I cannot...

I can't hold my tears,

My soul is on the spears,

I cannot stop my mind,

Tranquility can’t find.

I've lost my will in space,

I've sold my soul in time,

I've burned my wings in race …

Will peace be ever mine?

I cannot hold my anger

Even in times of danger,

Even in times of need

My spirit it still feed.

I cannot find the hope -

My fate is but to mope,

My fate is to obey,

I'm a useless prey.

I cannot see the light -

It is but darkest night,

I've lost my right and ways

To walk in sunny rays.

I've lost my faith in all …

Is that how we do fall?

Is that how we become

Ghosts in the days to come?

I may not see the light,

Yet I was always right -

Once anger makes you blind

Yours peace you'll never find.

Once soul becomes a mess

You will start to regress,

And one day you'll become

Shadow in days to come.

I cannot hold my tears

They came, my darkest fears -

I shall not stop the mind

Thus peace I'll never find...