"The Slightest Provocation" - читать интересную книгу автора (Rosenthal Pam)Chapter Eight
The coaching inn yard was noisy, crowded, and quite fun this morning, Peggy Weightman thought. Say what you would (and Peggy felt herself eminently qualified to comment, what with all the places she and Lady Christopher had been), London was still the center of the civilized world: so many people to watch, all their clattering comings and goings. For herself, Peggy didn’t mind in the slightest about the delay with the post chaise. In her line of work, there was always something that wanted fixing or mending. But Lady Christopher was impatient to be gone, so Mr. Morrice had got her a seat in the stagecoach, with a place for Peggy on top. It would be a pretty day, dozing in the sunlight on the way to familiar places; they’d be reaching home late tonight. Peggy sipped the beer the waiter had brought her. Considerate of Lady Christopher to send him from the bar; she would have become quite parched out here, keeping an eye on their mountain of luggage. Perhaps it was the beer that was making her sleepy-not forgetting that she hadn’t had a good night’s rest her entire last week in France. Ah, well. There were better things than a good night’s rest. Too soon to worry about what else the sleepiness might betoken. Nor fret about whether Tom would mind if such a thing did come to pass. Her smile grew warmer, She wouldn’t worry about anything, except to wish now that she hadn’t bought all those pretty trifles in France; better to give her people at home the coins directly. Still, it would be fun to tell about her travels. Her cousins (not including Cathy, the schoolmistress) would admire how well she looked in the dresses Lady Christopher had passed down to her, and all the girls would want to hear about… Everybody else called him But that was how she was. Surprising, inconsistent-one minute distracted or buried in her books, and the next quite sharp and noticing more than you wanted her to. And when Peggy had her own little moment of sadness (waving from the deck while the packet boat pulled away and Tom’s head and shoulders faded from view), Lady Christopher had turned and given Peggy her own handkerchief. Silent-like. Tactful, you might say. Peggy found it interesting to be in service-even if Tom The Penleys had been known as fair employers, and so were their daughters: Lady Christopher, Mrs. Grandin, and Mrs. MacNeill in Glasgow. A pity, people’d said last year, how that steward was cheating Mrs. Grandin, and so obvious about it too. And you could still hear the old story, repeated round a cottage hearth, of how Mr. Penley had saved a poacher’s life. Must have been a shock to him, his youngest daughter running off with one of the Stansell boys. People’d thought Lord Kit had got her in trouble, but that part wasn’t true (proving that it didn’t The more serious workingmen at Grefford, who read the pamphlets and argued over the newspapers and went to the night meetings, would quell such gossip-and so would Peggy’s cousin Cathy. “Don’t you have better things to chatter about,” Cathy’d say, “than the gentry and what they do in their beds? Aren’t life’s real problems enough for you?” But real-life problems were dull and intractable, especially these hard days. Peggy didn’t see why you Why But Cathy hadn’t seen Paris or Constantinople or the Alps or antiquities like Peggy had. Travel made you wise, and that was a fact. It was a pretty day, and she was wearing a neat drab poplin that Lady Christopher had grown tired of. Smiling up at the waiter who’d come for her glass, she could feel how well the skirt hung since she’d taken a needle to it. She could even feel a bit sorry for her employer, who appeared in rather a state of disconsolation, like there were someone in the crowd she’d hoped to see. A decent-looking man, though she herself didn’t care for whiskers. Nearly as tall as Tom, if a bit on the corpulent side. Just off the night mail from Derby, ruddy-faced, like he’d gotten a good sleep on the journey. He had a bold expression on him, the sort of man you’d say could sell coals to Newcastle. Wouldn’t hurt just to talk. If he wanted more than talk, he could just take himself off to Soho for it. Though at the end of ten or so minutes, when his friends came for him, he left in a great hubbub of self-importance, which she The stagecoach was boarding. She turned to make sure that their bags and trunks and boxes weren’t tossed about too roughly. And here was Lady Christopher looking about her one last time before Mr. Morrice handed her into the coach, where it would be stuffier, more crowded, and a lot less fun, Peggy thought, than on top, even if the top of a stagecoach wasn’t no place for a lady.
