the conclusion of a volume. Sometimes, in a morning, on hearing the
swallows at our window, my father, quite ashamed of this weakness,
would cry, "Come, come, let us go to bed; I am more a child than
thou art."
I soon acquired, by this dangerous custom, not only an extreme
facility in reading and comprehending, but, for my age, a too intimate
acquaintance with the passions. An infinity of sensations were
familiar to me, without possessing any precise idea of the objects
to which they related- I had conceived nothing- I had felt the
whole. This confused succession of emotions did not retard the
future efforts of my reason, though they added an extravagant,
romantic notion of human life, which experience and reflection have
never been able to eradicate.
My romance reading concluded with the summer of 1719, the
following winter was differently employed. My mother's library being
quite exhausted, we had recourse to that part of her father's which
had devolved to us; here we happily found some valuable books, which
was by no means extraordinary, having been selected by a minister that
truly deserved that title, in whom learning (which was the rage of the
times) was but a secondary commendation, his taste and good sense
being most conspicuous. The history of the Church and Empire by Le
Sueur, Bossuett's Discourses on Universal History, Plutarch's Lives,
the History of Venice by Nani, Ovid's Metamorphoses, La Bruyere,
Fontenelle's World, his Dialogues of the Dead, and a few volumes of
Moliere, were soon ranged in my father's closet, where, during the
hours he was employed in his business, I daily read them, with an
avidity and taste uncommon, perhaps unprecedented at my age.
Plutarch presently became my greatest favorite. The satisfaction I
derived from the repeated readings I gave this author, extinguished my
passion for romances, and I shortly preferred Agesilaus, Brutus, and
Aristides, to Orondates, Artemenes, and Juba. These interesting
studies, seconded by the conversations they frequently occasioned with
my father, produced that republican spirit and love of liberty, that
haughty and invincible turn of mind, which rendered me impatient of
restraint or servitude, and became the torment of my life, as I
continually found myself in situations incompatible with these
sentiments. Incessantly occupied with Rome and Athens, conversing,
if I may so express myself, with their illustrious heroes; born the
citizen of a republic, of a father whose ruling passion was the love
of his country, I was fired with these examples; could fancy myself
a Greek or Roman, and readily give into the character of the personage
whose life I read; transported by the recital of any extraordinary
instance of fortitude or intrepidity, animation flashed from my
eyes, and gave my voice additional strength and energy. One day, at
table, while relating the fortitude of Scoevola, they were terrified
at seeing me start from my seat and hold my hand over a hot
chafing-dish, to represent more forcibly the action of that determined
Roman.
My brother, who was seven years older than myself, was brought up to
my father's profession. The extraordinary affection they lavished on
