:
I believe that I can persuade you that it would be in your best
interest to agree to accompany them and to render every assistance you
can, she offered.
Pray, begin, Jasra told her.
I would have to speak with you in private on this matter.
Jasra smiled, out of her love for intrigue, I am certain.
It is agreeable to me, she said.
Mandor, force her to say it now, I said.
Wait! Jasra declared. I will have this private
conversation or you can forget about my help.
I began wondering just how much help Jasra really represented if she
couldn't call upon the Fount to dispose of Jurt, should that become our
biggest problem. True, she knew the Keep. But I didn't even know for
certain how accomplished a sorceress she might be.
On the other hand, I wanted this thing settled now, and one more adept
could make the difference.
Nayda, I said, are you planning something that could
be damaging to Amber?
No, she replied.
Mandor, what do ty'iga swear by? I inquired.
They don't, he said.
What the hell, I said. How much time do you
want?
Give us ten minutes, she told me.
Let's take a walk, I said to Mandor.
Surely, he agreed, tossing another metal ball toward Nayda.
It joined the others in orbit about her, a little above waist level.
I fetched a key from my desk drawer before departing. And as soon as we
were in the hall I asked him, Is there any way Jasra could free
her?
Not with the additional circuit of confinement I established on
the way out, he replied. Not many could figure a way past
it, and certainly not in ten minutes.
She's just full of secrets, that damned ty'iga, I said.
Kind of makes me wonder who's really the prisoner here.
She's only trading some bit of knowledge for Jasra's
cooperation, he said. She wants the lady to accompany us if
she can't go herself, since it will mean extra protection for
you.
Then why can't we be present?
Nothing that I learned from her sheds any light on this, he
said.
Well, since I have a few minutes, there is a small errand I want
to run. Would you keep an eye on things here and take charge if she calls
us in before I get back?
He smiled.
If one of your relatives strolls by, should I introduce myself as
a lord of Chaos?
I thought you were also a lord of deception.
Of course, he said, and he clapped his hands and vanished.
I'll hurry, I said.
Cheerio, came his voice, from somewhere.
I hurried off up the hall. It was a little pilgrimage, I
supposeone that I had not made in a long while. On the brink of an
enterprise such as this, it seemed somehow appropriate.
When I reached the door, I stood outside it for a moment, my eyes closed,
visualizing the interior as last I had seen it. It was my father's
apartment. I had wandered through it on many occasions, trying to judge
from the furnishings, the layout, his bookshelves, and his curious
collections something more than I already knew about the man. There was
always some little thing that caught my attention, that answered a
question or raised a new onean inscription on the flyleaf of a
book or a note in a margin, a silver hairbrush bearing the wrong set of
initials, a daguerreotype of an attractive brunette signed To
Carl, Love, Carolyn, a snapshot of my father shaking hands with
General MacArthur....
I unlocked the door and pushed it open.
I did not move for several seconds, however, as a light glowed inside the
place. For more long moments I listened, but there were no sounds from
within. Slowly then, I entered. A number of candles burned upon the
dresser set against the far wall. There was no one in sight.
Hello? I called out. It's me. Merlin. There
came no answer.
I drew the door closed behind me and moved forward. A bud vase stood upon
the dresser amid the candles. It contained a single rose, and it appeared
to be silver in color. I drew nearer. Yes, it was real, not artificial.
And it was silver. In what shadow did such flowers grow?
I picked up one of the candles by its holder and moved away with it,
shielding its flame with my hand. I crossed to my left and entered the
next room. Immediately, on opening the door, I saw that there was no need
to have brought the candle. More of them were burning here.
Hello? I repeated.
Again, no answer. No sounds of any sort.
I set the candle upon a nearby table and crossed to the bed. I raised a
sleeve and let it fall. A silvery shirt was laid out upon the counterpane
beside a black pair of trousersmy father's colors. They had not
been there when last I had visited.
I seated myself beside them and stared across the room into a shadowy
corner. What was going on? Some bizarre household ritual? A haunting?
or....
Corwin? I said.