Mary supposed that it could have been worse. A relief, in any case, finally to be under way. She squeezed herself into her backward-facing seat, tried not to sneeze at the dust rising from the worn cushions, nodded to her fellow voyagers, and held herself steady as they clattered off. At least she was sitting by a window, the better to watch London slip away. Its farthest suburbs gone, she dozed, woke to finish the novel she had with her, dozed again, woke for a bad luncheon, dozed some more, and by late afternoon had drifted into a haze of reminiscence of a much earlier ride along this same route, on just such a bright day and also in the backward-facing seat-though of a far more comfortable vehicle. She’d been ten, a spoiled, demanding, too energetic and impatient ten, alternately indulged and savaged by her older sisters, who always got to sit facing forward in the Penleys’ second carriage. Typically, neither Jessica nor Julia had as much as peeked out the windows; they’d ignored the landscape as completely as they’d ignored Mary, their thoughts and conversation quite entirely occupied by the young gentlemen they were engaged to marry. Mary could smile affectionately now at how different each of the two courtships had been, and how characteristic of each sister. Jessie’s love story unfolding in a leisurely and classically correct sequence: Arthur Grandin had asked for two dances on the night of her come-out, paid a charming and attentive call the day after, sent a large bouquet and then a series of witty little gifts, and in due time made a proper offer of his blond, smiling, baronet’s-younger-son of a self. While Julia’s amours had been conducted more briskly. More economically too, if you didn’t count the price of postage. An introduction to Mr. Jeremy MacNeill during a family trip to Glasgow, a daily exchange of letters after their return home, and a visit a month later from young Mr. MacNeill himself, proposing within the week and saving the Penleys the expense of a second come-out. Still (and unlike another pairing Mary could think of), it had been an entirely suitable match. Jeremy’s father did business with Papa; the MacNeills were clever, industrious, rich, and growing richer, while-as Julia still took pains to point out-figuring prominently among Glasgow’s patrons of the arts and learned societies. Both her sisters’ marriages had worked out as splendidly as anyone would have predicted, and until Arthur’s death two years ago, as happily as everyone had wished. Well, everyone except a certain badly behaved ten-year-old. “You’re in for it now, Mary! Miss Archer, the vile little wretch has tied our bonnet strings together.” “And got them all sticky with lemon drops too! Just wait, imp, until I get my hands on you.” She’d stuck out her tongue-it must have been a nasty bright, sugary yellow-from the safety of the far corner of the carriage. “I want a story,” she’d declared. “I’ve been crying for one ever since we came through Leicester. And all Mama always had stories for long journeys. Mary had begged to ride with Mama and Papa in the other carriage, or failing that, in one of the wagons following behind, the servants perched atop trunks of clothing and crates of household goods. But she couldn’t be allowed to travel like a gypsy. And her incessant fussing would have been a bother to Mama, who was very delicate these days. Something wasn’t quite right about the baby due to be born this fall; the doctor had advised Mama and Papa to repair to the country for the remainder of the pregnancy. Mary imagined the selfish little thing thrashing about instead of lying quiet and curled up like the babies in the illustrated volume she’d found in Papa’s library. Impatient with its own too-long journey, the creature was probably fidgeting as uncontrollably as she was. Well, too bad for it. Too bad for He’d occasioned too much inconvenience already, just because of the hope of his being a boy. It was Mama’s last chance to give Papa a son to inherit the brewery, and Papa was beside himself with anxiety, having never entirely recovered from the death of the boy twins who’d preceded Mary into the world. Not that anyone had actually told her any of this. She’d pieced