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Metabolism - a short story by Scott Nicholson



Metabolism
a short story by Scott Nicholson
illustrated by Paul Marquis

The city had eyes.
It watched Elise from the glass squares set into its walls, walls that
were sheer cliff faces of mortar and brick. She held her breath, waiting
for them to blink. No, not eyes, only windows. She kept walking.
And the street was not a tongue, a long black ribbon of asphalt flesh that
would roll her into the city's hot jaws at any second. The parking meter
poles were not needly teeth, eager to gnash. The city would not swallow
her, here in front of everybody. The city kept its secrets.
And the people on the sidewalk- how much did they know? Were they enemy
agents or blissful cattle? The man in the charcoal-gray London Fog
trenchcoat, the Times tucked under his elbow, dark head down and hands in
pockets. A gesture of submission or a crafted stance of neutrality?
The blue-haired lady in the chinchilla wrap, her turquoise eyeliner making
her look like a psychedelic raccoon. Was the lady colorblind or had she
adopted a clever disguise? And were her mincing high-heeled steps carrying
her to a midlevel townhouse or was she on some municipal mission?
That round-faced cabdriver, his black mustache brushing the bleached peg
of his cigarette, the tires of his battered yellow cab nudged against the
curb. Were his eyes scanning the passersby in hopes of a fare, or was he
scouting for plump prey?
Elise tugged on her belt, wrapping her coat more tightly around her waist.
The thinner one looked the better. Not that she had to rely on illusion.
Her appetite had been buried with the other things of her old blind life,
ordinary pleasures like window shopping and jogging. She had once traveled
these streets voluntarily.
Best not to think of the past. Best to pack the pieces of it away like old
toys in a closet. Perhaps someday she could open that door, shed some
light, blow off the dust, oil the squeaky parts, and resume living. But
for now, living must be traded for surviving.
She sucked in her cheeks, hoping she looked as gaunt as she felt. The wisp
of breeze that blew up the street, more carbon monoxide than oxygen, was
not even strong enough to ruffle the fringe on the awning above that
shoeshop. But she felt as if the breeze might sweep her across the broken
concrete, sending her tumbling and skittering like a cellophane candy
wrapper. Sweeping her toward the city's throat.
She dared a glance up at the twenty-story tower of glass to her right.
Eyes, eyes, eyes. Show no fear. Stare the monster in the face. It thinks
itself invisible.
What a perfectly blatant masquerade. The city was rising from the earth,
steel beams and guywire and cinderblock assembling right before their
human eyes. Growing bold and hard and reaching for the sky, always bigger,
bigger. How could everyone be so easily fooled?