In that I'd hardly expected a reply, I was not disappointed. When I rose,
however, I bumped against a heavy object hung upon the nearest bedpost. I
reached out and raised it for a better view. A belt with a sheathed
weapon hung upon it. These had not been present last time either. I
gripped the haft and drew the blade.
A portion of the Pattern, contained within the gray metal, danced in the
candlelight. This was Grayswandir, sword of my father. What it was doing
back here now, I had no idea.
And I realized with a pang that I could not stick around to see what
might be going on. I had to get back to my own problems. Yes, timing was
definitely against me today.
I resheathed Grayswandir.
Dad? I said. If you can hear me, I want to get
together again. But I have to go now. Good luck on whatever you're
about.
Then I departed the room, touched the silver rose as I passed and locked
the door behind me. As I turned away, I realized that I was shaking.
I passed no one on the walk back, and when I approached my own door I
wondered whether I should enter, knock, or wait. Then something touched
my shoulder, and I turned around but no one was there. When I turned
forward once again Mandor stood before me, his brow slightly creased.
What's the matter? he asked. You appear more
troubled than when you left.
Something totally different, I told him, I think.
Any word from inside yet?
I heard a shriek from Jasra while you were gone, he said,
and I turned to the door and opened it. But she was laughing and
she asked me to close it.
Either ty'igas know some good stories or the news is
favorable.
So it would seem.
A little later the door opened and Jasra nodded to us.
Our conversation is concluded, she said.
I studied her as I entered the room. She looked a lot more cheerful than
she had seemed when we'd left. There was a bit more of a crinkling about
the outer edges of her eyes, and she seemed almost to be fighting the
corners of her mouth down into place.
I hope it was a fruitful interview, I said.
Yes. On the whole, I'd say it was that, she answered.
A glance at Nayda showed me that nothing had changed in terms of her
position or expression.
I'll have to be asking you for a decision now, I said.
I can't afford to cut things much closer than this.
What happens if I say no? she asked.
I'll have you conducts to your quarters and inform the others that
you're up and about, I said.
As a guest?
As a very well-protected guest.
I see. Well, I do not really care to inspect those quarters. I
have decided to accompany you and assist you under the terms we
discussed.
I bowed to her.
Merlin! Nayda said.
No! I answered, and I looked to Mandor. He approached and
stood before Nayda.
It is best that you sleep now, he told her, and her eyes
closed, her shoulders slumped. Where is a good place for her to
rest deeply? he asked me.
Through there, I said, indicating the doorway to the next
room.
He took her by the hand and led her away. After a time, I heard him
speaking softly, and then there was only silence. He emerged a little
later, and I went to the door and glanced inside. She was stretched out
on my bed. I did not see any of his metal spheres in the neighborhood.
She's out of it? I said.
For a long time, he replied.
I looked at Jasra, who was glancing down into the mirror.
Are you ready? I inquired.
She regarded me through lowered lashes.
How do you propose transporting us? she asked.
Do you have an especially tricky means of getting us in?
Not at the moment.
Then I will be calling upon the Ghostwheel to take us
there.
Are you certain it is safe? I've conversed with
that...device. I am not sure it is trustworthy.
It's fine, I said. Any spells you want to prime
first?
Not necessary. My...resources should be in good
order.
Mandor?
I heard a clicking sound from somewhere within his cloak.
Ready, he said.
I withdrew the Ghostwheel Trump and studied it. I began my meditation.
Then I reached. Nothing happened. I tried again, recalling, tuning,
expanding. I reached again, calling, feeling....
The door.... Jasra said.
I glanced at the door to the hallway, but there was nothing unusual about
it. Then I looked at her and realized the direction of her gaze.
The doorway to the next room, where Nayda slept, had begun to glow. It
shone with a yellow light, and even as I watched, it grew in intensity. A
spot of greater brightness then occurred at its center. Abruptly, the
spot began a slow up-and-down movement.
Then came music, from where I was not certain, and Ghost's voice
announced, Follow the bouncing ball.
Stop it! I said. It's distracting!
The music went away. The circle of light grew still.
Sorry, Ghost said. I thought you'd find a little
comic relief relaxing.
You guessed wrong, I replied. I just want you to
take us to the citadel at the Keep of the Four Worlds.