together what she knew from every clue she could find-and probably from a few made-up details as well. From servants’ gossip, the expressions on big people’s faces and what they said when they thought she wasn’t listening. The same way Kit had learned that the marquess wasn’t really his father. There are always ways for a too-inquisitive child to find out more than he or she is meant to know. But none of what she’d felt had really made sense to her until they’d finally gone to bed together. And since Calais it made less sense than ever. The coach lurched to a stop, as though to punctuate her thoughts and illustrate their futility. Esslynne. A passenger took his leave from the top of the coach, and some fellows hauled a stout lady up to take his place. Mary rubbed her eyes and straightened her traveling cloak. Esslynne had traditionally marked the last leg of the Penleys’ journeys between London and Beechwood Knolls. In an hour or so they’d enter the vast extent of the marquess’s lands, and in another hour the verges of their own much smaller property would slip into view. But at ten years of age, the advent of Esslynne had only proved to her that the journey would never end. And would only grow more unendurable, for their governess had pronounced Mary too old to be told stories. “You’re an extremely capable reader. Here, I’ve brought your copy of On a traveling day? But she wouldn’t dare stick out her tongue at Miss Archer. Definitely no Latin, though, at least for as long as she could put it off. Sullenly, she opened the book she’d been handed, a set of moral tales about two insipid sisters who liked nothing better than to distribute their pocket money among the poor. Even her own sisters were more interesting than “Her new muslins are the latest thing, more elegant than what most of Mayfair is wearing but so simple and comfortable, one could wear the lightest stays…” At which point Julia had whispered something to Jessica, and Jessica had gasped and giggled in response. Mary had turned back to her book with renewed disgust for her sisters, pride in Papa’s strength of character, and a child’s fierce hatred for the cruel and murderous Stansells. Everyone in the neighborhood knew about the disputed estate boundary, and how Mr. Penley’s claim had quite bollixed the marquess’s case against a man accused of poaching game. The grouse having been bagged upon the contested tract of land, the poacher went free-causing the marquess to rage that his neighbor was a traitorous Jacobin, and to forbid his wife and children to speak to any of the Penleys. Indecent that a brewer should be so rich, he’d shouted. Disgusting that the ancient laws of property had fallen into such disrespect. No wonder the country was going to the devil. Mary had been a baby at the time, and Kit a very little boy. But it had made a strong impression on him. She did see, now that it was too late for it to matter anymore. She gazed aimlessly out the window, at the misty-moist green fields bordered by thorn and horn-beam, elms and giant beeches casting long late-afternoon shadows as the coach swayed against the bends in the road. The coach was stifling, the motion of the coach more jolting as the roads became more primitive and rural. She closed her eyes to ward off dizziness, and woke with a start at Grefford, to Jessica’s fair, pretty face smiling in at her through the coach window. The prettiness grown a bit faded: widowhood was difficult for her sister. Jessie looked tired and a bit dazed, as though still not believing that her charming, buoyant husband had succumbed to the influenza. For (leaving aside the episode of the kitchen maid) Arthur Grandin had continued kindhearted, good-natured, and as delighted to have fallen in love with a brewer’s educated daughter as with a duchess. Jessica’s marriage portion was just what he’d needed to complement his own sparse income and excellent pedigree; he’d accepted his happy fortune as his due, and so had everyone who knew him. Of course, there’d been no question of a baronet’s son managing a brewery. Jeremy MacNeill would have done splendidly, but Jeremy had inherited far too many business interests of his own. So Papa had sold out his