"Distress" - читать интересную книгу автора (Иган Грег)14Back at the hotel, climbing the stairs to my room, I asked Sisyphus: "Can you name a group of political activists—with the initials AC—who might have taken an interest in Violet Mosala emigrating to Stateless?" "No." "Come on! A is for anarchy… ?" "There are two thousand and seventy-three organizations with "Okay." Maybe AC itself was shorthand, like US for USA. But then, if Munroe was to be believed, no serious anarchist would ever use the A-word. I tried a different angle. "What about A for African, С for culture… with any number of other letters?" "There are two hundred and seven matches." I scrolled through the list; AC didn’t seem like a plausible abbreviation for any of them. One name was familiar, though; I replayed a section of the audio log from the morning’s press conference: "William Savimbi, Proteus Information. You speak approvingly of a convergence of ideas which has no respect for ancestral cultures—as if your own heritage were of no importance to you at all. Is it true that you received death threats from the Pan-African Cultural Defense Front, after you publicly stated that you didn’t consider yourself to Mosala had put the quote in context—but she hadn’t answered the question. If a comment like that I had no idea; I knew even less about South African cultural politics than I knew about ATMs. Mosala would hardly be the first prominent scientist to leave the country, but she would be one of the most celebrated—and the first to emigrate to Stateless. Chasing money and prestige at a world-class institution was one thing, but it would be hard to read a move to Stateless (which could offer neither) as anything but a deliberate renunciation of her nationality. I paused on the landing, and stared at my useless electronic teat. AC? Mainstream AC? Sisyphus was silent. I had Hermes call every hotel on the island, and inquire about a guest called Akili Kuwale. No luck. In my room, I turned up the windows' sound insulation, and tried to psych myself into doing some work. The next morning I was scheduled to film a lecture by Helen Wu, chief advocate of the view that Mosalas methodology verged on circular logic. Before letting Munroe talk me into filming the inland divers, I’d been planning to spend the whole afternoon reading Wu’s previous papers; I had a lot of catching up to do. First, though… I scanned the relevant databases (eschewing help from Sisyphus, and taking three times as long). The Pan-African Cultural Defense Front turned out to be a loose affiliation of fifty-seven radical traditionalist groups from twenty-three nations, with a council of representatives which met each year to decide strategies and issue proclamations. PACDF itself was twenty years old; it had appeared in the wake of a resurgence of the traditionalist debate in the early thirties, when a num ber of academics and activists, mostly in central Africa, had begun to speak of the need to "re-establish continuity" with the pre-colonial past. Political and cultural movements of the previous century—from Senghor’s PACDF was the most extreme manifestation of this philosophy, taking an uncompromising and far from populist line. They decried Islam as an invader religion, as much as Christianity or Syncretism. They opposed vaccination, bioengineered crops, electronic communications. And if there was more to the group than a catalog of the foreign (or local, but insufficiently ancient) influences they explicitly renounced, they might have found it hard to differentiate themselves without such a hit-list. Many of the policies they advocated—wider official use of local languages, greater support for traditional cultural forms—were already high on the agenda of most governments, or were being lobbied for from other quarters. PACDF’s If Violet Mosala had chosen to emigrate to Stateless, I would have thought they’d be glad to be rid of her. She might have been a hero on half the continent, but to PACDF she could never have been anything but a traitor. And I could find no report of a death threat, so maybe Savimbi’s claim had been pure hype; the reality might have involved nothing more than an anonymous call to his news desk. I plowed on, regardless. Maybe Kuwale’s mysterious faction had revealed themselves by taking part in the other side of the debate? There was certainly no shortage of vocal opposition to PACDF—from more moderate traditionalists, from numerous professional bodies, from pluralist organizations, and from self-described Mismatched initials aside, I couldn’t quite see a member of the African Union for the Advancement of Science collaring journalists in airports and asking them to play unofficial bodyguard to a world-renowned physicist. And while the African Pluralists League organized worldwide student exchange programs, theatre and dance tours, physical and net-based art exhibitions, and lobbied aggressively against cultural isolationism and discriminatory treatment of ethnic, religious and sexual minorities… I doubted they had time on their hands to fret about Violet Mosala. The late Muteba Kazadi had coined the term Muteba had had his eccentricities, his three biographers concurred, with a leaning toward Nietzschean metaphysics, fringe cosmology, and dramatic conspiracy theories—including the old one that "El Nido de Ladrones," the bioengineered haven built by drug runners on the Peruvian-Colombian border, had been H-bombed in 2035 not because the modified forest was out of control and threatening to overrun the whole Amazon basin, but because some kind of "dangerously