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THE GLASS FLOWER

George R.R. Martin
A DF Books NERDs Release
Once, when I was just a girl in the first flush of my true youth, a young boy gave me a glass flower as a
token of his love.
He was a rare and precious boy, though I confess that I have long forgotten his name. So too was the
flower he gave me. On the steel and plastic worlds where I have spent my lives, the ancient glassblower's
art is lost and forgotten, but the unknown artisan who had fashioned my flower remembered it well. My
flower has a long and delicate stem, curved and graceful, all of fine thin glass, and from that frail support
the bloom explodes, as large as my fist, impossibly exact. Every detail is there, caught, frozen in crystal
for eternity; petals large and small crowding each other, bursting from the center of the blossom in a slow
transparent riot, surrounded by a crown of six wide drooping leaves, each with its tracery of veins intact,
each unique. It was as if an alchemist had been wandering through a garden one day, and in a moment of
idle play had transmuted an especially large and beautiful flower into glass.

All that it lacks is life.

I kept that flower with me for near two hundred years, long after I had left the boy who gave it to me and
the world where he had done the giving. Through all the varied chapters of my lives, the glass flower was
always close at hand. It amused me to keep it in a vase of polished wood, and set it near a window.
Sometimes the leaves and petals would catch the sun and flash brilliantly for an incandescent instant; at
other times they would filter and fracture the light, scattering blurred rainbows on my floor. Often towards
dusk, when the world was dimmer, the flower would seem to fade entirely from view, and I might sit
staring at an empty vase. Yet, when the morning came, the flower would be back again. It never failed
me.

The glass flower was terribly fragile, but no harm ever came to it. I cared for it well; better, perhaps, than
I have ever cared for anything, or anyone. It outlasted a dozen lovers, more than a dozen professions,
and more worlds and friends than I can name. It was with me in my youth on Ash and Erikan and
Shamdizar, and later on Rogue's Hope and Vagabond, and still later when I had grown old on Dam
Tullian and Lilith and Gulliver. And when I finally left human space entirely, put all my lives and all the
worlds of men behind me, and grew young again, the glass flower was still at my side.

And, at very long last, in my castle built on stilts, in my house of pain and rebirth where the game of mind
is played, amid the swamps and stinks of Croan'dhenni, far from all humanity save those few lost souls
who seek us out├втВмтАЭit was there too, my glass flower. On the day Kleronomas arrived.
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"Joachim Kleronomas,├втВмтАв I said.

"Yes."

There are cyborgs and then there are cyborgs. So many worlds, so many different cultures, so many sets
of values and levels of technologies. Some cyberjacks are half organic, some more, some less; some
sport only a single metal hand, the rest of their cyberhalves cleverly concealed beneath the flesh. Some
cyborgs wear synthaflesh that is indistinguishable from human skin, though that is no great feat, given the
variety of skin to be seen among the thousand worlds. Some hide the metal and flaunt the flesh; with
others the reverse is true.

The man who called himself Kleronomas had no flesh to hide or flaunt. A cyborg he called himself, and a