Do you want the troops, also? I can't seem to locate Luke.
Just the three of us, I answered.
What about the one who sleeps next door? I've met her before. She
doesn't scan right.
I know. She's not human. Let her sleep.
Very well, then. Pass through the door.
Come on, I said to the others, picking up my weapons belt
and buckling it on, adding my spare dagger, grabbing my cloak off a
chair, and drawing it over my shoulders.
I walked toward the portal and Mandor and Jasra followed. I stepped
through, but the room was no longer there. Instead, there came a moment
of blurring, and when my senses cleared, I was staring down and outward
across a great distance beneath a heavily overcast sky, a cold wind
whipping at my garments.
I heard an exclamation from Mandor and, a moment later, another from
Jasrabehind me and to the left. The great ice field lay bone-white
to my right, and in the opposite direction a slate-gray sea tossed
whitecaps like serpents in a bucket of milk. Far below, before me, the
dark ground simmered and steamed.
Ghost! I cried. Where are you?
Here, came a soft response, and I looked down to behold a
tiny ring of light near the toe of my left boot. Directly ahead and
below, the Keep stood stark in the distance. There were no signs of life
outside its walls. I realized that I must be in the mountains, standing
somewhere near the place where I had held my lengthy colloquy with the
old hermit named Dave.
I wanted you to take us into the citadel within the Keep, I
explained. Why did you bring us up here?
I told you I don't like that place, Ghost answered.
I wanted to give you a chance to look it over and decide exactly
where you wished to be sent within. That way I can move very fast on the
delivery, and not expose myself overlong to forces I find
distressing.
I continued to study the Keep. A pair of twisters were again circling the
outer walls. If there had not been a moat, they would probably have done
a good job of creating one. They stayed almost exactly 180 degrees apart,
and they took turns at illumination. The nearest one grew spark-shot with
bolts of lightning, acquiring an eerie incandescence; then, as it began
to fade, the other brightened. They passed through this cycle several
times as I watched.
Jasra made a small noise, and I turned and asked her, What's going
on?
The ritual, she responded. Someone is playing with
those forces right now.
Can you tell how far along they might be? I asked.
Not really. They could just be starting, or they could be finished
already. All the poles of fire tell me is that everything is in
place.
You call it then, Jasra, I told her. Where should we
put in our appearance?
There are two long hallways leading to the chamber of the
fountain, she said. One is on the same level and the other
a floor above it. The chamber itself is several stories high.
I recall that, I acknowledged.
If they are working directly with the forces and we simply appear
within the chamber, she continued, the advantage of
surprise will only be momentary. I can't say for certain what they might
hit us with. Better to approach along one of the two hallways and give me
a chance to assess the situation. Since there is a possibility that they
could note our approach along the lower hallway, the upper one would be
best for all our purposes.
All right, I agreed. Ghost, can you put us back a
distance in that upper hallway?
The circle spread, tilted, rose, stood high above us for a moment, then
dropped.
You are...already...there, Ghost said, as my
vision swam and the circle of light passed over us, head to toe.
Good-bye.
He was right. We were on target this time. We stood in a long, dim
corridor, its walls of dark, hewn stone. Its one end was lost in
darkness. Its other led into an area of illumination. The ceiling was of
rough timbers, the heavy cross-beams softened by curtains and plumes of
spider-webbing. A few blue wizard globes flickered within wall brackets,
shedding a pale light that indicated they were near the ends of their
spells. Others had already gone dead. Near the brighter end of the
hallway some of these had been replaced by lanterns. From overhead came
the sounds of small things scurrying within the ceiling. The place
smelled damp, musty. But the air had an electric quality to it, as though
we were breathing ozone, with an edge-of event jitteriness permeating
everything.
I shifted to Logrus Sight, and immediately there was a considerable
brightening. Lines of force like glowing yellow cables ran everywhere.
They provided the additional illumination I now perceived. And every time
my movements intersected one, it heightened the overall tingling effect I
experienced. I could see now that Jasra was standing at the intersection
of several of these and seemed to be drawing energy from them into her
body. She was acquiring a glowing quality I was not certain my normal
vision would have detected. When I glanced at Mandor I saw the Sign of
the Logrus hovering before him also, which meant that he was aware of
everything I was seeing.