liberating" neuroactive virus had been invented there. The act had been an obscenity, thousands of people had died—and the public outrage it attracted had quite possibly helped to save Stateless from a similar fate—but I thought the more prosaic explanation was far more likely to be true. Learned commentators from every part of the continent stated that Muteba’s legacy lived on, and that proud Around seven, I headed downstairs. Sarah Knight still hadn’t returned my call—and I could hardly blame her for snubbing me. I thought again about offering to hand back the project, but I told myself that I’d left it too late, and she’d probably committed herself to another assignment. The truth was, the more the complications surrounding Mosala mocked the fantasy I’d held of retreating into the "inconsequential" abstractions of TOEs, the harder it became to imagine walking away. If this was the reality behind the mirage, I had an obligation to face it. I was heading toward the main restaurant when I spotted Indrani Lee coming down one of the corridors which led into the lobby. She was with a small group, but they were splitting up—with volleys of rejoinders and afterthoughts, as if they’d just emerged from a long, hectic meeting and couldn’t bear each other’s company any longer, but couldn’t quite bring themselves to end the discussion, either. I approached; she saw me and raised a hand in greeting. I said, "I missed you on the connecting flight. How are you settling in?" "Fine, fine!" She seemed happy and excited; the conference was obviously living up to her expectations. "But you don’t look at all well." I laughed. "As a student, did you ever find yourself sitting for an exam where all the questions on the paper, and all the questions you’d stayed up until dawn preparing to answer… had so little in common that they might as well have come from two completely different subjects?" "Several times. But what’s brought on the "Well, yes, but that’s not the problem." I glanced around the lobby; no one was likely to overhear us, but I didn’t want to add to the rumors about Mosala if I could help it. I said, "You looked like you were in a hurry. Maybe I’ll bore you with all my tribulations on the flight back to Phnom Penh." "In a hurry? No, I was just going out for some air. If you’re not busy yourself, you’re welcome to join me." I accepted gratefully. I’d been planning to eat, but I still had no real appetite—and it occurred to me that Lee might have some professional insights into As we stepped through the doors, though, I could see what she’d really meant by "going out for some air": Mystical Renaissance had decided to show themselves, crowding the street outside the hotel. Banners read: TO EXPLAIN IS TO DESTROY! REVERE THE NUMEN! SAY NO TO TOE! T-shirts displayed Carl Jung, Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, Joseph Campbell, Fritjof Capra, the cult’s late founder Gunter Kleiner, event artist Sky Alchemy—and even Einstein, poking his tongue out. No one was chanting slogans; after Janet Walsh’s confrontationist salvo, Mystical Renaissance had opted for a carnival atmosphere, all mime artists and fire-jugglers, palmists and tarot card readers. Tumbling firesticks cast oscillating deep-blue shadows everywhere, giving the street an oceanic cast. Bemused locals threaded their way through this obstacle course with expressions of weary resignation; they hadn’t asked to have a circus shoved down their throats. So far as I could see, it was only a few badge-wearing conference members who were availing themselves of the free entertainment, or giving money to the buskers and fortune-tellers. One of the cultists who’d stolen Albert was singing "Puff, the Magic Dragon," accompanying himself on a keyboard—a common brand, like his T-shirt; both had IR programming ports. I paused in front of him, smiling appreciatively, while I invoked some notepad software I’d written several years before, and quietly typed instructions. As we walked away, his keyboard fell silent—every volume level set to zero—and Einstein sprouted a thought balloon which read: "Our experience hitherto justifies us in believing that nature is the realization of the simplest conceivable mathematical ideas." Lee gave me an admonishing look. I said, "Come on! He was begging for it." Further down the street, a small theatre group were in the middle of a compressed version of I turned to Lee. "Well, I’m convinced. I’m joining up tomorrow. And to think: I used to take the fragile beauty of the sunset and reduce it to ugly technical jargon." "If you think this is painful, you should hear their five-minute I said wearily, "I don’t know what these people hoped to gain by coming here. Even if they disrupted the conference, all the research has already taken place; it’s all going to be posted on the nets, regardless. And if the whole idea of a TOE offends them so deeply… they can just close their eyes to it, can’t they? They’ve closed their eyes to every other scientific discovery which has failed to meet their stringent Lee shook her head. "It’s a matter of territorial defense. You must see that. A TOE effectively claims sovereignty over… the universe, and everyone in it. If a conference of lawyers in New York set themselves up as rulers of the cosmos, wouldn’t you be tempted to go and thumb your nose at them, at the very least?" I groaned. "Physics doesn’t claim Lee said portentously, "Ah, the power "Oh, stop it, you know exactly what I mean! As in a map of the sky, not a map of… Kurdistan. And with no constellations drawn in… or stars named." Lee smirked, as if she