"Arkady and Boris Strugatsky. The Final Circle of Paradise (англ.)" - читать интересную книгу автора "I don't know," I said, "What was it about?"
"Well, I couldn't say exactly.... Son quarrels with father. He has a friend, an unpleasant fellow with a strange name. He occupies himself by cutting up frogs." "Can't remember," I lied - poor Ivan Sergeyevitch. "I can't remember either. It was some sort of nonsense. I have a son, but he never quarrels with me, and he never tortures animals - except perhaps when he was a child" He backed away again and made a slow circuit around me. His eyes were burning; he seemed to be very pleased. "It looks as though we can stop here," he said. I got out of the chair. "Not bad. Not bad at all," murmured the Master. I approached the mirror. He turned on spotlights, which illuminated me from all sides so that there were no shadows on my face. In the first instant I did not notice anything unusual about myself. It was my usual self. Then I felt that it was not I at all. That it was something much better than I. A whole lot better. Better looking than I. More benevolent than I. Appreciably more significant than I. I experienced a sense of shame, as though I were deliberately passing myself off as a man to whom I couldn't hold a candle. "How did you do this thing?" I said in a strangled tone. "It's nothing," said the Master, smiling in a very special way. "You turned out to be a fairly easy client, albeit quite I stood before the mirror like Narcissus and couldn't tear myself away. Suddenly, I felt awed. The Master was a magician, and an evil one at that, although he probably didn't realize it himself. The mirror reflected an extremely attractive lie. An intelligent, good-looking, monumental vapidity. Well, perhaps not a total vacuum, for after all I didn't have that low an opinion of myself. But the contrast was too great. All of my inner world, everything I valued in myself - all that could just as well have not existed. It was no longer needed. I looked at the Master. He was smiling. "You have many clients?" I asked. He did not grasp my meaning, but after all, I didn't really want him to understand me. "Don't worry," he replied, "I'll always work on you with pleasure. The rawest material is the most intriguing." "Thank you," said I, lowering my eyes so as not to see his smile. "Thank you. Goodbye." "Just don't forget to pay," he said placidly. "We Masters value our work very highly." "Yes, of course," I caught myself. "Naturally. How much do I owe you?" He stated how much I owed. 'What?" said I regaining my equilibrium. He repeated with satisfaction. |
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