Jasra began moving slowly along the corridor toward the lighted end. I
fell in behind her and slightly to her left. Mandor followed me, moving
so silently I had to glance back occasionally to assure myself he was
still with us. As we advanced I became aware of a certain throbbing
sensation, as of the beating of a vast pulse. Whether this was being
transmitted through the floor or along those vibrating lines we
continually encountered, I could not say.
I wondered whether our disturbing this net of forces was betraying our
presence, and even our position, to the adept working with the stuff down
at the Fount. Or was his concentration on the task at hand sufficiently
distracting to permit us to approach undetected?
It has started? I whispered to Jasra.
Yes, she replied.
How far along?
The major phase could be completed.
A few paces more, and then she asked me, What is your
plan?
If you're right, we attack immediately. Perhaps we should try to
take out Jurt firstall of us, I meanif he's become that
high-powered, that dangerous.
She licked her lips.
I'm probably best equipped to deal with him, because of my
connection with the Fount, she said then. Better you don't
get in my way. I'd rather see you dealing with Mask while I'm about it.
It might be better to keep Mandor in reserve, to lend his aid to
whichever of us might need it.
I'll go along with your judgment, I said. Mandor,
did you hear all that?
Yes, he replied softly. I'll do as she says.
Then, What happens if I destroy the Fount itself? he asked
Jasra.
I don't believe it can be done, she answered.
He snorted, and I could see the dangerous lines along which his thoughts
were running.
Humor me and suppose, he said.
She was silent for a time, then, If you were able to shut it down,
even for a little while, she offered, the citadel would
probably fall. I've been using its emanations to help hold this place up.
It's old, and I never got around to buttressing it where it needs it. The
amount of energy required to attack the Fount successfully, though, would
be much better invested elsewhere.
Thanks, he said.
She halted, extending a hand into one of the lines of force and closing
her eyes as if she were taking a pulse. Very strong, she
said a little later. Someone is tapping it at deep levels
now.
She began moving again. The light at the end of the hallway grew
brighter, then dimmer, brighter, dimmer. The shadows retreated and flowed
back repeatedly as this occurred. I became aware of a sound something
like the humming of high wires. There was also an intermittent crackling
noise coming from that direction. I increased my pace as Jasra began to
hurry. At about that time there came a sound of laughter from up ahead.
Frakir tightened upon my wrist. Flakes of fire flashed past the
corridor's mouth.
Damn, damn, damn, I heard Jasra saying.
She raised her hand as we came into sight of the landing where Mask had
stood at the time of our encounter. I halted as she moved very slowly,
approaching the railing. There were stairs both to the right and the
left, leading downward to opposite sides of the chamber.
She looked down for only an instant; then she threw herself back and to
the right, rolling when she hit the floor. Taking out a piece of railing,
a ball of orange flame fled upward like a slow comet, passing through the
area she had just quitted. I rushed to her side, slipped an arm beneath
her shoulders, began to raise her.
I felt her stiffen, as her head jerked slightly to the left. Somehow, I
already knew what I would see when I turned that way.
Jurt stood there, stark naked save for his eye patch, glowing, smiling, a
pulse away from substantiality.
Good of you to drop by, brother, he said. Sorry you
can't stay.
Sparks danced at his fingertips as he swung his arm ip my direction. I
doubted that shaking hands was foremost in his mind.
The only response I could think of was, Your shoelace is
untied, which of course didn't stop him, but it actually had him
looking puzzled for a second or two.
Chapter 12
Jurt had never played football. I do not believe he expected me to come
up fast and rush him, and when it happened, I don't think he anticipated
my coming in as low as I did.
And as for clipping him just above the knees and knocking him back
through the opening in the railing, I'm sure he was surprised. At least
he looked surprised as he went over backward and plummeted, sparks still
dancing at his fingertips.
I heard Jasra chuckle, even as he faded in mid-fall and vanished before
the floor got to spread him around a bit. Then, from the corner of my
eye, I saw her rise.