had a much, much longer list of culturally charged attributes in mind, and wasn’t going to let me off the hook until I’d ruled out every one of them. I said, "All right, forget the whole metaphor! But the fact is: exactly the same TOE underlies the universe—and keeps these cultists alive, juggling, and spouting gibberish—whether the evil reductionist physicists are allowed to discover it, or not." "Not according to the Anthrocosmologists, it doesn’t." Lee offered a conciliatory smile. "But of course, yes, the laws of physics "You say they should be satisfied with personal ignorance, rather than trying to keep the TOE out of human hands entirely. And of course, they’ll go on believing whatever they like, even if a successful TOE is announced; they’ve never let scientific orthodoxy stand in their way before. But the very beliefs they’ve chosen to hold dictate that they "And that’s reason enough to come here and intimidate innocent people with the mutilated corpse of Eugene O’Neill?" "Be fair: if you’re conceding them the right to believe what they like, that has to include the right to feel threatened." The play was coming to a close; one of the actors was delivering a monologue on the need to show only compassion to poor scientists who’d lost touch with the soul of Gaia. I said, "So what do you call claiming to know Lee gave me a puzzled frown. "But of course. MR are like everyone else; they want to define the world on their own terms. "With your own universal explanatory scheme?" "Exactly. That’s my arduous duty: expert guide and interpreter to every subculture on Earth. The sociologist’s burden. But then, who else could shoulder it?" She smiled solemnly. "I am, after all, the only objective person on the planet." We walked on through the warm night, passing right out of the carnival. After a minute or two, I turned and looked back. From a distance, it was an odd sight, compacted by perspective and framed by the surrounding buildings: a flamboyant sideshow embedded in the middle of a city—going about its ordinary life—which had built itself out of the ocean, molecule by molecule, I suddenly recalled what Angelo had said, the night before I left Sydney. James Rourke should have been here. The Battle for the H-words was in full swing. As we started back toward the hotel, I realized I’d meant to ask Lee a question which had almost slipped my mind. I said, "Who are the Anthrocosmologists?" The term sounded as if it should have meant something to me, but—vague etymological inferences aside—it didn’t. Lee was hesitant. "I doubt you really want to know. If Mystical Renaissance raise your ire…" "They’re an Ignorance Cult? I’ve never heard of them." "They’re not an Ignorance Cult. And the word "Why don’t you just tell me what these people believe, and then I’ll make up my own mind exactly how intolerant and condescending to be toward them?" She smiled, but she looked genuinely pained, as if I was asking her to betray a confidence. "The ACs are extremely sensitive about… the way they’re represented. It was hard enough persuading them to talk to me at all, and they still won’t let me publish anything about them." Lee said, "I agreed in advance to certain conditions, and I have to keep my word if I want their cooperation to continue. They’ve promised there’ll be a time when I can put everything on the nets—but until then, I’m on indefinite probation. Disclosing information to a journalist would destroy the whole relationship in an instant." "I don’t want to publicize anything about them. This is purely off the record, I swear. I’m just curious." "Then it won’t do you any harm to wait a few years, will it?" "Why?" I thought it over: I could tell her about Kuwale—and ask her to swear to keep it to herself, to avoid embroiling Mosala in any more unwelcome speculation. Except that… how could I ask her to betray one confidence while begging her to respect another? It would be pure hypocrisy—and if she I said, "What have they got against journalists, anyway? Most cults are dying to recruit new members. What sort of ethos—?" Lee eyed me suspiciously. "I’m not going to be tricked into any more indiscretions. It’s my fault entirely that the name slipped out, but the topic is now closed. The Anthrocosmologists are a non-subject." I laughed. "Oh, come on! This is absurd! You’re one of them, aren’t you? No secret handshakes; your notepad is sending out coded infrared: She took a swat at me with the back other hand; I pulled back just in time. She said, "They certainly don’t have priestesses." "You mean they’re sexist? All male?" She scowled. "Or priests. And I’m not saying anything more." We walked on in silence. I took out my notepad and gave Sisyphus several meaningful glances. The full word had unlocked no Aladdin’s cave of data, though: every search on "Anthrocosmologists" came up blank. I said, "I apologize. No more questions, no more provocation. What if I really do need to get in touch with them, though, but I just can’t tell you why?" Lee was unmoved. "That sounds unlikely." I hesitated. "Someone called Kuwale has been trying to contact me. Ve’s been sending me cryptic messages for days. But ve failed to turn up at an arranged meeting last night, so I just want to find out what’s going on." Almost none of this was true, but I wasn’t going to admit that I’d screwed up a perfect opportunity to discover for myself what AC was about. In any case, Lee remained impassive; if she’d heard the name before, she showed no sign of it. I said, "Can’t you pass on the message that I want to speak to them? Give them the right to choose for