shares, invested the proceeds in superbly reliable securities for his daughters, and retired into his gardens, his library, and a lingering melancholy after that last baby (it Enough memories. Among hugs and kisses, laughter, and a few tears, she and her sister passed arm in arm out of the inn yard to the little High Street, deeply rutted and perhaps a bit shabbier than when last she’d seen it. Probably from the long, wet winter they’d had, or was it simply the effect of the shadows, the deepening violet sky? A haggard, rather frantic-looking workman pitched himself by her and Jessica, nearly jamming into them, quite as though he hadn’t noticed them walking toward the Grandin carriage. “E-Elizabeth?” Did royalty suffer itself to be hugged? Just barely, it seemed. “Hullo, Aunt Mary.” Pulling away and making for the carriage, where Peggy, a footman, and Jessica’s coachman were loading Mary’s things. “Another quarrel this morning,” Jessica whispered, quite as though the girl weren’t watching, her narrowed eyes sending blue-diamond sparks in their direction. “About her new gown for Midsummer Night. I’ll tell you about it later.” As they set off, Mary just had time to wave to Cathy Williams, briskly leading the stout lady down the High Street. “She must be the school’s new cook,” Jessica said. “Which is a blessing, for Cathy’s been doing it herself these weeks, and the word about the village is that her scholars aren’t enjoying it.” A local boy had been holding both horses’ reins, young Lord Christopher and his older brother Lord William having ridden together into the village. The village boy’s face was a study in sullen confusion: annoyed to be pulled from an ongoing game to mind the marquess’s sons’ horses, yet proud despite himself to have been the one asked to do it. Kit would have been thirteen; by then Mary would have had a proper twelfth-birthday party, to make up for her lonely, unsatisfactory eleventh. Mama would have been doing charitable errands, leaving Mary to distribute her leftover birthday sweetmeats among the girls and boys playing in the square. He hadn’t noticed her, though she’d been standing quite close by. Well, why should he? After an hour with the village children, she’d be as dusty and unkempt as they were. And anyway, the Stansells and the Penleys were enemies. Head high, reins held carelessly in a long, strong hand (not a boy’s hand at all, she remembered thinking), Kit had ridden away with a haughty expression on his face, even as the village boy had begun salving his self-respect by muttering curses. Too softly spoken to be heard by the young gentlemen on horseback, they were nonetheless quite awful and entertaining curses, about parentage and bad women-far worse and much more fascinating than anything Mary or her sisters would dare to say. She’d gasped and giggled at the clods of earth (and worse) that he and his mates were throwing, now that Kit and his brother had gotten far enough away not to see. “Good,” she’d called out, along with a few of the other children. “Good,” and “Throw ’em another, Peter. Throw ’em a good ’un!” Her mother had come to fetch her just then; she had to wave good-bye to the children, sad to leave their play and oddly conscience-stricken, as though she’d witnessed-or even participated in-something she shouldn’t. Which had been a new sort of experience for her, because until then she’d liked nothing better than to learn something forbidden and mysterious, depending as she did upon just such surreptitiously gathered knowledge for her understanding of the world.
“… To add to the disarray,” Jessica was saying, “there’s a new laundry maid and I’m not sure she understood how I wanted her to iron the petticoats.” Putting her head out the window, she called to the coachman, “Can you go a bit faster, Mr. Dodge?” Another fit of eye rolling on Elizabeth’s part. “He can’t, Mama. Not until he gets that wheel fixed-don’t you remember?” “She’s right.” Jessie smiled apologetically at Mary, conciliatingly at her daughter. “We’re still a bit at sixes and sevens with our vehicles, I’m afraid. It was one of the ways my old steward used to cheat me. He and the coachman were in league; repairs were shoddy, parts weren’t replaced.”