I'll deal with him now, she said, and, No problem.
He's clumsy, even as he appeared at the head of the stair to her
right. You take care of Mask!
Mask was on the opposite side of the black stone fountain, staring up at
me through an orange and red geyser of flames. Below, in the basin, the
fires rippled yellow and white. When he scooped up a handfiil and worked
them together as a child might shape a snowball, they became an
incandescent blue. Then he threw it at me.
I sent it past with a simple parry. This was not Art, it was basic energy
work. But it served as a reminder, even as I saw Jasra perform the
preliminary gestures to a dangerous spell purely as a feint, bringing her
near enough to Jurt to trip him, pushing him backward down the stair.
Not Art. Whoever enjoyed the luxury of living near and utilizing a power
source such as this would doubtless get very sloppy as time went on, only
using the basic frames of spells as guides, running rivers of power
through them. One untutored, or extremely lazy, might possibly even
dispense with that much after a time and play directly with the raw
forces, a kind of shamanism, as opposed to the Higher Magic's
puritylike that of a balanced equationproducing a maximum
effect from a minimum of effort.
Jasra knew this. I could tell she'd received formal training somewhere
along the line. That much was to the good anyway, I decided as I parried
another ball of fire and moved to my left.
I began descending the stairsidewaysnever taking my gaze
off Mask. I was ready to defend or to strike in an instant.
The railing began to glow before me, then it burst into flame. I
retreated a pace and continued my descent. Hardly worth wasting a spell
to douse it. It was obviously meant for show rather than damage...
Well....
There was another possibility, I realized then, as I saw that Mask was
simply watching me, was making no move to throw anything else in my
direction.
It could also be a test. Mask might simply be attempting to discover
whether I was limited to whatever spells I had brought with meor
whether I had learned to tap the power source here directly and would
shortly be slugging things out with him as Jurt and Jasra were now
obviously preparing to do. Good. Let him wonder. A finite number of
spells against a near-limitless source of energy?
Jurt suddenly appeared upon a windowsill, high and to my left. He had
time only for a brief frown before a curtain of fire was rung down upon
him. Both he and the curtain were gone a moment later, and I heard
Jasra's laughter and his curse, followed by a crashing noise off to the
other side of the chamber.
As I moved to descend another step, the stairway faded from view.
Suspecting illusion, I continued the slow downward movement of my foot. I
encountered nothing, though, and finally extended my stride to pass over
the gap and on down to the next stair. It also vanished, however, as I
shifted my weight. There came a chuckle from Mask as I turned my movement
into a leap to avoid the area. Once I was committed to jumping, the
stairs winked out one by one as I passed over them.
I was certain Mask's thinking must be that if I had a handle on the local
power, reflex would cause me to betray that connection here. And if I
didn't it might still cause me to waste an escape spell.
But I judged the distance to the now-visible floor. If no more stairs
vanished I might be able to catch a handhold on the next one, hang a
moment, then drop. That would be perfectly safe. And if I missed, or if
another stair vanished...I still felt I would land reasonably
intact. Better to use an entirely different sort of spell on the way
down.
I caught the rearward edge of the farthest stair, dangled and dropped,
turning my body and speaking the words of a spell I call the Falling
Wall.
The fountain shuddered. The fires sloshed and splashed, overflowing the
basin on the side nearest Mask. And then Mask himself was thrown backward
to the floor as my spell continued its course of descent.
Mask's arms rose before him as his body seemed to sop up the swirling
glow, his hands to expel it. There was a bright arc between his hands,
then a shieldlike dome. He held it above him, warding off the final
collapsive force of my spell. I was already moving quickly in his
direction. Even as I did so, Jurt appeared before me, standing on the far
lip of the fountain just above Mask, glaring at me. Before I could draw
my blade, throw Frakir, or utter another spell, however, the fountain
welled up, a great wave toppling Jurt from its side, sending him
sprawling upon the floor, washing him past Mask and across the chamber
toward the foot of the other stair, down which I now saw that Jasra was
slowly descending.
It means nothing to be able to transport yourself anywhere,
I heard her say, if you are a fool in all places.