themselves whether or not to turn me down?" She stopped walking, A cultist on stilts reached down and thrust a stack of edible pamphlets in her face, MR’s own Einstein Conference Newsletter in the non-electronic edition. Lee waved the woman away irritably. "You’re asking a lot. If they take offense, and I lose five years' work…" I thought: You wouldn’t lose five years' work; you’d finally be free to publish. But it didn’t seem diplomatic to put it that way. I said, "I first heard the term Anthrocosmotogists from Kuwale, not you. So you don’t even have to tell them that you admitted knowing anything. Just say I asked you more or less at random—that I’ve been asking everyone at the conference, and I just happened to include you." She hesitated. I said, "Kuwale was dropping hints about… violence. So what am I supposed to do? Just forget about ver? Or start trying to navigate my way through whatever bizarre apparatus Stateless employs for dealing with suspicious Lee gave me a look which seemed to imply that she hadn’t been taken in by any of this—but then she said begrudgingly, "If I tell them you’ve been blundering around shooting your mouth off, I suppose they can’t hold that against me." "Thank you." She didn’t look happy. I shook my head. "Ve didn’t say. I mean, it may all come to nothing, but I still have to follow it up." "I want to hear everything, when you do." "You will, I promise." We’d arrived back at the theatre group, who were now acting out a laborious fable about a child with cancer… whose life could only be saved if he was kept from hearing the—stressful, immunosuppressant—truth. Look, Ma, real science! Except that the effects of stress on the immune system had been amenable to pharmacological control for the last thirty years. I stood and watched for a while, playing devil’s advocate against my own first impressions, trying to convince myself that there might be some real insight hidden in the story: some eternal verity which transcended the outdated medical contingencies. If there was, I honestly couldn’t find it. The earnest clowns might as well have been envoys from another planet, for all that they conveyed to me about the world we supposedly shared. Then I was more than wrong. I was utterly deluded. I was lost beyond redemption—a foundling from another cosmology, another logic entirely, with no place in this one at all. There was no possibility of compromise, no question of building bridges. We couldn’t both be "half-right." Mystical Renaissance endlessly proclaimed that they’d found "the perfect balance" between mysticism and rationality—as if the universe had been waiting for this cozy detente before deciding how to conduct itself, and was, frankly, relieved that the conflicting parties had been able to reach an amicable settlement which would respect everyone’s delicate cultural sensibilities and give due weight to everyone’s views. Except, of course, the view that the human ideals of balance and compromise, however laudable in political and social spheres, had absolutely nothing to do with the way the universe itself behaved. Humble Science! could denounce as "tyrants of scientism" anyone who expressed this opinion, Mystical Renaissance could call them "victims of psychic numbing" who needed to be "healed"… but even if the cults were right, I thought: The actors bowed. A few people, mainly other cultists in fancy dress, applauded. I suspected there’d been a happy ending; I’d stopped paying attention. I took out my notepad and transferred twenty dollars to the one they’d placed before them on the ground. Even Jungians in clown costumes had to eat: First Law of Thermodynamics. I turned to Indrani Lee. "Tell me, honestly: Are you really the one person who can step outside every culture, every belief system, every source of bias and confusion, and see the truth?" She nodded unassumingly. "Of course I am. Aren’t you?" Back in my room, I stared blankly at the first page of Helen Wu’s most controversial Heard about it how? Sarah had come out of politics, but she’d already completed one science documentary for SeeNet. I checked the schedules. The title was I viewed the whole thing. It ranged from near-orthodox (but probably untestable) theories: quantum parallel universes (diverging from a single Big Bang), multiple Big Bangs freezing out of pre-space with different physical constants, universes "reproducing" via black holes and passing on "mutated" physics to their offspring… through to more exotic and fanciful concepts: the cosmos as a cellular automaton, as the coincidental by-product of disembodied Platonic mathematics, as a "cloud" of random numbers which only possessed form by virtue of the fact that one possible form happened to include conscious observers. There was no mention of the Anthrocosmologists, but maybe Sarah had been saving them for a later project—by which time she hoped to have won their confidence and secured their cooperation? Or maybe she’d been saving them for I sent Sisyphus exploring the nooks and crannies of the interactive version of Holding The cult of Anthrocosmology. Meaning: It did contain the H-word, though. No wonder they had opposing factions—a mainstream and a fringe. I closed my eyes. I thought I could hear the island breathing, ceaselessly exhaling—and the subterranean ocean, scouring the rock beneath me. I opened my eyes. This close to the center, I was still above the guyot. Underneath the reef-rock was solid basalt and granite, all the way down to the ocean floor. Sleep reached up and took me, regardless. |
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