"Frank Herbert - Soul Catcher" - читать интересную книгу автора (Herbert Brian & Frank)while living in that white world. But a spirit had spoken to him.
A true and ancient spirit. Deep within his innermost being he knew that intellect and education, even the white education, had been his first guides on this ordeal. He thought how, as Charles Hobuhet, he had begun this thing. He had waited for the full moon and cleansed his intestines by drinking seawater. He had found a land otter and cut out its tongue. Kuschtaliute -- the symbol tongue! His grandfather had explained the way of it long ago, describing the ancient lore. Grandfather had said: 'The shaman becomes the spirit-animal-man. God won't let animals make the mistakes men make.' That was the way of it. He had carried Kuschtaliute in a deer scrotum pouch around his neck. He had come into these mountains. He had followed an old elk trail grown over with alder and fir and cotton wood. The setting sun had been at his back when he had buried Kuschtaliute beneath a rotten log. He had buried Kuschtaliute in a place he never again could find, there to become the symbol tongue. All of this in anguish of spirit. He thought: It began because of the rape and pointless death of my sister. The death of Janiktaht ... little Jan. He shook his head, confused by an onslaught of memories. Somewhere a gang of drunken loggers had found Janiktaht walking alone, her teenaged body full of spring happiness, and they had raped her and changed her and she had killed herself. And her brother had become a walker-in-the-mountains. The other self within him, the one which must be reasoned with and understood, sneered Hobuhet's sister. You are Katsuk.' He thought then as Katsuk: Lucretius was a liar! Science doesn't liberate man from the terror of the gods! Everything around him revealed this truth -- the sun moving across the ridges, the ranges of drifting clouds, the rank vegetation. White science had begun with magic and never moved far from it. Science continually failed to learn from lack of results. The ancient ways retained their potency. Despite sneers and calumny, the old ways achieved what the legends said they would. His grandmother had been of the Eagle Phratry. And a bee had spoken to him. He had scrubbed his body with hemlock twigs until the skin was raw. He had caught his hair in a headband of red cedar bark. He had eaten only the roots of devil's club until the ribs poked from his flesh. How long had he been walking in these mountains? He thought back to all the distance he had covered: ground so sodden that water oozed up at each step, heavy branches overhead that shut out the sun, undergrowth so thick he could see only a few body lengths in any direction. Somewhere, he had come through a tangled salmonberry thicket to a stream flowing in a canyon, deep and silent. He had followed that stream upward to vaporous heights ... upward ... upward. The stream had become a creek, this creek below him. This place. Something real was living in him now. Abruptly, he sensed all of his dead ancestors lusting after this living experience. His mind lay pierced by sudden belief, by unending movement beneath the common places of life, by an alertness which never varied, night or day. He knew this bee! |
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