Jurt snarled and sprang to his feet. Then he looked upward, past
Jasra....
You, too, brother? he said.
I am here to preserve your life, if at all possible, I
heard Mandor reply. I would suggest you return with me
now
Jurt cried outno recognizable words, just an animal-like bleat.
Then, I do not need your patronage! he screamed. And
you are the fool, to trust Merlin! You stand between him and a
kingdom!
A series of glowing circles drifted like glowing smoke rings from between
Jasra's hands, dropping as if to settle about his body. Jurt immediately
vanished, though moments later I heard him shouting to Mandor from a
different direction.
I continued to advance upon Mask, who had guarded successfully against my
Falling Wall and was now beginning to rise. I spoke the words of the Icy
Path, and his feet went out from beneath him. Yes, I was going to throw a
finite number of spells against his power source. I call it confidence.
Mask had power. I had a plan, and the means to execute it.
A flagstone tore itself loose from the floor, turned into a cloud of
gravel amid a grating, crunching noise, then flew toward me like a charge
of shot. I spoke the words of the Net and gestured.
All of the fragments were collected before they could reach me. Then I
dumped them upon Mask, who was still struggling to rise.
Do you realize that I still don't know why we're fighting?
I said. This was your idea. I can still
For the moment, Mask had given up on trying to rise. He had placed his
left hand in a simmering puddle of light and had extended his right, palm
toward me. The puddle vanished, and a shower of fire emerged from the
right hand and sped at me, like drops from a lawn sprinkler. I was ready
for this, though. If the Fount could contain the fire, then it had to be
insulated against it.
I threw myself flat on the other side of the dark structure, using its
base as a shield.
It is likely one of us is going to die, I called out,
since we are not pulling our punches. Either way, I won't have a
chance to ask you later. What's your bitch? What am I to you?
The only reply was a chuckling sound from the other side of the Fount, as
the floor began to move beneath me.
From somewhere off to my right, near the foot of the undamaged stair, I
heard Jurt say, A fool in all places? What about close
quarters? and I looked up in time to see him appear before Jasra
and seize hold of her.
A moment later he screamed, as Jasra lowered her head and her lips
touched his forearm. She pushed him away then, and he fell down the
remaining steps, landing stiffly, not moving.
I crept to the right of the Fount, over the sharp edges of the broken
flooring, which jiggled and sawed at me within the matrix of Mask's
power.
Jurt is out of it, I commented, and you stand alone
now, Mask, against the three of us. Call it quits, and I'll see that you
go on living.
Three of you, came that flat, distorted voice. You
admit that you cannot beat me without help?
Beat? I said. Perhaps you consider it a game. I do
not. I will not be bound by any rules you choose to recognize. Call it
quits or I'll kill you, with or without help, any way I can.
A dark object suddenly appeared overhead, and I rolled back away from the
Fount as it came to rest in the basin. It was Jurt. Unable to move
normally because of the paralytic effect of Jasra's bite, he had trumped
away from the foot of the stair and into the Fount.
You have your friends, Lord of Chaos, and I have mine, Mask
replied, as Jurt moaned softly and began to glow.
Suddenly Mask went spinning into the air, as I heard the flooring
shatter. The Fount itself died down, grew weaker, as a flaming tower
twisted ceiling-ward, rising from a new opening in the floor, bearing
Mask with it on the crest of its golden plume.
And enemies, Jasra stated, moving nearer.
Mask spread his arms and legs and wheeled slowly through the middle air,
suddenly in control of his trajectory. I got to my feet and backed away
from the Fount. I'm seldom at my best at centers of geological
catastrophes.
A rushing, rumbling sound now came from the doubled fountain, and a
high-pitched, sourceless-seeming note accompanied it. A small wind sighed
among the rafters. The tower of fire atop which Mask rode continued its
slow spiraling, and the spray in the lowered fountain began a similar
movement. Jurt stirred, moaned, raised his right arm.
And enemies, Mask acknowledged, beginning a series of
gestures I recognized immediately because I'd spent a lot of time
figuring them out.
Jasra! I cried. Watch out for Sharu!