“And as you can see,” she told Mary over a late supper in her little parlor, “it’s not as though our Miss Elizabeth doesn’t know the details of managing things. She knows better than I do, as she demonstrates every day, just civilly enough that one can’t quite accuse her of pertness. It’s her particular pleasure to point out how much better a job, “She didn’t seem awfully pleased to see “Well, she’s rather divided the world into friends and enemies. And any friend of The laundry had been done satisfactorily. Jessica liked to mend the most delicate pieces herself; they brought a sweet green smell into the chamber. Mary took a deep, happy breath. “I never have such clean linen as when I’m here.” Jessica laughed. “Wasn’t that Brummell’s first principle? That no one could be a gentleman without plenty of country washing?” “Or a lady, I expect,” Mary said, “though Brummell didn’t seem to think there was any art to being a lady.” “It hasn’t been so easy, even to do a good laundry, with all the rain we’ve had. Still, today was lovely and it’s good luck you came when everything’s so fresh. You’ll sleep well tonight on the sheets we’ve put on your bed… Mary?” “Yes, sorry… I must have drifted off for a moment.” Her sister only nodded, it being clear that both of them were remembering the time when Jessica, who’d been home for a visit with Arthur and the children, had helped Mary tell a lie about the sheet she’d stolen. “But I’ve forgotten the news,” Jessica said now, “that has set the countryside on its ear.” “Not more machine breaking? Angry meetings?” Jessica shook her head. “Even so,” her sister continued, “there’s a good deal of grumbling, even rudeness, as you saw-well, what would one expect when there’s not enough employment? We’ll be improving things a little bit anyway, by hiring some of the young people as occasional help for our house party. “But the “I shall have to call, of course. Not quite yet, though; let the young marchioness recover from the initial shock of it. Still, it’s awkward while you’re here. Not that anyone will mention your presence-the Stansells are quite masterful at not mentioning things, and even I shall hold my tongue in the matter of your visit. But you won’t mind too much if I go, will you, Mary?” “Oh, dear. Yes. No. I mean, of course you should call.” For a moment, she wondered if Kit would be coming down. Surely not; he’d want to be in London. And anyway, he knew that Her face had given her away. “You’ve seen him. And you haven’t told me.” Jessica’s gaze was as insistent, her voice as implacable, as about a stolen bedsheet a great many years ago. “Tomorrow. After we meet with your nice new steward, and then the man who’ll be assessing the state of the water closets. I quite tremble at the possibilities, don’t you? Oh, and you didn’t finish your story about Fred and his school prank. Well, at least you’ve got “Tell me now. Tell me everything.”
But she didn’t. Not really, and certainly not everything. “We had a glass of wine,” she said, which was true in its way. “We spoke a bit,” she added. “He didn’t apologize. He was the same arrogant, irresponsible boy we all remember. And then he went away and got himself quite horribly drunk over it.” None of which was a lie-more a matter of judicious elision. “Poor Mary,” Jessica said. “But I must say, I’m a bit surprised. One would have thought that after such a successful military career… his brother the marquess spoke so proudly of him-quite a new thing from “Drunk,” she said, “and debauched. Took himself off with the serving maid.” Well, “I expect I still feel guilty, for my… ah, contribution to his courtship, you know.” Mary sighed. “I don’t know if it could rightly have been called a courtship-more like two wild young things hurling themselves at one another. And I was such an innocent. If you hadn’t showed me how to protect myself, heaven knows what would have happened.” They were silent for a while. “But the Calais meeting turned out all to the good,” Mary concluded, “because Kit knows about Matthew now, and he knows that Matthew is willing to go through the awfulness of a divorce scandal. He was actually quite reasonable about that part; it seems that he’s quite willing to bring suit. Well, it’d be better for him too. He could marry someone younger.” “And sillier,” Jessica added. “Perhaps.” “You’ve written to Matthew about all of this, I trust.” Mary shook her head. “Not yet. I shall finish my letter tomorrow. Let’s walk outside for a bit, shall we? The stars are out; I want to smell Papa’s gardens.” The roses and lilac, violets and lemon verbena shed their fragrance more intensely after dark, the sweet air of the English country night seeming to glimmer with benign spirits. Mary could feel her parents’ presence; it seemed to her that Arthur Grandin had added the warm light of his memory. There were a few more restless shades abroad as well: she shook her head at the one who stuck a sugary yellow tongue out at her. When she was sure that Jessica was looking the other way, she stuck her own tongue back at the little imp-who giggled silently and flickered off toward the forest. “It will be fun to have you home again, Mary.” “In some ways, it’s as though I’d never left.” The sisters kissed good night. |
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