Jasra took three quick steps to her left and smiled. Something very much
like lightning then fell from the rafters, blackening the area she had
just departed.
He always starts with a lightning stroke, she explained.
He's very predictable.
She spun once and vanished redly, with a sound like breaking glass.
I looked immediately to where the old man had stood, RINALDO carved upon
his right leg. He was leaning against the wall now, one hand to his
forehead, the other implementing a simple but powerful shielding spell.
I was about to scream for Mandor to take the old boy out, when Mask hit
me with a Klaxon spell which temporarily deafened me while bursting blood
vessels in my nose.
Dripping, I dove and rolled, interposing the now-rising Jurt between
myself and the sorcerer in the air. Jurt actually appeared to be throwing
off the effects of Jasra's bite. So I drove my fist into his stomach as I
rose and turned him into an even better position to serve as my shield. A
mistake. I received a jolt from his body, not unlike a nasty electrical
shock, and he even managed a brief laugh as I fell.
He's all yours, I heard him gasp then.
From the corner of my eye, I saw where Jasra and Sharu Garrul stood, each
of them seemingly holding one end of a great long piece of macrame work
woven of cables. The lines were pulsing and changing colors, and I knew
they represented forces rather than material objects, visible only by
virtue of the Logrus Sight, under which I continued to operate. The pulse
increased in tempo, and both sank slowly to their knees, arms still
extended, faces glistening. A quick word, a gesture, and I could break
that balance. Unfortunately, I had problems of my own just then. Mask was
swooping toward me like some huge insectexpressionless,
shimmering, deadly. A succession of brittle snapping sounds occurred
within the front wall of the Keep, where a series of jagged cracks raced
downward like black lightning. I was aware of falling dust beyond the
spiraling lights, of the growling and the whining soundsfaint now
within my ringing earsof the continuing vibration of the floor
beneath my half-numbed legs. But that was all right. I raised my left
hand as my right slid within my cloak.
A fiery blade appeared in Mask's right hand. I did not stir, but waited a
second longer before speaking the guide words to my
Fantasia-for-Six-Acetylene-Torches spell as I snapped my forearm back to
cover my eyes and rolled to the side.
The stroke missed me, passing through broken stone. Mask's left arm fell
across my chest, however, elbow connecting with my lower ribs. I did not
stop to assess damages, though, as I heard the sword of fire crackle and
come free of the stone. And so, turning, I struck with my own more
mundane dagger of steel, driving its full length up into Mask's left
kidney.
There followed a scream as the sorcerer stiffened and slumped beside me.
Almost immediately thereafter I was kicked with considerable force behind
my right hip. I twisted away and another blow landed upon my right
shoulder. I am sure it was aimed for my head. As I covered my neck and
temples and mlled away, I heard Jurt's voice, cursing.
Drawing my longer blade, I rose to my feet, and my gaze met Jurt's. He
was rising at the same time, and he held Mask cradled in his arms.
Later, he said to me, and he vanished, bearing the body
away with him. The blue mask remained on the floor, near to a long smear
of blood.
Jasra and Sharu were still facing each other from kneeling positions,
panting, bodies completely drenched, their life forces twisting about
each other like mating serpents.
Then, like a surfacing fish, Jurt appeared within the tower of forces
beyond the Fount. Even as Mandor hurled two of his sphereswhich
seemed to grow in size as they fled down the chamber, to crash into the
Fount and reduce it to rubbleI saw what I believed I would never
see again.
As the reverberation of the Fount's collapse spread and the groaning and
grinding within the walls was replaced by a snapping and swaying, and
dust, gravel and timbers fell about me, I was moving forward, skirting
the wreckage, sidestepping new geysers and rivulets of glowing forces,
cloak raised to protect my face, black extended.
Jurt cursed me roundly as I came on. Then, Pleased, brother?
Pleased? he said. May death be the only peace between
us.
But I ignored the predictable sentiment, for I had to get a better look
at what I thought I had seen moments before. I leaped over a piece of
broken masonry and beheld the fallen sorcerer's face within the flames,
head cradled against his shoulder.
Julia! I cried.
But they vanished even as I moved forward, and I knew it was time for me
to do the same.
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